His hair was soft shaggy, and looked like beach type hair even thought we lived no where near the ocean. My hands ran through his hair. We stood outside of our apartment, he’d pushed me to my door. Both of our parents were at work, we didn’t go to school because we were on summer vacation it was 4’O clock which meant our parents would be home soon. I kissed him and his hands rested on my thigh and stomach. “Alex stop our parent’s will be home any minute.”
“So who cares” he said in a low voice.
What were the odds that we lived right across from each other.
“I care.” I said pushing him away slowly. “I can’t get in trouble again. Besides I thought we were going to play it cool?”
“What’s the point?” he said. His hand reached to my face and moved a piece of hair from my face. “Why not get a rush? It’s better.”
“Because, my parent’s can’t know that we have sex. They would kill you and me.” I lifted my head up to kiss him. His lips were soft and cute. “Besides we’re going to see ourselves tonight or no?”
He looked down the stairs and saw his parents coming “I gotta go and yes.” I kissed him one last time and said “I’ll be waiting.”
We both ran into our apartment’s I went to my room, and touched my lips. I still couldn’t believe how this ended up happening. We weren’t always like this we grew up together so it was kind of meant to be.
It was perfect I neer cheated on him and he never cheated on me. Why? Maybe because we..we..‘had sex’ ? No it sounds so bad, we..we ‘made love’ yeah that sounds better, and it was true we did make love for awhile it was just for fun. But after awhile we started to realize how much we truly cared about each other. I sat on my bed and just thought and thought about Alex his blonde wavy hair. I got a knock at my window I sat up saw Alex on the window edge. I ran over to him and opened it, he threw himself to me and we fell to the ground. He kissed me and I kissed him back “We agreed tonight Alex not right know. We just did it a few minutes ago.”
“So? His hand touched my hair he gave a little smirk I can’t stop thinking about you.”
I smiled and said “Me either.” I kissed him again. I heard the door to my apartment open and said “My parent’s are home.”
“Yeah bummer.” I heard their footsteps coming closer and closer. But I just didn’t want him to leave. He kissed me and went out the window. I laid their staring out the window on the ground.
“Hi Jasmine we’re home.”
“Mhhh.” was all I ever said. Alex would do this a lot almost get caught but never fully actually get caught. I stood up and told my parents I was going to the back yard. Alex was there away from the house in the woods. My parents never found out about us. I went into the woods and he was there standing near a tall tree. I ran to him and he held me tight in his arms. He kissed me and I kissed him back he had a blanket on the ground he slowly pinned me down and he undid my shirt I took his off and his jeans slid down leaving on just his boxers. I pushed my jeans down too leaving just my panties. He’d pulled them completely off, Alex looked down and said “I love you.”
I paused too an looked at his blue eyes, “I love you too.” he put the condom on and we had sex. Out in the woods, it would have been romantic had our parent’s ruined it 17 minutes in. He’d stopped, and I yelled coming so did he. We stayed out there for 3 more minutes.
I was pulling my jeans up then I buttoned my shirt, I pulled him towards me an said “I’ll see you tonight.” I kissed him then headed towards my house when I was inches from the door of my house he’s pushed me to the wall and kissed me more.
He broke away and said “I’ll see you tonight.”
We went our separate ways for now we ate dinner then I went into the living room waiting for my cue to go into my room. It was 9:45 p.m. when I heard my cue I excused myself and saw he was already laying on my bed naked.
My eyes almost jumped out of my sockets when I saw him. I got a pillow from the ground and threw it at him quietly I said “Alex are you nuts what if it had been my mom that’d walked in?” I locked the door behind me.
“Then I would have died of embarrassment.”
“Yeah, Oh my God you are so….so…”
“Crazy? Risky? Nuts? In love with you?”
“NO! So….hot”
He smiled and I ran to my bed to lay ext to him the pillow still lay in his crotch, he was on top of me and I said “Alex?”
“Yeah.”
I took a deep breath and said “What if we got caught one day? And our parents forbid us being together?”
“Then I would have to listen to my parents cause they know best? What? I wouldn’t listen of course.” His hand touched my cheek. “Because I maybe young and every time we make love it’s like I know myself more and more.”
I almost cried and said “ I wouldn’t listen either, because I know in my heart that you’re the only guy I love.” I pushed up and kissed his soft pink lips I held him close to me because I never wanted to let him go.
I think if Alex and I were to count how many times we would have sex we would go through a 24 pack of condoms in 1 week. His hands traced my curve he slowly took my shirt and my jeans off again. Then my pink braw came undone then my panties I slid off. The pillow that covered his crotch was already on the ground.
His was on top of me and he kissed me I could fee his boner but I kissed him still I gave him a hicky on his neck and another one under his chin. Alex gave me a hicky just above my nipple and on my neck. We had sex there was no noise it was total silence, his hand rubbed on my thigh while his other hand intertwined fingers I felt him squeeze sometimes. The I felt the need to squeeze because of my high that his body gave me. It may sound stupid but his body with mine really was my drug.
It went on for a long time I saw the time when we’d gotten done and it was 1 a.m. He kissed me good night then he wrapped his arms around me and I pushed my body close to his. Alex slept over all the time, and usually during the summer he didn’t usually sleep in his house. The sheets covered us up and we drifted to sleep.

