Why me?

Danyelle...

"Wake the fuck up would ya!?" A loud voice shouted from the other side of my bedroom door. I groaned and rolled over in my bed. "I’m awake you ass!" I screamed back. I scrunched my hair in my hands and screamed loudly. Rolling over I dropped to the floor off my bed. I Rubbed My Forehead and Stood Up. "Stupid Floor..." With Every Step I took I Groaned and Whined. When I Got To The Bathroom I Turned The Tap, Striped My Clothes, And Got In The Shower. My Black Hair Was Sticking To My Skin As The Water Soaked It. I grabbed the shampoo bottle and squeezed out some soap into my palm. I washed my hair and then washed my body with body wash, and rinsed its all out and off. I Turned Off the Water and Grabbed A Towel. I wrapped it around me and stood in front of my mirror. I grabbed my toothbrush out of my cubby and grabbed the mouth wash and tooth paste as well. I tightened my towel before taking the toothpaste and smearing a bit onto my tooth brush and rinsing it under some water. I brushed my teeth, and after wards rinsed with some mouthwash. I Walked Back Into My Room. I Took Out Some Black Jeans, A White Tank Top and a Pink foodie. I Put On My Bra and Underwear and Pulled Up My Jeans. "Danyelle! Hurry Up!" I Groaned and Buttoned Up My Jeans. I Didn't Even Have My Top On Yet. I Stormed Over To the Door and Ripped It Open. "Imp Coming, Give Me Five Fucking Minutes!" I Screamed In Tyler's Face Before Slamming The Door. Tyler Was My Annoying Brother. Look's Just Like Me, Complete Opposite In Most Ways. Everyone In This House Has The Same Personality's Really. We All Have Family Issues, Things We Hate about Ourselves, it’s Why Every One in the House Cut's There Wrists. For Me, It Takes Away The Pain Of Being Blamed For My Dad's Death. I Don't Eat Much, Some Times I Starve Myself... threes Just Certain Things That Are UN- Explainable. I Sighed. I Pulled My Hoodie Over My Tank Top And Put On Some Old Pink Converse. I Went Into My Bathroom and Added A Dark Line of Liquid Eyeliner On Top Of My Eye, Then Pencil Eyeliner on the Bottom. Lastly Using Mascara To Perfect My Lashes, I Topped It Off With A Light Pink Shadow. "Perfect As I'll ever be" I said to myself in the Mirror. I Shrugged and Grabbed My Bag off My Bed. I Slammed The Door Behind Me And Walked Downstairs To The Living Room. Almost Everyone Was Sitting Around On The Couch's. Jade, Zoey, Clair and Skyler Were Sitting around with My Boyfriend Riley, then on the other couches were Tyler, Jason, Justin, Mickey, And Clayton. The Girls were all 16, Except For Kimberly; she’s 15, And By The Way, Not Ready for School Yet. Burgh! All The Guys Are 17, just ending third years In High school, Lucky Them. We had about 2 months left till summer, all of us. I Smiled At Riley and Ran and Jumped On his Lap. He Kissed My Forehead And Smiled At Me. "Good Morning Beautiful" He Whispered In My Ear. "Morning Baby" I Cuddled Into His Chest And Relaxed. "Where The Fuck Is Kimberly?" Clair Asked Annoyed. "I'll Go Get Her" Mickey Said. "Thanks Mickey Baby!" I Shouted Back At Him. "Welcome! Danny Baby!" He Shouted Back, Half Way Up the Stairs. Everyone Started Laughing And Talking With Each other. "You guys are so cute together!" I smiled wide at Clayton and Skyler. "Thanks" They both said at the same time. I smiled wider and kissed Riley's lips gently. "Get a room you two. And Clay, Sky, Please don’t become sex maniac's Like those guys" Tyler said shivering, tossing his thumbs back and pointing at me and riles. "For your information, Mr. I'll use my left hand every night to Jada's picture, We haven’t had sex" I said smirking evilly as Tyler's, and Jada's face went completly red. I felt Riley stiffen, and made a mental note to ask him what the heck that was about. "I Dont do that" Tyler protested. He looked over at Jada, whose face was plastered into a geometry book, hiding her blush. Everyone burst up laughing.” Were not going to, no worries Ty" Skyler said laughing a long with C, kissing him in between, whispering little things to him that he blushed crazy about. I laughed harder. Tyler glared at me, and I sobered up. Hiding my giggles in coughs and looked at Riley. He was looking everywhere except in my eyes. Literally avoiding my whole face. What the fuck? Fine, whatever. I got off his lap and started to walk away when he pulled me back onto his lap. Still not looking at me, but not wanting me to leave? Again I say, What the fuck!? I Tensed but didnt go against him. I ignored him completely and just sat there, listening to everyone else talk. Why was he being like this? I Dont know what I did, and its pissing me off that he just wouldnt look at me. I wanted to be away from him, his touch. I could feel myself relaxing just being against his chest. I sighed. All I wanted to do when Riley was mad at me, or whatever he was at me, was cut myself, and cry. Clearly, I couldnt do that so close to school, But of course I still wanted to. I struggled against him on the inside, while the outside of my body clearly wasnt part of me, since it was relaxing and laying against his chest, snuggling his neck. Stupid body. A little bubble of laughter escaped my lips and everyone's eyes turned to me. I looked down and shrugged. "My bad..." I said. I bit my lip and tried not to laugh again. Everyone started talking again and I sighed, once more, Annoyed with riley, but more myself.

Kimberly...

My Phone Buzzed In My Hand, Ringing Loud And Clear, And It Shot Me Straight Up And Awake. I Really Need To Learn Not To Fall Asleep With This Thing. I Sighed And looked down at my phone. My Eye's Threatened To Water When I Saw The Contact. "Auntie". It should be evil bitch from hell... Sighing, I Clicked 'Answer' And Said "Hello?" "Good your Awake, I Wanted To Talk To You About Something" She Said. Her Voice Had A Evil Tone, And A Tiny Lisp. She Was Drunk And Definatley High. I Gulped And Replied "Okay, What Is It"? "Rod, shut up!, Im talking to bitch!" She shouted into the phone. I pulled it away from my ear and waited for her to continue. "I Accidently Broke Your Mom And Dad's Ash Vases Last Night, So I Just Sweeped E'm Up And Through E'm In The Trash, I Didn't Wanna Waste Time Putting Them Back Together, Or in Some Other Container, There Dead, Who Fucking Care's? - Im Coming Rod, Shut The Hell Up!" She Said, Well, Half Yelled And Hung Up. It took me a second to process what she had even said. Then, after analizing it... My Heart Stopped And My Muscles Tightened. Tear's Poured Over My Eyes And I Hung My Hair Over My Face. I Threw The IPhone Across The Room And Ran To My Bathroom. I Turned On The Shower, Stripped My Clothes, And Jumped In. I Reached Up And Grabbed The Blade From Under The Shampoo Bottles. Yes, I knew this was the wrong thing to do, No, I didnt care that I was doing I. Instead, I Sat Down Cross-Legged And Clutched The Razor Blade In My Hand. How Could She Just Throw My Parents Ashes Away! I Used The Edge Of The Blade And Dug it Into My Wrist, Tracing it In A Thin Line Across My Whole Wrist Width. The Blood, Mixed With Tears And Water Flowed Down The Drain. How Could She Just Say Who Cares! I Slit Another Thin Line And More Blood Poured. How Could She!, What The Fuck Is Wrong With Her! Does She Not Realize That That Was All I Had Left Of Them!? I Thought To Myself. Using The Blade Again I Sliced Another Quick Gash From Side To Side On My Wrist. Who does she think she is!? She's a God damn Turd-Monkey is what she is! And a big ol' Smelly one at that! I sighed. I Turned Off The Water And Stayed Seated. The Tears Distracted The Pain Almost Completely, And I Just Sat There In Blood, Tear Mixed Water, Tensing And Out Of Breath. It should have been me... It should have been me.. It should have been me... When I Caught My Breath, And My Headache Supsided, I Climed Out And Grabbed A Towel From Under The Sink. I Wrapped It Around My Chest And Waist And Walked Over to My Dresser. I Put On My Victoria Secret Grey Bra Set, And Some Grey High Socks. I Pulled Out A Pair Of Dark Blue Skinny Jeans, And A Grey And Blue Striped, Long Sleeve Crop Top. It Reached Just Above My Belly, Showing Over My Thin Flat Stomach. "God I hate myself..." I mumbled. I Got Out My Grey Converse And Sliped Them On. I Used Some Cover Up And Dark Eyeliner To Distract My Puffy Eyes, And Brushed Out My Red Straightened Hair. I Rolled Up My Sleeves And Sat On My Bed. I Looked Around My Room And Sighed. "I Can't Believe She Did that" I Whispered To Myself. I Felt A little Better, But No Where Near Perfect. I'd gotten over the stage of crying, now I was just pissed, angry and wanted to kill somthing. Maybe myself... *Knock Knock* I Looked Over At The Black Door. "Come In" I Said. The Door Knob twisted, And Then Door Creaked Open. Mickey Walked in, His Black And Red hair All Spikey And Long. His Briliant Smile Shining In The Light Of My Room. He Had On A Tight Black And White Shirt, Hugging his Abs. "Hey, You Almost Ready?" He Asked, Taking Me Out Of My Gawking. "Hey, And I guess" I Shrugged, Biting My Lip To Keep From Raping him with my eyes. "Then Let's go!" He Said Annoyingly Excited. "Okay" I Said Holding My Arms Up In Surrender. His Smile turned Down A Bit. I Follwed His Eyes to My Wrist, Blood Was Forming And Smeared Down My Arm. I Rubbed A Bit Of The Blood Away, But There Was A lot. Great, This Is The Perfect Way For Your Crush To See you. I Tried Rubbing It Again, But Still No Luck. "What Happend? He Asked. I was spazzing and rubbing my arms until I just gave up. I Shrugged And Rolled Down My Sleeves. "Come On Kimmy, What's Wrong?" He Asked Again, I Shrugged Again. I Felt My Eye's Begin to Water so I Ran To The Bathroom And Locked The Door. No Way In Hell Was I Going To Let Him See Me Cry. Though... running into a bathroom out of the blue didnt seem to show that I had any power. Smart Kimberly.. I Sat On The Toilet And My Eye's Poured Black Tinged Tears. Stupid Eye Liner. He Probably Thinks I'm Some Little Kid, Since Im The Youngest In The House. He Probably Doesn't Even Like Me Back. Silent Tears Flowed More And More Down My Cheeks. I opened the doors under the sink and pulled out the first aid kit. I put my wrist under cold water for a few seconds before digging a cloth down my whole wrist and slapping on huge ass bandage. I could already see it rising with thick blood, so I put one over it incase. I sat back down on the toilet, and began bawling my eyes out again. Suck it Up Kimberly! I Shouted To Myself In My Head. I Thought You Were Over This God Damn Crying Stage! FML.

Mickey...

I Walked Over To The Bathroom Door And Knocked. "Kimmy, What Happend?" I Asked For The Third Time. She Was So Cutely Stubborn. No! Focus on her wrists, her pain.You sound like a fucking pedo Mickey... Focus! "Go Away Mick" She Answered Back. Her Nickname For Me Made My Heart Skip A Beat, But Still, Her Voice Was Harsh. "But I Don't Wanna?" I Whined Back. "Please Just go Away!" She Shouted Back, her Voice Breaking In The Process. "Kimster, I Just Wanna No What Happend, What Made You Cut?" I Asked Using Her Nickname. Would it work for her like it worked for me? There was a silence and I was begining to think it would. "Let It Go Mick" She Said Strongly. Until she said that. Why Was She So Stubborn! "God Kimmy Your Acting Like A Little Kid" I Said Back. There Was Some Rustling And Then The Door Opened. Her Head Was Down So I Couldn't See Her Face. Her Hair Hung Over The Sides Of Her Head, And Tears Hit The Wooden Floor. "I Don't Need You To Babysit Me Mick, Im Just Some Little Kid To You Right!?, Fine! Just Leave Me Alone" She Said Looking Up At Me. "But Ki-" She Shook Her Head And Closed The Door Crying. My Heart Broke. Why Couldn't She See I Liked Her? She Wasn't A Little Kid To Me, I Didn't Mean She Was One, She Was Acting Like One, Yeah She Was Younger Than Everyone, But I Still Liked Her. What Could I Do To Show her That!? She Doesn't Like Me Back, That's What It Is. I Sighed And Did As She Said. I Walked Out Of The Room A Little Pissed And Sad At The Same Time. I Walked Into The Living Room And Everyone Looked At Me. I Shook My Head And I Held my Wrist at my side And Pretended To Cut It. The All Nodded And Understood. God Damn What Was Up! I Yelled At Myself In my Head, Over and Over. I Slumbed In A Seat On The Couch Beside Clayton. Clayton Was My Bestfriend In The House, I Knew Him The Longest, And I Was Closest With Him. He Know's how Much I Like Kimmy. He's The Only One Who Knows I Like Her. He gave Me A What Happend Look. "I Told Her She Was Acting Like A Little Kid, But I Didnt Mean It How It Was Said, And She Told Me To Leave Her Alone" I Whispered To him. He Sad Smirked At Me And Shrugged A "Im Sorry Man" Shrug. I Nodded. "What I miss anyway?" I Asked, Trying To Get Her Tear Streaked Face Out Of My Head. "Nothing really, Tyler Wanks To Jada's Picture's, Danny and Riley Have Never Had Sex, Annnnd Finally, Your still Annoying." Skyler Said Smiling At Me. I Gave Her The Finger But Smiled. Hey, C'mon, Shes My Bestfriends Girl? "And We Already Know Tyler Does that, Trust. And, Jada Has A Naked Picture Of Him On Her Phone, You Should See What She Does In The Shaaaawerr" I Said Waggling My Eye Brows At Tyler. "I Do Not!" Jada Shouted. Tyler Punched My Arm And We Went All Ninja. "Come At Me Bro" I Said Laughing. Tyler Laughed Along With Me And Started Boxing His Fists At Me. "Break It Up Queer's, We Gotta Get To School" Zoey Said. "Ahh Zoe, You Want Some Of This Too?" I Smiled. "Oh, Hell n-" Picked Her Up, Swinging Her Over My Shoulder And Spun Around In A Circle. She Was Screaming and Giggling, Telling Me To Put Her Down. "Whoa Whoa Whoa! Stop, Stop" Justin Shouted At Me Laughing. "Thank god, I thought he Would Neve-" As Soon as I passed Her To Justin He Began Spinning Her Around. "Justin!!, Quit it Out!" She Started Laughing Again. "Nah, Im good" He said. "Im Gonna Be Sick If You Dont" She said Between Laughs."Hey Zo, Nice ass" I said waggling my Eye brows again. "Mickey!" Zoey Swung For Me. "Justin put me down!" She said Banging on His Back. "Alright alright" Justin Laughed And Put Her Down. She Swayed And Then Fell Straight On her Ass. "Nice Reflexs You Idiot" Zoey Punched Justin In the arm And Grabbed Her Bag. "Lets Get Going" We All Grabbed Our Bag's And Were Getting Ready To Leave When Kimmy Came Down The Stairs. She Looked Like Nothing Had Happened. Her Eye's Wern't Puffy, And Her Nose Wasnt Red. She Looked Cute. More than cute, more like I fucking want her. I Sighed. What The Hell Was Wrong With me, She Obviousily Hates Me. I Looked Everywhere But At Her. "Sorry, I'm Late!" She Shouted Happily Smiling. I Felt Her Gaze On my Face, But I Was Avoiding Her Eyes Completely. Everyone Was Looking At Her Smiling, Worried Smiles. "What?" She Laughed. Her Laugh Was Amazing. "Snap Out Of It Mickey!" I Said To Myself. Clay Nudged Me Smirking And I Realized A few People Heard Me. I Shrugged And Looked Away. "Alright Let's go!" Jason Shouted. She Ran And Jumped On Clayton's Back. Clayton Was Like A Brother To Her, That's How He Knew I Liked Her. Skyler Didn't Mind, They Seem Distant Mostly, Since He Knew Kimberly Before He Met Skyler. He Smirked At Me And I was Smirking Back When Kimmy Looked At Me, And I Instanly Turned, Looking away. We All Got Into The Car's And Drove To School. Me, Jason, Justin, Danyelle And Clair Were in 'Nightrunner', Tyler, Clayton, and Kimberly Were In Tyler's Car, The Green Sexy One. And Jada, Skyler, Zoey And Riley Were In The Yellow Jeep Girly Car. Clayton tried To get Kimmy To Ride In The Car Im In, I Was Freaking Out Cause I Really Didnt Want To See, Or Be With Her, She Just Whinned and Pleaded Him to Stay With Her. Of Course He Caved In. Her Puppy Eye's Killed Me. I Feel For Him. Sighing I Climbed into The Car.

