Jack and I just watched movies for about an hour. I told him to go home or back to school but he refused. After about an hour of arguing I gave in.

Right now we are watching the movie Beastly with Alex Pettyfer. The plot of the movie is good. It has meaning but how everything plays out just doesn’t go with the story line.

The movie is basically saying that even if you look ugly on the outside someone will fall in love with what’s inside. To mean, how you look doesn’t tell anybody who you really are.

You could be ugly and everyone would expect you to be sweet but you turn out to be a major douche. Or you can be really hot and people automatically assume you’re rude and a jerk but once they get to know you, they find out you’re not a jerk.

That’s what it’s like with Jack. He’s hot, the way he looks just screams ‘JERK; CONCIDED DOUCHE BAG!’ but he can be really sweet sometimes.

Once you get to know him and he lets his guard down you find out who he really is. Today I found out that he’s not really the jerk he is at school.

It’s all a front basically. To stop him from getting hurt. Most people in this world do that because they’re afraid to get hurt or rejected for who they really are.

But if someone rejects the real you, then they’re not worthy to even breathe the same air as you. If they reject you they’re afraid to show who they really are.

Like take preps for instance, the mean preps, they’re only mean because they need to make themselves feel better. But along the way of hurting people physically, emotionally, and verbally you get people hating you.

I personally can’t stand when people hate me. It’s okay if I don’t know they hate me but if I do it eats me apart. I’m a naturally loving person but when you get on my bad side…well good luck to you.

“What are you thinking about?” Jack’s voice brought me out of my thoughts

“How an ugly person can be rude and a hot person can be sweet.” I said

“Why were you thinking about that?” He asked

“The movie.” I looked up at him

“And what did the movie have to do with this thought?” He questioned

“This movie shows that not everybody cares about looks. It’s what’s on the inside that counts in the end.”

“Do I have nice insides?” He smiled

“Sometimes.” I said truthfully

“Sometimes? That’s all I get?!” He asked shocked

“Yeah, that’s all you get.” I laughed

“Fine then.” He pouted

“Hey, I could’ve just said no. Be thankful.” I smiled

He thought for a minute, “Okay, I guess you could’ve.”

I chuckled and went back to watch the movie. I felt him staring me, I tried to ignore it but it’s pretty hard when you love the guy.

Raising a brow I turn to him, “Is there a reason you’re staring me?”

“Huh? No.” He blushed

I smirked and looked back at the T.V. Feeling the burning gaze of his emerald eyes I look over at him again.

“What’s wrong with you?” I frowned

“Does there have to be something wrong with me to look at you?” He questions with a brow raised

“Yes.” I said exasperated

“Why though?” He asked putting on an innocent face

I scoff, “Don’t play innocent.”

“I’m not.” He said softly

Rolling my eyes I turn away from him and back to the movie. I could feel his gaze and it was making butterfly’s go crazy in my stomach.

“Why can’t you just watch the movie?” I asked not taking my eyes off the screen

“Cause you’re more fun to watch.” He states

“Why is that?” I question still looking at the T.V

“You’re more beautiful then Vanessa Hudgens and Alex Pettyfer.” He said

At that I look back at him to see a blush making it’s way to his cheeks. I decided to lighten the mood, “Good. I’d hope I was more beautiful than a man.”

“Trust me, you are. You’re gorgeous.” He said looking into my eyes

I feel my face heat up from the intensity of his eyes, “Thanks…I-yeah.”

He stares into my eyes for a minute and then leans in. I panic inside but I feel myself leaning forward too.

He stops a few inches from my face and looks into my eyes for confirmation, I guess he didn’t find it because he sighed and kissed my cheek lingeringly.

He pulled back, “I don’t want to rush you into something you might not want or are not ready for. I’ll wait. Forever if I have to.”

I look at him in awe for a while. Did the IT boy of the school just say he’ll wait forever for me? Did you hear him say it? I pray you did and I’m not imagining this.

“Really? You’d wait for me?” I asked

“I’d wait forever, Jessica.” He said grabbing my hands

I look down at our hands then back up to his face. Looking into his emerald green eyes I felt myself getting lost in them, as I subconsciously started leaning forward.

I hadn’t noticed until my lips met his. Sparks went through my body and I suddenly felt really hot. His lips started moving with mine in a rhythm as old as time.

His hand cupped my cheek as he nipped my bottom lips gently, asking for entrance. I parted my lips, allowing him to slip his tongue in. When his tongue met mine he groaned and deepened the kiss.

What started as a gentle, passionate kiss turned into something more urgent and demanding. His lips moved eagerly against mine as he pushed me back gently. I fell onto the couch with Jack hovering above me.

My arms wrapped around his neck and pulled him closer. One of his hands was tangled in my hair while the other held him up so he wouldn’t crush me with his hot, tanned, muscular body.

He broke the kiss and I kept my eyes closed savoring the moment. I slowly open my eyes and see him staring at me.

“I love you.” He said staring into my eyes

I stared at him in shock, completely speechless by his words.

“Um…y-you don’t h-have to tell m-me I-if you do or n-not. Uh…you p-probably don’t…um I-I don’t know w-why I just t-told you that. S-s-sorry.” He stuttered getting off of me, “I-I’m gonna go now.”

He started walking towards the door, his shoulders slumped, his head hanging low, and his hands in his front pockets.

“Wait! Why are you leaving?” I asked him

He turns around, “Y-you don’t want me to l-leave?”

“Why would I?” I smiled

Relief filled his features as he slowly started walking towards me. He sat down but put a lot of distance between us.

Why didn’t I just tell him how I really feel?! Gosh, I’m SUCH an IDIOT!

“Sorry if I…freaked you out or…anything.” He muttered looking down

I put my hand under his chin and lifted his face so he would look at me. His eyes wondered everywhere but me.

“Look at me.” I said softly, he reluctantly slid his eyes over to my face and looked into my eyes. I smiled, “You didn’t freak me out.”

I pecked his lips and leaned back. He smiled widely and pulled me closer.

“Good.” He said

“I just don’t want anything serious right now.” I said looking at him

“That’s fine. We can just be friends.” He smiled

“I’d like that.” I smiled back

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I know this iz really short but i need 2 know who yuh lyk better. Jack or David?

If yuh cud leave a comment or message me who yuh lyk it'd really help me.

I don't want to upset anyone. Whoever wins, Team David or Team Jack, that iz who Jessica iz going 2 be with.

Thank Yuh! Byyyyyyye!

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