chapter 1

"I'm Pama Martin." I said looking at my new classmates for algebra 2; only 5 or 7 were really listening to what I was saying. A small group in the way back were chatting it up; having no interest in me at all; from the looks of it the popular kids. Some of the kids were sleeping, others reading or drawing on their desk. I sigh, what was the point of giving a introduction? I look over at the teacher, Ms. Clerk or something that starts with a C; not even she was paying attention to me. She was now sitting, legs cross, on top of her desk reading 'Teaching for Dummies'.

By the looks of it, she was a new teacher; a newbie like me. Maybe her first year teaching by the looks of it; since she only looks like she fresh out of high school.

I clear my throat; trying to get Ms. Clerk attention, but it doesn't seem to me she heard me. "Um, excuse me? Ms. Clerk?"
Ms. Clerk looks up from her book and had a O expression on her face when she saw me; like she forgotten I was there.
"It's Ms. Clear, sweetie. What is it?"
"I don’t know where to sit."
"Sit anywhere, honey."
"Oh okay, thank you."

Ms. Clear smile a little and went on reading. I walk awkwardly to the seat next to the window. The student next to me was to busy writing something to notice me sitting down next to him. I sigh, so this was going to be my new class? I look out the window; the sun was shining high in the sky. In the building next door; there were two birds on top of it. They look to be fighting over some bug; one had an end of the bug and the other had another. They pull back and forth; then the bird on the right yanks hard on the bug and the other bird on the left let go. The bird on the right quickly gobbles the bug down and flew off. A minute later the other bird left behind and flew off as well.

Well my entertainment lasted about 5 minutes only 25 minutes to go. I look down from the top of the building and caught someone eyes, who was also looking out the window on the other building. It was a girl with blonde hair as far I could tell. It seem to me she was looking at for quite some time; most likely trying to figure out what I was looking at. The girl smile at me and wave; I did the same. She then mouth something to me; I don't know what she mouthed, I'm not good at reading lip and she being far away didn't help either.

I mouth the word 'what'; she seem to know what I mouthed. She then held out pointer finger meaning 'one minute'.
She seems to be writing something; a few seconds later she press the paper to the window. I squinted my eyes and read ' Hi, beautiful day isn't it?' I smile and nodded my head, then I saw a tall figure behind the girl. I notice it was the teacher; trying to warn the girl I point my finger and mouthed 'look behind you'.

The girl knew what mouthed and she did. She then shrug and the teacher look through the window. I duck my head down so the teacher wouldn't catch my face. I kept my head down for a minute and look back at the window at the other building. The blinds were close on the other side. I really hope she didn't get into trouble, she seem nice.

Okay, what am I expose to do now? Since the teacher isn't doing her job; I guess she too into her book, more she likes reading about teaching then doing it. I look over on the other student desk; trying to see what he was writing. I guess he notice someone looking over his shoulder because he look up at me. His dark brown eyes looking into mine; he looked kind of shock to see me.

I smile, grad he finally notice I was there. He blush and smile nervously, then went back to writing.
"Whatcha writing?" I ask, the boy then look up at me again.He then cover his paper with his arm; saying don't look.
"Um..something."He said.
"Oh, I know its 'something' but what?" I asked again.
"So are you new here?" The boy asks; trying to change the subject. Instead of trying to pessure him into see what he was writing, decide to go along with it.
"Yup, the name Pama. You are?"
"Jerry."
I smile. "You mean like Jerry Springer?"
The boy narrow his eyes, meaning my joke wasn't funny at all. "No" He said flattly.
"So why isn't the teacher teaching?" I ask, trying to get him not to hate me for calling him Jerry Springer.
"Cause he's not in here."
"He?" I blink. "Who's He?"

THe door to the classroom slam open and walked in a student. Ms. Clear look up from her book and smile. The boy walk to the front of the class, I notice he had silver hair; an unusual color to pick when dying your hair. The boy had sunglasses on; I couldn;t see his eyes. He was tall from what I could tell,maybe 6"5, had pale skin.

"Roy glad you could join us have a seat." Said Ms. Clear jumpping off her desk.
"Okay Ms. C" Roy said he then walk over to the way back of the class where the popular kids sat. They all greeted him with open arms.
"He is Roy the guy who just walk in." Jerry said. "Ms. Clear is in LOVE with him. Before she was teacher she was a waitress at a local dinner in town. Once she met him, she track him down to what school he went to and became a teacher. I heard she beg the princpal to be his teacher. She doesn't even start teaching unless Roy is here."
"Wow, his he that handsome."
"He's not handsome...he's BEAUTIFUL" Jerry said, then Jerry put his hand over his mouth like he met not to say that.
"Beautiful huh?"
Jerry blush. "Yea and to let you know I'm not gay."
"I never said you were."

"Pan and Jerry please stop talking its time to begin class." Ms. Clear said now at the mark board, writing some math problems.
I raise my hand. "Its Pama ma'am...P-A-M-A."
When I said that Ms. Clear blsuh and look over at the popular group.
"Don't get smart Pama

" Ms. Clear said hands on hip.
"I'm not getting smart Ma'am just telling you my name."
"Stop back talking." Ms. Clear snap back. "Or do you want to go to the office and call your letting them know you got in trouble on the first day."
"Gosh! Were you ever such a bitch before Ray came in here?!" I shouted, then cover my mouth.Opps that wasn't expose to come out.