Clayton...

I Couldn"t Resist Her Eye's. She's So, Ugh. God Damnit. I got In The Car With Her And Tyler. Me And Kimberly Were I The Far Back Talking, When I Made The Mistake To Ask Her What Happened. "Clay, Ple-" I Put My thumb To Her Lip. She Was My 'Little Sister'. I Would Do Anything For Her, I Just Wanted Her To Trust Me. "Kimmy, Listen To Me, I'm Not Going Anywhere, And Neither Are You, So Tell Me, And I'll Be Here For You" I Said And Kissed Her Forehead. She Nodded. "My Aunt Told Me, She Acidently Broke My Parents Ash Vase's, And That She Just Sweeped Them Up, And Threw Them Away" She Said, A Little Tear Forming In Her Eye. I Wiped It Away Quickly, And Acted Ninja. "Don't Show Weakness, Tyler-Son Is In the Front Seat" I Said. She Smiled And Laughed Abit. "Its Okay Kim, Your Parents Are Always With You, No Matter What. Those Ashes Just Showed you They Died, But In Your Heart, You Know They Haven't Died From you" I Said. She Nodded And Smiled. "The same goes for your mom Clay" She pecked my cheek and rested on my shoulder. "So That's What Made you..." I Lifted Her Wrist. "Yuup, I Guess I Just Needed, A Coping Skill" She Said. "Your Still Young, Live A little Before You Go Leaving Scars" "Okay, Dad, And Whats Your Excuse" She Said Lifting Up my Sleeve. "Dont Start Kim" I Shoke My Head And Pulled My Wrist Away. "So What's Going On With You And Mickey?" I Asked Breaking The Silence. Her Cheeks Got Red, And Her Face Went Into Cutely Crush Mode. Shit, Kimmy Likes Him Back, Who knew! I Laughed To Myself. "Your Blushing" I Told Her Laughing. She Punched My Arm. "No Im Not, Its Just Hot In Here" She Said. "Or your Thinking Of Something Hot In There, and its getting hot down there" I Said Poking Her Head, and pointing to her zipper. She Blushed More and punched my arm again.. "Okay, He's Friken Cute!" She Admitted In A Low Voice. I Bust Up Laughing. "Its Not Funny Clay" She Said Sounding Hurt. "Yes, Yes It Is" I Said laughing. "No, Its Not." She Said, More tears Formed In Her Eyes, But She Tried Hiding Them. "Im Just Some Little Kid To Him, I'm Like His Own Personal Fucking Baby Doll" She Said Crossing Her Arms Over Her Chest. I Rolled My Eyes. She Sighed And Un-crossed Her Arms. "Clay, You Arnt Getting It!. Im A Little Kid, Im A Virgin, Ive Never Been Kissed, And I Cut My Wrists, How Could Anyone Like me?" She Said Sighing. What She Mentally Fucked In the Head? I asked myself. "Being A Virgin, Isnt Going To Matter Kim, Its Just Another title, And never being kissed shouldn't be a Problem Either, I Cut Myself Too Kim, Everyone In The House Does, Even Mick, People like you." I Said holding out my Wrist.. "I'm Sorry, But What If Im Not Good At It, If I Cant kiss?, I'f I can't Have Sex Cause Im not Good at It?, I mean... Not That Me And Mick Would Have Sex" She Said Trailing Off Into Mumbles About How She Wanted To Do Dirty Stuff To Him. I Held Back The Snort I wanted To So Loudly Do. I Can't Believe Im doing this, I said to myself. "If you Want, I'll Help you With It, Just The Kissing, I'll Teach you" I Told Her. She Raised An Eyebrow. "Awkward... And what About Skyler?" She Asked. Ok, Secret Time. Thinking In my Head. Me and Skyler And Are Dating Yes, But I Really Dont Like Her As Much As A Boyfriend Should. I Care About Her, and Love her And I Know She Cares About Me and loves me, But Really, I Like Kimmy. God Damnit Clay What Are You Doing To Yourself!? Deciding What I Should Say, I Thought Long and Hard. I Couldnt Tell Kimmy Could I? No! No! It would Freak Her Out. Ohkay... Ohkay.. "What About her?" I Smirked. Please Dont Let Her Catch on. "Ok, Fine, Teach Me To Kiss Bucko" She Laughed. "Alright, I will, After School Today". I Said. She Stuck her Tounge Out at Me And I Started Laughing. "Alright, After School Today, Just Dont Tell Mickey or Skyler!" She Smiled. What Was I Going To Do? Mickey's Gonna Hate me. Skyler Is Going To Dump Me. If She Finds Out... God Clay Your tuning into A Man Slut. I Internally Sighed and Slapped Myself. "Kill Me Now" I Whispered. I Put My Head In My Hands Just As We Pulled Into School.

Ah hell.

Tyler...

While Driving To School, Kimster and Clay were Chatting it up. I Could Barley Hear What They Were Saying, Since They Were Two Row's Of Seats Behind Me, But The Last Thing I Heard Clay Say Was "Kill me Now". Jeesssh. He's Such a Dramatic Queer. I Pulled Into The School And Parked the Car. I Got Out And Walked Over To Danyelle. "Hey Bro" She Said And Bumped Me. "Yeah Hey, Do You Know Whats Going On With Clay And Kim?" I Asked. Mickey Shot His Head Around And Said "What About Them?" He started walking backwards. "Its Nothing, I just Heard Him Say 'Kill Me Now' After A Talk With Kim, Is Something up Brah?" I Asked Mickey. "I Dont Think So, I Mean, There Friends Right??" He Asked Through Clenched Teeth. "Dude, Don't Get your Balls in A Knot, Hes taken Remember?" Danyelle Said. He Nodded And Walked Off Next To Skyler. I Shrugged At Danny And We Walked Into The School. "You Really Think Clay Would Cheat on Sky??" She Asked Me. "I Dont Think He's That Type Of Person, I Really Dont. But Sometimes The Heart Wants What It Wants Baby girl" I Told Her And kissed Her Forehead. "Your Such a Dork" She Said Laughing. I Shrugged And Walked on With Her Down the Hall. I Stopped Wth Her At Her Locker And Leaned Against It. "Whats Up With Riley?" I Asked Quietly. I Seen her Fist Ball Up And I Pushed Her Hair Outta Her Face. "Relax, And Tell me" I Told Her. God Damn, She Has Anger Issues. I Mentally Shoke Myself and Waiting for Her reply. "One Minute He's All, 'Your Beautiful, And I love you Happy', The Next, He Tenses Up, Doesn’t look at Me, AT ALL, And When I try and leave, He Pulls Me Down, And Still Acts Like An Ass" She Said Unbawling her Fists, Looking Closer to Tears. "What Changed his Mood?, When?" I Asked. She Thought Back, Biting Her Lip. She Hmmm'ed. "Oh Shit. It Was Right After The Sex Thing You Brought Up" She Said Smacking Her Head Off the Locker. "Hey..Hey! HEY! Quit It Out, Your Bringing Attention Towards Us" I Pulled Her Away From The Locker. We Looked Around And Everyone Was Staring At Us, Whispering and Giggling. "Stupid Slutty Cheerleader Hoes" Danny Mumbled. A Bubble Of Laughter Escaped Me And She Joined In A bit After. She Sighed And Looked Up At Me. "Does That Mean He Wants To Have Sex Now?" She Asked Chewing Her Lip. Ah Hell, What A Conversation With You Sister. "I Dont Know Dee, Its Could Mean Anything, My Guess Is As Good As Yours, Just Talk To Him Afterschool" I Told Her. I'm Okay With Danny Having Sex, Its Odd That Im Okay With it.. But Its Only Because I Really Do Trust Riley Not To Hurt Her. "Dan..." I said as she Sniffled in. "I'm Fine" She Said. "Dan Are you Ready Do Go That Far?" I Addmit, It Was Preeeeetty Awkward Having This Coversation With Her. Since Our Mom Went Balistic, And Our Dad Died, Danny And Me Really Only Have Eachother. She Chewed Her Lip As She Thought. Looking Up At Me, And Smiled. "I love him.." She Said. I Caught On, It Meant She Was Ready, That She Trusted Him. "Alright, Dont Make Any Hints To Him Till You Know What He Was All Tense About" I Told Her. It Would Just Suck Turd Monkey Balls If She Started Stripping Him One Day To Find Out He Really Didnt Want to Have Sex At All With Her. I Shivered At That Horrible Image. "Ohkay" She Nodded At Me. "What about you and Jada? She asked me. Her name made me smile and I had to hide my not-so-manly blush. "Over-rated" I smirked and kissed her hair. "Yeah right, your not even dating, let alone fooling around. Best you do is jerk of to her name" She said laughing. I blushed. Even more than I was before. I didnt actually do that. Well, I did, just not to her name, or her, or - I just have 'alone time' on the off chance im turned on... I mentally shook myself. I tease Jada, a lot, but thats only because I care about her, like really really like her. Plus, she's the only girl that makes me snap out of my im-a-flirt- personality. Although... now I constanly flirt, tease, pick on, you name it .. to her. "I dont do that" I said bringing my thoughts to a halt. "Sureee" She said drawing out the word. "Just go fuck riley" I snarled and smirked. She blushed and looked down. "Lunch?" She Asked Raising her eyebrows. "Yeah." I Said And Walked Her To Her Classrom Door. I Hugged Her, We Nodded At Eachother And Walked The Other Way. Women... Oh God. I Shoke My head Laughing To Myself When I Bumped Smack Into Someone, Who Fell Right On There Butt With A Hard Thump!

Jada...

I was walking down the hall when I ran smack into someone and felt flat on my ass. All my books dropped, and my butt was numb and throbing. "Uhm, What the Fuck owh!?" I Rounded On... Oh shit. Tyler. He smiled at me, helped me up, and held my hands. "Im sorry Jada, I wasnt paying attention" He looked as red as I did, although he had a cocky grin on his face. I opened my mouth but nothing came out. I swallowed and breathed before answering. Pull it together Jada! "Its okay, I wasnt paying attention either" I smiled at him. Holy crap he was so hot! His dark hair looked so soft. I wanted just to run my fingers through. I could she he white V neck hugging his abs. He had a nice body. It wasnt like a guy porn star, all rugged and muscle, (and yes, I have seen a guy porn star... by accident.. on a porn site), but he was firm, and his chest looked some how rock hard, and soft at the same time. "So what were you doing anyway? he asked me as we both crotched down picking up my books. "Trying to cram for a last minute science test" I admitted. His eyes widened a bit as he handed me my books and I stuffed them in my bag. We walked into step towards my locker. "What?" I cocked my eyebrow at him. We reached my locker and I stuffed my bag in it after taking out my phone and sticking it in my pocket. I closed my locker and leaned against it waiting for his answer. He had a cocky grin. "You're like... a geeky dork when it comes to science, why the fuck would you need to study?" He asked. All the color drained from my face. Is that what he really thought about me? "Thanks Tyler" I said upset, hurt, feeling like crying as a stormed off. Only for my wrist to get caught, pulling me smack into his chest. I was right, hard, but soft and I could just melt into his arm- I shook myself. Be mad Jada. "I didnt mean it like that Jada, I just meant, your amazingly smart, and I just couldnt beileve you would do something so remotely similar to what I do... cram for a test last minute, Im sorry" His cocky grin was shining brightly. Did he just say remotely? Oh god, please tell me he isnt trying to bump up his vocabulary. I stiffled a laugh at the thought of his in a spelling bee or somthing. "Okay... Im sorry too. And yes, I do cram for test's last minute, even beauty add brains come with prices" I smirked. "Wanna go for a walk?" He asked un sure. Like I was a nerd who didnt skip class with hot boyfriends you can make-out with? Not that Tyler was my boyfriend.. or someone I even make out with. He doesnt even like me that way.. I sighed. "Sure!" I smiled and walked down the hall with him. He still didnt let go of my hand, He was warm, and it felt good to be touching him. Oh my god... he's touching me.. I Smiled wider. Then I remembered the awkward coversation in the living room this morning and I halted my walk. "Everything okay?, I really was joking about your geekyness" He asked as he smirked. I looked up to him. I couldnt help but smile back. "Yeah yeah, But you know it was a joke this morning right, that I dont actually have it, or do what Mickey said I do?" I asked stepping into step with him again. He Laughed. "Of course I Know Jadagurl!" He Smiled at me and kissed my hair. I blushed and turned my head, avoiding his eyes. We got to the small gym's door and he opened it. I still avoided his eyes and walked in with him. We sat on top of a big pile of protective wall mats when finally he said something. "Your cute when you blush" He said Smirking. Of course that made me blush more, but I Laughed a bit to. "Thankyou?" I Said Smiling. My phone chimed and I Stood up, Sliping it out of my pocket, and sat back down. Johnny. I grinned like an idiot. Johnny was my best guyfriend from a when we were little. He moved away around the time I started cutting. I missed him like crazy! He's a complete Man whore though, Always has been. Hey Boo!, Damn I Miss your Ass. How've you been girlie?. Was What the Message said. I Smiled, Blushed a bit, But typed back Good, how have you been babe? Freezing your nuts off?. He moved To Some place with penguins and no sun what so ever. What a Nimbo. My Phone Chimed again, And again, And again. Tyler finally groaned And took my Phone away. "Hey! Give it back Ty" I Lunged for my phone. "No, I want to talk to you, Not hear your phone beeping" He said wiggling and shifting away from me. The mats started shaking and they all slid off from one another, making me and tyler fall right on top of eachother. We bursted up laughing. My phone chimed again, and I grabbed it. "Ha!" I Said and started running. He grabbed my waist, and pulled me so close I would feel his chest moving with every breath. "Hmm, Lets play a little game, give me the phone, If i win?" He said. "Alright, Deal!" I sqwermed. He moved one of his hands up my shirt to my stomach. "Are you nervous?" He laughed. I Blushed. Ah Hell, Not this game! Dont cave.. dont cave.. "Nope!" I said. He Moved his hand up to my little girlie abs. "Are you nervous?" He smirked against my hair. 'No!" I said laughing. He Moved his hand just under my bra line. "Are you nervous?" He laughed again, I was blushing like crazy! I laughed with him. "Nope, Im not" I said between laughs. He groaned. "Okay, How bout now?" He said laughing. He moved his other hand right across my Jean's zipper, tracing a single finger down it and past it. I tried not to moan in pleasure. "Yes yes! Im nervous!" I pulled away and handed him my phone laughing and blushing. "Awesome sauce!" He brought his knee up and did one of those cheerful, I won, things. I Burst up laughing and hugged him. "I hate that game" I mumbled. "Ahh, Its only cause your not good at it baby!" He kissed my hair and I frowned. "Point made, and taken" I said and sighed. "Alright, Gimme my phone" I said holding my hand out. "Nahhh" He said and ran like fucking lighting out of the gym. "Tyler!" I screamed and ran after him. I Pushed the door with my palms, Just in time to see him Run into the boys bathroom. "Tyler!!" I shouted louder. I ran up to the door and knocked. "Tyler get out here!" A little bubble of laughter hit me and I held my side. "Tyler hurry.. Up" I said between laughing. It was about 2 minutes before the door opened, He stepped out and handed me my phone. He smiled at me, and kissed my forehead, Before walking off to class down the hall. I stared down at my phone confused. Shrugging, I turned back around and went into my english class... 26 minutes late. Ah hell. I laughed quietly to myself.

