Chapter 1
I was sitting on the couch in the house me and Dahive lived in i was watching TV and i was waiting for Dahive to get home from grocery shopping and he brings home a bag of blow pops and i asked "is there watermelon in there" and i saw Dahive smile and say " i don't know go fish" and he threw the bag at me and i cached it then i started to go though it and i found a strawberry so i had to say this "damn you strawberry and your pink deceiving wrapper" then i heard Dahive laughing i loved his laugh and i started to laugh to because of the video i made the lollipop hunt and i was looking for watermelon in the other bag but we ran out after a while so Dahive said he would go get more when he went grocery shopping i know it's weird but Ive been in love with Dahive for a while and i know i cant tell him because well you know we are just friends and that's what he thinks we are just really good friends "ARE YOU DONE GETTING READY?" i heard Dahive yell from up stairs i said "YEAH YOU" i heard him coming down stairs and nodded we got in the car for our tour we are doing when we got there we got back stage and waited till we got called up when we did we went up there and we sang some of our new songs like Rise and Shine,Unforgiven,Revenge Porn ad for the last song we are singing Fallen Star when we finished we got off stage and went to go sign autographs and take pictures with our fans when we were done we walked to our car and got in i drove home with Dahive beside me when we got home i unlocked the door and we went upstairs so we can change and stuff in our own room when we were done i went downstairs and started to make dinner... after we ate we went to go to bed in our own rooms of course but i wish i could snuggle with him but then again i still don't know if he feels the same way but i hope he does
Chapter 2
I woke up and maybe i might find a good way to tell Dahive on how i will do it maybe the mall or something like that ya the mall that's a good idea...
Davhie's pov
I woke up hearing Jayy talking to himself and all i heard was "how should i tell Dahive" so i got up and walked over to Jayy and i said "what do you need to tell me" Jayy looked at me confused then he said "oh um i will tell you later" i nodded and i walked upstairs to have a shower...
Jayy's pov
I saw Dahive come back down stairs and i said "want to go to the mall today" and he said "alright lets go to the mall" we both smiled and we got our shoes and coats on because it was fall then we walked out the door and i locked it we got into the car and this time Dahive was driving when we got to the mall we went to Hot Topic and other cool places and i think im going to tell Dahive when we go eat yes that's the perfect plan.. after a while Dahive said "im hungry" i nodded in agreement we walked to the food court to get something to eat when we sat down i looked at Dahive and i said " Dahive i need to tell you something" he looked at me and said "what is it" i looked down and i said " well uhmm Dahvie i liked you for while" he looked at me....
Dahive's pov
He told me he liked me i liked him to but i was going to tell him but he told me first i dont know what to say i want to tell him that i liked him back but i dont know but before i knew it i felt his lips on mine and i kissed him back...
