Let me tell you now that if you can’t stand seeing someone innocent as a puppy cry, have their soul destroyed, and their heart burned to the most inner chamber, then do not read this.
This story is about a girl, who has been through something so horrifying that now she barely has the power to get up in the morning.
Please trust me when I say that pain, torture, and suffer will come with this story although in some crazy way, and too those most amazing people and well, most insane people, this will come as slightly satisfying.
To take in someone else’s pain, is like dying. No one wants to die right? But everyone wants to go to heaven; we all need to go to heaven. Although we are scared to die a painful death we still have the pleasure of the golden gates waiting to open for us.
I am not here to tell you that sometimes when life gets rough, it will all work out in the end, because sometimes it does not.
I am not here to let you know that the pain will stop soon.
Or that there are good people in this world.
I am not here to insure you that you will not die, and that you will live your life.
I will not tell you that there are a few humans out there that do not lie.
I will not tell you that you are okay and to calm down, because you are not.
I wasn’t.
Although, I will tell you, what it is like to live the life of an insane human being.
I suicidal, depressed, bipolar, hypochondriac who can only live when she is in pain.
If you think this story is just about someone trying to be accepted by dressing in style, doing drugs, smoking and drinking. You are mistaken.
There is so much more to that.
So much more.
Weird, is it not? What more can there be?
Maybe taking a knife for the person who ruined her life then waking up in the hostbital after a few months of coma.
Maybe getting beaten so hard that she can’t make out what is in front of her.
Maybe raped in front of the group of men that ruined her life and made fun of her and had her feeling like a piece of useless trash every chance they got.
Or maybe she tortures others to get the pain out.
Maybe she gets her revenge
Even if it is the slightest thing. The slightest annoyance.
Do you know? Doubt it.
This story is only for the insane mind

Sometimes. We die, and we go to hell.

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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 31.07.2011

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