Jason...

I draped my arm around Kimmy's shoulder. "So, whats with you and Mickey?" I asked. She groaned. "Dont get me started, He thinks im a kid, Im gonna act like a fucking kid" She said wrapping her arm around me waist. "Alright alright, he cant be that bad can he?" I asked raising my eyebrow. "Its not that he's a bad guy, I mean...." She trailed off. "I know you like him Kim, everyone does!" I laughed. "Oh... well anyway, Its not that he's a bad guy, its just, im not gonna be his little baby what the fuck ever, its not like im expecting him to have sex with me.. or even ask me out, I just dont wanna be his little girl that he protects" She said. "Girl, your have got a lot to learn about relationships and boyfriends, and sex" I told her kissing her head. "Oh, cause you and Clair know all about that huh?" She said smirking. I blushed. "Shut up Kimmy.."I said looking away. She laughed. Justin came up beind us and stuck his head on our shoulders. "So tell me, Was that Clair moaning that loud last weekend, or you" He said. My eyes shot wide. "You douche you heard us!" I dropped my arm from Kimmy's shoulders and punched Justin in the arm. "Ass!" I shouted as he stuck his finger up at me, with his tongue out. I walked back to Kimmy. "You didnt hear me did you?" I asked shooting my eyebrow up. "Well..." Her voice went kinda high. My eyes grew big again. "Nah im just kidding, I heard ya'll when I walked by but thats it, you werent that loud" She told me. I nodded. "Okay, good" I smiled. "But she was" She said and ran off laughing. "Kimmy!" I chased her down the hall and grabbed her waist. "What do you know" I asked glaring. "Nothing... Just that.. well.." She smirked. "Ohh Jason, lick faster!" She said and ran off again. My eyes shot wide. "Kimmy!" I tried chasing her but I spotted Clair. I smiled instantly and stalked down the hall closer to her. "Clair wait up!" I shouted down the hall of the third floor. She turned around smiling and stopped and waited for me. I Stood infront of her and smiled brightly. This was the girl that I loved. I kissed her lips gently, holding her chin in my fingers. I pulled away and her face was bright red. "So whats up baby?" She asked holding my hand as we walked. "Nothing ... Really tired" I laughed. "I have this huge english project, could you help me out with it?" She asked. "Sure thing" I said and kissed her again. The bell rang. "Class" I frowned. I hated school. "We don't need to go" she trailed off winking and dragging me down the hall. Okay, me and Clair have gone the farthest in the house. Since, we found out this morning that Danny and Riley haven't done anything, that means were the only one's who have. Yeah, looks like everyone know's that, since Kimmy just mimicked the exact thing Clair said during our first... oral sex routine. She is really fricken good at it. I held back my laugh. She was a pretty loud moaner though, unless she bit her lip, or I bit it for her. I smiled at that thought. She tugged on my hand pulling me out of day dream mode. We slowed down to catch our breath. I draped my arm around her shoulder and kissed her hair. We Walked up to the 4th floor and silently down the hall. "I seen Kimmy" I smirked. "Oh yeah, how is she?" She asked. "Well, she mimicked you a bit" I laughed. "What do you mean...?" She smirked confused. "She heard you moan, 'Lick faster'" I said laughing. I couldnt help it, it was funny. "She smacked my arm but leaned in real close. "I wanna hear you say it this time.." She whispered. I swear, I almost got hard right there. This woman... Holy crap does she ever have that effect on me. We turned the corner. The lockers ended right there the start of the back of the hall. There was a small space between the window and the flat side of the lockers. It was closed off so only you could see someone if you walked by them directly wanting to go to that area. She pulled me aside and leaned me up against the locker. I was breathing hard. We werent like, sluts about sex or anything, I mean, were teenagers, but we did this kind of thing sometimes, of course she usually waited till we got into a supply closet or something.. I guess not this time. She ran her hand down my chest and over my pants. I shivered and felt myself getting hard. Damn it Jason.. just relax. I said in my head. She smiled and kissed my lips hard before sliding down the belt of my pants, down over my boxers slightly. I gulped and my breathing got harder. She slid her fingers nails over my stomach lightly before going down my boxers and I guess well.. jerking me off. She started slow, and hard."Oh god Clair" I moaned and pressed my back against the locker. She got faster and harder, and her hands were getting tighter going up. I was just about to moan, but someone else did, that wasnt me. "Clair.." Her hands only went faster. Oh god I was about to cum. "Baby.. baby.. baby!" I bit my lip and she stopped just before I was going to. There was another moan. Clair..." I stopped and stood her up. I was rock hard and It wouldnt go down even thinking about dead dogs. Fuck! I cursed in my head. Focus... "Do you hear that?" I asked in a hushed whisper. She Listened and looked around slightly. There was a loud moaning, but she knew it wasnt me."Yeah, what the fuck is that?" She said looking uncomfortable. The grunting got louder. "Lets go" I said and took her hand. "Wait!" She shout/whispered at me. "What?" I asked as she pushed me back in the corner. "1. Your hard. 2. If someone so much as touches you dick right now, you'll blow." She whisperd. I blushed. She was right, I was so turned on, if someone bumped me by accident, i'd..blow. I dont know why, but I was embarrassed "Just.. let me finish" She said. I nodded, my face getting hot, and leaned against the locker again. She slid her hands back down and I bit my lip to keep from shooting right then. She started stroking again and I shut my eyes tight moaning and she moved her hands. She got on her knees. I looked at her. "What are you doi-" She took me out, and started sucking. "Clair!" I moaned and did my thing, as she did hers. When she finished, and I was done being hard, and panting like a dog, she smiled at me and took my hand. "Your sexy when you moan my name" She said swinging my hand. I leaned into her ear, making sure my breath was hot and said "So are you". She blushed and whimpered. I smiled as we walked towards the sound. The noise was louder, somehow, sounding more happy. "Seriously, what is that?" She asked. We stopped infront of an old art supply classroom. We exchanged looks and I opened the door, looking at her shocked gaze. "Ewh Ewh Ewh Ewh!" Clair was flipping out and screaming. I followed her previous gaze. "Skyler!?" I screamed. There, on her knees, sucking at some random guy's dick, was skyler. "Wtf!?" I slammed the door, grabbed Clairs hand, and got the heck out of there. I know its freaky that Clair sort of just jerked me off, and blew me at the same time we found Skyler, but it wasnt Clair cheating on me! I sighed and rounded the corner of the lockers with Clair close behind me.

Clair...

Stopping infront of the old art supply classroom me and Jason exchanged looks. I took the time, right before he opened the door, to check him out. He was wearing a burgandy tight V-neck that hugged his abs, some baggy, black skinny jeans that were low riding so they showed a bit of his silver boxers. He had beads of sweat running slowly down his neck.... I had to stop myself from ripping of his clothes, and focusing on that awful grunting noise. He opened the door, and what I saw completly grossed me out. "Ewh Ewh Ewh Ewh!" I shouted, racing back and fourth, glancing slightly back at the room, holding back the urge to barf up anything I ate. Okay, yeah sure me and Jason were intimate, but It didnt have anything to do with that fact I was grossed out. Yeah, I just sort of did the same thing for Jason, but I also wasnt cheating on him, I was doing it to him! Plus, He liked it, and I knew he would want one. It was skyler! Clayton's Girlfriend, on her knees, for a guy who is clearly NOT clayton. Anger was boiling inside me, I could feel it. My mind was running a marathon of thoughts when jason followed my gaze. "Skyler!?" I could here the shock in his voice. I looked back at skyler. She was fully clothed, her hair all messy, her eyes beggng into mind. I grew more angry and looked away. "Wtf!?" He screamed, followed by a slam. I didnt realize I was being pulled by him until we stopped, and were both breathing heavy. We walked a bit further down the hall, and stopped at an empty classroom. He opened the door for me, and I stepped in, finally getting my breathing under control. "Hard to believe that put me in the mood... again" He winked at me. I blushed and smacked his arm. "This is serious, what are we going to do?" My anger built up again, and I wanted to just grab something and throw it. Jason looked me up and down. I was biting my lip, obviously drawing blood cause I tasted the iron metalic taste that followed with it. He grabbed my hands, threaded his fingers through mine, and kissed me so hard that I felt light headed, dizzy, and all thoughts of anger washed from my head. When he pulled back, they all floated back in. His lips were a bit red, and I felt embarrassed that my blood was on them. "Do that again.." I whispered only for a second before he kissed me again the same way. This time when he pulled away, they anger didnt come back. I breathed, and held onto his hands. "So what are we going to do?" I asked breathless. He smirked his 2000 watt cocky smirk at me and I melted. "We have to tell him" All his cocky niss dis-appeared and I felt tears prick my eyes. I nodded slowly. "Tonight?" I asked, my voice cracking. Clayton was such a good guy, He didnt deserve this! No-one deserved this! It would kill me if jason did that. I would feel hurt, and alone, and in-secure. I feel so bad for clayton. Skyler was such a slut! The anger was back. It hit me like a ton of bricks, and guilt, rage, sadness, hatred all washed over me so hard I fell hard on my butt. "Clair!" Jason croutched down to me and fanned me face. "Kiss me again" I said swallowing back the tears. His eyes looked sad, but as soon as his lips found mine, I let everything go and let him hold me tight. I didnt realize I was crying until Jason wiped my eyes and hugged me. Holding me on the ground in his arms, as I cried over someone else cheating. He's your friend.. you should cry for him. My little voice said so calm to me, I think I fell asleep in my boyfriends arm.

Skyler...

Alright yes, what I'm doing is wrong. I love clay, dont get me wrong, but I dont know... Yes im on my knee's, in an art classroom, and thinking it over I felt super guilty and my stomach started feeling sick. But.. I, I wanted to stop. Though, I didnt. His grunts and moans got louder as I moved my mouth in and out. He was moaning my name, pushing the back of my head closer and deeper. He grunted really loud and the door swung open. I looked, shocked and embarrassed, to see jason and clair totally flipping out. Clair seen me first, Mumbling ewh ovver and over again. Oh god... She looked like she would cry, then all she looked was mad and dissapointed. "Skyler!?" He shouted. Here I was, caught by two people who live in the same house, and are close with my boyfriend... on my knees. Clair looked pissed. Like she would come here and slap me. My heart squeezed and I begged her eyes to forgive me. "Wtf!?" He screamed, slammed the door and left me there. I was on the verge of tears. They would tell clay... I would loose him. I have to get to him first, I got off my knees. "Nu-uh, your not done bitch" Seth pushed me back on my knees really hard. I felt the bone in my knee hit the floor and tense up. "Owh you stupid ass!" I held onto my knee for a few seconds before trying to get up. Sighing, I pushed past him. "Thats it" he said. I stuggled against him, his everything. He pinned me to the floor, and teared up my shirt. A big rip when from the bottom to just below my bra line one the side. He tugged down my jeans the whole time I was struggling. "Help!" I screamed. He slapped his hand over my mouth and and shoved his hand down my pants. I was bawling my eyes out. I felt like gagging, and puking up everything Ive ever eaten. I yanked his hand away from my mouth. "Would you fucking stop!" I screamed in his face. He swung his tightened fist and got my right along the corner of my eye and jaw. There was a stinging pain, more than just getting punched, and when he pulled away I noticed he was wearing a god damn ring. That fucker cut my face! I bawlled harder as my face tensed and leaked a liquid that I wasnt sure was blood or tears. "Seth" I sobbed. He didnt listen, instead he started up-doing my pants. The bell rang and he looked to the door. I took my chance. I brought my knee up and slammed it the hardest I could into crotch. He collapsed down , slipped his hand out of my pants and I ran for the door. I slammed it behind me and took off, pushing through the crowded hall way to my locker. I spun the stupid lock and ripped the door open. I looked at my little square green mirror and I froze. My jaw dropped and my eyes I swear blazed an angry shade of red. (Not literally, im no vampire wolf thing). My whole jaw starting from my now blackened eye, all the way to just above my chin was pouring blood. It was only a thing line, about a half a cm wide, but 8 cm's long. My eyes were red and puffy, leaking tears that ran over the cut making it sting like a mofo. I kicked my locker hard and my face stung again. A few drops of blood hit the floor, and I just kept bawling my eyes. People were giving me dirty looks, walking to lunch. I shot them glares but I was really just too hurt, and in to much pain to be mean. "Hey Skyler!" His voice was gentle, but it still made me jump. Please don't let my voice crack, please! He wrapped his arms around my waist, pulling me against his chest. I relaxed against his touch but quickly snapped out of it. His hot breath was on my neck, and I tensed. "Can't talk right now Clay" I said and pulled out of his arms. I slammed my locker shut, walking off. Thank god. I cant deal with clay right now, not yet. Maybe not ever.. I found myself thinking. I walked out the front doors and past the cars in the parking lot. I'll just walk home, 7 miles isnt that far. I felt my feet moving in the direction of the house. I pulled my iPod out of my Dickies red and black checkered bag and slipped in both my headphones. I turned the music the highest it would go, I flinched at first as Payphone by Maroon 5 starting roaring in my ears, but I got used to the sound and started wiggling my hips down the side walk. I had to just.. keep everything off my mind. Clay and seth and the fact Clair and Jason were going to blab there mouths and ruin my relationship completely. I shook myself and started mumbling to the song. Just... dont think about it girl. Just dont..

Mixed emotions

Clay...

