I have lived for a very long time. Immortality is not always forever, but for me it has lasted for many centuries.

During this time I have acquainted myself with the kind of loneliness that a mortal could never understand. I have seen years pass by in the way that others measure days... hours... I am alone, not only as a person, but as an entire society. The world I came from is long gone. Every world I have ever known is gone.

Then I found a ray of sunlight. The year was 1982 and I was haunting the gritty streets of Manhattan. It was summer, and the city was alive with the smell of people melting under the heat.

He was a sweet young thing. I occasionally dabble with the emotions of mortals for my own amusement. Nothing serious... I enjoy the company, the feeling of being wanted, being desired. I am one of the lucky few of my kind with enough control to enjoy this.

He was... disarming. I am not usually so drawn to a mortal men, but she was so full of life. He was as elegant as a Roman Prince, as witty as a Greek sophist, and a laugh that set me on fire.As the night wore on I found myself wondering if I were experiencing blood lust for him. However no, this was a new feeling, something totally unexpected. Something I had only ever seen hints of over the centuries.

I don't know if everyone has a soul mate. It took me many mortal lifetimes to find mine. But I know they exist.

I also know that what I was feeling was love. I know it because the next night, I told him what I was. I had never done that before, spoken the truth to a human. If it had been lust or infatuation I would have seen her a few more times and then would have disappeared into the night. But I told this one.

He didn't believe me of course. But I had proof. It didn't take long before he was running.

I followed him. I followed him always. I waited in the shadows watching him, even as he married, even as he started a family. I'd like to think that a part of him knew I was there, that maybe a part of me was fond of his pale shadow.Its been a long time when i saw Logan.I thought of him always,sometimes i think he called me but i never answered.If he found out that i told a human what i was,i didn't know what he will do,so i never told him.I also thing about my love.Over,over i see him running not because i was just a girl because of what i am.It was hard knowing that people is going to run went they see me

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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 26.06.2010

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This book to all my vampire out there who found love.