prologue

Growing up every girl has a dream- well most girls - to marry a handsome man, have kids, the house with the white picket fence and the cute dog. This was my dream i had layed out my entire life , it had been my reasoning to keep fighting through my struggles in life. Now msot of you are probably thinking this going to be some wolf type story or vampire story. But it isnt, the man of my dreams, the man who i was to give beautiful children and have what most say is the "American dream" is the son of the devil ...literally. And today i sit here writing this to tell my story, right now im not to sure if i will live long enough to see children heck to even see the sun rise tomorrow.

I want this story to forever be remembered, because soon the battle that will determine the fate of our world will be upon us. I would like it to be remembered for the truth not the lies. Heaven and hell will soon clash and many of us will have to choose sides. I have already chosen mine as it was my birthright. You see i am Jasmine - the daughter of the archangel Michael.My love for a man has started a war building for centuries. The events leading up to the war will help you to chose sides i beg you though please choose wisely.

 

                                                                                               Sincerely, Jasmine

 

            

chapter one

August 13, 2013

I hear the buzzing of my alarm clock and immediately feel annoyed. I slam my hand down on the off button causing the clock to fall of the nightstand. My first day of my senior year. I was happy but a bit sad. My mother wouldn't be able to see me walk across the stage to recieve my diploma. Pain raced through my body at the thought. I didnt know my father and now i had lost my mother it was hard but i knew i had to push on.

" Jasmine ! You need to wake up now if you want to have time to eat breakfast!" My aunt yells from downstairs causing me groan.

I roll on to my floor hitting the plush carpet in my room. I crawl to my closet trying to think of what i was to wear today. As i got dressed the back of my neck began to burn, i knew exactly what is was- my birthmark. It was nothing special , well to me that is. My mother use to say it was a strawberry mark , a large red mark almost circle like that i've had since birth. It burns every morning and has done so since i was five i never knew what that meant or if it was bad, i usually ignored it.

As i slide on my dark blue skinny jeans i turn to my right and saw something strange. A man with beautiful blond hair pulled back into a short ponytail and piercing molten gold colored eyes. Apart of me was thinking about how hot he was simply because i'm seventeen years old what girl wouldn't? But what struck me as strange is that first he was wearing all black when its August in Alabama , second i've never seen him in this neighborhood ever i would know if he lived here i would remember the face from my photographic memory and third he staring directly at me and smiling like he knew me or something i was strange.

I walk closer to window and wave at him which makes him smile bigger. He waves back and winks. Most people would be disturbed by all over this but i was drawn ; it scared me. I went to open my window but before i get get the window open my aunt yells for me telling me to come eat.  I turned to the door cursing her for caring so much .

As i turned back i see the man with the blond hair and beautiful eyes getting into and expensive looking black car and driving away.

" Jasmine what are you doing, you never take this long to come and eat? " She says coming up behind me.

A part of me wanted to tell her about the man but then she would proabably go and scare him away and i wanted him to come back.

" Nothing i'm just worried its the first day of school and all. " I say with a small laugh turning away from the window and walking to the full lenghth mirror on my closet door. i take in my coco brown skin, green  eyes and medium frame. Maybe i should tell my aunt why would a guy like him be interested in me ?

"Babygirl have you heared anything i've been saying to you? My aunt says snapping me out of thoughts.

" Um i'm sorry i was lost in my thougths." i say turning back to her.

" Look Jasmine I know its hard you just lost your mother and i know she was your everything but you know what your mother would want for you and how proud she is of you and how proud you will continue to make her even in heaven." She says putting her arm around my shoulder and hugging me a little.

 I nod my head and pull away going to eat breakfast. I knew she was right i obviously needed to jsut have confidence and focus and maybe the blond haired boy was just a figment of the imagination or some creep who was trying to scare a poor teenage girl. i decided  to just focus on school and nothing else.

 

Chapter two

I walk into the  school thirty minutes before the bell rings. I liked the peace of the building with the worry of being harrased by bullies and reading peoples feelings and partal thougths. I know its strange but it happens i can't read family but anyone without a blood connection i can read with ease. Well now that i think about it not the strange blond man i couldn't read him. My mind soon starts to go off into reasons why i couldn't read the man.

" Hey buddy!" A girl screams in my ear

I scream and  fall back onto the tile floor. I look up to see my best friend Lily leaning on my locker laughing. As i look at her the emotions of happiness , love and exciment rush through my brain. I shake it off and get up glaring at her the entire time.

" You know only teachers and us are in this building , you don't have to scream like a nutjob!" I snap opening my locker and placing my materials for the year in them .

" Well i actually did becuase first i had called your name at least five times before I screamed - you obviously were deep in thougtht- and second because i need to tell you about the new hot guy who is going to be going to our school this year. And he is in our grade! " She says her voice getting more high pitched as she got to the end.

I shake my head. Why she gets excited about these boys who will not even notice us and most likely just look at us as the freaks everyone else sees us as.

" Don't get yourself all hyped up about this boy. You know he will think we are freaks just like everyone else does. " I say slamming my locker close.