"Hey skyler!" I greeted her. I wrapped my arms around her waist and pulled her against my chest. I breathed in her scent, but it was a little off so I scrunched my nose and breathed through my mouth. I was breathing on her neck and her body tensed. I smirked, thinking it was from shivers or chills that ran down her body. "Cant talk right now clay" She said as she slammed her locker and walked off. I stood there, thinking.. What the hell was that? Did she honestly just.. run off like that? I shooke my head and looked down. What the- blood? Did she cut herself? What made her do that? There were at lest 6 drops of bloodpooled in a little blob. She must have cut a lot cause thats some pretty intense blood amount I thought to myself. I followed out the same doors that she left just 5 minutes ago. I walked down the parking lot, thinking she took a car, but when I got there, they were all still rowed in a line. She's walking? While bleeding!? "You've got to be kidding me!" I punched the side of the nightrunner. "Whats wrong?" His voice made me jump out of my jeans. I snapped my head around to Justin and Zoey on his back. I relaxed a bit, but not too much. "Skyler, I think she cut again, cause she's bleeding bad, and she's fucking walking home" I told him running my hand over my hair. "But thats 7 miles!" Zoey shrieked. "Fuck, I couldnt walk that after I cut" She mumbled, but I heard her and almost smirked. "C'mon, we can just go follow her in a car" Justin said, shifting his weight, and pushing Zoey's ass up further. I smirked and propped his fist below Zoey's eye vision. "Alright, we just need to go get our stuff, okay?" I told them. They nodded and Zoey giggled loud as justin spun around in circles. Yeah, I knew my girlfriend was bleeding and also walking a 7 mile, which means a 45-hour walk if your fast.. But I couldnt help but smile and laugh at my friends. I jogged up behind them and we stalked into the hallways. I followed them up the flights of stairs too the 3rd floor. The long hallway , had turqoise walls, with a vomit green color for the lockers. Justin dropped off Zoey at locker B124 And walked down the hallway to his. They were like 30, maybe 35 lockers apart. Thats only a guess though. I stayed with Zoey as she grabbed her, green, orangish yellow jansport bag. She stuffed her cell phone in her bra, and her ipod in her back pocket, and searched for something else. "Whatcha looking for zo?" She snapped her head at me, like she didnt even know I was there. "Geesh clay, mind your mouth when your sneaking on girls, cause you just scared the piss outta me" She said holding her hand over her heart. I laughed and kissed her hair. "Yeah yeah, so whatcha looking for?" I asked her again. "My note book...." She trailed off. I looked at her locker door, there were pictures of her and justin mostly, but there were some of her and the girls, or just her, or all of us in a group. I picked at my favourite one and stuck the magnet else wear. Staring down at it I smirked wider. It was all of us infront of are tree. The girls had there tongues out, some had there hands in little rock on fingerines, and all the guys were smirking or kissing the girls, or peaking down there tops. A bubble of laughter escaped my lips and Zoey jumped again. I showed her the picture and she too laughed. "Look at Tyler and Jada.." She laughed louder. I looked at the two of them. Jada was infront, doing her little squinty eyes and scrunched up duck lips pose, bent over, while tyler was behind her, looking like he was giving it to her, with his arms pulled to his sides, biting his lips and smirking at the camera. I was taking the picture, so I wasnt in it, but it still made me smile and laugh and urge to be with my friends at that moment. I magneted the picture back on her locker and peeked down the hall. Justin was stlaking towards us with his finger to his lips. I grinned knowing he was going to scare the fuck out of zoey. He was wearing his black graffiti backpack. I nodded quickly and looked back at the pictures. There was ones of Clair and Jason .. Zoey and Justin, all the girls at the beach in bikini's.. which by the way, they all looked really hot. Im not going to lie, the girls at our house had some really nice curves and features. There was a pic of me and kimmy.. I smiled. Me and kimmy... I thought. "aha!" Zoey shouted as she stuffed her note book into her bag. I looked up just in time to see justin come behind zoey, grab her waist and drag her up and over his shoulder. She screamed a loud, long sounding like she was murdered scream and I jumped and fell straight on my ass as I stumbled back. "What the hell!" I shouted laughing. She jumped off, turned around and faced justin. She smacked him over and over and over again. "That wasnt funny!" She said. "It was pretty funny" He said holding his stomach laughing. She smacked him again and again. "Hey hey hey! Zoey stop!" He said trying to get her to stop. She hit him in the chest hard, just before she slammed her locker and stomped off. Before she could leave Justin stopped her by grabing her wrist. She looked back at him, then me, with sad eyes. I felt instantly guilty. "Hey.. Zoey.. Im sorry c'mon let me carry you to clay's locker" He said as he took her hands. I saw her relax and give him a smile that showed so much love that I looked away afraid I wasnt supposed to see. I Know they were bestfriends, but im sure everyone noticed that they felt more of eachother.. except them maybe. "Okay..." She mumbled as he lifted her up and over his back as she wrapped her arms around his neck. "Im sorry too!" I shouted at her and ran backwards down the hall smirking. "No your not dick!" She shouted. "Your right, Im not" I said sticking both my middle fingers up at her and smirked. I turned around and walked down the stairs to the second floor. I Quikly grabbed my black and grey bag, stuffing in all my sketch books and slummed it over my shoulder reaching for my phone. I closed my locker and followed Zoey and Justin down the hall and out the doors. We walked off to the line of cars. "Who's got keys?" I asked remembering Skyler... "Me!" Zoey smiled. "Oh hell no, Im not getting in the girl thing" Justin told Zoey. "Get in morons, or you can walk the fuck home" She said starting the engine. We pulled into the Jeep, and she drove off not even a second after our feet got of the ground. "Damn this girl drives like a maniac!" I shouted, running my top lip over my tongue piercing over and over again. I do this sometimes when im scared, nervous, or bored. I think this was a mixture of the first two, no way was this boring! Justin smirked and finally we pulled into the house drive way. I bolted out of the car and into the house before Zoey even stopped driving. I had a bit to run, so I booked it. When I got to the front door, I walked in and closed it behind me silently. I followed the sounds of groans and cries of pain. I looked behind me to see Zoey and Justin standing a little away from the kitchen, gesturing me to go further ahead. I nodded, and walked into a scene I almost puked at the sight off.
Blood soaked hand towels were all over the counter, along with a half empty bottle of rubbing achohal, that im sure 15 minutes ago was stocked high to the top, and a lot of first aid kit stuff scattered around the whole kitched counters. "Skyler!, what happened baby?" I could tell my voice made her jump cause her eyes bolted open wide with surprise and she staggered herself to a steady stand. I rushed up to her side and held her elbow, taking the achohal soaked cloth from her and pressing it to her cut. "Clay stop it" She said sounding breathless and hurt. What was she talking about, stop it? She was fucking gushing blood! "Im not stopping, are you nuts? Your hurt!" "Now close your eyes" I told her. She did as I said. I poured the bottle of achohal over her cut directly and she flinched and screamed. "Clay stop helping me!" She said and pushed me away. 'Skyler what happened!" I shouted at her. "I got molested and abused is what happened!" She screamed in my face, and the cut started bleeding again, harder and harder with everytime he talked.. well.. yelled. Me? I just stood there. Frozen in my place after what she just said. I snapped out of it quicker than I thought I would and pulled her into my arms, rubbing her hair and telling her it would be okay over and over and she bawled her eyes out into my shirt. "What happened, tell me everything" I told her after she calmed down a bit. She nodded weakily. "I was just...." She looked like she was searching for the right words. "I just walked down the hall minding my buisness, when seth -that guy in our former math class? The one before we went back - pulled me into a room, and shoved his hand down my pants" She shivered. "I started crying, and when I stuggled against him, he slapped me and dragged his fucking ring down my face" She said. I felt so bad. I instantly brought my lips to hers, kissing her, trying to take her pain away. She hesitated, but soon her lips moved with mine. "Its okay, I'm always going to be here Sky" I told her. She nodded, tears glossing her eyes. "Now! Lets get you leaned up" I smiled at her. I rubbed achohal over her cut against, digging hard to wipe the blood from her face. I felt so bad, but it had to be cleaned before I could could get her stitched up, and bandaged. I took a needle, and dissolving stitch thread. "Brace your self babe, its gonna hurt" I told her, looking into her sad eyes. "Kiss me?" She said softly. I put the needle down and held onto her waist tight as she sat up on the counter. I kissed her lips hungrily, begging for her sadness to go away. She licked my lips and I parted them slightly, allowing her tongue to dance with mine. She moaned softly, and I smiled pulling away. I cleaned her cut quickly once more before poking the needle lightly into her skin, going in and out, feeling terrible I was hurting her in anyway. I know, just this morning I was scedualing a kissing lesson with Kimmy, but that doesnt mean I dont love Skyler, Cause I do. I sighed at myself. I cant cheat on Skyler.. It would be wrong, no matter how much I want kimmy.. how much I care for her... I was on the verge of tears, and I know, It seems strange, but I just pushed them back and finished up her stitching. "There" I mumbled and broke the thread. She looked at me, its wasnt a bad stitching, she still looked beautiful. I smiled knowing I had her. I frowned knowing I would have almost lost her if I had gone with kimmy. I leaned in, holding her face in my hands so lightly as if I could break her, and kissed her lips for a long, comfortable time, smiling and just being with her. I almost ruined this... "Okay guys were leaving back for lunch!, Cya love dorks" Zoey shouted laughing along with Justin just before the door closed. I looked back at Skyler, her eyes were glowing, and her smile was tilted up. I smiled before leaning her back on the counter, getting over top of her, and having one the the hottest make-out sessions I have ever had. Thinking about it afterwards, I laughed and smiled at the thought. Then... we took things up stairs.

Justin...

Zoey and I walked out to the little yellow jeep those girls call a car. I was watching Zoey as she bent over and grabbed the car keys she dropped. Her legs were long, and looked smoother, her back and stomach were showing from her Sour patch kids Maynard T-shirt/Tank, Her gorgeous, roud butt was tucked away tightly in her short shorts, and hair was just laying across her face... She looked beautiful. "Like what you see?" She smirked at me, snapping me out of my thoughts. I smiled up at her. "Not even a little bit" She tryed to show fake hurt, but I swear I seen some real shining in her eyes. I sighed hoping she knows I was joking. I turned the radio up and and Kelly clarkson's -What doesnt kill you, was blaring. Zoey isntantly perked up and began singing. Her voice was gorgeous, I just sat there in awe, smiling wide as she wiggled her butt on the car seat. How much I wanted to be that seat I said to myself before laughing. "What do you have for lunch today?" She asked me. I smiled at her, "Fifteen bucks" I said smirking. She laughed. "Very healthy" She smiled at me. "What about you?" I felt myself asking before I could stop the words. I knew she didnt eat, and when she did, she basically threw the food up like is was a crime being in her stomach. I hated that she did that, I knew it wasnt making her healthy like she should be. I couldnt be without my best friend, I mean, the girl meant a lot to me. I looked at her shift her wait before answering me. "Nothing, as usual" She sad smirked. "Okay" I told her. You dont wanna see us get into a fight, cause no-one ever wins. We both end up bawling out eyes out, being pissed and snapping at every person who says our name, its bad. I shivered at the thought. "Okay" She mimicked and laughed smiling at me. She pulled into the parking lot of the school, and I stepped out. She Jumped on my back, and I hugged her butt to lift her higher before grabbing her thighs. I wasnt trying to be perverted, I just couldnt hold her up with her ankles or something. "Too the tree!" She shouted hugging my head and ruffling my hair between her hands. One thing she knows I love and hate at the same time. Love it,because it turns me on, hate it, because it turns me on. I sighed and just let her be happy. She's happy, im happy I smiled to myself. I shifted her weight a few times, by the 4th time, she asked "Am I too heavy?, Im sorry Im fat" She mumbled into my hair. "Zoey, your not fat, you just keep slipping" I told her shifting her weight again. "Yes I am JC" I could feel her tense up as she mumbled from her lips in my hair. "Zoey no your not" I told her. "Am" "Arnt" "Am" "Arnt" "Am" "Arnt" I Put her down and let her face me. "Your arnt, your perfect" I told her and kissed her nose. She grumbled a cuss word and jumped back on my back. "Just shut up" I told her and carried her on my back to the cafeteria. We don't sit in here at lunch, everyone always starred at us, like we were some fucking wolf pack of people with sharpe blades. Although, there were some girls who flirted occasionally with me and the guys, same for the girls. Zoey clung to my back, presses her body against me tightly, as if I could protect her from the stares of judgemental idiots. I put her down and held her hand, and squeezed lightly before letting go. I scouted the tables, seeing if there was any of our friends around. I spotted a gorgeous girl, her hair black and her eyes almost purple they were so dark blue. I smirked and as this girl in short shorts and a crop top checked me out, head to toe. She was really gorgeous, but nothing compared to Zoey of course. I looked around nervous that someone read my mind or something. I gave her a quick seductive wink before getting pulled into line with Zoey. I starred at the long line of tins that had food. I looked at Zoey. She could use some healthy stuff... she looked pale and sick, but somehow still moving with that slow motion, sexy glow when she walked up beside me. I grabbed a plastic, take-out looking container and put in some macaroni and cheese, some brocoli,carrots and another scoop of mac and cheese on top. I grabbed another container and stuffed in a piece of skinless, boneless, pealable chicken, and crammed in some more raw vegatables rather than cooked. I closed both there lids, grabbed a bag of Doritoes from the rack, two cans of icetea, a carton of milk and manged to still pay the lunch lady 10 dollars while carrying it all. I know its wrong being her best friend and all, to make her eat, but I really couldnt watch her pass out again... not after what happened last time. I Grabbed a fork and straw and lead her out of the side doors of the cafeteria. I Balanced the stuff in my hand so it didnt show I picked up some extra things. Zoey just strotted beside me. We passed down a narrow broken fenced off area, and stepped over it before continuing down the dirt path, just off the school's woods. We turned the corner into a big tree that was huge at the trunk with a wide, circling wooden bench/table/sitting thing. "Hey! where's Clay and Sky?" Mickey came up and hugged Zoey, taking some stuff from my hands. I shoke my head smiling, "Doing the nasty in the kitchen by now" I said laughing. Clair and Jason shared a look of debate. What were they debating? "Really?" Tyler asked waggling his eyebrows. "Yeah, they were all over eachother, never left there bodies apart for more than a second" I said opening my Ice tea. "What are they doing home?" The voice asked. I smiled. Kimmy. I swear, that girl was troubled but she was just so concerned with her friends, nothing could stop her from getting the answer. "Skyler got cut, bad, Clay stitched her up and of course, gave her a lollipop" I said waggling my eyebrows. Kimmy frowned and mumbled "Poor Sky..." Before turning back to her un-touched lunch, hugging her knees. I frowned...just like Zoey...I shoke myself. I looked around at my friends. Clair and Jason looked like they were skeptical about something, Mickey was As far away from Kimmy as he could get, avoiding the fact she was looking straight at him, Jada and Tyler were on seperate sides of the bench thingie, and Danyelle and Riley were whispering to eachother, in the others arms. I looked back at Clair and Jason. "Spill it" I said, causing everyone to look at who was talking. They groaned and sighed. They talked to eachother for a bit before talking to us. I took this time too feed Zoey. I opened up the containers of food I had. I was leaned up against the front of the tree, just off to the edge of everyone's cluster. I pulled Zoey back with me. "Please eat for me..." I begged her with my eyes. She nodded, quickly but sad. I forked a bunch of mini brocoli's onto the forks points and fed them into her mouth. She scrunched up her face, but chewed. I kept forking food into her mouth, as soon as she was done, I gave her another amount of something else. I peeled the chicken and gave her a piece to chew on. "Skyler cheated on Clay" Clair mumbled. I snapped my eyes up along with everyone else to glare surprised yet worried/angry looks at Clair and Jason. "Explain, Now." Mickey said sternly. It was his bestfriend who was about to get hurt. His voice was still scarily harsh and strong though. Except, I would be pissed if someone did that to Zoey. I wouldnt let anyone be with her but me. I looked around to see everyone was as shocked as me. Mickey was never acted like this. His fist's were bundled, his shoulers slummed and his vains slowly pumped his blood. I watched, as Kimmy grew close to him, sitting in his lap, taking his hands and wrapping them around her waist and leaning agsint his chest. He relaxed, and I heard him whisper "Im sorry" before it got silent again. Tyler gave Danyelle a look that I ignored right after I'd seen it. I kept forking stuff into Zoey's mouth. She hesitated with every mouth full, like it was poison or something, but she still ate it. I was so happy she was eating. I opened the carton of Milk I got and handed it to her. "Jason...im not sick" She frowned at me, then the Milk. "Please, it keeps your bones strong" I frowned at her. Her eyes watered and I wiped her tears quickly before pulling her into my crossed legs and hugged her belly. "Dont cry .. please just drink this for me?" I asked her, nuzzling her neck. She nodded, took the Milk, and took some sips in between bites of another strip of chicken I peeled for her. "Me and Jason were walking up in the fourth story hall way when we heard grunting" Clair said. "And lots of it" Jason added. "Then we stopped infront of that old art classroom...Opened the door... and she was on her knees." "The one Mr. Whip taught?" Danny asked. "Omg! Yeah, whatever happend to him?" Jada shrieked. "I think he got fired or something, but he was really awesome, Clay used to take his class right?" Zoey asked through a mouth full of food. "Mhm" Danny agreed. "How Ironic she was giving a fucking BJ to some asswipe of a guy in the same class Clay learned how to become the artist he is today" Kimmy added. My eye's grew wide. "Kimmy!" She looked at me like I was nuts. "What?, I was just saying" She said and shrugged. "Daaaamn. I havent heard you swear that much in one sentence girl" Tyler said. Everyone burst up laughing. "Okay, anyway, back to the fact Skyler is lying her balls off to Clay, and there prob getting it on right now?" Clair said. "Me and Clair were gonna tell him, tonight" Jason said. "Yeah, alright, we can all tell him" Tyler said. I felt something drip on my arm. I looked down and it was.. well, it looked like blood. "What the..-" I looked at Zoey.She covered her mouth and hopped out of my lap, leaned on the grass and started puking. "Zoey!" I shouted, rushed to her side and pulled back her hair, rubbing her tummy for her. He puke was blood red, mixed with all the food I fed her. Cause she doesnt eat, and when she does she pukes it up, her gag reflex's are so weak there like a thin piece of string. She basically, pukes up everything she eats like a reflex now. I rubbed her belly some more, she wiped he mouth with the back of her hand, and turned around as I left go of her hair. "Sorry guys" She said sitting against my lap and I still rubbed her tummy. "Dont worry girl, it wasnt that bad" Danny told her. "Yeah, just a little blood" Tyler winked. "No worries" Jada and Kimmy said together, and smiled at her. Zoey layed back into my arms and whispered "Keep rubbing, it makes the pain go away". Being a guy.. it seems odd I literally almost burst up in tears at that single sentence. But being a guy In love with his best friend... well, you would too, guy or not. "I wont stop" I told her, and I didnt. I just held her for the rest of lunch, rubbing her tummy as she got more color in her face, and she started laughing with the jokes people told. She turned her head and whispered into my ear as everyone burst up laughing at something Kimmy said, again. "I Love you" She whispered. That?, that I did cry to. I shed a few tears as I burried my head and face into her neck. When I caught my breath, and calmed down, I whispered "I love you too" And started rubbing her tummy again.