Chapter 3
Jayy's pov
Dahive didn't answer me but he looked deep in thought and before i knew it i was leaning in and i kissed him then he kissed me back and i forgot we were at the mall when someone tapped my shoulder i turned around and saw Gerard,Mikey,Ray, and Frank from My Chemical Romance i saw Dahive get up and he walked up to Gerard and said " hey its been a while how are you" he said " I've been good and you" i didn't believe it Dahive knew My Chemical Romance i love them well as in i love there music they only person i could love be Dahive but he never said he liked someone else i don't know when Ray came up to me and said "hey your Jayy right" i nodded and said "why" he looked around then said "when Dahive hangs out with us sometimes and he would talk about you" i looked down and blushed and i said "really" i saw him nod after a while i saw Gerard talking to Frank wait scratch that they were kissing it was so cute i just knew something like that would probably happen and i wish that was me and Dahive
chapter 4
After hanging out with Mcr for a bit then Dahive and i went home.. when we got home Dahive went to go watch tv and i went to my room and walked into my bathroom and shut the door and opened my cabinet and looked for my razor blade thinking how Dahive just kissed cuz he knew we were in public place and you know the fans like it when we kiss so it made me feel like he didn't love me like i did him. after a while of thinking i slid the razor over my wrist i've been doing this for a while after i found out that i liked Dahive and i knew he would never love me back and i've been depressed about but i couldn't show it to Dahive because he would worry and i saw the blood rise from my wrist it did hurt but i was use to it then out of no where i heard someone knocking on my bathroom door "Jayy" it was Dahive i said "yeah" he said "are you okay" i told him but he never answered me and that's why i was kinda upset that he never answered me "yeah why"he said " i need to talk to you Jayy" i said "okay" i got up and put the razor away so he wont see what i've been doing then i opened the door and walked out only to be tackled by Dahive and we both fell down on my bed with Dahive on top and i saw him blush he got off and said " well remember when you told me you liked me in the mall" i nodded and he said "well i wanted to tell you that i liked you to" i looked at him and said "really" he nodded and i said " Dahive will you go out with me" i saw him nod and i kissed him and he kissed me back i licked his bottom lip asking for entrance but he kept his mouth shut so i put my hand under his shirt and he gasped and that gave me the chance to stick my tongue into his mouth then we fought for dominance and i won then i started to take off hi shirt and he took off mine then when we were compositely naked Dahive got on top of me again and kept kissing me on the neck looking for my sweet spot when he found it i moaned
chapter 5
i moaned then i moved and put me on top with Dahive under me i leaned my head down to his ear and whispered "are you sure you want to do it tonight" Dahive looked at me and kissed me then said "we should wait" i smiled knowing that would be Dahive a tease then i said "okay" i rolled off of Dahive and layed beside him then he put his head on my chest i smiled and i started to play with his hair after a while he fell asleep and i started to close my eyes and i fell asleep...
chapter 6
I woke up in Jayy's room i smiled thinking me and him are now together i should tell Gerard because i told him i liked Jayy so i got up carefully not to wake him up then i put on my boxers and then walked down to the kicthen and walked to the phone so i dialed there number hoping Gerard or Frank will answer then it started to ring after the third ring i heard Gerard's voice "hello" i said "Heyy Gerard guess what" he said "what" i said " me and Jayy started dating" Gerard said "oh my gawd really" i could tell he woke up the rest of the house cuz i heard running then i heard Gerard talking to Frank because only those two know that i liked Jayy and then i heard Frank take the phone and he said "who asked and where and when" i said "well Jayy asked and we were in his room and it was last night" i started to giggle knowing them they will promably think we did it then Frank said "Omg did you guys do it" i laughed "not yet" i heard them giggle then we talked about having a double date tonight i said "i should ask Jayy first" then Gerard said "alright calls us when you get the answer" i said "okay" then we hung up and i started to make bacon and eggs since that's all i can cook well i can cook more but i feel like doing the easy stuff because im lazy today when i was done making breakfast i heard Jayy walking down the stairs he came up to me and hugged me then he spun me around and kissed me and i kissed back then we pulled apart he said "did you make me some" i nodded and he smiled and sat down while i got out the plates and sliver ware then i put Jayy's plate infornt of him and i sat infornt of him and we both started eating when we finished i did the dishes while Jayy had a shower and got dressed...
chapter 7
Jayy's Pov
After i got out of the shower i wrapped the towel around my waist and walked out of the bathroom and walked into my room to find some clothes to wear when i was done i walked out and Dahive came up to me saying "do you want to go on a double date with me and Gerard" i said "okay" Dahive came and hugged me and i hugged him back and i kissed the top of his head i heard him giggle a bit then he looked up to me and said "im going to get ready then i have to call them" i said "alright" Dahive let go of me then i went to go sit on the couch i turned on the tv and i put on spongebob i know but i love this show after a while Dahive came down and sat down in my lap and said "we are leaving around 4 okay"i said "okay" it was two no so 2 more hours till we leave
chapter 8
Jayy's Pov
It was 4 and we were heading to the mall to meet up with Gerard and Frank... we got to mall and walked to the court and i saw Gerard and Frank sitting down at a table holding hands it was so cute when we got up to the table i sat down with Dahive beside me i said "Hey Gerard and Frank" Frank and Gerard waved Dahive smiled i said " what do you want to eat Dahive" he looked at me and said " McDonald's" i smiled and nodded and kissed his cheek and walked off to get us some dinner..
