Chapter 1
"dude did u see that?!?" Jake said through laughs. My friends nd I wanted to play a joke. It was a last year in school an we wanted to end it big. The three guys beside me bursted out laughing. I was on the football team. I was as you can say popular and i was class president. What we had done.. I felt terrible for.. We found the girl that nobody talked to, that no one rlt cared about nd put camras in her room. They were small camras and were ttly unnoticable. Yes its against the law but it was gonna be shown at a party that had no officers or parents.And i highly doubt this grl would want to get in court. She was a tall girl that wore nothing but black nd white and sometimes purple. She had long sleek blonde hair and high cherk bones. She was chunky in some areas but other then that..She was beautiful. I watched the camra. Looking at the girl we were going to degrade. I was ashamed of myself but just to being popular for one last time.. I would do anything. The guys thought she was ugly nd picked on her daily. I said nothing. John looked at ne a tear rolling down his cheeks from laughing.
"Whats ur deal man? This is funny as hell." John said looking at me. I put a smile on my face.
"Sorry im kinda out of it i'll see u guys tomorrow." i said watching as the girl danced and sang into her hair brush. I smiled. She was beautiful. I left the room. i hated doing this but i would get over it eventually. i mean my gf is a model. I dnt need a emo chick like that one. i sighed. Maybe I could talk to her.. Without anyone knowing. I knew where she lived. Damn imma stalker I thought. I wonder what her number was. I sighed and jumped into my mercedes. I drove on. She prolly wont even give me a glance. I sighed. She couldnt be easy like the others? My phone rang. i sighed as i saw who it was.
" Hey baby." I said with fake enthusiasm. She sighed. Wtf? I thought. Sasha was beautiful she ha porclen skin with black long wavy hair and piercing blue eyes.
"Chico i miss you." She said. Sasha's grandparents were spanish so she talked spanglish.
"I miss you to chica." I said. She sighed again.
"What are you doing tonight?" She said. I heard it in her voice. She only wanted me for one thing. I mean i can't blame her. I am sexy. I thought smirking. It had been atleast a couple weeks since I had gotten it done with Sasha. I chuckled.
"I'll pick you up in 5." Sasha giggled.
"Yo amo tu." She said seductivly. I rolled my eyes.
"Love u too." i said and shut the phone. I turned the car around and set on for Sasha. I liked Sasha but her easiness was getting to me. I liked the girls that played hard to get. I wonder if camra girl was the same way. I stopped in front of the Pansito mansion. I walked up to the door and knocked on the door. Sasha's butler opened the door. Sasha pushed passed him and launched herself at me. The butler groaned and then shut the big brass door. Sasha pulled away from me and looked me up and down and bit her lip.
"You ready for tonight chico?" She said seductivley. I hid my disgust. I smiled.
"I should say the same for u chica." I said squezzing her butt. She giggled. I cnt say Sasha didnt turn me on cuz she did. Her pwrsonality was friendly... to friendly. Sasha had to increase her horemones due to her cancer but it was gone and she had to deal with horemones even worse then we do. I honestly didnt mind the first 100 times but after it got old. I held Sasha's hand and walked with her to my car. I opened the door for her and let her inside. I got in the drivers side and started the car up. Sasha smiled at me i smiled back.
"What hotel are we going to?" She asked anxiously. I sighed. Her hormeones were going to get her pregnant and hopefully not with my kid.
"Holiday Inn like always." I said pulling in to its parking lot. I walked with Sasha inside and smiled at the clerk. She knew us by now.
"Young couples.. I havent seen any as dedicated as u.. Have fun." She said winking at us. Sasha got the room and we went to the elavator. Sasha walked to my side. I sighed and turned to her and cupped her head in my hands. I couldnt dothis. I thought. Sasha kissed me wrapping her leg around my waist. I went o push her away. She looked at me.
"You've never played it like this before..I like it." She kissed me again sliding her fingertips around my chest. I sighed in relief as the elevator reached our floor. Sasha walked with me to the door of 401. I opened the door. Sasha shut the door slowly. She turned to me and smiled. I thought about camra girl at this moment. I didnt even know her name. Sasha came towards me.
I turned on to my side.. Looking at the clothes scattered on the floor. I wonder what camra girl was doing...
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"SO LONG AND GOODNIGHT SOO LONG AND GOODNIGHT!" I screamed into my microphone. I giggled and jumped down from my bed. I turned the radio off. I yawned. I looked into my full length mirror. My blonde/white hair all muffled. I smirked and put my hands through it. My brown eyes surrounded by my blqck eyeliner and mascara that had splattered due to my sweating. I turned to my room it was black with a hot pink cieling.. The two windows against my wall covered with black sparkle paint. My diso ball/light still going round and round. I turned it off and plopped on my bed and turned on my light next to my bed. I shivered. I felt like i was being watched. i had even when i came in from my shower. I wasnt fat i was pick skinny. I never ate. I was never hungry.. I was emo but I wore it well. I was a scene model. No one knew it was something that no one thought of. At my school the only girls that were excepted were blonde and tanned along with being preppy and using the word like to many times in one sentence. There were the jocks. They were nice looking and everything but not my types. I focused on school work when i was there. No one gave me a glance. I lived in a small town and unfortunantly thia town was low on ppl who didnt care if they were tanned. I was scared of needles so i didnt have any piercings and you'd think that preps would be to but no. There noses had holes along with there tongues and lips. I shivered. What the hell? Why do I keep feeling this way? I got up and opened the door to my closet. Shit.. Bad idea. Clothes and stuffed animals fell onto me. I fell to the floor. I groaned.
"SHIT! DAMMIT!" I screamed. I pushed the clothes and stuffed animals into the closet. Well no one could be in there. I thought. I went to my bed and laid on my stomach beside it. I looked under it pushing aside boxes and yearbooks and scene queen models books. I sighed and pushed myself back up. My shelves were covered in scenequeen trophies but were daintily covered with my black twilight blanket. I looked around my room at my posters. My posters had Black Veil Brides,My Chemical Romance,Asking Alexandria,KoRn,Mindless Self Indulgence, and Bring Me The Horizon. Only one wall had posters then my others had the single ones of my fav ppl whih were Andy Biersack and Gerard Way along with FrNk Iero ofcourse. My phone rang. I grabbed my I-phone and answered it.
"Hullo?" I answered. I heard camra shutters. I beamed. Please need me for modeling. Please. I said in my head crossing my fingers.
"Hello, Cally?" I smiled at Jer's voice.
"Yeah. Wutts up?" I said.
"We need a new model for the cover of scene mag... You wouldnt bee interested would you?" I beamed.
"Hell yeah! When and where?" I asked anxiously. I heard Jer chuckle.
"Slow down love. Tomorrow I'll pick u up after school." I sighed in relief.
"Good cant wait. Dont bring the limo cuz i dont want to draw attention." Jer sighed.
" Okay. I'll bring the gold ride." I chuckled.
"Okay. Byeee." I said and shut my phone. i jumped up and down happily. I plopped on my bed. I loved modeling. I shut my eyes drifting off into my little world.
Surprise
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i looked in my mirror. I was rly pale but i didnt have pimples so thats good. I ruffled my hair and left my room. my phone vibrated in my skinny jeans pocket. I pulled it out.
Jason: Hey
I felt my heart skip a beat. Jason was a scene model too but i knew him ever since i was 5. I had the biggest crush on him and he knew i did but he had q girl friend. well he would go around.. You see he was a major player and unfortunantly players were what i was attracted to. He didnt want to hurt me so he refused to date me. Which means he has some feelings correct? I pulled my blue plaid hoodie on and put the hood up. I plugged in my head phones and started on for school. My mom waved from the living room.
From me:Hey J
i texted and started walking. A red convertable stopped beside me due to the red light. The girls inside were the plastics. They all were blonde except One brunnete. Sasha. Sasha was nice but i stayd clear. Sasha waved. I nodded the others scoffed. i rolled my eyes.
"Have u ever heard of a thing called fashion?" A blonde asked. I smirked.
"Yeah but its a worr u need to look up." I said and kept walking. A got into the school and pushed through people. I looked to see. Shit.. I had to get through the jocks in order to get to my locker.. They picked on me a lot. All of them except one. He was tall and had like bieber hair but it was light blonde. He had ivy green eyes and was skinny and quite muscular. He saw me and smiled. I tilted my head in confusion and then smiled back.
"Can you move please?" I asked one. His name was John and was a complete ass. He turned to me.