Riley...

We all sat back down and starting talking again. The bell would be ringing soon, and I knew I would have to go and talk with danny about why I was so cold this morning. I wasnt looking forward to it. I sat on the circled bench that rounded the tree's trunk, with Danyelle in my arms. I was still tense, hardly looking at her, avoiding her completely until of course I knew I couldnt get away from her. This is sounding completely wrong, and mean, and like im a horrible boyfriend, but im really really not. God Riley just put up with it and quite acting like an ass... I told myself. I ran my tongue over my lip piercing's a few times, sitting there with her in my arms. I relaxed, it felt so good for her to be in my arms. Her little thin fingers were threaded through mine, holding them just under her shirt around her waist. I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you like crazy! Im just to scared and embarrassed to have sex with you danny... I was mumbling that thought in my head and I instantly tensed up. I dropped Danny's hands and wiped them over my jeans, igoring that fact she just got up, and walked over to the little swing we set up, and sat on it holding her knees. Ignoring the fact I was probably breaking her heart by being so cruel... Ignoring the fact she might not love me as much anymore... Okay, so maybe I wasnt ignoring those things. I sighed and went over to her. I took a deep breath, coming up behind her and holding her waist, hugging her to my chest from behind. I have to tell her, No scratch that... I have to stop being such a pussy and... do it with her. I breathed again, running my lips over her collar bone, and nibbling my teeth and her neck. She moaned softly between biting her lip and held my hands tighter around her. She let go, as if I had just stung her. "Its okay... Im ready for our talk, lets stay back when the bell rings" I told her into her ear before kissing her cheek and letting her go smiling. The one thing I was truley ignoring was the fact my stomach was racing and wanting me to throw up. Why was I so scared to have sex with her? I loved her, and she (hopefully) still loved me. Maybe its cause you havent so much as touched a girl's tits let alone have any 'Alone time' with yourself.. ever. Your completely un-experienced, and have no clue what the fuck your doing, or are going to do with deciding do go forward on this... if you dont chicken. I could literally hear my conscience yelling and me in my head like it was a person. I sighed. It was right. I dont know what the fuck im doing, or am going to do. "Hey Riles, got head phones in?" Kimmy asked me. "Naah, just lost in my thoughts babes, what about you, whatcha' doing?" I asked her smiling. She sat beside me. "Just thinking too, kinda stuck in my thoughts though" She mumbled. "Me too babes... me too" I mumbled and kissed her hair before retreating back to hugging my knees as she did. The bell rang and I tensed. All my scared, freaked out emotions went into over drive and I felt byself becoming like stone. I snapped out of it and of course, looked around for madousa's snake's and shit. "You guys coming?" Tyler asked. "Nah, well see you later bro" Danny said and ran up and hugged him. He nodded at her before she walked back to be and was about to sit in my lap when she froze for a second and sat beside me. I sighed. I was doing this... "This morning, you tensed when Tyler brought up sex, why?" She asked clutching her palms around the bottom of the bench, and raising one eyebrow. I swear, I froze all over again. Was I even a guy? I was begining not to think so. I took a deep long breath that turned out sounding like a groan of hatred. Fml. "Because im scared, and un-experienced, and freaking out 100% about going that far with you and I really really really dont wanna screw it up!" I said fast and held my breath. There was a pause. Then, she burst up laughing, holding her stomach and and doubling over. I got up, and walked away. I didnt expect that, laughing? Are you fucking kidding me? I sighed annoyed with myself. I shouldnt have said anything to her she prob- I got yanked back to what was happening by a grip that made me wipe out. I looked up and danyelle who looked sad. "Sorry babe..." She frowned and I dusted myself off when I stood up. "Its fine" I said and when she dropped my arm, I was about to walk away when she stood infront of me and stopped me. "I didnt mean to laugh, its just that im not experienced, or strong about this either. Im nervous, and scared, and dont know what the fuck im doing" She told me. "Im sorry I got tense this morning, I just couldnt look at you to see if you had disgust, or disapointment in your eyes" I said looking at the ground. "More like rage and flames if you ask me..." She mumbled and I laughed hugging her body to mine. I grabbed her hand and sat her down on the bench in my lap, straddling my waist so she was facing me. "I want to" She said. "I do too" I Smirked. I took a deep breath, and looked at her. Trying to stay calm, I spoke. "I dont know what im doing, just like you,I dont know how to move fast, or was positions to do, or how im not gonna hurt you. Were gonna screw up..." I said and she looked away. I pulled her chin lightly and made her face me. I put on a goofy, heart warming smile (I hoped) and said "But I want to screw up... with you." She smiled at me, pushing me back on the bench and kissing my lips soft , but hard, leaving me completly breathless. I ran my fingers in circles on her hips and smiled against her kiss. "This weekend... I wanna try" I told her and kissed her again. "So, this weekend?" She asked comfirming. I nodded and pulled her deeper into my lap. All my sense of fear, and nerves, were gone. I just felt with my body, my mind racing the entire time. Our lips moved together, smiling against one anothers more times then I could count. We layed behind the tree, and before I knew it, she was asleep in my arms, laying on my chest snoring like a little kitten. I kissed her hair and ran my fingers through it a few times before kissing it again and staying still, listening to her breathe. Yeah, were make-out, and cuddle, and make-out a lot, but we dont try anything sexual, thats why I was so nervous. Just shut the fuck up, there's no reason to be anymore... I smirked. So we both have no clue what to do, maybe I should research or something. Queer move dude... I rolled my eyes at my conscience. Stupid little voice, I wanna do things right, so im gonna search up one question thats bugging me. I took out my blackberry from my back poket and put the headphones that were hanging around my neck in my ears. I scrolled down my list of songs and pressed the enter button when I hit the song "Scream for my Icecream" - Blood on the dance floor. I looked over at Danny, careful not to wake her up, I turned the song on low and closed my eyes listening. I took a breath and typed in "How to eat a girl out", in google, then pressed search. Of course, the image's that popped up instantly got me hard, so I had to scroll quick through a list of some ideas before I got to out of my control. I scrolled some more, then closed it and just layed back and listened to my music. Ask her what she likes... be gentle yet rough, use every part of your mouth, make her scream in pleasure... I shivered at that last one. The thought of her moaning gave me chills that made me smile like an idiot. She curled into my chest more, leaning her head on me. I relaxed and took every thought of sexual stuff out of my head, and just focused on being in love with this woman. I took a deep breath. Her hair smelt like strawberry's. I smirked. Strawberries are my favourite scent, she wore it diliberatly, she knew it drove me crazy. I breathed in her scent again. Ohhh my god. I bite my lip and smirked, I just wanted her body right then. She means a lot to me. "I love you" I thought out loud. "I love you too" I heard her mumble into my chest. I started laughing. "You werent even sleeping" I asked rubbing her arm. "Nope, just listening to you sniff me" She smiled and laughed. "You smell, amaazing" I whispered into her ear and watched her shiver. "Ready for New Year's Eve?" She asked. "Im ready to kiss your beautiful lips when the clock strikes 12, yes" I said once again to her, making her shiver. "Good" She said breathless. I laughed and I smiled to myself, kissed her forhead, and closed my eyes, falling asleep beside her as my song ended.

Kimberly...

When the bell rang, I walked off back to the school with Mickey by my side. I couldnt just be mad at him anymore, and I mean, he was the one avoiding me this morning, not the other way around, At least I looked at him, he didnt even smile at me when I came down the stairs, like really? Whatever. I sighed and just kept walking. I couldnt help that I liked him, or that everytime he brushed my hand with his when we walked, I melted and wanted just to grab his hand and cuddle into his side. I sighed again. I took out my phone and opened Clayton's contact name. I sent him a text.
Me: Hey C, whats up?
Him: Nm, er.. cant talk really.
Me: Oh, is everything ohkay?, Im excited for tonight.. sort of xD
Him: Yeah, with Sky, but I uhm, about tonight, I have to cancel , im sorry. I just dont think its right because of Skyler, im sorry, again. I wanted to, I did, but its just not right. Plus, really, your to young, its your first kiss it should be special, not with me. Im sorry.
Me: K.
Him: ??
I didnt get back to him. I was hurt. Really hurt. I realized, that I liked Clayton a little bit. If I didnt, I wouldnt be getting this hurt by him cancelling our session of him teaching me to kiss. The session I was actually looking forward to. I chewed my lip. He called me young?, I’m not 12 I’m 15. I flinched when I knew I split my lip. I licked over it and just sighed. Screw him. I wasnt going to show that I was upset, that I was seriously considering ditching school to go have time with my blade. No. But.. How was I going to kiss Mick? I dont know how... im so pathetic! Im like what? 15 and can't even kiss a guy? Wait, no, you know what, when He kisses me, i'll kiss him back. I'll just go with the flow, make it seem like I know what im doing, it cant be that bad. Right? I just sighed again, walking down the hall with Mickey. Naturally, we were late, considering we dont eat lunch close by, and we leave after the bell rings?, it didnt surprise me. The halls were getting empty, maybe 7 people were in the hall me and Mickey were in? I looked over at him, he was so cute. The red in his hair just made his whole body flame with hotness. I suppressed the urge to bite my lip, he knows I do that when im upset, or thinking about a guy. Why does he have to know me so well? I smiled though. I loved that he knew me, just as much as I hated it. He caught me smiling and laughed. "Your cute when you smile" he said. I Laughed, "Thankyou?". "Your welcome bebe!, So, everyone is going out to a New Year's Eve party tonight, you wanna come?" He asked putting his arm around me. I didnt feel like I was in a party mood, not even for New Year's Eve. I sighed. "Nah, its alright, im gonna stay home" I Smiled at him. Things were looking up. He called me cute, his arm was around me, I couldnt stop smiling. "Alright, i'll see if I cant find someone to stay home with you". Until he said that. I slipped from under his arm, and rounded on him. "I dont need a baby sitter! What, cause im the youngest you automatically think I need someone to stay home with me? Cause I cant stay in a house by myself?! Its New's Year's Eve, sorry if I dont wanna get drunk! God, is ‘kid’ the only thing you think of me?” I clenched my fists. All I was to him was a kid. Thats all I was ever gonna be to him, never his girlfriend, never a girl he liked, never anything but a kid, who's a friend. "You dont get it do you!" He shouted in my face. "Get what!" I shouted right back. "That I like you!, More than a friend! God damn it Kimster! Your not a little kid to me. Im just worried about you so much im scared to leave your side!" "No you dont" I said flatly. Not caring that he was making it my fault that he didnt wanna leave me alone. Not caring that he- Then his lips attacked mine. I was pushed up to a locker, with his hands on my waist and mine around his neck. I was still too shocked to realize, I was kissing back!. He pressed his body against mine, licking my lip before I opened them and he gently licked all around my lips. Then, he lightened his grip, his pressure against my body, he was so gentle, I felt faint and I knew I was blushing. Still kissing my lips, he pecked them before whispering "Still wanna tell me I dont?" before pressing my lips, deep and hard with his, and pulled away smiling at me, holding my waist. I smiled back. "You can stay home by yourself" He said and kissed my cheek. "Though, I wished you come" He whispered in my ear making me shiver. I nodded. I couldnt stop blushing, or smiling, I just couldnt. I closed my eyes, biting my lip. When I opened them again, he was gone, and I didnt feel all that happy anymore. It doesnt mean were dating... we kissed. I wish we were dating, but he didnt ask me out. We just kissed. My FIRST kiss. I was still breathless, still tingly. I just kissed Mickey! I jumped up and down like the little dork I am, right there in the hallway! When I finally calmed down, I just decided to go home. I was too tipsy off that experience to even focus on how sharp my pencial was, let alone math, english, and canadian geography. I walked to my locker, grabbed my black and red Death Note felt bag, and walked back down the hall. I took out my phone and realized I had 4 messages, and 2 voicemails. I already knew who they were from, but I checked them anyway. The messages were all pretty much the same, Kimmy, Call me. Kimmy whats wrong? Kimmy, I didnt mean you were a kid. I rolled my eyes, and typed in my voicemail password, and pressed my BlackBerry to my ear. Kimmy, c'mon, I didnt mean it the way it was written, look, I just dont wanna loose Sky, c'mon, please? Just call me back, Please? Love you bye. I deleted the message and didnt think twice about it. He doesnt even understand she cheated on him ! He doesnt even know yet .... I felt like someone tightened there hand around my heart and squeezed it till it popped. I felt like the walking dead with all my thoughts running through my head. I was confused about so much, and it was literally making me feel like I was draining of my own life. "FUCK!" I screamed, standing in the middle of the parking lot. Everyone would be in class by now. I didnt even know why I screamed that word... maybe its cause I just kissed Mickey... I like Clay aswell as Mickey..., That Clay was at home making out with the girl who cheated on him, while he cancelled with me, and he doesnt know she did ?... or, I cant legally drive? Though I know how too, lets just hope I dont get caught, then im screwed. Fml ... I stepped into the car and rummaged through the little cubby in the passengers seat, grabbed the keys and started the car up. I pressed my foot on the gas, turned the wheel and pulled out of the parking lot, driving causiously down the roads. Yes, this was totally illegal, but it was also a TOTAL rush. I felt like the wind blowing through the window was washing away all my thoughts. Everything I felt, was gone. I was an empty shell filled with the lust of feedom. And now I sound like I belong at a poetry slam talking about global warming and frawlicking fairies. I took a deep breath and focused on the road and wind. I wasnt thinking about my problems, nothing was running through my mind except the fact that I just kissed Mickey. I turned on the radio and the song "Call Me Maybe" Started blasting. I sang along, horribly I might add, and didnt even care that people were screaming out there windows for me to shut up. "SO CALL ME MAYBE!" I started wiggling in my chair, smiling and singing. I laughed when the song ended. It felt so good to drive! I relaxed and smiled, listening to the songs that played, forgetting about my thoughts. In to fast of a time, I was pulling into the drive way of the house. My stomach knotted, knowing I would have to see Clay. I put my big girl panties on and climbed out of the now parked car. I skipped happily up to the front door, and unlocked it with my keys before throwing them on the little table by the door, and shutting it behind me. I didnt have to get half way up the stairs, or be in the house for more than 15 seconds to realize what was happening just up stairs and down the hall. The moaning was loud enough, and that alone made my heart crack so fast, I felt the ripple in my chest actually shake me. Still, I walked up to Skylers room, turned the knob, and strutted in. I guess I needed closure, because I didnt have any actual clue why I wanted to walk in on one of the guys I liked, and one of my house mates, having sex. Yet, there I was, starring at Clay and Skyler, wrapped up in sheets, utterly frozen in place. "Kim-" Clay started but I cut him off with a flat, hard, no emotion filled "Fuck. You", followed by a nice house shaking slam of a door. Now all my emotions were flooding in. I walked down the stairs and out back too the pool. I took off my crop top and blue jeans. I was in my Grey Victoria Secret bra set. It wasnt frilly or lacey, it looked plain, almost like a swimsuit. I just took off my clothes and jumped in the water. Tears were flowing down my face and I was underwater. Yeah, thats sounds completly odd considering its water and water but I could feel my eyes stinging, and my heart cracking, and my breathing speeding up. I still didnt take a breath, I just kept swimming underwater. It did feel like it could wash away my sadness, or like it was. I felt drained of my emotions, but I new as soon as I took a breath, they would flood back in so quick, I could get whiplash. Though, I knew I had to take a breath. Yeah, what I seen Clay doing is hurting like hell, but I wasnt in any shape to try and kill myself, nor did I want to. I was pissed, fuck yeah was I ever, but I wanted to live. Period. I swam to the very bottom of the deep end, killed my tip-toed feet off the bottom and sprinted up, head held back, popping out of the water, gasping for a breath I desperatly needed. I pushed the hair out of my face and took another breath. The tears started coming harder, and my breathing was like little pants. I climbed out of the pool and sat on the deck, holding my knees to my chest and cried like no-one was watching me. I felt sick to my stomach, like my heart was in my stomach and I could puke it up along with everything else that wa- I turned my head and knelt over the grass puking my guts out. My eyes poured out water while my mouth poured out a green slushie I bought at lunch. Looking at it now... green is no longer a color to me, and I will never use it again so long as I live. My tree's and grass with my yellow or blue. I wiped my mouth with the back of my hand and curled back into my ball holding my knees. I clentched my fists and silent tears fell again. I wiped them quickly and stood walking over to my clothes. I went into my jean pokect and slipped out my little carry blade. I walked back over to the deck again. I placed my feet in the water and swished them around, still holding the blade in my palm. My thoughts were endless, but still, I pushed them back, taking the blade in my fingers and digging it into my skin. At first I just pierced the corner of the blade into my skin, then I pressed the whole thing, 4 cm line of the sharp blade into my skin, breaking it in a split second. I dont know how many times I did it, but how ever many times I did, it took all my hurt away. Yeah sure I was filled with the pain of actually cutting into my skin and making myself bleed, but I didnt mind, cause all the hurt and tears Clay brought, were gone. Digging into my skin once more with the blade, I threw it in the grass behind me and took a long breath. Why was I even crying over him anyway? Cause you like like him... Well yeah, theres that. I let out a sigh and clutched the edge of the pool deck, swinging my feet in the water. I really liked Clay. Almost as much as I liked Mickey, and I now, im just so confused with what to do. Its not like I have the decision to pick, because 1. they arnt even mine, 2, Clayton doesnt like me back. I started crying again. I looked at my wrists. The cuts were rising with blood and flowing over my wrists. A sob escaped my lips and I broke down crying harder this time... If that was possible. It was an ugly, snot filled, panting (could hardly breathe) cry. I stood up, and dove into the water. I kicked off the wall, pushing through the water, blowing from my nose. I swam to the corner of the pool, still under water and just sat ont he little riser there. The pool lights under were shining making the water look so awesome. Then the thoughts of sunsets were floating through my mind, and then the beach, then hot guys.... then shirtless hot guys... then Mickey shirtless My mind came back to reality and I realized I needed a breath. I swam to the bottom, kicked off and sprung up. I took my gasp too soon because half of my mouth intook water, and I started choking. Pain shot up my arm when I grabbed for the deck. I felt dizzy and light headed, choking on the water that was still in my lungs. I was no where near the edges by now, and It felt like my whole arm was on numb-mode, so I was stuck choking trying to tred water with one hand. With my one hand bloody and worthless, it really just poured out blood making it look like a shark had just eaten of my legs. I kicked my feet rapidly, trying to rise myself. I intook more water attempting to rise higher with my treding, causing me to shake and sink deeper. Water filled my lungs as I stopped moving and slowly sunk down. My eyes weres till open but my body just felt like a mother fucking stone. This is how I die... As soon as I thought it I regreted it. But its true... I mentally shoke myself even though my body was sinking like a metal block. I closed my eyes and at that instant, felt like strong arms were pulling me away to my next life... the one in heaven.. maybe hell?. Noppe ! Not even close.

