Prologe

  Well its about him it leads you up to when I fell in love with him. Past and present. If I still have feelings for him. And why or why not. It goose on and on from the being. When I I first fell in love. And when I needed love the most. But mostly when I fell in love with Travis.

 

 

 

 

 

“TRUE LOVE DOESN'T COME EASY YOU MUST PAY THE
PRICE..................... EVEN IT MEANS GIVEING YOUR LIFE UP OR LOSING THE ONE YOU REALLY LOVE”
BY:Clarissa Romero

Content

CHAPTER ONE- My Choice's

CHAPTER TWO-  Not Easy Finding

CHAPTER THREE-  Broke Up

CHAPTER FOUR-  Sorry

 

CHAPTER FIVE-  Reget

My Choice’s.......................

 

Well the price  had to pay was giving up the famly i had at school. The ones who love/care for the real me. Well I've always wanted true love. When I was lttle I thought my first boyfriend Gabriel was the “ONE”. But if he was the one do you think he would've cheated on me on Valentne's  Day? Ya I told hm that  might not be comng to school. But  did. So Monday morning  went into the caf like i always do....and there he was kissing another girl. When he notced me there he just looked down as f he hated himself so much. 

I MEAN IT HURT ME REALLY BAD BUT I GOT FUCKEN OVER IT. THEN HE JUST STARTED DATING HER. TILL SHE FINALY MOVED. THEN HE WONTED TO GET BACK TOGETHER WITH ME. SO I SAID “YES”. BUT WHAT HE DIDN'T NOW WAS THAT I WAS DOING “HOW TO LOSE A GUY IN 3 DAYS”. IT WORKED AND NOW HE DOESN'T DO SHIT LIKE THAT ANYMORE. I MEAN HE'S PRETTY CUTE STILL BUT I DID THE RIGHT THING. SO ALL IS FAR IN LOVE AND WAR.

Not Easy Finding.......

 

YA TRUE LOVE IS REALLY HARD TO FIND. I THOUGHT I HAD TRUE LOVE THIS YEAR WITH THIS GUY NAMED TRAIVS. BUT MY FUCKEN SISTER MESSED IT UP. BY TELLING HIM I WAS CHEATING ON HIM. YA MY OWN FLESH AND BLOOD DID THAT TO ME. I WAS SO GONNA FUCKEN KILL HER WHEN HE TOLD ME THAT. YA SO I NEVER MOVED ON. BUT I HAVE A NEW BOYFRIEND.

HIS NAME IS DANIEL ARMIJO. I LIKE HIM BUT I DONT LOVE HIM. I THINK IT WAS LOVE AT FIRST SITE BECAUSE HE SAID THAT HE'S LOVED ME EVER SINCE HE FIRST SAW ME. I MEAN I LIKED HIM AT FIRST. BUT I COULDN'T SAY ANYTHING BECAUSE HE WAS DATING MY SISTER TWIN MARISSA. SO TWORDS THE MIDDLE OF THE YEAR HE BROKE UP WITH MY SISTER. AND ASKED ME OUT SO I SAID “YES” .

Broke up

 

SO WE DATED THEN WE BROKE UP. THEN WE GOT BACK TOGETHER WHICH I LOVED. SO THEN WE STAYED TOGETHER. AND THEN MY SISTER STARTED TO GET PISSED ABOUT ME BEING WITH HIM. BUT NOBODY ELES DID. THEY WERE JUST HAPPY THAT I STOPPED CUTTING MYSELF,DRINKING,AND SMOKING. BUT YA THAT DIDNT LAST LONG.

I WANT TO BE WITH HIM. SO TODAY AT SKOOL IN LAST HOUR I FREAKED OUT. AND STARTED KUTTING MY WRIST LIKE REALLY BAD. AND THEN AFTER SKOOL I CALLED TRAVIS AND TOLD HIM WHAT HAPPENED. AND LIKE RIGHT BEFORE HE HUNG UP I ASKED HIM “IF HE WAS MAD ABOUT MY ARM”. HE SAID “YES”. AND I KEPT TELLING HIM I WAS SORRY BUT HE KEPT TELLING ME “ U HAVE NO REASSON TO BE APOLOGIZING SO STOP” SO I DID.