"Aww does the little emo need to get to her locker?" I rolled. my eyes.
" Yes the friggen emo needs to get to her locker and if u dnt move i'll have u know i have knees and remember ur not wearing a cup right now." I said threw clentched teeth. John's eyes got wide then he smirked.
"What are u gonna do beat me with ur hair brush?" They all bursted out laughing except Oliver he looked down ashamed. What is it an inside joke? I rolled my eyes.
"Get out of my way now." I said. John and jake smirked and made a wall in front of my locker. I punched john in the chest he looked at me.
"Owww that hurt." He said sarcastically. Oliver groaned.
"Come on guys leave her alone." He said. I looked at him in disbelief. Mr. Head jock defending me? Damn.. John and jake did as he said. I nodded.
"Thanks." Oliver nodded.
"Anytime." He managed to get out. I wonder if he was high. Thats prolly why he helped me. He looked down at me and smiled. i opened my locker quickly and shoved my books in it I then got up on my tippy toes and lurched for him.
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I watched as she got on her tippy toes. I gasped as she lurched towards me. She looked in to my eyeballs.
"What the hell are you doing?" I asked. Hearig my "friends" laughing. She pulled away.
"Well ur not high and ur breath in need of brushing by the way dont smell like alcohol." I looked at her and laughed.
"Do i have to be high in order to help you?" i asked. She shrugged. She was beautiful. She was wearing a white shirt with a black cammie underneath. I looked down and stared. Damn.. She got some..
"Dude what are u staring at?" John asked. i blinked.
"Sorry.." I said. I waved by to Camra girl and walked with John to class.
"You like her." He said flatly. i gasped.
"Dude what the fuck are u talking bout?" he chuckled.
"I saw that gleam in ur eye. I saw u staring at her.. Well u know. I havent been ur best bud since kindergarten for nothing. I like to learn about my friends that is." He said smirking. I chuckled.
"You cnt tell no one." i said flatly. He nodded.
"I wont man u got my word." He said hitting my fist. I smiled.
"Thanks." I said and went to my seat for Maths. Camra girl sat right next to me. i guess i never noticed cuz john sat on my left so i never rly payd attention to thr right. She sat down and pulled out her notebook along with a sheet of paper.
"We had hw?" i asked. She nodded. I cussed. i was low enough in this class let alone my other classes. Shit.. I thought. Our teacher collected everyones and i mean everyones mine was the only one not collected.
"The class president no homeowrk? Not a very good one are u?" She said. i scoffed.
"You arent a good math teacher and yet u still are so theirs a mutual thing haplening to both of us." She glared.
"You can do it for late." She spat and turned to the board.
"Nice man."
"Good"
"Taught that b*tch a lesson."
I heard everything. Then saw Camra girl roll her eyes.
"Ass.." She muttered writing the noted down. I pulled my notbokk up and started writing and pulled out a piece of paper.
Why dont you like me?
I wrote and tosse it to Camra girl. I saw her look of disbelief when she opened it and read it. She quickly wrote something on it and passed it back and continued with the maths notes.
Didnt know i had to. You dnt like me so i dnt think its a problem now is it? Why do u care?
I read. I smirked.
it is a problem Cuz i like u.. u seem like ud be fun to hangout with.
I scribbled and quickly gave it back and wrote the pythagreum therum down.. I watched her face light up.
Thanks. i'm cally..
i read.
How'd u know that idk ur name already?
i passed it back.
Cuz im the weirdo here no one knows my name.. jus that im weird.
I bursted out laughing.
"Is something funny Mr.Sykes?" My teacher asked. I nodded.
"Yeah my.. uh.. the b = c sqaured times a squared is wrong." I lied. it prolly was right and i would look dumb but oh well. She checked it and turned to me.
"Mr. President does have a brain." She said correcting it. i smiled.
"Woo!" I muttered.
I think ur able to look how u want to no big.... You wanna hang after school?
I wrote. I didnt want to come on to strong but oh well. i gave it back. I saw Miss finch glare. I groaned. Cally's eyes got wide and she sunk into her seat. the teacher took it off her desk and read it over silently.
"Well.. Since this is more important.. Cally, Its jus how you want to look no big,. you wanna hang out later? dot dot." She said aloud. Cally smirked and wrote on a blank sheet of paper then ripped it off and gave it to Miss finch.
"Sure but i have a job to do quik but u can come along." She said aloud the bell rang. I smirked. Cally smiled at me and walked out of the room. She was playing hard. But atkeast we were ginna hangout later.
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The last bell rang and i walked over to Cally's locker I looked down hoping people wouldnt recognize me. I heard Cally's locker open. I looked up at her and smiled.
"U gonna keep looking down so they dnt see u?" She asked. I sighed.
"I'm sorry." I said. She nodded.
"Come on." She said pulling her hood up. I did the same and walked beside her. I tried to ignore the stares but i couldnt. We walked out and Cally ran to a car. A guy that was wearing purple skinny jeans, a black v-neck, a white checkered scarf and white glasses. I tilted my head.
"Hello love." The man said. Cally waved for me to come on. I walked to the car.
"Whos the boy love?" The man asked. Cally sighed.
"A boy from school can he come?" The man nodded.
"Okay. Hello." He said to me. I nodded and got in the back of the gold convertable. I looked at the spinners my jaw dropped. They were gold. And literally gold. I sat in the seat and pulled my seat belt on and buckled myself. Cally turned.
"Hold on. Jer is a rly fast driver." Right after those words the car lurched forward. I held on to the sides.
"Shouldnt this be--Ilegal!?!?" I screamed. Jer laughed.
"The cops know me." He said smirking and then the car stopped instanly. My head slammed into my knees.
"Aha!That was fun Jer!" Cally screamed. I groaned and pulled my hand up to my head.
"Ow." I said. I walked out of the car and looked up at the studio.
"What are we doing here?" I asked. Jer looked at me.
"Shes a model we usually go to studios to take her pictures." I looked at Cally confuzed. She shrugged.
"Your a model?!?" I asked. Jer chuckled Nd nudged Cally in the gut and walked inside.
"Yeah." She said simply. Yeah? Thats all she could say?!? Yeah... Wtf?!?!? I rolled my eyes. She waited right in front of the door.
"Yeah imma scene model what about it?" She asked agitatedly. I groaned.
"You could have told me." I said. Cally groaned.
"Before today u didnt even talk or give me a glance. I dont tell people i dont know things bout my life. Havent u hear the saying dont talk to strangers?!?" I nodded.
"Your right..Im sorry.. Can i still come?" I asked. I didnt want her to get mad at me. She sighed.
"Yeah you can." I smiled. She chuckled.
"You gonna be in any bathing suits?" I asked playfully. Cally laughed.
"You dnt usually wear bikinis in the scene but we do wear short skirts....Joking!" She said laughing. I looked down sadly.She giggled and pulled me in through the metal doors. I followed her to a camra set. Two women pulled her ober to a chair. I waited over next to a wall and leaned against it. I watched as Cally sat there. Her eyes closed and her hair getting teased. I watched as they put dark makeup over and under her eyes and then splatter glitter on to her face. She looked beautiful. She opened her eyes.The make up making her eyes glow. She got up and walked over in front of the camra. I guess the name camra girl was a good name for her.. She posed and did everyrhing perfectly. She was done in half an hour. I then watched as a boy ran over to her and hugged her. She kissed him on the cheek. Shit... She has a boyfriend. They hugged and then he saw me and tilted his head. I smiled weakly. Cally pointed to me and he walked over to me. He was a tall guy with black shoulder length hair. He was quite muscular with blue eyes. He smiled. I then noticed the snake bites. Damnn... I am terrified of needles.
"Hey I'm Jason." He said and put his fist out. I did the same and smiled back.
"Oliver but you can call me Oli dont matter." I said. He nodded.
"So are you dating-" We both said at the same time. We both tilted our heads in confusion.
"You mean your not? Cuz I'm not." We said at the same time again. We both sighed and scratched our heads and looked down. We looked at eachother and then bursted out laughing.
"I think we have telepathy or somethin." Jason said laughing. I laughed and nodded.
"So ur not?" Jason asked. I looked at him and nodded.
"Are u?" I asked. He shook his head. I sighed in relief.
"Shes quite a catch though..." Jason said looking over at Cally. I looked at her as well and nodded.
"It seems she likes you." I said. I hated saying it but i had to. It was plain as the eye could see. Jason sighe and nodded.