Clayton...

Laying over top of Skylers body, making love to her. My god was I ever happy. "I Love You" I told her. She smiled and blushed. "I love you too Clay, only you, I promise" She said and kissed me passionately. I started kissing her neck, sucking on it while she moaned my name over and over again, begging me to go faster and harder. I obeyed everytime, not wanting her moaning to stop. She leaned in real lose to my ear and said 4 words that really got me going: "Im about to cum". Her moans got louder and mine echoed hers. "Sky!" I moaned. We were still going at it when Kimmy opened the door, and stood there looking like the walking dead, her face full of emotions it was hard NOT to read. Pain.. Hatred... Love.. Hurt.. While me and Skyler were wrapped up in sheets full of pure hormones and for me .. one big ass hard on. Her eyes got glossy, and I felt terrible. "Kim-" I started but she just cut me off with a really strong, powerfully, couldnt care less if she said it, "Fuck. You.", followed by the slam of a door that I swear shoke the bed we were in, and not in a good way. I wanted to burst into tears but I couldnt. I was to shocked that she even said that. Did Kimberly like me? Why would she care if she didnt... I took her off my mind, and started things with Skyler again. We finshed. And the only I regretted was Releasing inside her with no condom on... but I think she told me she was on the pill. I smiled to myself and just cuddled into her as she lay there beside me. I couldnt stop smiling... until Kimmy's sobs erupted through our window, and I knew she was crying really hard for them to be that loud. I got up and put on my boxers, jeans and a bottom up plaid shirt, and didnt bother to do up the bottoms. Skyler bit her lip was she watched me. I smiled and laughed as she blushed. Then she got up, her hair instantly laying over her boobs. She picked up her red panties and a white tank top. She slipped them on, and that was it. She just climbed back into bed before winking at me. I crawled in next to her and smiled. She cuddled into my chest and I kissed her forehead. I smiled to myself again, only for it to instantly turn into a frown when more sobs erupted through the window. There was also a few gasps and squeaks that had me worried. Skyler had fallen asleep in my arms, so I kissed her forehead, brushing the hair away from her face, and slipped out of bed. I stepped up to the window. I drew back the curtains and peeked out slightly. Kimmy was crying and snotting and shaking, the works. The water around her was red tinged, and I knew she had been cutting. I had huntch when I heard the gasps and squeaks, but now I knew. I wanted to punch a wall. Look what I did to her! I was hating myself for this. I looked back at the water just as Kimmy dived into it. Bubbles were rising in the top of the pool as I watched her not pop up for about a minute and a half. I was getting worried, and it scared me. But she popped up, and I closed my eyes in relief. That is until I heard choking and splashing and coughing and gaging. I looked out the window to see Kimmy gasping and trying to tred water with one arm. She went under, poping back up and choking again. My feet were moving faster than I was because I was jetting down the stairs and out to the pool. When I got there, Kimmy was fully under water, not moving any direction but down. I took off my shirt and dove into the water after her. I wrapped my arm around her waist as the other was under her thigh, lifting her closer to me and I kicked towards the surface. When my head popped out I was the only one taking a breath because her body was limp under my touch. I swam a little way over to the edge of the pool. I lifted her body up and layed it on the smooth tiled deck before using my upper body strength and pushing myself up to kneel on the deck beside her. "Kimmy" I shoke her shoulders lightly. "Kimmy you have to wake up, please you really need to wake up" I said shaking her again. Tears were streaming down my face and I over looked her body that was slightly pale. "You have to wake up, please, I love you, you have to wake up" My voice cracked as I said it. I pushed my palms over her heart 5 times and she spit out water that hit my face. "Why do I have to wake up again?" she said groggily. My eyes shot open and I smiled. "Kimmy!" I enveloped her in a hug, leaning her up and over my body as she straddled my waist. I cuddled her in my arms, she smelt good, but odd. Like strawberries and cherries but also and odd metal smell that I knew was blood. Still, I didnt want to let go of her as I wrapped my arms around her waist and she hugged my neck. What started as a hug didnt end that way because I leaned in and pecked her lips. It took her a few second to react before she pressed her whole body into mine, making my moan into her mouth as our lips moved together. She licked my bottom lip and I spread my mouth open, taking her tongue in my teeth before licking it with my own. She moaned into my mouth this time, and I held her waist gently and her hips grinded into my slightly. She was amazing at this! I couldnt even beileve it, I wanted all of her. I traced little circles on her hips and she placed one hand on my chest and the other around my neck, licking all around my mouth, pressing deeper into me. I pulled back for a breath and smiled at her. Her breathing was just as heavy and rapid as mind. "Were the hell did you learn to kiss like that?" I asked her, my breathing heavy but slowing down. She giggled and kissed my cheek and nose. "I dont know, I guess it just comes naturally" She smiled. I smiled back and we just looked at eachother for a long period of time. Her face went serious as a smile played at the corners of her lips. "You saved my life" she said warmly. "I was trying" I said seriously. "Thank you..." she whispered lightly into my ear as she nuzzled my neck. When she kissed it, I bite my lip, wanting her grinding into me and holding me again. And she was only in a bra and panties! My god Kimmy what are you doing to me. What I felt with Kimmy I didnt feel with Skyler. And I was deciding weather I liked it or not when Kimmy started sucking on my neck making me moan again. My decision was made, I fucking liked it. I gently pulled her lips to mine, moving them sync with hers, and I licked her tongue and held her hips. She started pressing deeper into my, grinding so slightly that I wouldnt feel it if it wasnt for how hard she was doing it. I nibbled on her lip, catching her tongue in my teeth once again before sucking on it with my lips. She moaned softly into my mouth, and i almost didnt hear it. But I still smiled. She wrapped both her arms around my neck this time, smiling against my lips before kissing my long and hard, then pulling away. "Kimmy I really like you" I told her, hoping she wouldnt reject me. "I like you too... but.." she started but looked away, her eyes glossy. I cracked. Seeing her cry made me get all teary eyed. "But what about Skyler Clay?, I JUST seen you and her loose your selves in eachother" She said wiping her eyes. I didnt know what to say. I was so lost for words I might as well have been stone. Sighing completely annoyed with myself, I looked at her. "Im dating Skyler, I wont stop dating Skyler, but that doesnt change how I feel about you Kimmy. Its like if you were dating Mickey, and you liked him, obviously, but would you dump him flat with no reason, just because you liked me more. It would crush him, just like it would crush Skyler." I told her. She looked away, her eyes falling with tears. I put both my hands on her cheeks and pulled her to look at me. "It doesnt change anything. I can like two people, and you, are always going to be one of them" I said. She looked away again. "And Kimmy... please dont cut yourself over me. Ever." I said, drawing her eyes back to me. "No promises". She said. I kissed her long and hard, roaming my hands over her body as she kissed back at the last second before I pulled away. She groaned in fustration. I laughed. It was fun teasing her, even though she absolutely hated it. She narrowed her eyes at me and I smiled. "Stop teasing me! Or i'll tease back" She said huffing in fustration. Thinking of the ways she could tease me turned me on, but I quickly put them out of my mind and smiled. "Okay, no more teasing" I told her and leaned in. Just before our lips touched, I rolled us over so I was on top and kissed her cheek. Smirking at another groan in fustration she made, I stood up and walked back into the house smiling like an idiot. My clothes were half soaked from her, and there was blood on the back of my neck from where her arm was. I rubbed the back of it and looked at my hand. She cut more than once, the blood was a lot. Sighing I went to the bathroom upstairs and locked the door behind me. I stripped out of my clothes and noticed a had a sight hard on. "Fuck... she really got me going" I said and I turned on the shower to cold and got in. I stood there my chest puffed out asI let the water droplets roll down my body. It was melting hot outside so the cold water wasnt even really cold, but boy was I relieved when my little hard on went all the way down. I grabbed some body was and squirtd it into my palm and scrubbed my body. I rubbed my chest and them scrubbed the back of my neck. The water turned pink and swirled down the drain. When I was washed and ready I still didnt get out. I was wondering if I should cut... release the stress and thoughts that are all bundled in my head, but I didnt. I just kissed Kimmy, and I really liked it. Im dating Skyler still... me and Skyler lost out virginities together... holy fucking hell im so confused. I just turned off the water after another rinse of water over my face, and stepped out. I stood infront of the mirror with a towel wrapped around my waist, clutching the edge of the sink below it. Lots of things were going through my mind. I never really looked in the mirror. I mean to fix my hair, and such, but really look into the mirror, and focus on myself, I've never been able to do it. Looking at myself I always get disgusted, and start thinking hateful thoughts right before I cut myself. Going through rough times when I was younger, I remembered something my mother told me. "If you can look in the mirror, and count backwards from 10, and bear to look at yourself, then you are truley happy living". I could hear her sweet gentle voice ringing in my ears making my lips smile but my eyes frown. Was I happy with living right now? I felt my stomach flutter as Kimmy's face smiled through my head. Shouldnt it be Skyler im happy about? I didnt know. What I needed was a serious fucking slap. My heart squeezed and I wanted Kimmy to be over me, kissing me and me holding her in my arms. Smiling, I took a deep breath and lifted my head to look at myself in the mirror. "10...9...8...7...6...5...4...3...2...1" My breath caught in my throat and my knees went weak, making me fall to the ground, but not before I hit my forehead off the corner of the sink. Sitting on the floor holding my palm to my head my thoughts wondered. I just went through 10 seconds, and felt no discust or hatred for myself. What was making me so happy? Usually I would want to die. But now... I dont know, its just so confusing. I love Kimmy... Wait! No, Its Skyler I love, Kimmy I like right...? I dont even know anymore. My body was stiff getting off the bathroom floor, which should have been expected. Frowning as my legs tensed up, I held onto the sink looking at the cut on my temple. The blood was only dripping slightly down the side of my face. I took a hand towel from the little closet to the left of the bathroom and wiped up my face. I looked at myself in the mirror again and the bleeding had stopped so I ajusted the towel around my waist and walked out of the bathroom smiling.
"Oh, ew gross, way to be obvious about jerking your chicken in there Clay... god" Danyelle's arms were covering her eyes and she ran down the hallway, and downstairs. I laughed. "I wasnt!" I called down to her. Amused, I walked into my room and seen Skyler still sleeping. She looked beautiful. I coudlnt help but smile. Her blonde hair was wild and frizzed, all over the pillow. Her dark eyeliner was showing over her closed eyes and a small smirkish smile was placed at the corners of her lips. She was still in her panties and a white tank top. The tank top was half up on one side, showing her stomach and belly ring. The covers and blankets were wrapped in between her legs and she curled her hand into her hair, the other at her side as she layed on her back. Rubbing my hand through my now semi dry hair, I went over to my dresser and pulled out a pair of boxers. They were black with red words "Fuck Me, Kiss me, Love me, Marry me" Written all over them. I slipped them on and opened another drawer taking out a red v neck. When i slipped it over my head I noticed it was tight, showing all my muscles like they were buldging out. It was also a bit short, so If, oh I dont know,I was to stretch your would see my v shaped hip bones. I smirked knowing it was going to tease Kimmy. It was fun bugging her even though I was with Skyler. I went over to my closet and pulled out a pair of dark black skinny jeans. I slipped a black and red checkered belt off one of the hangers aswell. I pulled up my jeans to just covering my package, still showing my boxers. The waist was tight, making my buldge show a bit, but not like I had a hard on, just showing I was big. Way to sound conseaded. The rest of the jeans were baggy (thighs), down until it came to calves and ankles, then it got tight again making my low riding attempt look hot if I might say. I laughed quietly, hoping not to wake up Skyler. I slipped my belt through the hoops and buckled it up. I put on some black socks and went to look in my stand up mirror. I messed up my hair, not bothering to put on a hat because I knew Kimmy loved it when my hair was all messy and sexy as she called it. I smirked when I was satisfied. Skyler grumbled from the bed and started tossing and turning. I frowned at her, her eyes were glued shut and she was biting her lip mumbling "Please dont" Over and over again really quietly. I frowned deeper knowing she was having a nightmare. I crawled into bed next to her, took her face in my hands and kissed her gently but passionatly, wiping her tears as they flowed, still not breaking the kiss. She fluttered her eyes open, her heart racing a mile a minute. She blushed when I pulled away and smiled at her. "Nightmare babe?" I asked. She nodded looking tired and pale. I leaned in to kiss her again, starting gently, getting rougher and more passionate. I slid my hand down her thigh and rubbed a finger over her panties. She moaned and I smiled.Standing up and leaving the room, knowing she was going to kill me afterwards, I walked downstairs. I did it really just to get her mind off things for awhile. When I walked downstairs, everyone was sitting around the living room eating pizza. Popcorn, chips, pop, cookies, bags of skittles, starbursts and fuzzy peaches were all over the living room coffee table. I smiled. "Movie night!" I said grabbing a handful of popcorn and sitting down beside Kimmy and Mickey on the couch. "Yeah, Just until 10:30pm, thats when were leaving to go the the New Years Eve party" Tyler said drinking a can of pop. I looked at the clock, it was only 4:16pm. I knew it wouldnt be late since everyone just got home and school ended at 3:30pm. I nodded. I was excited. I could get drunk, and party with my friends. I wondered if Kimmy was going to go, but I quickly took that off my mind and grabbed a 2L bottle of pop, chugging down half of it. I smiled down at Kimmy and she looked blushy and PISSED. I laughed. I couldnt help it. I knew she was pissed about my outfit. I took that moment to look at what she was wearing. Last time I seen her she was half naked...Now she had on a tight, short jean skirt with a brown belt and a Blu-ish greenish and brown checkered plaid shirt that was miss buttoned, showing a side of her stomach. She looked gorgeous. "You. Suck" She said glaring at me and crossing her arms. "Dont make me make you regret those words Mrs. Adams" I said back, breathing hot air on her neck in the process. She shivered and smiled. Skyler walked downstairs at that time and was wearing what to me looked like slut on heels outfit. It was wrong of me to call her that, but if she didnt already have me, the only thing I would wanna do by looking at her is screw her. And it angered me knowing thats what guys would see looking at her. She had on a white see through crop top that went down her stomach sideways, showing the edge of her bright red lacey bra and a whole side of her belly. You could even see the bra through the shirt too. She also had on a white short short SHORT jean skirt with a red belt, and some high heels that were also red. With the way she matched her colors I knew she was trying to show her bra. She had on big white hoop earings that I could stick my fist through, bright red lipstick, dark dark eyeliner that I admit made her gorgeous eyes stand out so perfectly. Her belly button ring was changed to a red bow that dangled just past it button. Her hair was straightened and hanging over her shoulders, and she had on a lot of cover up becase the scar on her face was practiacally invisble. I wanted to get up and yell at her to go change. I didnt want other guys looking at her let alone fucking touching her. Yet im touching other girls... I sighed. But what I wanted was different from what I was going to do. She spun around the edge of the bottom of the stairs and looked at everyone as they stopped talking. "What I miss?" She said and smiled. She walked over to me. She looked at Kimmy for a moment. She was giving a dirty look to her, almost like, she was asking ehr to move. Kimmy starred back and then stood up. Skyler sat in her seat and Kimmy sat on Mickey's lap for a moment. Zoey and Justin started coming down the stairs and Kimmy got up, and left, walking back upstairs without a second glance, or word to anyone, not even me.