When we woke up it was 10 a.m. he was on his back and I put my fingers through his. And I got on top of him I touched his hair and said “Good morning love.”
He smiled and said “Good morning to you too.” I kissed him and twisted his hair between my fingers. His hands squeezed my butt and I just laid my head to hear his heart beat. It was fast, then it slowed and it was just in the rhythm. I kissed him and I could feel his boner again, I knew he wanted to do it too. So I stayed on top while I moved front and back he sat up and held me to his body my breast were under his chin I was a ‘d’ I bent my head down to kiss Alex while his hand groped my breasts. I heard a noise but ignored it then Alex stopped too and said “did you hear that?” we stopped and listened but nothing.
So we kept going until my bedroom door flew open, it was my parents I quickly fell to cover up Alex and my dad yelled “Fucking whore we knew you would do something like this.”
I grabbed the sheet to cover myself up stood up and Alex stood behind me. His arms wrapped around me “Mom Dad, I’m sorry okay ut I love him. You never et me even talk aout him.
“When did you ever try to talk to me bout this.” My mom’s hand waved at us.
“I said all the time.” Alex slowly bent down to grab his boxers and jeans. “But you never cared enough to let me even talk about it.” I said almost yelling.
“So you had to go behind our back?” asked my dad.
“Yes! You would have never let me see him had I not hidden it from you.”
“Alex jumped in, Mr. and Mrs. Grove your daughter and I are in love and we’ll do anything to protect what we have.” Alex moved to my side and held me in his arms.
My dad’s face was red and looked a if he was going to explode. “Jasmine do you really love him?” I almost jumped out with joy.
“Yes, I love him more than anything else in this world.”
My parent’s left the room but the door stayed open they went to go get Alex’s parents. They came over and saw Alex in my room his dad walked in and said “What the hell are you doing here?”
He stood up and by then I’d already gotten my clothes on. Alex said “I was with Jasmine.”
“Why? Oh fuck you haven‘t been fucking have you?”
Alex didn’t hesitate, “We weren’t fucking we made love. He held his hand out to me. I saw his dad’s hand raise he was going to hit him so I pulled him back and stood in front of Alex to protect him.
“It’s not his fault. We both knew what we were doing.”
“Jasmine stay out of it.” said my mother.
“NO! I’m sick of you always blaming him. It was my idea anyway.” I almost hesitated saying it but I didn’t.
“No it wasn’t,” Alex said “It was our idea.” he put his arms around me.
“So don’t just blame him, it’s my fault too.” his dad just glared at him. Alex was trying to look away but I pulled his head down to me and said “it’s okay.” I kissed him and his dad left the room. Him and I sat on the couch in my room near the door. We could see our parent’s talking we didn’t listen because we just talked within ourselves we held or hands and he said “Run away with me.”
I felt shocked, “What?”
“Run way with me. I know my parent’s are going to ship me some place. If the decision came down to it would you? Run away with me.” I didn’t know what to respond but I thought about it and thought and if it came down to it I would. I would run away with him.
“Yes,” I said smiling. “I will run away with you.”
He smiled and kissed me. His hand grabbed my leg I put it on top of his legs I pulled him close and kissed him even though I felt tears roll down my eyes. They weren’t because of sadness they were of joy.
Being with him was the only thing I ever wanted, and for him to ask me it was perfect. My hand rested on his crotch but I moved it to his side. That’s when his parent’s came in and jerked him away. “You are to never see her. You’ll be sent to private school in England. Your not coming back until you grow up.” He was being pushed and pulled out of my room. I ran up to him I told him “I love you.” and kissed him I yelled and yelled for him but my parents held me back.
A for them they had my own punishment. “Your going to a correctional facility.” said my mother. “God knows what other things you’ve been doing.”
I cried and cried, this was it the last time I was going to see my parents at 2:30 a.m. we would sneak out and never see our families again. I cried myself to my room. I looked for a book bag and put some of my clothes in the bag. Only my important things. At 2 I would sneak out slowly and never see my parent’s.


Flash forward 10 years.

“I love you,” I said slowly. “always have and always will.” I stroke his cheek. Alex’s hair was cut shorter, you could still see the wavy but not as much as before. I kissed him forever his tongue collided with mine.
“I love you more. Always have always will.”
I laughed and said “Can you believe it’s been 10 years? We weren’t supposed to be here. We were supposed to be separated.”
He laughed, “Yeah and look how that turned out. We’re here and we have a baby boy.”
“Who reminds me of you.” I said slowly. I pecked his lips, he laid on top of me while naked.
“Come on we got things we have to do.” I smiled.
He got up and pulled his boxers on. The baby slept in a different room but we could hear when he cried. Alex jumped into his jeans gave me a kiss then grabbed a shirt and went downstairs.
I took the longest of course. We lived in a retirement home for elder people we actually worked here. Alex’s grandma owns it, so we just live and work here, of course it’s a plus that his grandma gets to see her great grandson.
“Jasmine come on we gotta clean some rooms.”
“Coming,” I said. It was Alex and we had to clean 2 rooms because 2 elder people had passed away. I went down to where Alex was at and said let’s have breakfast first. He pulled me down the stairs and we ate breakfast Alex jr. woke up after I had gotten done. So I fed him his bottle of milk. Only there was one person who didn’t like him being here, she didn’t like Alex, or me being here. I don’t know her name but she was just and old prune. She said she did witch craft but never actually proved it. She would threaten the other people but never had she gone through with her threats.
Alex had gone to a room when I heard him yell he was down on the ground almost being broken in 2 his back was arched. I yelled for help, and people ran up to help Alex. Everyone loved him except that one old lady. The employee’s adored him too. I got close to seeing him when someone pulled me away and I couldn’t see him. He yelled until suddenly couldn’t hear his voice anymore.
I fell to the ground and cried on someone I couldn’t see who but I knew it was an employer, I cried and cried and I knew then by the people’s faces that he was dead.

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