Dahive's Pov
Jayy walked off to get our food then i said "so how are you guys" Gerard said "im fine" Frank said the same thing i looked at Gerard and asked "what's wrong" Gerard said " nothing important but i promise to tell you later" i nodded and then Jayy came back with the food i smiled and we ate in silence then we walked around the mall for a while then we walked to the car and drove home when we got home i walked upstairs to use my cell phone and called Gerard then the phone started to ring and he picked up on the third ring he said "hey" i said " hey so whats wrong" he said " well i wanted to know what would you think if i asked Frank to marry me?" i said "that would be a great idea" i heard him chuckle and he said "thanks bye" i said "bye" we hung up then i went back down stairs to Jayy sitting watching tv so i jumped on his lap and laughed he looked down and smiled and said "hey babe" i blushed and said "hey" he laughed and said " so what do you want to do for the rest of the night" i said "i don't know"
chapter 9
Jayy's pov
Dahive went out for a bit so i was alone in the house with music blasting when i was down stairs i heard someone ring the doorbell so i went to the door and opened it and i saw the last person i wanted to see...
Dahive's pov
i went to the mall to Jayy a present for his birthday but i just told Jayy i went out to go get some stuff this is going to be the best day even though his birthday is 3/2 weeks away i wanted to get it early....
Jayy's pov
"What are you doing here"Sebastian just smiled and said " i wanted to see you" i glared at him "go away" he just shook his head and looked back at me and said "but didn't you miss me" i looked at him and said "no i didn't" he looked at me and gave me a sly smirk then he pushed me and he just walked inside i was pissed i closed the door and turned around he was looking at me like i was still his toy that's right whenni dated him he only used me and when i found out about him cheating on me with this chick i told him i was done with him and when i got home i sat in my room and cried and Dahive was there to comfort me and i never saw him again till this day then he just grabbed my wrist and pulled me up to him yes he was a little taller them me and he slapped me and then he yelled "WHY THE HELL DID YOU BREAK UP WITH ME HUH" then i said "cuz you fucking cheated on me"he looked at me then he smiled i knew what was going to happen he was going to beat me why well lets just say if i ever tried to defend my self or something like that he would hurt me even when i said i didn't want to see him again he said something about when he finds me he would hurt me its stupid then he pushed me on the ground and started to hit me and kick me but what he didn't know is that after i broke up with him i got a little stronger waiting for him knowing i would have to fight back i couldn't be that weak person anymore i waited for the perfect moment i punched him in the face and he put his hands to his face and glared at me shit just got serious then we started to fight me punching him and stopping his hits then he kicked me in the stomach and i feel down to my knees holding my stomach i looked at him and saw him smile then i heard Dahvie's car pull up and Sebastian looked at me and ran to the back door i tried getting up but failed and i fell down that's when the front door opened and saw Dahive walk in while i was sitting on the floor in the living room trying to look normal but knowing i forgot to cover up the bruises and when Dahive walked in to the living room he looked at me and gasped and ran to me and saying "what happened babe" i looked at him and i stuttered out "s-sebastian c-ame a-and he b-beat m-me u-up" i didn't mention that i fought back because Dahive didn't know what Sebastian said to me and i could never tell him then he looked at me and said "im so sorry i wasn't here" i said "it's okay he ran when he heard the car" i smiled a bit so Dahive didn't know i was still in pain then Dahive lightly pecked my lips but i kissed back and i licked his bottom lip for entrance but being the tease he is he didn't open his mouth so i pushed him down so i was on top and then i took my hand and put it under his shirt so my hand was going up on his bare chest and he gasped since its cold in the house my hand was cold i smiled and stuck my tongue in his mouth then we fighted for dominance and i let Dahive win when we pulled away we were breathing heavy for the lack of air then i made dinner and then i said " do you want to watch a movie" he nodded and i said "horror or thriller" he looked up at me and said "horror" i nodded and went to go look for a movie while Dahive cleaned up when i found a good horror film and got it ready i heard Dahive making popcorn and when he came out he had popcorn and some pop i smiled this was gonna be fun...