Confessions

Zoey...

Justin was looking so god damn cute. It was almost time to go to the party, so me and Justin were both getting ready. He had on baggy skinny jeans, a black belt and a black tight soft sweater over his wife beater. He looked sexy and mature. I was only in a white bando that was over my purple bra, and some purple panties. Justin was on my bed and I trusted he wouldnt try anything on me. I pulled over a purple and white small stripped tanktop with a low neck. The neck line went out and under my boobs, showing my white bando and bra straps perfectly. Then I put on some white jean short shorts that had rips in the thighs, and strings hanging from them. I pulled on some socks and my mid calve high white and puple converse I bought the day I did this outfit. I looked good. Or I hoped I looked good. I went and stood infront of my tall mirror. I lifted up my shirt and rubbed my hand over my belly. I turned sideways. I didnt look like I gained weight. I looked the same. Still fat. "Whoa whoa whoa, Zo, are you pregnant?" Justin came up behind me and took my hands spinning me to face him. Tears weld up in my eyes and spilt over. "Zoey...are you.. how.. I dont..." Justin looked sad. "Justin am I that fat that you think im pregnant?" I started crying harder. "What! No, god no, Zoey when a girl is standing infront of a mirror checking her belly, it usually just POPS pregnant". I laughed at that. "Im not pregnant, Im still a virgin moran" "Good, but then why were you checking your weight?" he asked. I frowned. "Im so fat." I yelled in fustration. "Zoey, no your not. Im not getting into this argument again so just shut up, and get your cute little ass down stairs" He said and pointed to the door. "Love you too jerk" I mumbled walking down the stairs with him behind me. Kimmy was just walking up the stairs to her room when I passed her by. When she was out of ear reach, everyone started talking. "Kim not coming?" I asked sitting on Justins lap, talking to Mickey. He blushed. Da faquuuuue?. "No she's staying home tonight". "But its New Years Eve!" I shouted. "I know but she just wanted to stay home by herself" he said. "Thats so shitty, she should come tonight its gonna me so fun!" Jada said. "She's right, tonights going to be EPIC" Riley said. Everyone starting laughing. "I dont know, after lunch we were talking and she said she didnt wanna come tonight" Mickey said. "Yeah, then she came home right after and walked in on me and Clayton doing it" Skyler grumbled crossing her arms. "You and Clay doing what!?" Everyone yelled at the same time. Skyler and Clay jumped back. Things were dead silent. They had sex and Skyler cheated on Clay. Oh my god, there was gonna be hell. People started demanding questions. "Dude, Im you're best friend and you didnt even tell me" Mickey said shaking his head at Clay. "I know I know, it just sort of.. happened" He replied shrugging. "Do you guys really think you were ready for that kind of step? hm?" Tyler said crossing his arms. "Yeah, maybe you guys rushed things, like did you ever think of that?" Clair added. "You guys dont even know if your meant for eachother, or if your TRUSTworthy" Justin said, drawing out the trust part of trustowrthy out a little louder. "In my opinion, you guys shouldve just waited. I dont know how right you are for eachother" Danyelle said after everyone was mumbling. "Okay, whats up with the third degree, seriously? You this morning said we were cute together" Clay added. I looked at Skyler dead in the eyes. Giving her the dirtiest look ive ever given anyone. She flinched and glared back, but her eyes showed sadness. "Its nothing. Were happy for you guys" Jason said and plasted a smile I knew was as fake as Nicki Minaj's tits. I shoke my head and stood up. "Where you going?" Tyler, Justin and Danyelle all asked me at the same time. I smiled at them. Always the worriers. "Im just going to go convice Kimmy to come out with us tonight" I said walking closer to the stairs. "Oh, alright. Come back soon, were gonna watch a movie" Mickey said. I nodded and mumbled "Kay", before walking all the way up the stairs. I knocked on Kimmy's door before her little "Come in" was shouted at the door. I opened the door and walked over to Kimmy. She was laying back on her bed, her knees and feet laying over the edge. She actually looked really pretty today. She always looks good of course, but today it looked like she was impressing someone, and I knew exactly who. Mickey. I sat down beside her and layed back too. "So how come your not coming tonight!" I shouted giggling abit. She laughed along with me and smiled. "Mickey kissed me" She said. I shot, leaning back up. "Shut the front door, are you serious!" I shouted. She leaned back up with her finger to her lip. "Shhhhhh!. It was after lunch. We got into and argument cause I told him I was staying home tonight, and he said he would get someone to stay with me. I took it the wrong way and started yelling at him. Then he yelled his feelings at me, I told him they werent true, and..." I was egar to hear the rest of it. "And!?" I said gesturing for her to finish. She laughed. "Then he pushed me up against a locker and kissed me breathless" She blushed and lay back down and I did too. "So why dont you come tonight?, surprise him!, kiss him at midnight" I said. "You think I should?" She said looking at me. I nodded. "Yeah, just think if he was in the dancefloor, and you taped his shoulder and as soon as he turned around you kissed HIM breathless" I bit my lip smiling. She blushed and smiled like a big goof. "Im so coming to that party tonight., but im just gonna leave after your guys. I'll leave here at 11:25pm so i'll get there at like, 11:50pm and I can find Mickey" She said. "Yay. And you should wear that. You look friggen hot" I told her looking her outfit up and down again. "Thanks. Damn you do too" She said looking me up and down aswell. I laughed. "Thanks". "Did you see Skyler?" She asked looking discusted. "Yeah, I did. She looks like the slut she is. I mean she cheats on Clay and still has sex with him?, im sorry you had to walk in on that babygirl" I told her. "Clay kissed me too" She said. My eyes shot out of my head. I knew she liked him, but Clay like her back?I was surprised. "Where, what, when?!" I asked my voice cracking with excitement. "Well, when I walked in on them, I said fuck you and slammed the door leaving. I went out to the pool, cut, and dived in. But, I chokced on water and started drowing. I was sure I would die, but Clay saved my life. When I opened my eyes we ended up making out on the pool deck for 10 minutes" she explained blushing. "Your in deep crap girl... whoa, DROWNING!?" I shouted. She shushed me. I mumbled a sorry and continued. "You really like them both dont you?' I asked. She nodded. "Im so confused..." She said looking sad all over again. "Skyler is a slut, you are nothing like her. Clay kissing you was something amazing, her giving a bj to some jock headed queer gimbo was intensional and rude and not like a good girlfriend" I tried my best to tell her. "You cant tell anyone. Not yet, your my best, closest friend in the house, I trust you, you better keep this secret" she said blushing and looking serious all at once. "I promise I will. Well, I need go downstairs to watch the movie. Come down in 5 minutes after me. You can watch it and seem like you tired when we leave" I said standing up. "Alright, i'll be down in 5 minutes. Im gonna put some Pj's over this so it plays the part" She said smiling. "Kaay, see you down there soon" And with that I left smiling. When I got downstiars, everyone turned to me. I shook my head no. "She's not coming tonight with us but she is coming to watch the movie. Everyone grab your seats!" I shouted wiggling my butt over to Justins lap. I forgot to stop wiggling when I was on him and he kept moaning in my ear, holding onto my waist harder. "Zo, stop" He said. I stopped instantly knowing I just gave him a happy little friend by accident. I frowned at him. "Sorry, I didnt even realize". He blushed. "Its ohkay, you just cant move for awhile okay?" He told me. I nodded and curled into his chest. Kimmy came down in Baggy Pj's that still managed to look slim tight and body hugging on her, even over clothes. She sat beside Clayton and on the other side of her was Tyler. She layed her Head on Clays lap and her Feet on Tylers chest. Tyler rubbed her calved and ankles for her.He was always such a good guy. I smiled and adjusted without thinking and Justin squeezed my inner thighs moaning again. "Zoey!" He shout/whispered in my ear making me shiver and jump at the same time. "Im sorry!, I wasnt thinking" I said frowning again. In my mind I was thinking how much I wanted just to grind deeper into him, and massage over his jeans. I mentally shook myself. He's your damn bestfriend. "Its okay Zo-bear, just try and stay still, please?" he told me. I blushed and nodded ohkay again. I lightly fixed my weight and thankfully didnt grind into him. When I was comfy, I snuggled his chest and neck as he held my hands under the blankets. We were watching 'Magic Mike', with Channing yummyabs. Thats not his real last name, but thats what I called him. I felt Justins friend go down and then I could really cuddle into him. I wrapped his arms around my stomach and curcles my legs into my chest with my shoes laying over his thighs. It sound awkward and painful but I was so comfy I felt like moaning. Justin slipped past me and grabbed a bowl of Fritoes chips. He fed some too me every once in awhile. He always tried to get me to eat. It made me smile knowing he cared so much about me. I looked around the room. Everyone was happy looking. Skyler was being her bitchy self and starring at Kimmy since she was half way across the room from her 'man'. Jada was blushing looking like she was off in space and I shoke my head in silent laughter, and cuddled into MY Justin. He cuddled into my hair and I smiled in content. This was going to be an amazing night.

Jada...