" I don't get why people think we are so strange , we dress normal act normal i just don't understand."

I look at her as she says this and smirk alittle. She doesnt know why people think we are strange but she was wearing a  black mock turtle neck with a long pink broomstick skirt, doc martin boots and fire red hair that went to her waist. Her pale white skin and all the other features made poeple think she was vampire. On halloween people often bring holy water and throw it on her as a joke. They think im strange because of my dark purple eyes that most people think are fake until they change colors to a forest green color weird i know i try and hide them behind my thick black hair and vintage clothing

" Well just know they do so don't bother." I say as we walk to the line to get our books for the year. Sadly we waited to long and ended up close to the back of the line - with the people that like to torture us on a regular basis.

"Ugh we a should have came here earlier, now we are stuck with idiots!" Lily whispers keeping close to my side as if thats going to protect us.

As we stand in line in an attempt not to attract any attention. I feel Lily tugging on my sleeve.

"What ? Lord you are getting on my nerves !"

" Jas ! Look it's the guy in all his glory!" She says looking behind us drool literally about to come out her mouth.

I turn around and immediatly want to run away. It was the man from this morning the one that was looking in my window this morning. I turn back around instantly fear racing through my body. Now i know that her wasn't a figment of the imagination but an actually person.

" Girl he is coming our way OMG OMG !!" She squeals her words making me want to take of in a sprint.

She suddenly goes slient. I look at her and eyes were wide.

" Hello Jasmine." A deep male voice says causing me to jump.

I turn around and see the man, he looked even better up close. His molten gold eyes, full lips and muscular body made me want to pull him close. I suddenly see those nice lips part into a breath-taking smile and then realize he said hello and knew my name.

" U-uh Hi . How do you know my name?" I stutter confused by the lack of feeling i can read from him and thoughts.

" Just know that i do and i know a lot about you and your friend Lily." He whispers

He raises his hand rubs his thumb over my lips electricty runs through me surpirsing me. He smiles again and pulls away just as Lily and I's tomentors come over.

" Levi i don't think you really want to hang around her and Lily they are freak shows literally so unless you want to be infected by their weirdness I think you should just stick with us." Brit says smirking at me and then pulling the boy whose name im guessing is Levi away.

"They are so clique! The typical mean girls and we are the typical weird teens that they deicide to pick on just so childish and annoying!" Lily snaps are focus going back to getting our books for the year.

" Well maybe its for the best. Maybe the typical high school life is what helps them feel normal and somewhat important in life." I say and then tune out everything else except for the weird and unsettling thougths of being drawn to this Levi person.

 

 

Chapter three

" It sucks we only have homeroom with each other ! I hope we actually get to have lunch we each other ." Lily says as we sit in homeroom waiting for the bell to ring.

I nodded in an attempt to look as if i was paying attention but sadly my mind was still on Levi. Something about him, I wasn't usually a person who was obsessed about boys , school was my life my future. But him he was a magnet drawing me in to him and I really didn't want to be drawn in. I was starting to feel like Belle Swan and he was Edward Cullen and I haven't even known this man longer than a day.

Suddenly i feel a smack to the back of my head.

" Ouch what the hell was that for  ? " I snap looking up.

" Jas while you snapping at someone i've been talking to you for almost ten minutes now and I was trying to tell you that the bell just rung , you dont want to be late to your class your first day of your senior year now do you? " She says rollling her eyes and grabbing my stuff.

Getting up i grab my schedule and look to see my first class Latin. My favorite class.

" Let me guess you have latin first ? " Lily says smirking

"Yes don't judge it's beautiful !" I saw smiling

When we part i walk into the class and immediatly freeze. He was in this class ? He looks up at me and smirks at me then winks. That boy! I refuse to do this be some girl who fallls in love with the hot boy. I will fight off that boy until i lose my mind. Hopeful the whole losing my mind part won't happen.

I sit down in a seat far away from him and turn to the board focusing on the objectives.

" So i see your keen on ignoring me at all cost." A man says sitting next to me.

i turn and see Levi sitting next to me smiling. I roll my eyes hoping that this teacher hurries up and gets in here.

" I'm avoiding you because you were looking at me through my window this morining and i have never seen you a day in my life.

He smiles and says"Him true you haven't met me before but i would like to be friends with you i feel like we would get along quite well. And anyways i wasn't  intentionally looking through your window you just couldnt see the bluetooth that I had on.

I look at him not sure i should believe him or not. I look into his eyes and immediatly want to trust him . It scared me but made me feel safe at the same time.

" Alright if you say so. I guess we can be friends it won't hurt anything. I'm Jasmine but you can call me Jas I'm guessing your name is Levi?" I say looking up as the teacher comes in.

" Yeah Levi nice to meet you Jas." He holds out his hand and i shake it electricity again running up my arm. It made no sense. i yank away adnd turn focusing on what the teacher was saying.