chapter 10
Jayy's pov
Dahive went out again i wonder what he has been up to oh well...
Dahive's pov
i went out to get some decorations for Jayy's birthday is coming up i already had his present and i already had our friends coming this was going to be the best surprise birthday ever
Jayy's pov
After Sebastian beat me up well kinda beat me up i started to cut again it's hard to hid it now since when i go to sing at our concerts because i have my shirt off but that's okay he hasn't really paid attention which is good i guess but after Dahive left i walked up to my room and shut my door and i walked to my drawer were i kept my razor when i finally found it i sat down with my back against my wall and slid the razor a crossed my wrist.....
chapter 11
Dahive's pov
I started to drive home... after a couple of minutes i shut the door and walked inside the house and i didn't see Jayy on the couch and he wasn't in the kitchen either so i called out his name "JAYY WERE ARE YOU"
Jayy's pov
I heard the car door shut and someone walk into the house shit Dahive's home i got up and was about to put the razor in my drawer when i heard Dahive yell "JAYY WERE ARE YOU?" then i yelled back "IN MY ROOM" i heard him coming up the stairs while i put the razor in my back pocket when the door opened....
Dahive's pov
i walked up to Jayy's room and saw that his door was half opened so i walked over to the door and looked in and saw him put something in his back pocket and lay down then i walked in and Jayy looked at me and jumped up and hugged me i laughed and hugged back then he pulled back then u asked "what did you put in your back pocket" he looked at him then he said "nothing don't worry" i looked at him and sighed something is going on.....
chapter 12
Jayy's pov
It's been like this for while Dahive going to go do something and every time i ask he says its nothing and when he leaves i go to my room and cut....
Dahive's pov
this time when i come home im going to be quite so i can see what he is always doing because whenever i come home he is always in his room and its making me worry... when i got in the drive way i got out of the the car and closed the door quietly and did the same thing with the door and i put the keys down and walked upstairs and walked to his door which was open just a crack so i looked though and i saw him on the ground and his wrists were bleeding wait what he was cutting himself i walked him and he looked up at me...
chapter 13
Jayy's pov
I heard someone walk into my room and i looked up to see Dahive standing there and he said "J-Jayy w-what are you d-doing" he stuttered half of those words i got up off the ground and looked down and said " Dahive" i walked up to him and i looked up and saw he was almost in tears and i was about to hug him when he said "Don't" i backed up saw Dahive on the edge of tears i said "Dahive you have to let me explain" he just shook his head and ran away the only thing i could do was run after him... when i caught up to him he was on the couch crying i sat beside him and he looked at me and i wiped away the tears and said "Dahive please don't cry this wasn't your fault okay" he said "then why" i looked away and said "it's nothing to worry about" he nodded and said "please don't do it again" i looked at him and i said " okay i will try but it will be hard but ill do it for you" he nodded and then i kissed him and he kissed back then i licked his bottom lip and he let me in and we battled for dominance then he sat on my lap then he pulled away and said " we should get some sleep" i nodded and we went up stairs and before i could go to my room he said " can you sleep with me tonight" he gave me a innocent look i laughed and followed him to his room and he shut the door then he walked to the bath to get change and i just changed in his room when i was done i layed on hisbed and waited for him to come out of the bath room when he did he came and he snuggled into my chest i giggled a bit and kissed the top of his head and we fell asleep
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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 04.12.2012
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