"Shes had a crush on me ever since we met when we were 5...I'm kinda a as u could say player I dont see it but she says I am. And i know the deffinition of those and so I jus dnt want to hurt her and or ruin our relationship." He said sadly. I beamed. He looked at me confused then smiled.
"You like her." He said. His smile getting bigger. I blushed then shook my head.
"No shes just a friend man." I said. He chuckled and nodded.
"A friend... that you picture in bed." He said laughing. I looked at him and smirked.
"Dot say anything." He nodded.
"I wont." He said nodding. I sighed.
"Thanks man." I watched as Cally talked to Jer and then walked over to us. She smiled.
"Hey so what were you too talking about?" She asked.Me and Jason looked at eachother.
"Nothing." We said in unison. We turned to eachother and glared thwn smirked. Cally looked at us in disbekief.
"Okay so when u guys want to tell me ill be open to listen. Oliver u wanna hangout at the mall now? Jason u wanna come?" I looked at Jason pleadingly. This would be the only time i would have alone with her. He smiled.
"No im gonna hang here i have some stuff to do here with Jer. Have fun you to." He said winking at me. I smirked and nodded. cally looked at us confused then shrugged and pulled me along after her to the mall. Her skin was really soft. I had to end things with Sasha. I pulled my phone out of my pocket.
From Me: Sasha I think we need to break up.. This isnt working anymore.. Ive found somebody else. I'm sorry.
I texted. My phone vibrated.
FROM SASHA: I dnt think we can do that.
I looked at my phone confused.
FROM ME: Y?
I txted.
FROM SASHA:I think im pregnant.
My jaw dropped.
Decisions
I stared at the text. Shit..No we used a condom. I would know this. It didnt break it was fine.
FROM ME:No i used a condom nd it didnt break.
Would she lie about that? That isnt a joking kind of thing.
From sasha:....Babe im sry i jus dnt want to lose you..
My jaw dropped. My jaw clentched.
FROM ME: No we are done dnt friggen talk to me
i slammed my phone shut. Cally had been walking beside me by now. She looked at me.
"Are you ok?" She asked. I breathed in and nodded.
"Jus my ex." She nodded.
"Im sorry." I looked at her confused.
"I could see the screen of ur phone.... sry." I smirked.
"Now u owe me for knowing my business." She laughed and shrugged.
"Ill do whatever dnt bother me none." I smirked.
"Thats great cuz now i can pick whatever I want." She laughed. We walked into the mall and she walked over to the movie theatre. It was horror flick day today and the theatre just played thrm all day. She turned to me and smiled.. I chuckled.
"Lets see the.... Seed of Chuckie." i said. Cally smirked.
"Okay." We walked into the theatre snd bought our tickets and saw the seed of chuckie.
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"Oh my god! He's masterbating!" Cally whispered. I laughed. Cally turned away from the movie. i laughed.
"To much for you? Its nature hahahaha." I said. She rolled her eyes.
"I dont like seeing nature in the process." She said. I looked down into her eyes. Her eyes caught mine. She blushed and looked away. the rest of the movie was.. different and disturbing. Cally stood up and walked out of the theatre i caught up to her.
"Hey you ok?" She nodded.
"Ofcourse I am." She said. I nodded.
"What did i do?" She laughed.
"Nothing. Nothing is wrong its k im fine. Your fine. Its all good." I chuckled.
"Im fiinnne... I didnt think u thought of me that way." She giggled. I watched as a girl walked out in front of Hot Topic with a radio. She turned it up and started dancing. Girls and guys and even old people followed. We are such a weird place. I looked at Cally. I grabbed her hand and pulled her toawards them. I smiled.
"Lets dance." She shook her head.
"Yes."
"No."
"yes."
"No Oli."
"I'll scream that ur having my baby if u dont dance." She smirked at me.
"You wouldnt dare. It would hurt ur reputation." She spat. I laughed.
"THIS GIRL IS HAVING MY-" I was cut off by Cally's hand covering my mouth.
"18 BIRTHDAY PARTY THATS WHAT IM HAVING FOR HIM." She said moving her hips up against me. I smiled and put my hands on her hips.
"Your such an ass." She said. I laughed.
"Your dancing arent ya?" She laughed and nodded.
*****
"This was actually fun." Cally said as i walked her to her house. I smiled.
"Cally can i ask u a question?" I asked.
"Your already asking me a question by asking if u can but yeah sure." She said. I sighed.
"Do u have a boyfriend?" Cally chuckled.
"No. Why?" I blushed and looked down.
"Just asking." i managaged to say. She sighed and nodded. I got to the steps to her house. I breathed in and reached for her hand and turned her to me.
"Woule u wanna go ....on a date with me?" Cally thought for a moment. She then leaned in and kissed my cheek.
"I'll think about it." She said smiling she pulled out a pen from her binder and wrote some digits on my hand. She waved bye and went into her house. What are the guys gonna say?
Would You lie to Me?
Cally's POV
My lips touched his warm cheek. I could feel them burn up. I pulled away.
"I'll think about it." i said and turned and walked into my house. I shut the door. This is not happening.. I thought. I mean yes hes cute and hott and has everything.. Cally shut up! I yelled at myself. I breathed in. Wouldnt this hurt his reputation? Wait... They were known for there pranks. Were they puttting him up to this for a joke? I slid down the door and pulled my knees up to my chest. Hmmm.. I thought. Jason! He knows bout everything hes says its how the guy looks at the girl. I bet he would know!
From Me: Hey, J do u think Oliver likes me?
I texted. I put my phone down beside my knees. I sighed. I didnt exactly date guys that were popular. I had dated emo scene models but only one got serious and he had left a long time ago. I wonder... Would Oliver do this to me? My phone started to ring. I answered it.
"Hello" I said agravatedly. They prolly were doing it for a joke. Ah! Why is it always me?!?
"Wow. Grrr to you to." i heard Jasons playful voice. I smiled.
"Oh hey. Why'd you call?" i asked. i mean it isnt like i wasnt grateful jus whats wrong with texting?
"Cuz this is a serious matter da." Jason said in a girly voice. I laughed.
"No i mean seriousley why did u call? Your mom didnt buy the unlimited textig for u just so u could call people." I said.
"No im serious and plus i just wanted to hear ur voice. Its been a while since we rly had a heart to heart talk." i sighed. I never noticed how much i loved this boy till now.
"Jason stop playing with me....You have a girlfriend and you know you'd never want to be with me because u would supposedly hurt me." I said holding back my tears.
"Call's..... I love you... And i'm not trying to play with you.... I just... I dont have a girl friend.... You wanna go out with me?" I los my breath. Two guys that asked me out.... Well i did always like Jason and Jason always liked me. I knew jason i didnt know Oliver....
"Where are you?" I asked.
"At the studio.. Why?" I nodded.
"You still have a car and can drive right?" I askee.
"Yeah.."Jason said.
"Drive to my school. I'll meet you their." I said.
"Okay.. Ill see u soon Call's" I smiled and shut my phone. I got up and looked at the time. Only 5 oclock.. I would prolly be back by 6 maybe even 7 no big. I put my hood up and walked out of the door. I wonder what would happen if Oliver rly did like me... He was head jock so he prolly had a whole package of guys to go along with him. I'd prolly have to get to know people and prolly be nice to the plastics. Ugh.. I walked for a little longer. I finally reached the school. i saw Jason in his black mustang. His eyes were closed and he had his hood up. I heard his radio. It was playing Not The American Average By Asking Alexandria. I walked up to the car and jumped in. He smiled. His eyes still shut.
"Hey." He said now sitting up and eyes open. I smiled.
"Hey." I managed to say. He made my heart race.
"So...Would u wanna go out with me? maybe?" I sunk into the seat.
"Oliver asked me out to." I said. Jason nodded.
"He told me he liked u." I looked at him.
"Is he an okay guy?" i asked. He shrugged.
"I guess. I didnt like him to much." I nodded. Would he try to just date me just cuz he didnt like Oli? I squared myself towards him.
"Why'd u pick now to ask me? After all these years." Jason put his hand through his hair.
"Cuz i thought it would be a good time to.". I nodded.
"That isnt rly a good answer." I said turning back and slouching into the seat. Jason sighed.
"I always liked you but i jus when i was younger i'd break girls and not rly mean to and i didnt want that to happen to you. I thougt now that we're older we could be better together. Ive grown up and so have you. I thought that maybe ive grown up and not had the thing where i would hurt girls." I nodded.. Big words... Hmm....