Sorry

 

YOUR SISTER SHOULD BE APOLOGIZING NOT U. U DIDNT DO ANYTHING WRONG.BUT THEN I JUST WENT ON AND ON SAYING THAT I WAS STUPID AND SHIT. SO THEN HE KEPT TELLING TO STOP SO I DID. THEN HE HAD TO GO SO WE SAID BYE AND HUNG UP. THEN I JUST SAT THERE TILL MY SIS CAME OUT AND SAID “HURRY UP SO WE CAN GO.” I MEAN WHEN WE WERE WALKING HOME I RELIZIED WHY TRAVIS WAS PISSED AT ME. HE HATES IT WHEN I SAY SHIT LIKE I'M STUPID AND OTHER THINGS.


THEN WHEN WE GOT HOME I HATED MY SELF FOR SAYING SHIT LIKE THAT.AFTER HE TOLD ME NOT TO. WELL I'M NOT WITH DANIEL ARMIJO ANYMORE. HE DUMPED ME BECAUSE OF THIS BITCH JESSICA. AND TRAVIS IS WITH LEXI NOW. SO THERE WENT MY CHANCE OF EVER BEING WITH HIM AGAIN. BUT I'M SINGLE SO I DON'T THINK THERE GONNA LAST VERY LONG.

BECUASE WHEN I'M SINGLE I MEAN EVERY TIME A GUY LEAVES ME. I MAKE THEM REGRET IT. THEY ALL SAY I DRESS LIKE A SLUT. BUT I DON'T THINK SO. I DRESS THE EXACT SAME WAY I ALWAYS DO. BUT I ALWAYS WARE REALLY LOW CUT SHIRTS.

Regret

 

And they really regret leaving me after that. Because I also just keep waring heels, lipstick, earings, neckales, and bracelets. Well after Travis and Lexi broke up. I got back with him. Then we broke up and got back together.
And now we're together again. But I don't think it's gonna last long. Because my sister is trying to mess it up. I mean she knows “ I love Travis more then anything”. But she don't care she wants him. And right now I really want to be with him. He makes me happy. I mean when I'm with him my heart stops.
And I can't think straight when I'm with him. But I don't think he knows just how much he really means to me. I mean I'd kill for him. I'd do anything to make him happy. Even if it mean means losing him to someone forever. Well tomorrow I'm gonna find out if he wants me or someone else. It's gonna kill me but if he's not happy I have no choice. But to let the guy that means the world to me. And if your reading this Travis I hope your happy always. I love you.

And when I first me him. Oh boy I melted. I was in heaven every time I hured his voice. I mean I acted like I didn't like him. But I was in love with him on the inside and now.......... I'm done hiding my feelings for him. I love hm more then anything. And I hope you now that Travis. And I hope your happy with any 

choice’s

you choose.


Well hope you liked my book and yes I now it's short but. I hope you guys still liked it. Bye thanks for reading my book.

 

 

 

 

 

Up Date Chapeter

 Well incase anyone wanted to know, as of today its been 1 year 3 months that me and Travis have been back together. We are having a little girl named Rockie Marie. We are getting married on March 15 2016. He met my fam. they love him to death lol :) Our plan is to stay together and raise Rockie as a family. His family is the best, i love to around them :) Even if his dad n bros pick on m all the time. His little sister can bug me at times but she's fun to be around. When we weren't talking......it was so hard for me not to talk to him. I was just scared for him to say soemthing else that would kill me. I was in a bad place at the time....it was our first softball game and i got the nearve to message him. And he messaged me back saying "hey." i was happy, we started talking all the time again, he was living in Wilcox with his real dad at the time. But one night we were talking and he had asked what i was doing so i told him i was going to the movies, n he asked in Morenci? And i said yes, suddenly he got off and stopped messaging me :( We went to see how much more time before the movie started we had like 10 mins. So we were walking back toword Bashas n i was looking down. Nicole scared me when she said "is that who i think it is?" i looked up n turned around and like ran the other way.....I stopped and i felt someones arms go around my waist, i turned around in seconds to throw my arms around Travis's neck to pull him into a tight hug. I had got my best friend back, n my night was so made :) we started dating that night, we talked everyday...until he asked my mom if he could date me. He told her about how we met n every....he told her our story. He cried the whole time he was telling her. I went n met his mom that day too. 

New Chapter of my life! :)

My Rockie Marie!!:) me and travis got married on March 19, 2016. He is the love of my life no one has any idea how much he means to me!! this month we will be together for 2 years, and 1 month.....married one month!! :) 

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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 24.04.2014

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