As class goes on a note lands on my desk. I open it and am shocked

(205) 456-7899 text me whenever i would like to get to know you better - Levi

I look up at him and see him looking at the board writing the notes down. I place the note in my messenger bag and turn back forward he wasn't about to draw me in. Thats all that those types of boys did they draw girls in as like a joke t for a good laugh. I was good with being his friend but anything else rumors or pushing it past a friendship i was cutting him off.

As the bell rings i get up to grab my stuff but am soon pulled back.

"Let me see your schedule i want to see what classes you have." He says is lips close to my ear.

"Uh okay then."I hand it to him and start walking pulling him out to the hall.

" Well it looks like we have not only latin but math , english, and history which means we also have lunch together." he says smiling a me his perfect teeth and bright eyes stunning me.

"Um okay then well you are probably going to be sitting with the same people who were talking to you this morning i'm a bit of a nobody.

" Well i don't care i want to sit with you and your not a nobody to me neither is your friend Lily i'm sure once my sister gets here tomorrow she will love her. " He says as we walk into math.

I look at him feeling like he was implying something else but decide to let it go.

 

Chapter four

"So he is going to sit with us today with today and he's your friend ?" Lily says looking at me like i was crazy.

"Yes i'm serious why would i lie about something like this? Though i will say that i'm a bit wary about believing him he may be messing with me." I say

We walk into the cafeteria and get in line. I look around trying to spot Levi but not seeing him.

"Who are you looking so hard for?" Levi says

I turn around and see him getting his food.

"Um i was just looking for a table thats all! Where did you come from ?" I say trying to get the focus off of me.

"From the hallway i was talking to my sister on the phone her flight just landed."

" Oh well thats good. What's your sisters name?" I ask as we walk to the table Lily chose to sit .

"Her name is Carmen. I should warn you before you met here she is gay." He says looking at me.

"Wait your sister is gay? Are you joking ? " Lily says looking shocked.

"Yeah i'm serious i told Jas that i think my sister would like you . you seem vey nice. "

"Um well i'm not gay nowhere near it. Though i don't mind being friends with them if you say she would like me as a friend." Lily says stuttering

I look at her strangely.the feelings of nervousness and fear flow off of her. Why is she so nervous about this. She had gay and lesbian friends before . Shes hiding something from me i could feel it. Hell she was thinking about the color of the sky right now.

" Well she will be here tomorrow so you can see tomorrow if you to will get along." He says

I had a feeling that he knew something more than he was letting on but then again i get that feeling from him whenever he talks. We sit in silence for a while each of us thinking of the weird things that have happened today. Then suddenly an annoying voice breaks that silience.

"Levi why are you sitting with these freaks ? I told you this morning you wouldn't want to be bothered with them."Brit says forcing a smile but she was really giving off waves of anger and jealousy.

"I like them they aren't freaks to me. I find you and your friends annoying. Now if you want to hang out with me you can just come over here and sit with us thats fine." He whispers looking at her , his face looking a bit scary and sexy .

"Uh yeah sure we can just sit with you i'm sure they aren't that bad" She whispers and motions for the others to come over.

I was shocked so was lily . No one has ever told Brit what to do boy or girl.

" I'm shocked i can't believe he did that." Lily said leaning forward.

"Well maybe theres a good reason for him becoming our friend." I say still a little bit wary of getting close to him a part of me was telling me that it was a bad idea.

"part of me is just a little scared that he is so into being my friend. and then on top of that i feel drawn to him and you know how i feel about getting close to boys like him. I mean look at him perfect face his even pulling off the 5 o'clock shadow well. And the muscles lord!" I sit back and look at Lily who looks shocked.

" You like a boy like you really like him !? OMG!" She screams getting the attention of everyone who is sitting at the table now.

"What has she never liked the boy before?' Anne Brit's friend says.

" I just haven't met any boy who hasn't left a women and broken her heart. I see no point in relationships." i say avoiding eye contact with Levi

" Well maybe you just haven't met the right guy. I'm sure the one you like will treat you right because i'm pretty sure that he likes you back even if you don't trust him or don't want him to like you back" He says then grabs my chin and turns my face to face his.

His eyes look right into mine and sadly my heart skips beats. Where his fingers touch set me on edge. I soon forget that we are in the cafeteria or that people are probably looking at us. He licks his full lips and i instantly want to know what they feel like. I can't believe that he just basically told me that he liked me. Was he lying he had to have been lying. That thought sends me back to the present. I look around and see that everybosy had been staring at us. I could feel every emotion and here bits and pieces of thoughts. And most of them weer the same. They saw love between us. But they couldn;t have i can't even read his thoughts or feelings how am i suppose to trust him he could be lying to me.

Fear races through me and instantly i want to run all of this was going to fast. I pull away from him and get up.

"Jasmine wait." Levi says grabbing my waist.

"No just give me time. I just need time. I'm confused you have to be lying to me. You have to be." I pull away and run to the library and hid in the stacks. I was scared. Why was I drwan to him, i felt like we were meant to be together and that just can't be possible. Soul mates don't exist at least i haven't heard about them at church or any family members talk about them.

All of this just can't be. Levi doesn't want me, I won't get hurt men hurt women. Break their hearts. I won't be one of them.

 

 

 

 

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