"Yeah.. Remember when I was 13 and you called me ugly?" Jason gulped and nodded.
"I was stupid Call's." i nodded.
"You said i was ugly,fat,and that i was gonna die alone. Those hurt me and u didnt care u said sry after ur mom forced you to. Why should i believe that u've loved me?" I said. He laughed.
"I had a crush on you thats why i made u cry. U stayd away and u threatend me but we became best friends after. I didnt want to ruin our friendship." I nodded.
"Yeah well i gave you 4 years to come to ur senses and that still didnt work woth you when you were with the many barbies." I said jumping out of the car.
"Call's wait." He said. I shook my head.
"No." I said flatly. I then felt a strong grip on my arm. I yurned to Jason. His hand still gripping my arm.
"Let.Go." I said. He pulled me into him. Our bodies touching. I lost my breath. He looked into my eyes.
"If i didnt love you I wouldnt have cared about hurtig you." He said. I nodded.
"I love you Call's." He said holding me tighter. I couldnt say anything. I gulped.
"I love you too Jason. I always have." He smiled.
"Can I kiss you?" I smirked.
"It would have been better if u just kissed me." He shrugged.
"Then pretend I didnt say that then." He said cupping my fCe in his hands and pulling me up to kiss him. His lips touched mine. Our lips moved in sync. I didnt feel anything. I mean it felt good but i didnt get the fireworks. I tried doing light kisses..Nothing. Jason traced my bottom lip with his tongue. That might make a difference. I opened my mouth... Nothing. Well maybe it will happen after a while. I pulled away breathlessly.
"Im gonna take that as a yes." Jason said smirking. I giggled.
"I gotta go. I'll text you." I said. He nodded. I went to leave when jason held my hand and pulled me into him. He brushed my blonde hair away from my face and kissed me.
"Bye, love." He said smiling. I blushed and turned to walk. I watched as Jason and his black mustang sped off. I walked down the street then heard a boy yelling and grunts and then cussing. I came before a white house with blue shutters. All the lights were on and two boys bursted through the door. i looked closer. One boy was Oliver! the other looked like him but with brown hair. I hid behind the bushes. They laughed and fell on to the ground and laid beside eachother.
"How the little prankster?" The older Boy asked. Oliver laughed.
"Fine. We have a big one to end the year with a bang." My eyes got wide.
"What is it?" His brother asked.
"I cnt tell u man but it does deal with this one girl shes like the outcast at school." I felt the tears rolling doen my cheeks. I stood uo from the bush.
"I knew it!" I yelled. The two boys looked at me. Olivers eyes got wide. He stood up. I glared at him.
"I'm dating Jason so sry for ruining your little prank." i spat and started running.
"Cally Wait!"I heard Oliver scream. I ran faster.
"Will you please stop so i can explain." I groaned and stopped.
"Thank you." Oliver said. He looked at me.
"Well?" I said expectantly.
"I like you a lot. No jokes no lies. I rly like u.. I think ur beautiful." I scoffed.
"Your dating Sasha Pansito." I spat. He sighed.
"Not anymore." He said looking down. I nodded.
"Sorry.. But I have a boyfriend and i dont plan on having my heart broken over a stupid prank." I felt the venom in my voice. Oliver sighed.
"Ur dating Jason right."He said sadly. I nodded.
"You arent my type anyway." He nodded his blonde hair going from side to side.
"You only like emo guys right?" He said.. I shrugged then nodded.
"yeah why?" Oliver smiled.
"No reason. I have to go... Bye beautiful." I nodded. I ran home. What was that all about?
Willing To Change..
Olivers POV
I watched her walk to her house. If the only way I could get her was to change my look well I would.. I liked her... So so much. I saw Matt running towards me.
"Man what the hell was that about?" He asked. His brown hair splashed against his face. He whipped his hair back.
"You wanna help me get a girl?" I asked him.. He cocked an eyebrow.
"Depends on the chick." I nodded.
"Its that chick." He nodded.
"What do u want me to do?" I smiled.
"Help me change my look." He nodded.
"what look are you going for man?" I thought for a moment.
"Emo punk skater all in one. Lets make this interesting shall we?" He nodded. Then smirked.
"Lets go." He said. I smiled and followed him to his truck. He thought for a moment as he got into his truck.
"I dont know any stores man." I thought for a moment.
"Wait one second." I pulled out my phone and dialed.
"Hey Clarissa?" I asked as i heard muffling on the other side.
"Uh... Yeah.. Whose this?" i smiled. Clarrissa was my cousin she was goth but I loved her either way.
"Your fav cousin Oli." I said. i heard her laugh.
"What do u want sweety?" She asked. I laughed.
"I need to change my look.... its for a girl." I heard her sigh.
"Meet me at kingston mall." i nodded.
"We'll be there in 30." i said and hung up.
"Go to the kingston mall." My bro nodded and floored it.
*********
"Oli!!!" i heard Clarrissa scream. My mouth was wide open. Her black hair was now a cherry red her use to be pale white face was covered in freckles. And one thing caught my eye the most she was wearing a ruffle black and grey skirt that was prettt short with a black tank. Her red hair fell to her shoulders She hugged me tightly.
"Claris?" I asked. She giggled.
"Yup. Now what look are you going for?" She asked.
"Nice to see you too." Matt said sarcastically. My cux laughed and hugged him too.
"Hes going for an emo punk skater kind of look." Clarissa beamed.
"You would be a hot emo...Damn... Come on." She pulled me through store to store. I had atleast a 100 band shirts. Thank god she had a rich family and a credit card. My mom married a poor realtor so she was stuck without the cash. She my borther and i carried the one of many bags. She lugged them into my bro's car.
"Now for peircings." My face turned blank. My brother laughed.
"He's scared of needles Clary." He said.
"Yeah I know but he'll be fine." She said. She pulled me into a piercing store.
"Okay ur gonna get a lip ring and and ear piercing." She said aloud.
"No." I said eyeing a girl getting her tongue pierced I flinched.
"You are or I'll make you." i shrugged.
"You cnt." She nodded.
"Remember when i told you how i learned karate and the pleasures of pressure points." I nodded and shrugged.
"Yeah so?" She pulled her hand up to my collar bone and pinched. Then everything went black....
*******
"You shouldnt have done that. He might never wake up." my brother spat.
"He will see his eyes are opening." Clary said. i squinted at her and my brother. My lip stung. I brought my finger tips to it. I felt a thin pice of metal. Clary grinned. I stood up. A person that had spikes and prolly hundreds lf piercings looked at me. He pulled a mirror up. I stared at my reflection. I had a lip ring i then eyed the piercing in my ear. My jaw droppped. Clary giggled.
"You like it?" I stared at my lip.
"I-you-What the?" My brother laughed.
"Its okay bro breath." I nodded.
"Come on we still have ur hair to do and its almost 11 your lucky i know people." Clary said pulling me along.
"Yeah that and u have money And we dont." I laughed. The only person that could make me laugh was him. She pulled me in to the Mall and knocked on the of Short Cuts.
"Its Clary." She whispered into the door. The stkre then came to life the bars went up and a women with pink hair and an eyebrow piercing pulled us inside she then shut the door and pulled down the bars.
"Can u put black underneath it Anne?" Clary asked playing with my hair. I swatted her hand away.
"My hair is fine." Anne came over and put her fi gers through my hair.
"Yup i could." She said and pulled me to the seat. i hqd had enough of this. I went to stand up when Clary pushed me roght back down into the seat. my bro and her held me down as Anne put dye in my hair with the tin foils.
"I will scream in five seconds." I said agravatedly. Anne laughed.
"Go ahead honey it aint gonna do you know good cuz these walls are sound proof and if you take this dye out your hair will turn gray instead of black." She said. I groaned.
"I feel like a girl." I said agitatedly. My brother laughed.
"Dont worrry cuz u look like one too." He said. I glared at him.
"Thanks." I said flatly. Clary giggled.
****
"Are we done yet?" I asked. it had been half an hour. I wanted to go home. Anne lit her ciggarette and blew smoke in my face. I then went through a coughing fit.
"You ask again and I'll blow even more ." My brother bursted out laughing.
"I think he'd like that if you'd blow him." He said laughing. Anne was pretty she was average hieght with short pink hair. She had brown eyes and an eyebrow piercing. She was chunky but not fat.
"You wish I'd blow you now shut the hell up smart ass." She said to Matt. He rolled his eyes and sunk in to his seat. Anne looked at the watch on her wrist then came over to me. She pulled out the foil. She lit up.
