Memories Forgotten

I lie awake at night thinking about that day that choice we had made, I knew we shouldnt have. It was a horrible choice i regret it every day, after evey time i kill someone else, after i watch myself and my "family" drain the humans of life watching the color go out of them as they slowly die and the fear in their eyes as they struggle to get free because they know they're dieing and that we wont let them live.The worst part is that our kind likes the fear likes to see them struggle and lets them get free torturing them into thinking they're going to live then kill them even though we used to be them...why do i have to kill why cant i die, anything would be better than this....


Chapter 1:

I was alone in this world without her without my little sister, Lilitu she was my only joy from this life but she hated me for what i had done for my choice and deciding her fate and sending her into this darkness.The only joy she had was knowing that her hatred of me hurt me and caused my darkness but yet I would do anything for her. It's hard loving someone who hates you who would torture you until they died who would die over and over again just to see you get tortured but yet you would get tortured for them for eternity just to make sure their safe, as if Lilitu knew i was thinking about her she called out my name,
"Ophelia" she practically whispered it into the darkness of the cave but with such hatred and menace i flinched back as she laughed at my pain.
"Yes"
"The Dark Lord wants you" she said
"Why I haven't done anything wroung have I?"
"No you haven't and that might be the problem, just because you feel pain for the petty humans we kill doesn't mean im going to let you ruin my life and have the Dark One(the Dark Lord) think that we're weak"she said
"Don't act like you don't care about them I know you do i'm the one who taught you to be kind to them"
"Yes but that was before I realized it was you who did this to us, so i have embaced the darkness" she hissed at me then threw back her head and laughed as she walked down the hall and disappeared around the corner.
As I followed Lilitu i turned around the corner that she had just passed, I saw a group of vampires in a circle around four or five humans.I could'nt see them very clearly because of the others but, they looked dirty and were covered in blood and were shakeing in rapid violent shivers and were lying on the floor paralyzed by fear.
The other vampires closed in on them and as i walked by i got splattered by the humans blood, I turned my head away in disgust, as they're sreams followed me down the tunnel.


Chapter 2

A human servant ran from the Dark Lords room as i approached. "What was that about my Lord"? I asked once inside his room.
"Nothing just a stupid human whos going to die soon" he said as he laughed and smiled his famous smile known by all vampires and human slaves, the one he had smiled time and time again after he had killed.
"Really what did the human do"? I asked.
"NOTHING! The human did nothing but existed and if it hadn't had wanted to die then it shouldn't have been born! Humans are impedint creatures who need to realize we are the strounger race and give into slavery!" He laughed as he said the last words and gave a vicous smile.
"My Lord i am sorry i should not have said that as if humans need a reason to be killed">
"No you shouldn't have my darling Ophelia, I have been thinking and have decided to give you a nickname".
"Thank you my Lord i would be honored", and for once i wasn't lieing although the Dark Lord was evil and a horrible person of whom I hated I also loved him for he had been a father to me for so long, and almost no other vampires had nicknames given by him so it was a great honor.
"It shall be....given to you once you have done this one task for me" he said.
Seemingly as he made it seem as though I was about to get my nickname it was a slap in the face that I had to do something to get it."What do i have to do my Lord"?
"Prove that your just as evil as me and kill both your little sister and twenty humans and you will be eternally protected and be the highest in vampire society besides my self".
"My Lord how can you even ask me that"? I said in alarm.
"Because that is the only task horrible enough to prove yourself to me".
"I will not do it and i am leaving". I said as i stood from where i was sitting, leaving the Dark One without being dismissed was one of the most disrespectful things you could do.
"Wait, if you step out of that door I will not forgive you and will send your very own sister out to kill you if you make one other tiny mistake".
I turned to look at him glared into his evil eyes and said "So be it".
I knew I would probably be killed for that and wondered what the real reason was for him wanting my sister killed and realized I must warn her.If only I had actually realized what would have happened before I had sought her out.


Chapter 3

As I looked for my sister I was thinking about our past all the things we had done and before we had become vampires mostly. I always had felt like part of my memories I couldn't remember and I didn't know why. I knew that pushing my mind would cost me later but I didn't care I had to get my mind off of something else besides my arguement with The Dark One. My thoughts were wandering, and I was remembering all of my memories at once, they were flashing by in my eyes until I came to the brick wall in my head were I couldn't remember anything from, I felt as though I had physically hit it and not just because my wandering made me hit a wall in the hallway.
As I hit both the wall in the hallway and the one in my mind a sharp seering pain shot through my mind, the wall was crumbling slowly but not all of it. That was enough for me though I had been waiting for this moment for a while now hopeing to remember.
It was as if I was in a room and someone I faintly remembered as my mother was in the room with me there was also four humans in the room, two dead on the floor. Their heads had been severed and the others where covered in blood and lying on the floor about to be eaten by someone i hadn't noticed in the corner crying but suddenly looked up,with hungry eyes. It was my little sister Lilitu. It made me question my memories, some vampires could implant memories into another's head but it was a very uncommon and hard to master skill. My mind was racing through all the possibilities of what could have happened and why was my sister a vampire when we became vampires after our mother and father had been killed... Had we been born vampires? The thought haunted my mind as I came out of the memory but not before i heard Lilitu say the one sentence that had changed everything from then on..."I will never forget what you did mother, I will rule in your place". Then she killed our kind and loving mother. And I woke up from that horrid nightmare of a memory. I had no idea what to believe anymore,everything i had been told and thought had happened hadn't or was i just imagining it. I couldn't handle not knowing what happened oh so many years ago, i would find out, and when that time came, if anyone stood in my way. They would die. For my mother.

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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 17.10.2010

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