Am I crazy? Is it just me? No. I know it isn't. Alisha. Lauren. Patti. and. well.
quite frankly my mom. but maybe we're wrong.
^^what i wrote before the incident.

yes i am. apparently. well was anyway. not now though. not anymore.
^^directly after.


now.


i cant write about anything real. nothing is real. nothing absolute. nothing that is
earthly.though that in and of itself is quite contradictory to one another. God is
real absolute and promising. but not humanity. except for maybe our species' stupidity.
even albert einstein, one of the smartest people like ever, agrees with me on that one.
he says 'nothing is absolute except for the universe and human stupidity and im not sure
about the univers.' a very smart man. i dont know what i did. i did not as it was said 'show interest' and i
perhaps do feel led on. if even in the small bit that it was. i havent deleted the phone messages..nor the im's
my best friends read them. feel as though i have been fooled. as though they have been fooled. dooped if you will.
for we have. he sent me a text that said he was dissapointed that i didnt come to work at the garage sale to raise
money for camp. when i explaind that i was in louisiana he was or seemed to be sorry about that.
i felt it to be sincere. what kind of guy tells a girl that she looks cute in her dress? but then doesnt want to lead me
on as to believe that he cares in that way. hows a girl supposed to feel..now im gonna copy and paste what he said..so
u can alll see why im writing this at 12 40 at night.............

hey i just want to tell you we can still be good friends but i don't want to lead you on. I am getting serious with another
girl and I think you finally shoewed interest in me. You are an amazing girl and need an amazing guy, and if it doesn't work
between apirl and I then I would like to be that guy. I just wanted to tell you so I don't ruin our realationship. :)

the smiley fac eat the end is what kills me..u have the nerve to put a smiley face. especially when u get happy when while txting
me u get me to put the smiley face. im not big on smileys....i may write more about this. i may not. it just all depends. </3
and its not even that i liked him. im not sure. i just feel bad.


and i play second fiddle to NO ONE.

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