"Damn..."
"Holy shit..."
"Sexy." Anne said ending the rest. I cocked an eyebrow. I turned to the mirror. Shit... I looked way different. I to them and smiled.
"This looks so cool." I pulled out my phone and took a picture. I sent it to John. He instantly texted me.
FROM JOHN: Shit... wow man.. That looks wicked..
i smiled. Hell yeah it does. I walked out of Short Cuts. Clary came out behind me.
"I was right you are such a hot emo." I smiled and hugged her.
"Thanks Clary." She nodded. I walked out to the truck with my bro. Cant wait till she sees me like this. I thought and smiled.
Eyeliner... scribble scribble :)
BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP
I groaned and pulled my pillow over my head. We didnt get home till 1 last night due to the change in my outfit and look things. My eyes widened. Cally! I thought.
"Come on man get up. I'll drive you to school." I heard my bro say. I pushed my pillow and blankets off. I yawned and stretched. I got out of bed and walked to my bathroom. I grinned at myself in the mirror. I look amazing! I know i am concieded it is what it is. I took a shower then pulled on my boxers. I went to go to the bags when Matt knocked on the door then opened it.
"Whats up?" I asked.
"Clary said to wear the black skinnies, the white shirt and the black hoodie with the black skater shoes. I laughed.
"Aww Clary's even picking my clothing out for me.. " I said laughing. Matt laughed.
"Pansey." I shrugged. i pulled on the shirt and then put on the hoodie. I pulled out the skinnie jeans. damn... How are these gonna oh well. I pulled them on. I then put on the shoes. i looked at myself in the mirror.
"Oh my god..." i said. Nothing like what I usually wear. Matt came in laughing. Clary came in beside him. I tilted my head confused. She was in pjs and her red hair was muffled.
"Why are you here?" i asked. She yawned again.
"For support and to help u with the other things..." She said holding up what looked like a pencil. I stared at her in horror.
"Hell no" I said. She groaned.
"Its what they wear dude." She said. I thought for a moment. Jason was wearing eyeliner.. No. No . No.
"Fine..." I said. Clary walked over to me and pushed my bangs out of the way. She did the eyeliner.
"Quit blinking." She said angrily. I groaned feeling my eyes startig to water.
"I cant help it." i said. She groaned
"Well stop it!" She said.
"i cant so deal with it." She glared at me. My eyes got wide. She smiled.
"Thats better."She said. It took her 5 minuets but she was finally done. Matt looked at me and bursted out laughing.
"You want some mascara to go with that?" He asked playfully. Clary glared at him.
"Say another word an ur getting a make over."Matt scoffed.
"No ones gonba see it." Clary grinned.
"I'll take a picture of it and post it on facebook."My brothers eyes got wide. He got quiet. I chuckled.I heard a knock on the door down stairs.I ran down and opened it.John looked at me in shock.
"I hope this doesnt sound gay but u make a good emo. Im here for ya man."I smiled. I then got an idea.
"You wanna be emo for a day?" I asked pleadingly. John chuckled.
"You owe me man." He said. I beamed and pushed him upstairs into Clary's arms.
"Make him emo. He already has the hair." She glared at me.
"being emo isnt just for show. Its a statement. Your kinda hurting my feelings by treating it like a costume." I looked at her. I never rly thought of t that way.
"Im sry clary.. I will be very respectful in this look and so will John We promise ." I said reassuringly. She smiled.
"We?" John asked. I glared at him.
"Yes WE." I said. He put his hands up in surrender.
" Kay." I said shutting the door. I then heard muffling sounds.
"Hey... HEY! DONT TOUCH ME THERE! OH HELL NO! IM SO NOT WEARING THAT.. OWW FINE ILL WEAR IT JEEZ." I heard from inside my room. I chuckled.
***
Me and John walked into the school side by side. Everyone stared. I finally found the girl that i wanted. Her eyes were wide and her mouth was in q thin line. I smiled and leaned against her locker.
"Hey." I said. She breathed steadily.
"Why are u doing this?" She asked.
"Cuz i like you." I said. She nodded.
"You look good.. But the little prank isnt gonna get me." She said and shut her locker and walked off. John looked at me uneasily.
"Did I seriousley have to wear this nail polish?" He askee. I looked at his nails and bursted out laughing. I stopped and brought in a big breath and patted him on the back.
"No that was jus me and Clary busting your balls man." I said. He glared at me.
"You son of a bitch." He spat. I dashed off to math. John screamed and ran after me.
That was in Present tense..
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I walked off. I couldnt believe that he would do that because of his stupid little prank. I mean seriously?!? I then got bumped into by something hard. I fell right on my face. my cheek hitting the cold tile flooring of the Channel High's hallway. I heard some laughs and then cussing.I heard feet stomping towards my body then I felt them touch my body and then a loud bound. I groaned. I didnt want to move. I was embarrased and my body just hurt.
"You frigen retard! You see what you did?!?" I heard John's voice yell. I then heard a groan.
"if u didnt get all upset bout the little joke then this wouldnt have happened would it?!? Oh shit.. She isnt moving is she okay?" I heard Oliver's voice say. I felt cold fingertips touch my arm. I then was flipped over on to my back. Oliver and Johns face looked down well over me. There races were inches away from mine.
"What the hell is wrong with you?!?". I yelled. Oliver smirked and sat back on his knees.
"Yep shes fine." He said. John laughed.
"Aww the little emo has some anger problems." I looked at him.
"If you havent looked in the mirror lately your emo to. Or is that just to go on with the joke?" She asked. John looked at me and glared.
"You told her about the joke?!?" He asked. Oliver rolled his yes and shook his head.
"No i figured it out all on my own." I spat. John groaned.
"Dammit.." He muttered pushing his hair back.
"So now you arent gonna be able to put Oliver up to dating me and then break up with me for a lil joke ." I said folding my arms. I was proud of myself. I figured it out all on my own. John bursted out laughing. He fell on his back on the hallway floor. No one was out here... So if they planned on raping me... No one could save me.. Shit! John continued to roll on the floor laughing. I sat up.
"What is so funny?!?" I yelled. he wiped a tear away that was rolling down. his cheek.
"Thats not the joke my little emo." He said.
"I'm not your little emo.". I said angrily. He always called me that cuz he was the only one that dignified what i was which was emo.
"Whatever. But no thats not even close to the joke.". I nodded I sat back on my knees.
"Oh..." I said sadly. I treat Oliver so badly. Oliver nodded.
"See I told you... You prolly didnt even consider that I rly like you." I looked up at him.
"I did.....And that was in the present tense." Oliver looked at me.
"What was?" He asked confused.
"When u said u like me." He chuckled and nodded.
"Cuz I still do." John looked back in fourth as we talked.
"I have a bf right now... Im sorry." I said. Oliver nodded and stood up.
"Thats alright we can just be friends for now." He said lending me a hand. I smiled and nodded. We walked towards the math class.
"Hey is anyone gonna help me up?" John asked. I laughed and pulled Oli along. He chuckled.
"Thanks man that helps me all for a stupid girl." I scoffed and went in to the math room. I sat in my seat beside Oliver. My phone vibrated. Shit... Ive never texted during class before. I watched as Miss Finch did attendance. I pulled it out.
FROM JASON: Hey you should come over tonight.
I smiled.
FROM ME: Okay I'll come after school.
I texted. I looked up. Miss finch smiled at me. i smiled back. I pulled out my homework and she collected it. She stood by my desk for a minuet.
"Would you like to do me a favor Callistra?" I rolled my eyes at my full name.
"its Cally and sure what is it?" She smiled.
"Mr. President over there isnt doing so well in my class... or anyone elses for that matter could u maybe help him after school?" I shook my head.
"No today i'm busy but I will tomorrow." I said. She nodded. I'm not gonna be to much of a fan of helping him...
Broken
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The last bell finally rang. I jumped out of my seat and pushed through people. I couldnt wait to get to Jasons. Jason went to a private school. It cost his parents a fortune but he gets amazing grades so they dont worry about it. His house was about 3 houses away from the mall so it would take me a measley 10 minuets to walk there. I shoved through people.
"Hey watch where ur going dip shit." A guy said as i shoved him into the wall. i shrugged and ran out of the school. Oliver caught my eye he was talking with the plastics. I looked down.
"Please dont see me please dont see me." I said silently.
"Hey." I heard Olivers low voice say. I rolled my eyes and put on a smiled.
