My face against the window pane
A tear for every drop of rain

I am so lonely and so sad
No reason than feeling bad
I am so lonely and so sad
Living in a dream I've never had

My face against the window pane
A tear for every drop of rain
I'm living like already I have died
Have died

Emptiness a present past
A silent scream to shatter glass
I have to go; it's time for me to fly

I am so lonely and so sad
No reason than feeling bad
I am so lonely and so sad
Living in a dream I've never had

Who will care if I'm not here?
If suddenly I disappeared?
No one's gonna notice it at all

Dying flowers in my hand
I'm vanishing from where I stand
It isn't yet too late to get the truth

I am so lonely and so sad
No reason than feeling bad
I am so lonely and so sad
Living in a dream I've never had

So lonely and so sad
No reason than feeling bad
I am so lonely and so sad
Living in a dream I've never had

I am so lonely and so sad
No reason than feeling bad
I am so lonely and so sad
Living in a dream I've never had

So lonely and so sad
No reason than feeling bad
I am so lonely and so sad
Living in a dream I've never had

(Wake me with your kiss)


I wasn't happy but then again I'm never happy but this time I have a reason. Everything from my books to my cell phone was in the school pool floating helplessly. I already knew who did it I just didn't know where she was finally turning into a new hallway I found her. Monica Waters. She was the spitting image of veronica from the Archie comic’s nice clothes, hair, shoes, and a really rich daddy.

Buts that not why I don't like her. Believe it or not we used to be best friends, BFF's, until she started wearing makeup and realized she was pretty so I got ditched and she got a boy friend. Tragic isn't it? I tapped her on her shoulder and when she turned around I punched her in the face she was silent as she fell as if trying to figure out whether that just happened or not but all of her cheerleader friends were screaming and crowding around their leader.
I walked slowly to the principal’s office knowing I would end up there anyway.

"Hey Ruth how’s the family" I asked my principles secretary as I sat down but before she could answer my principles booming voice beat her to it.

"Is that Amanda I hear out there send her in" she ordered I walked inside with a quick wave to Ruth, who looked as if she had to start planning my funeral, "Two weeks detention for whatever you did" she said as I sat down .

"Wow is that the best you got? I must say prince your punishments are going down" I said acting shocked she growled as she thought up a new punishment.

"We have a new student there in the bathroom but as soon as they get back I want you to show him/her around" she said pleasantly.

"WHAT you can't me I won't do it not even if you give me a million dollars" I shrieked leaping up suddenly the door opened and there stood an angel I poked him just to make sure he was real

"Will you do it now" she said smirking.

"NO I will not what do you think I would like him here’s and idea GIVE HIM TO THE CHEERLEADERS I’ll bet they'll like that" I yelled both she AND the boy looked surprised

"you don't think I’m attractive AT ALL" he said slowly "no I don't your probably one of those stuck up jerks who think they're all that I wouldn't be attracted you even if you were the last man on earth and I had to pick either you or monkey's" I said with a disgusted tone

"SHE'S CRAZY" he yelled at the principal who now looked both surprised and angry

"Now wait just a minute both of you will be paired together for 3 weeks so you can get along how's that for punishment" she asked breathlessly

"I would faint if I wasn't so mad" I announced.

Somebody Help Me

I was mad.

The principle was apparently serious about my little punishment and she threatened to take away art class if I didn't go along with it. I couldn't believe it!!!!!!!
Getting rid of art class!! Didn't she know that art class was the only thing saving the school?

I was currently walking to my second period with the new kid (what was his name again?). I could already see it the cheerleaders would be all over him and then after he's slept with them he'll be yesterday's news. I couldn't wait for the look on his face when he realizes he's been played.

"So what's your deal?" his annoying voice broke through my thoughts and I realized we had stopped walking and were now.....outside?

"How did we get outside?" I was suprisied I had an excellent sense of direction.

"Well first you walked to the doors then ta da we were outside" he said in a slow voice that one would talk to a pre-schooler with "so what's your deal?"

"What do you mean? What do you know? Who've you been talking to? Who do you work for?" I asked in a quick suspicious voice.

He held his hands up in surrender "I don't know what your talking about, I meant why do you talk to the principle like that"

"Oh that's easy see I'm a rebel with my own little twist"

"What are you rebelling against?" he asked in a curious voice.

"Curiousity killed the rabbit you know but to anwser your question I'm rebelling against......everything and everyone except for Mrs.Summers she's awesome" I watched as his eyes turned from curious to annoyed.

"I should've known your being awfully rude by the way" he said in a voice that suggested he was better than me

I narrowed my eyes; who did this kid think he was?.

"What do you mean I'm being rude I'm helping you aren't I?" I was confused and a little pissed.

"Well for one you never asked me my name and two your not helping me at all"

"Grrrrrrrrrrrr I'm terribly sorry sir it's seems I've forgotten my manners what is your name?" I asked in a high class london accent.

"Nah I don't think you've earned the right to know my name........... do you really want to help me?" He said in a serious voice.

I felt my skin crawl it was my job to help him soooo "sure I want to help you" I confirmed.

"well then close your eyes..."

I grugingly closed my eyes,

"count to ten in your mind..."

I was 5 seconds away from ten when I felt warm yet cold lips against mine.

"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING?" I roared

"I'm stealing a kiss from a fair maiden" he said in a duh tone.

No matter how mad I was I couldn't stop myself from blushing, but when I saw the smirk on his face I lunged towards him.

Noone kisses me without my permission and gets away with it.

Impressum

Tag der Veröffentlichung: 01.10.2010

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