I couldnt stop thinking about what had happend early. Thinking back on it now, it made me blush and smile and get all embarrassed. It was like a movie playing on replay in my head. I was just getting ready to watch it again.
I was gonna go home right after school with everyone else. We all had to cram into two cars since Kimmy decided it would be fun to skip off with the Nightrunner. "Where is everyone supposed to sit?" I asked as we walked out of the school doors. "What do you mean?, We have 3 cars" Jason said. "Uh, no we dont, we have 2, and there the smallest cars" I said pointing to our regular parking spots. "Kimmy god damn" Clair said. Everyone started laughing. "Alright, where is everyone going to sit?" I said once again. "Well you, are sitting on me baby" Tyler whispered in my ear before picking me up and lifting me over his back. "I would have went willingly" I whispered back making him get all cocky. "Oh would you have now?" His breath was hot on my neck. My neck was my total weak spot. Kiss it, or bite my neck and its an instant turn on. Which is also a curse as much as it feels good. "Mhm, I would have" I said. He smirked and I could tell he was happy. I rolled my eyes and he put me down. "Ohkay, we'll just make it like this. Jason, Tyler, Riley, all of you guys sit in Tylers car. Have your girls on your lap" I said. "The rest of you, meaning Zoey, Justin and Mickey, you guys go in the little jeep" I added. "Alright, guys you go in first" Tyler said gesturing to his car. Riley and Jason mumbled okay's and got into the car. Danyelle, Clair and me climbed in after them. Jason was driving, so Clair sat in the passenger seat beside him. Me and Tyler were in the back with Danyelle and Riley. I got in last and sat on Tylers lap, he instantly held onto my waist and put his head on my shoulder. Clair blasted the radio and we all sat there in silence the whole car ride home.I would adjust my weight on Tylers lap every once in awhile and he would whisper for me not to. I laughed every time. Walking into the house I remember hearing a shower running, but the rest was empty and silent. I shrugged and walked up the stairs to my room. I opened my door and plopped down on my bed like a fatty. I groaned and curled into a ball rolling around. It was so comfy! I looked around my room. There were some shopping bags near my computer desk. "Yay, I forgot about them" I said and hopped happily over. I picked the four of them up and walked over to my big stand up mirror. I smiled. I was going to try some stuff on. I took the first bag, there was some stuff from Garage in there so I took out the items and put them on my bed. I lifted my sweater over my head, and then my shirt. I un-buttons my jeans and slipped them of. I was only in my bra and my little pantie shorts. I looked in the mirror. The colors were black and turquoise, all lacy with little bows in the middle of my bra, edge of my panties, and middle of each bra strap. I looked good in just this. I laughed a little and took my phone out of my bag. I Snapped a picture. I was biting my lip and holding my hair scrunched up in my other hand. I threw it on the bed and picked up a long t-shirt/v-neck that was a dress. It was purple and tight as hell. It had a few yellow butterflys down my left hip. I was short, and made my tits look huge. I snapped another picture after picking up my phone. In this one I just put bent over slightly and blew a kiss at the mirror. Okay, so I was a camera whore, sue me. I smiled and slipped the shirty dress over my head. I looked in the bag and there was a pair of heels and a cute black jean jacket. I put the jacket on over my bra and left it un-done, and slipped on the high heels. They were also black, with a lacey outside, but instead had a green color under neath it. I Lifted up one leg and bent it back smiling into the mirror, once again turning sideways. I took off the heels and jacket and put my phone on the bed. I grabbed my hot topic bag and took out the clothes. "Ohh, this is so cute, I forgot about this" I said. I slipped on the new grey jean skirt. It had darker grey chains hanging from the pockets and a metal button instead of plastic. I then slipped on my just bought, totally cute grey tanktop. It was missing and arched part at the bottom and it showed my belly button piercing. The back of it was also missing with thick strings of material that ran across it, showing my bare back and the back of my bra. It looked so good with the skirt. I smiled wide and grabbed my phone again. I stood up straight looking right at the mirror. Then I bent my leg slightly tucking my ankle behind the other. I layed my free hand on the back of my ass and turned slightly showing it. I snapped the picture smiling with my head tilted so my hair hung to one side. The next pictures I took were simple. One was a simple black dress that stopped a little higher than mid-thigh and was flowy and not tight. I took another one with that same dress, but I lifted one side of it showing my panties slightly, biting my lip in the picture with a wink. The Third was light blue jeans with a blue baggy crop top that stopped mid stomach and showed almost my whole stomach. I sat on my bed in just my bra set and opened my phone images. I looked through them starting from the last, to the first. I deleted the one with the jacket and heels only, didnt like it. I scrolled through the rest of my pictures and my eyes nearly popped out of my head. "TYLER!!" I shout whispered. My face got hot and I was blushing like crazy. Tyler took 4 photos of himself. "It must have been in the boys bathroom when he stole my phone... that jerk!" I said outloud. They were all taken of him facing the huge mirror. One picture was of his shirt held up showing all his delicious abs. I almost moaned at the site, but settled for biting my lip. Oh my god, the next picture did make me moan. The top of tylers shirt was in his teeth, him smiling, and he was pushing down the front of his belt/pants showing his boxers and slight buldge. The next picture made me blush darker and smile wider. Tyler had pants lowed so that half his boxers were showing, and a slight hard on. He was smiling with teeth and all and his finger was pointed at the mirror and camera. The last picture was the same as the last except his elbow was holding up his shirt showing his abs slightly while his actual hand was down his boxers and visably holding himself through them. "Oh my gosh Tyler.. what are you doing to me" I mumbled closing the pictures. My face was hot as hell and my lip was sore from biting it so much. I was debating what I should do. Thinking over my options, like confront him, or slap him. No no no. I didnt want to slap him, I liked him. Dont be an idiot Jada. Hmm. Maybe I should.. no no, Maybe I could send some back... I nodded to no-one in perticular. I opened my camera and took one more picture since I knew the two I would be sending. I Put the phone up in the air and faced it down on my hair and huge cleavage/tits. You could only see my bra, tits and my lip being bitten with my blonde hair over one shoulder. I opened a SMS and attached 3 photos. The one I just took, The first one I took of me earlier with my whole bra and panties set showing. Then the one with the black dress slightly lifted up. My stomach started turning and I got really nervous. I scrolled through my contacts clicked him and looked back at the message. My heart was racing and my vision got all blurry with nervousness. Should I send them!?... I kept thinking about it over and over. My thumb was over the enter button. I took a deep breath and quickly pressed enter. "Ohmygod!" I said and plopped down on my bed. I smiled slightly, but then frowned. Then smiled again. Oh my god what did I just do... oh my god, oh my god. Its okay, dont freak out, just breathe. I took back out my Grey jean skirt and the tanktop and put them back on. Tonight was New Years, so I had to look good. I changed my belly button piercing from the orange one I had in, to a grey spider web that dangled. I went over to my little make-up mirror desk and Brushed out my hair. I Re-did my eye liner a bit darker and added some light grey eye shadow. I glossed my lips slightly. "Ewh" I said before wiping off my lips. I didnt like them all sparkly shiney, I just liked them my regular color, a nice light full pink. There was a knock at my door. I stood up and sat on my bed saying come in. Mickey opened the door and sat down beside me looking confused and embarrassed. I must have had a question mark look on my face cause he burst up laughing for a few seconds before hiding it with coughs. "Jada..." He said. "Mickey..." I said laughing slightly back. "Jada you sent me some really sexy pictures" He said. My heart stopped. "Oh shit, I didnt, They werent, I was trying, I-" He cut me off. "Kay relax." He said smiling. "I know they were meant for Tyler first of all, and not me. But hey you looked good boo" He said and hugged me while kissing my hair. The thing about Mickey? He doesnt take it too far. Ever. He's a great friend. I smiled. "Thanks Mick" I said and hugged him back. He showed me his phone as he deleted the pictures. "You didnt have to delete them, as long as you wouldnt show them to anyone. But thanks again Mickey" I said. "Heck no, I wouldnt keep them, your all Tylers. Who btw, you might wanna send those to, he's running out of photage to jerk too" He said shaking his head. I blushed and pushed him. "Heeeey, dont push me missy" He smiled. "What should I do Mick... I dont even know if he likes me, and im just to nervous to ask. And no you cant ask for me" I said giving him a hard look. He held his hands up in surrender and nodded. "Just flirt it out Jade-bear. Have fun with it, dont make things so serious. Send the pictures, send him little winky face, knock on his door and leave your panties on the door knob before running away. Putting a lable on everything only makes it that much harder when things go wrong in the end. Not that they will, but if you keeps things flirty with benifits, it makes things less complicated. Just, like I said. Have fun with it boo" He said smiling but still looking serious. Thinking about it, he was right. Making things official with Tyler would make it harder if he ended up breaking up with me after it all. "Do you think they were too slutty?" I asked, my stomach hurting again. "I dont think so. It was tits and teasing in my mind. It was... It looked good" He decided on saying. "I dont want to seem like some desperate slut. Oh shoot, I gotta study for my Math quiz..." He laughed. I said the first part strong, but mumbled the last part a little more to myself. "Your such a dork, dork. And you didnt look or seem like a desperate slut. You didnt even look like a slut, or just plain desperate. You looked like a sexy flirty chick wanting to tease her man" He said snapping his fingers and shaking his head in a circle. I burst up laughing and holding my side. "Youu.. cant.......do that.. im dying ...over here" I said between laughs. He joined in and we pressed shoulders and heads together laughing till we coughed and went pink with tears in our eyes. When we sobered up I wiped his tears and he wiped my mine. This guy... "Not slutty?" I asked. "Not slutty" He agreed. "Mickey, what about you and Kimmy?. Are things... I mean I know you like her. Everyone knows you like her. And you guys make like the cutest couple. I noticed this morning you were depressed after talking to her. But... I mean-" He cut me off again. "She slammed the bathroom door in my face this morning. She was really upset, was crying and I just wanted to hold her in my arms and make everything go away, but things got better at lunch. Then after lunch... I..." He stopped. "You...? Mickey spit it out dork" I said laughing. "I kissed her. It was impulsive, and her first kiss with anyone, and she was better than anyones ive ever kissed in my life. I really like her." He finished in a rush. I laughed. "I just don't know what to do. She's beautiful, and smart, but she keeps thinking she's a kid to me. I think the kiss changed her mind though. I wish she would come tonight, I wanted to ask her out, fuck im so lost" He said rubbing the back of his neck. "I think you should take your own advice. Dont make things so serious, yet." I smirked before continuing. "Just have fun with her, and take things slow. Flirt and goof around, and then, see where it goes from there" I finished smiling. Way to go Jada, good advice! "I guess we both have some things to think about huh?" He kissed my hair again before standing up. "I guess so" I laughed. "Dont forget to send them to Tyler this time" He smirked and left. I smiled and got my phone out. He poked his head back in and said, "Btw, You look hot Jade-bear" and winked before leaving again. I laughed and smiled again. I changed the contact to the already sent message and sent it to Tyler this time. I wasnt nervous, I knew a few things I was gonna do to tease Tyler. Like Mickey and I agreed, we should have fun with our relationships. Well, if we could call them that. My phone beeped and I looked down at the 1 new message thing that always pops up on my IPhone. I clicked the middle button opening it. You look... my god, what are you doing to me? it read. I smiled. Sorry? I didnt feel bad at all, I was turned on that he was turned on. Dont be boo, you look absolutely beautiful He texted back about a minute after. I blushed and decided to word my thoughts. Save a kiss for me tonight babe.<3 I typed back and clicked send. 5 seconds later my phone beeped again. Your the only one im looking forward too baby (: I blushed darker and typed Good. And I better be the only one you get. I stood up and fixed my clothes making them look less wrinkled. I brushed my hair out again before putting on my grey ballet flats and slipping my phone in my back pocket. I closed my door behind me and walked downstairs. Tyler wasnt there, which I expected, Zo and Justin werent either, or Clay or Skyler. I sat down on the couch, looking around the room and taking in all the popcorn and stuff. "What movie?" I asked eating a sour gummy bear. "We havent decided, we were going to wait for everyone else to get down here first" Danyelle said. "Cute outfit girl" She added. I Smiled. "You too!" I said. She had on a pink strapless dress which looked like it puffed out slightly at the bottom. It had ".F. U." Written in big bold black letters going diagonal up her left thigh. She had on pink flats and her hair was down as usual. Her eyes were the same, nice and dark and standing out. She looked really hot. Then Tyler came down the stairs and my breath almost got caught in my throat. He was wearing white baggy, skinny jeans with a black chain for a belt, and he had on a black, plaid, checkered button up shirt that was open and showing his abs. He looked... Holy fuck. He sat down beside me and I smirked causing him to blush but try and hide it. He leaned in really close, his breath hot on my neck and said, "Stop biting your lip". Then he nibbled on my neck causing me to gasp. My face got hot and I released my lip from my teeth. Oh fuck you Tyler... I sighed.
So my movie stopped playing in my head, and I was back to sitting with everyone watching the movie on the screen, goofing around and eating popcorn. But still, I couldn't get that scene with Mickey and the Tyler thing out of my head. Mickey was good at giving advice, and I was thinking about Tylers abs non stop as he kept breathing or kissing my neck when he claimed to be 'reaching for a gummy bear'. I shoke my head every time glaring at him. He just smirked and winked every once and awhile. I crossed my arms and tried my best not to moan every time he told me to, still breathing on me. Stupid tease monkey cock sucker... But I still couldn’t help but smile at him. Was this how it would always be? Or… is this all he wants from me?. The thought was burned into my head, all Tyler wants is in my panties.

Danyelle...

The movie was was just ending. "I wonder what we can do with 7 hours" Brooke had said. The girl from the movie? Channing was smiling at her and mumbling somthing I didnt quite catch, considering I was thinking pretty loud. That Brooke girl, she's such a dumb bitch. I mean, if I was with Channing fucking Tatum, I would be bending the hell over for his sexy ass. I shoke my thoughts and watched as the movie ended and the credits started rolling. I slipped my hand from Riley's, and wiped it on my thigh. It was all sweaty and soaking, but it was a good feeling, the kind like when you get those nervous butterflies. You dont want them, but it still shows a sign of love. You know? I stood up and place the bowl of Doritoes on the table and fixed my dress. It was 6:27pm, We still had a lot of time. "Are we going to watch another movie?" I asked stretching my legs. Riley pulled me back onto his lap and I giggled once I hit his chest. "Well we got some time to kill, or a lot of time to kill. Its up to you guys. We could always play a game?" Jason said. "What game though?" Clair added. "Strip Poker?" Skyler asked smirking. "You wish Barbie" Kimmy mumbled. Skyler raised her eyebrow and Kim just smiled sweetly at her. I was watching between the both of them, hoping Kimmy would just get up and box her one in the face. Sadly, it didnt happen, so I listened to the conversation that started up about games. "Spin the bottle?" Clay said. There were some groan and nu-uhs. I held back a laugh. "Truth or dare?" Jada offered. "No, we always play that, I for one am running out of Dare's" Justin pointed out. I laughed. "Me too, What about Confession?" I played that game at Summer camp last year. Everyone looked skeptical; the name gives away a lot in my opinion. "Guys, were best friends. Were family. Nothing leaves this house, and no-one is going to judge and I’m speaking for everyone" I assured them. Then nodded and smiled looking around the group. It looked like a fake staged movie scene or some shit but I just smiled too and didn’t comment on it out loud. "What are the rules?" Skyler asked. I fought the urge to glare at her, or give her a hard look, and said "There are 6 rounds. Each round, someone has to confess a secret". I stood up, walked over to the cabinet and took out a bottle of Grey goose. "If you don’t confess anything, within 30 seconds to a minute, you take one sip the first time, 2 sips the next time, 3; and so on" I sat down on the couch. Everyone was smirking and or shuffling around. "Alright" I stuck the bottle on the table after opening it, and snuggled back into Rileys lap. I cleared my throat, "I'll go first". I shifted my weight and looked around the room. "In 7th grade, I made out with my Music teacher and to this day, we have each others numbers" I said looking around. Riley coughed and tensed a bit before taking his turn. "I guess were going in a circle this way" He said going clockwise. "Alright, when I was younger, my parents thought I was gay. They actually went through the trouble of getting panflets to boot camps, thinking they could "Free my gay soul". Personally, I think it was the hair... and my extensive... male magazine collection, but hey, I just liked the clothes, I wasn’t actually gay." He said laughing a bit in the middle. I smirked and looked over at Clay. He looked around before saying, "I've tripped a blind person". He fiddled with his fingers and looked down at them. I burst up laughing, but hid it in my coughs and looked at Skyler. Infact, we all eyed her, like the dirty piece of meat she is. I don’t think I’ve ever seen my friends give these types of looks to anyone before. They looked like they wanted to kill her. All but Clay of course. He looked happily at her, smiling with such warmth and love, I wanted to take him by the shoulders and shake the living crap out of him saying “SHE CHEATED ON YOU”, and I would have. I actually seen the moment play in my head like a little movie, but I still didn’t really do it. I just stayed curled into Riley’s lap, kissing his neck once in awhile as we gave Skyler the stank eye. Hoping, begging, PRAYING, that maybe just this once she would fess up, that she would let Clayton off the guilt hook I know he’s on for not being there when she got hurt, and just tell everyone-including him, the truth. “C’mon Sky, whatcha hiding?” Kimmy added to the silence. I darted my eyes over to hers, but she didn’t look back. She was set out destroys Skyler, she wanted the truth out, maybe more than all of us put together. “I’m not hiding anything butch”. Skyler snarled back at her, but Kim didn’t even flinch. She just narrowed her gaze, her lips in a thin line as if fighting with herself to say something or not. “Oh, really?. So you’re not just a bitch, you’re a lying fucking che-“ But before she could finish Mickey’s lips were on hers. My eyes got so wide I thought they would fall out of my sockets. Everyone was gasping and starring wide eyed at them, including clay. He looked… pissed? I couldn’t tell. I was too much in shock at what was before me. I knew that Mickey was just stopping her from talking but with a kiss? Really? I mean… I don’t know what I mean. When he pulled away, she looked at him, a smile tugging at her lips. They had a hard long starring moment. There eyes locked, and I could feel the heat radiating off there gaze as it slowly broke and all you heard was harsh breathing. I felt like I shouldn’t have seen that, like it was to loving and that I should have turned away, but I didn’t, of course. “30 seconds is up. Take a sip Sky” Mickey mumbled behind his out of breath tone. She took the bottle and then took a sip. When the game started up again, it was Jason’s turn.

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