"Hey." i said pretending my enthusiasm. He smiled brightly.
"I could drive you to Jasons." He said. I looked at him confused.
"Phone in math. Your not good at texting in class everyone on the side of you could see the text." I groaned.
"How rudee.... Could you?" I asked pleadingly. Oliver chuckled.
"Suree." He said smiling.
"Wheres your car?" I asked. I saw the black underneath his blonde. Damn... He looked rly good. He looked at me.
"I used my bro's truck.Its right over there." I nodded seeing the blue ford. I walked over to the truck and jumped into the front seat. Oliver put the keys in the ignition.
"Wheres his house?" He asked pulling out of the school parking lot. I sighed. This was going to be awkward.
"3 houses down on the right from the mall." I said. I glided my fingers across the leather on the seats. The mirror had two blue and blqck dices. The truck had beer cans underneath each seat and it smelt like alcohol and piss mixed together. But it was rly nice on the outside and the leather and apolstry were rly nice.
"So..." Oli said. I laughed.
"When do you wanna do the tutoring thing Miss Finch talked about?" Oli groaned.
"I thought u were just playing along i didnt think you were gonna actually do it." I laughed. He looked at me pleadingly.
"Keep ur eyes on the road and tomorrow sounds good. My mom will be home then..." Oli tilted his head.
"Is she there today?" I shook my head.
"Shes a manager to different bands and artists.. Shes gone for months at a time." Oli nodded.
"My mom is dead." He said with no sig s of emotion. I looked at him.
"I-I-im sorry." I said. He nodded.
"Her and my dad got into a car crash she died instantly my dad somehow survived." I could now hear emotion and sadness in his voice i then saw his eye start to water. I gulped. I patted his shoulder. He sighed and wiped his eyes.
"We're almost there." He said. I now saw the Kingsly mall. The car was at the stop light a little away from Jasons. I saw his pitch black mustang parked in the driveway. I smiled. I lost my breath as i saw a red lambo drive in and park in his driveway. I tilted my head. His parents are at meetings right now...
"Park in the driveway of the house next door." I said. I looked at oliver pleadingly. He nodded and did as i said. I ducked a little and watched. A girl with black hair and blue and purple streaks was in the car. Jason sat beside her. I tried to hear what they were saying.
"thanks for getting me the modeling job J... I dont know how ill ever repay you." She said seductivly. I squinted to see Jasons bright smile.
"My pleasure but my friend is coming over soon so u need to go." She sighed.
"Ok.. Can we hangout tomorow... At like eight?" Friend?!? I was his friend with girl infront of it. Come on Jason tell her you have a gf! Please? I thought.
"Okay..Bye love." I felt my face get red. I sat up and opened thr door and went to walk over there. When my one nightmare came true.. Jason leaned in and kissed the girl. right on her sparkly lips. She giggled. Jason smiled. His smile faded when he saw me.
"Call's this isnt-" I cut him off.
"You cant go a day without having ur lips and charm swooning some girl? You said that u didnt wantto hurt me.. Well guess what you did. You even hurt me in the what 10 maybe 12 hours that we've been dating. I never want to heAr or see u again." I said. I felt the tears rolling down my cheeks. I ran to the Truck and slammed the door. I put my face in my hands and cried. I cried for every time i thought that i loved Jason. For evry time i got hurt. For everytime my mom left without seeing me. For everytime that anyone looked down at me. It all came out at this time. This place. I felt Olivers hand on my back.
"Get out of here... Take me home." I said looking at him. He nodded and floored it into reverse then floored it into go forward. I cried long and hard. Oliver lookingover at me ever so often. Thw truck stopped and Oli got out. My car door opened. I looked at him. I got out of the truck and he walked beside me. He went to get into his truck when i grabbed his hand.
"Please...Stay.." I said Pleadingly. He nodded. I walked inside with him behind me. I instantly went to the alcohol cabnant. I pulled out Vodka,Wine, And rum. I poured them into a big cup and chopped a couple strawberries and putthem in it. I tasted it. Disgusting but feels so good. I thought. I sat on the kitchen floor. Oliver looked at me. He grabbe the bottle of wine and drank from the bottle.
"You wanna get fucked up from alcohol?" I asker as he chugged from the bottle. He looked at me and nodded. I smiled and pqtted the spot beside me. He plopped beside me. I leaned against him. I kept drinking from my glass. I finished it and now noticed i couldnt see straight. Oli looked at me. i must have looked pretty drunk because his eyes got wide.
"i think i need to take u to bed." I looked at him. He was so pretty.
"You gonna do it now? We dont even know eachother that well." I said and giggled. He chuckled. He put his hands underneath me and picked me up.
"Heeheee.. Your strong." I said running my fingers over his chest. He blushed.
"Come on." He said lugging me to my room. I tilted my head.
"How'd you know where my room was?" I asked. He gulped.
"Uh.. uh.... I guessed.". He said. I laughed and nodded. I couldnt stop laughing. He gently laid me on my bed. I sat up and wrapped my arms around him.
"You wanna have some fun?" I said giggling. He looked at my Andy poster then my Mcr poster then my lamp then back at me.
"Your drunk Cally. You need rest." I giggled and pressed my lipd against his. He went to pull away but then just put his arms around my waist. He then pinned me on to the bed. I giggled.
"I like it rough... I bet you do it hard." I said giggling. He rolled his eyes.
"Are you a virgen?" He asked. I nodded.
"Yupperunie. But you could change that." I said playing with his hair. He shook his head.
"You dont want it like this... People will see." I tilted my head.
"Yeah u and me.." I said tracing his chest line eith my finger tips. I then felt something hard from his pants. I looked down and smirked.
"I think you want too." I said. He nodded.
"I never said i didnt want too... I just dnt want it to happen this way." He said. He kissed my lips. He traced around my eyes with his fingertips.
"Go to sleep babe."He said brushing his fingertips over my eyelids. I shut my eyes and breathed steadily.
"Oli?" I asked. I opened my eyes a little.
"Yeah babe?" He asked. I smiled at his voice. He laid beside me i cuddled up beside him.
"Can u stay with me?" I asked. He nodded.
"Ofcourse." He said wrapping his arm around me. He moved my lamp onto my floor.
"You wont leave after i fall asleep?" I asked. He chuckled.
"no not even when ur asleep." I smiled.
"You know how u asked me out?" He laughed and nodded.
"Yeah.." He said kissing my head.
"Is it still where i can say yes?" He chuckled.
"When everything is done and over with Jason. " I sighed.
"Okay..." I said yawning. He chuckled.
"Is the drunk little girl gonna get some sleep now?" I giggled.
"Hell yeah." I said yawning again. I looked up at him and pressed my lips against his. I pulled away.
"U have pretty eyes." I blurted. He chuckled.
"Goodnight." He said. I smiled and set my head back on his chest and then everything went black.
Knowing...
___________Olivers POV_______
I opened my eyes as the sunlight peaked through Cally's windows.Just think. My friends could be watching me. They saw me caring for her last night. I felt horrid for doing this. I sighed. I looked at the clock on her side table. It was 7 we had an hour b4 8 so we had atleast 40 minuets to get ready. I needed to get some clothes. Cally groaned and sat up. Her blonde hair was muffled and all over. Her makeup was smudged. She yawned and stretched. She then saw me. She stopped in midyawn and stared at me. Her eyes got wide and her hand came to her mouth.
"We didnt..." She drownded off. I chuckled.
"No but you wanted to. You wanna have some fun?" I said mimiking her in a high voice. She blushed.
"Oh my god... Im such a slut.." She said. I chuckled.
"You look like a racoon." I said cupping her face in my hands.She laughed.
"Yeah under ur eyes u have black. I didnt know u wore eyeliner." She said wiping under my eyes. I groaned.
"Yeah i did it all for you. You see these snakebites.. All you." I said revolving my fingers around my bottom lip. She giggled.
"Aww I feel special." She said. She looked at me and pulled away. She fled to her bathroom and shut the door. I stared at the bathroom door. Did I - My thoughts were cut short when i heard a disturbing sound. I walked to the door. I knocked on it.
"Cally are you ok?" I heard the sound again.
"No.. Im fine jus... Go away..." I sighed and opened the door. Cally was hugging the toilet. Her eyes were shut and her hair was in her face. I kneeled beside her and pulled her hair back. She looked at me.
"I dont feel good.." She said. I smiled.
"I kinda got that." I said. She smirked.
"Thats helpful." She said. Her face turned pale and she hurled intothe toilet. She sat up Nd wiped her mouth off on a piece of toilet paper. She stood up. She helped me up.
"I have to go to the studio.. I have to do boy and grl modeling pics.. With Jason... Could you come with me?" She asked. I pulled her into me. She gulped.
"I'll be right there with you." I said. I meant it and the prank was starting to get to me. I'd have to have a chat with John then all this would be over. Cally smiled and hugged me.
"What all did i do last night?" She asked. I thought for a moment. What if it was only the boo's talking... What if she didnt...
"Nothing rly... Just u kept on trying to rape me.... And we kissed." I said. I didnt want her to reject me.
"Oh.. Like mmmyeah mwa mwa mwa mwa or just mwa." She said looking at me. I chuckled.
"Never heard those being said like that but ok. Mwa mwa." I said. She nodded.
"I'm not gonna be in a relationship for a while." She said. she went to pull away. I didnt want to let go.. I never wanted to let go...
"You can let go of me now." She said. I nodded and slowly removed my arms from her waist. I looked at the clock it was 8:01.
"You should stay home. I'd stay with you." I said.
"Uh...Okay.." She said wiping her eyes.
"I hae to go to the studio anyway i need to talk to Jer you can come if u wanna but u dnt have to." Yeah boo's were talking. I looked down sadly.
"Hey u ok?" Cally asked. I nodded. She went to the mirror nd fixed her makeup.
"I have to look good for when Jasons there... Do you think it could have been a mistake like he was forced to kiss her? No thats stupid..." She went on like this for a couple minuets. How could she still like him? How could she have this much energy after drinking? These questions ran through my head.
"What is wrong with you?" I blurted. I mentally slapped myself. Cally turned to me.
"Nothing Why?" She asked. I scoffed.
"That guy cheated on you. like the day after u got together. You cried so hard and then got drunk. You were puking cuz of him nd the alcohol. And now u have energy... Something is wrong." I said. I could feel my jaw clentching. Cally looked down. Her blonde hair clouded around her face. She looked back at me. I saw that a tear was rolling down her face. I didnt understand why but i wanted her to cry. Because I felt like crying. She could cry for the pain shes putting me through.
"The best way for me to get through things is to fake my happiness. To put the smile on my face and pretend that everything is ok. To pretend that one guy that ive loved since forever didnt cheat on me. I have to pretend that im not thinking that im never going to be good enough that he will neer focus on only me. But i know That no guy would ever only focus on me. I know you said that you liked me Oliver but lets be real.... Im never gonna be good enough for anyone... My mom leaves every Day bcuz i remind her of my dad and because i cnt get as great a life as she wanted me to for some reason. Id love to eat chocolate cake after chocolate cake but i cnt cuz my mom says that i have to be a model. So i cnt gain one pound. My head hurts my stomach aches and i just feel like my face is just going to peel off any second. My imagination has grew to the maximum and i just cant pretend anymore but your here so the pretending has to be used so you dont know how bad it is for me... I never wanted you to know.. But obviosley its too late but plzz.. I dont want your pitty..." She said wiping underneath her eyes. I stared at her. I didnt know what to say but the guys could be listening in right now... Fuck it.
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"Your right your not good ENOUGH your too good. Your right to think that your never good enough for him cuz he dnt deserve you. Your beautiful... Any guy would be just amazed to get one glance from you.... I like you a lot... I would only focus on you... I'd stay with you every night just to mKe sure your okay and not alone... I know this sounds corny but its true..." I said. Cally dropped to the floor and pulled her knees to her chest. She cried in to them.. I stood there watching her. i mean most girls would be having an awe moment and she decides to just drop down and cry. I walked over to her side and kneeled beside her. I looked at her and pulled her bangs away. Her eyeliner and mascara dripped down her face. I sat down beside her and pulled her over and on to my lap. She looked up.
"What are you doing?" She asked. I shook my head. Tears rolled down her cheeks and on to her shirt and mine. She put her head against my chest abd cried.
"Why did you choose now to be nice to me?" She asked sniveling. I hugged her tightly to my chest and rubbed her back.
"Cuz I thought it would be a good time to be nice.. I mean its the last year of highschool gotta learn how to be nice sometime." She laughed. Woo! I got her to laugh. She looked at me. She just stared into my eyes. She sniveled and breathed steadily. She leaned in her eyes closed. I looked at her confused. She then pressed her lips against mine. I pulled away. She looked at me.
"I better get going..." She said standing up. What the? What is this girls deal? I thought. She muffled her hair and looked at me through the mirror. She must have sensed my confuseion cuz she turned to me.
"I was in the moment i'm sorry... You still wanna come with me?". She said looking down. I sighed.
"Uh.. Yeah.. Sure..." She nodded and went out of the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror. Some black strands tossed and muffled in with the blonde. I didnt care. This girl i think she wanted to break me. Watch me crumble right before her eyes. I walked out of the bathroom and out to my truck. I walked down the stone pathway of her house. Cally leaned against the truck her arm against her chest and the other held against her forehead. I pulled out my keys and unlocked the truck. Cally jumped at the sound. I smiled as she glared at me and slammed the truck door as she got in. I chuckled and got in the drivers seat.
"Jerk..."i heard Cally mutter. I laughed and turned the truck on.
"I didnt tell you where the studio was." Cally said.
"I know. I have an amazing memory." I said. She rolled her eyes.
"What got your panties all in a twist?" I asked. Her jaw dropped and she turned to me.
"I Dnt need to explain myself to you." She said folding her arms. I groaned.
"Last night you said you would date me and tried to make out with me... Today you say ur not ready for a relationship and cry then kiss me.... Are you bi polar when it comes to someone liking u?" I asked. I couldnt take it much longer. I was starting to think she rly did want to break me..She groaned.
"Stop talking so loud.." She said putting her hand up to her forehead. I gripped the steering wheel tightly.
"I dont want to get hurt... I never said i didnt like you cuz i do... I.. I cnt rly explain myself.. Not now...Not ever....." She said putting her head against the glass. My jaw clenched.
"You ever make up your mind?" I muttered under my breath. She turned to me.
"I dont want to get hurt.." She muttered. I nodded.
"Everyone gets hurt one time.. Everyone gets through it and if you keep worrying about getting hurt your going to miss out on the person that would never ever hurt you.." I said as I stopped the truck and got out. I slammed the truck door and walked towards the silver doors of the studio.
"Your right.." I heard Cally mutter as she leaned against the truck door. I turned to her and nodded.
"Usually am.." I said smiling. She chuckled and walked passed me.
"Says the one that needs a tutor." She said ans walked through the studio door. I laughed and followed.
"Callistra Dalling." A women said. I felt a little out of place. The studio was filled with pricy furniture and in the background was a dark and stary night. It had the eiffel tower in the background as well. My eyes almost jumped out of my head. Girls were only in bras and underwear. One was only wearing a thong and an overcoat. I gulped and pulled Cally over to me.
"Your going to be modeling with thesee girls?" I asked trying to look away. Cally laughed and shook her head.
"The woman taking the pictures is a lesbian porno jphotagrapher.. I stay far away.. follow me. This place is like a hotel. I use to be here everyday and everynight. It has a pool too." She said happily she grabbed my hand and pulled me behind her. I passed the girls. My jaw dropped as one bended over and posed for me. I couldnt help it.. I just stared with my mouth wide open.Cally glared and tugged me along. She opened a door and pushed me through. I stumbled and fell to the floor
"What the hell was that for ?" i asked. She shook her head.
"Nothing i didnt mean to here." She said lending me a hand and pulling me up. I grinned and pulled her in to me.
"Is someone getting jealous?" I said. I had my forehead agains the top of her head. My hair combining wth hers. Her breathing got faster.
"I am not." She said. She gulped as my fingertips glided up her cheek bones.
"Are too.... Dont deny it." She glared at me.
"Dont tease me." She spat and turned away and started walking. I laughed. If she were in my shoes it'd be the other way around. She walked quickly and pushed through a door. She held it open and looked through the hallway. Then she quickly pulled me in. I looked at the door. A gold plaque was against it reading:
Callistra "Cally" Johanson Mo:#1
I tilted my head.
"Mo: #1?" I asked. Cally plopped on the bed inside and nodded.
"Yeah im the number one model for the time being. Thy chane the end part a lot." She said smugly and turned the tv on. I turned to see atleast 10 racks of clothing against the wall. It was a huge room.. it had a desk with a light then a dresser with a mirror and makeup and some posters on the walls theere was a mac laptop and a radio and cd player with speakers then pictures of Cally in golden frames. Then was a big flat screen tv and the bed. I plopped beside her.
"Do you think im weird?" Cally asked looking at me. I chuckled. She looked away sadly. I stopped.
"Oh your serious?" I asked. She nodded.
"Well depends on what you mean by weird." I said. She sighed.
"Like im a weird-" She was cut off by a knock on the door.
"Cally are you in there?" My jaw dropped at the sound of Jason's voice. Shit.. Cally's eyes were wide. I looked at the big glass doors there was brown doors behind it. I grabbed cally and pulled her inside. I shut the doors with a bang.
"Shit shit shit." I said under my breath.
"What the-" i cut cally off by covering her mouth. Before she melted in his arms. i wanted one last moment. I could see it in her eyes that she would easily go back to him. I gulped then came closer to her. I took her hand.
"Could i have one moment before you go back to him?" i asked pulling her hand up to my lips and kissing it. She tilted her head confused.
"Whose he?" She asked. I pushed her against the wall and kissed her lips. She didnt fight it. I knew she knew what I meant. I wouldnt care aslong as i got this. For 1minuet or 10 minuets i just wanted one moment. Her arms fell around my neck. One of her hands playing with my hair as she kissed me. I wrapped my arm around her waist. My other gliding down her leg. She moaned slightly. I smiled and pulled her closer. I didnt want to stop. But i knew better. I pulled away breathlessly. I pulled my arms back to my sides. She looked at me and bit her lip.
"I just wanted one moment..... I dont care if you go back to him... it doesnt matter." I said. She looked at me.
"....you are the weirdest boy i have ever met.." She said. I nlaughed.
"I have needs." I said. She laughed.
"So do i but i control them better... I gotta go talk to jason." I sighed and nodded.
"Go ahead.. I'll wait in here." i said. She nodded. I opened the door for her and hid in the clothes. She walked out. I watched througha crack. Cally opened the door. Jason hugged her. I sighed and shut the door. I slid down the side of it and sat on the floor. I knew it..
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Recap:
He gulped then came closer to me. He looked down and took my hand.
"Could i have one moment before you go back to him?" He asked me. i tilted my head confused.
"Whose he?" i asked. He pushed me against the wall and kissed my lips. I didnt fight it. I had an idea this was about Jason. My arms fell around his neck. My one hand fell into his hair. I played with the strands of his hair. His arm wrapped around my waist. My heart raced. His fingertips glided down my leg. I lifted it and he gripped it and kept it against his side. I moaned slightly. He smiled and pulled me closer to him. I didnt want to stop. His lips so soft against mine. He pulled away breathlessly.
"I just wanted one moment..... I dont care if you go back to him... it doesnt matter." He said. I looked up into his eyes.
"....you are the weirdest boy i have ever met.." i said. He nlaughed.
"I have needs." He said grinning. I laughed.
"So do i but i control them better... I gotta go talk to jason." He sighed and nodded.
"Go ahead.. I'll wait in here." He said. I nodded. He opened the door for me and hid in the clothes. I walked out.
End of Recap.
I walked slowly to the door of my dressing Room. I opened the door slowly. Jason was leaning against the wall. My jaw dropped as I saw a tear gliding down his cheek. He looked up. He beamed and launched himself at me and hugged me tightly.. I breathed in. He smelt so good.
"I'm so sorry... I didnt mean to she was my ex girl friend its over between me and her.. I love you Call's I really do.. i just made a mistake. Please forgive me." He said to my shoulder holding me ever so tight. I lost my breath. Stay strong Cally... I said to myself. Oliver popped into my head. I pushed him away. My hand on his chest.
"You cheated the day after we started... You said u'd never hurt me... I want to be your first priority not your second after I catch you.. You even knew I was coming you vould have been a least bit secretive." I said sternly. He sighed and put his hand on mine.
"I messed it up.. I'm used to it.. I'm done.. I only am going to be with you." He said staring into my eyes. I wanted to melt right there. But then i rememeber who was in the closet. I smiled.
"I have someone better that thinks of me first..." I said. He sighed.
"I always thought of you first i kissed the girl out of charity." I scoffed.
"I didnt know you were that nice to people you do that for boys too?" I asked sarcastically. He looked at me.
"No need to be rude..." He said sadly. I sighed and looked down. He pulled me in to him. He looked at me.
"You remember that time we kissed? We both got tingly all over... That means its special.." He said. I looked at the closet.
"I wanna be friends..." I said looking down. He Sighed.
"Okay... But when you wanna be together again... I'll be right there." I nodded and kissed his cheek. He smiled.
"Jer is out there waiting.." I nodded.
" I'll be out in a bit.. I have a friend coming." I said. He nodded.
"Oliver?" He asked. I nodded. He sighed.
"I hate to say it but yeah he really does like you...He gave you the same look I did." I nodded. Kinda already knew that.. I thought smirking. Jason waved and walked out shutting the door behind him. I turned and ran for the closet. I flung the doors open. Oliver fell to the floor on his back. He looked at me. I smiled and dropped to the floor. I kissed his lips gently. His cheeks got red but he still looked at me confused.
"You arent gonna be with Jason?" I smirked and shook my head.
"I got someone better." I said smiling. He beamed and pulled my face to his and kissed me. I pulled away breathless.
"We're gonna have to dial it down when we get out there." i said smiling. He sat up and turned to me.
"Your modeling with him now?" He asked. I sighed and nodded. I jumped up and lended him a hand and helped him up. He pulled me in.
"....I love you." He said pulling me tighter to his chest. I nodded.
"Love is a strong word..." I said eyeing him. He chuckled.
"Yes, I know this. That's why I said it to you." I nodded.
"Would u be mad if I didnt say it right yet?" I asked. He chuckled.
"No, I wouldnt." I smiled.
"Good." I said and pulled him in and kissed his lips and walked out to the studio. Jer saw me and smiled and hugged me. He then saw Oli. He beamed. Oli looked more like scene guy then ever. Jer was gay and he loved scene guys.. I have to tell him Oli's straight. Oh well this should be fun.. Jer played with Oli's hair and giggled.
"Who is this beautiful man you brought with you Cally?" He asked. Oli looked at me horrified. I hid my laughter.
"His names Oliver... Or you could call him Oli." I said smitking.
"Ooo Oliii.. That is a very nice name... My name is Jaredzzz But people call me Jer.. With a E instead of an A.. Heehee." Jer giggled. I couldnt helo myself. Jer was such a flirt and oli looked like he was about ready to turn and run.
"we've met before sir." Oli said. Jer giggled. I laughed silently.
"Yeah once upon a dream... I would have remembered you but have you seen Sleeping Beuty the play? Oh its wonderful.. Ecspecially when they sing Once upon a dream... You should see it with me some time.. ." Jer said playing with the hood of Oli's sweatshirt. I bursted out laughing. Jer looked at me.
"He's the same guy I brought with me last time... He's my new special friend." I whispered the last parts. Jer groaned and walked toawards the camra.
"See all the cute ones are straight i never understand that..: Hot....Pecks...Like a monkey." I chuckled at the last part and looked at Oli. He glared at me.
"You couldnt have said something sooner?" He asked. i giggled.
"You get me later your fine." I said winking. He beamed.
"Hell yeah.". I chuckled and walked over to the camra and got ready. They teased my hair and then me and Jason posed together.
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"Brain freeze!" I said holding my hands up to my forehead. Oli laughed licking his moose tracks icecream. We sat at the Fat Matt's icecream place. It was right across from the school. I saw as kids flooded out of the school. Oli looked down.
"What are you doing?" I asked he looked at me and shook his head.
"Nothing nothing. You wanna get out of here?" I shook my head.
"I wanna finish my icecream." I whined. He chuckled and ate his ice cream cone. A couple jocks walked by. They saw me and smirked. They staggered towards me. They looked like they were drunk.
"You wanna have some fun?" They said together in a high voice and laughed and walked on. Oliver cussed under his breath.
"Shut the fuck up before I kick your ass's to the other side of the street." He said to them. They looked at him horrified.
"Sorry man." They said together and walked on. I looked at him confused.
"What was that.." I cut myself off remembering what Oli said that i did and said....
"YOU TOLD THEM?!?" I yelled. Oli cussed again..
"Sorry... I said one thing.. and... and they had to be jerks about it.. I'm sorry." He said. i nodded.
"Its okay..." I said.
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