Everyone mouth drop wide open and were now staring at me. Even the popular group was now looking in my direction; I would had been flatter if everyone was satring at me but in this case not so much. I look at Ms. Clear; her face red, then purple and then blue, then to a dark red color. THink she was holding her breath and then she let her breath out.
In a shaky voice she said, "Why....You." was all she could say, she was MEGA piss.
I laugh nervously, my parents were going to KILL me.

Then a loud laughter came from the behind me, everyone turn their head; I did as well. Ray was the only one back there laughing crazy.
"OMG! OMG! Your...... too much........ who is this chick!!OMG!" Ray said during his laugh. I saw tears role down his cheeks and he then fall the floor laughing hard.
Everyone then look at Ms. Clear; knowing Ray laughing at her crush her soul.
All the color from Ms. Clear face was drain away and tears roll down her eyes; she then ran out the class room.

I sat back down-more like fall back down in my seat.I then put my head down, I was sooo suspended from school.

Chapter 2

"Hey chicky, your funny, what’s your name?" I heard someone ask me. I look up and saw Ray standing next to my desk.
I narrow my eyes at him. "Pama."
"Pama...odd name" Ray said.
"Well what kind of name is Ray?" I snap.
"It's Roy Chicky." Roy said correct his name.
"WHATEVER and stop calling me CHICKY I have name."
"Woah, Chicky

, calm down it's not my fault you made the teacher cry."
MY FAULT!?! MY FAULT!?! Why you!!

The nerve of this guy, saying it was 'my fault! Everything was going great until you walk in.
"Shut up RAY!!!" I shouted now standing up again.
"Its Roy" Roy corrected me again.
"I DONT GIVE A CRAP WHAT YOUR NAME IS!! THIS ALL YOUR FAULT!" I shouted.
"My fault

?" Ray grinned. "Really?

"
"Yes really" I said poking him in the chest, I felt like I was poking a rock. "Everything was going Dandy before your ass came in here."
Roy grab my finger and held it. "Stop poking me Chicky."
"MY NAME NOT CHICKY!!! YOU RETARDED ROCK!!"
"Retarded Rock." Roy said, he then started laughing again.
My face started burning up; I am P-I-S-S. "Whats so funny." I said snatching my finger back.
"You Chicky...haha" Roy then laugh.

Right then and there I want top punch the crap of him but I remember what my the therapist told me; count to 3 slowly. 1...2...3...

and breath in and out slowly. I slowly unclench my fist, didn't even notice I clench.

"Pama Martin please come to the princpal offfice now." Said the speaker on the wall.
Everyone said ooooohhhhhhh!
I grab my bag and before walking out of class I yell, "OH GROW UP!!!


Now in the principal, having Mr. Simians, the principal and Ms. Clear looking at me. It more like Ms. Clear was glaring at me then looking at me. Mr. Simians was a bald man and was wearing a black suit with a funky looking tie.
"Now miss Martin, I heard you cussed at your teacher and I understand it's your first day too."
I nodded my head slowly.
"I understand you talk back to your teacher."
"Well more like defending myself." I mutter.
"Hmm? What was that?" Mr. Simians ask.
"Nothing sir." I said.
"Miss Martin I know you got in a lot of trouble at your old school and have anger issues."
Mr. simans took a long pause. "And your mother and father had just divorce."
What the? How did he know that, well he is the princpal, I guess he would know that.

"But you came to town to start over, yes?"
"Yes sir."
"I don't think you want disappoint Je-I mean your mother."
Wait did he just about to say Jenny,my mother's name?Does he know my mom?

"No sir." I then turn to Ms. Clear. "I'm sorry I made you cry Ms. Clear...I'm really am."
"Thank you and I was not crying."
I look at her puff red eyes, Bull crap.

"Well then I'll let you off this time but don't let it happen again."
I smile and Ms. Clear frowns. "Thank you,sir."
The bell for 2 second period rang.
"Now go to class and I don't want to see you back in my office again unless you did something good not bad."
I stood up in my seat. "Thank you sir, good bye sir." and I walk out the office.


I walk to my next class Biology; my worst subject but I was happy to be there to get away from Roy and Ms. Clear. I walk in at the right time and the bell rung. My new biology teacher looks at me and smile. "Right on time. You must be the new student" he said.
"Yea I am I'm Pama Martin." I said with a shy smile.
"LOOK OUT!!!" Yell a familiar.
I turn around to see him.
Before I knew it he hit me hard and I fell backwards onto my butt.
"Oh sorry......Chicky?" ask the voice.
No...no.....don't tell me its ROY!

I slowly looked up.
"Chicky it is you" Roy said with a smirk. "Are you stalking me or something?"
Roy held out his hand to help me up and I got up all by myself.
"Okay don't take my helping hand." I heard Roy mummble.
"Miss Martin are you okay?" Ask the biology teacher.
I turn to face him and smile. "Yes sir and call me Pama, Miss Martin makes me sound old."
"Okay, Pama and Roy your late again, detention." The teacher said to Roy. I smirk about time a teacher punishes this guy.
"Sure, I got nothing to do after school anyways." Roy said walking to the first desk in the middle row.
"Um, where do you want me to seat?" I ask.
I girl with pale blond hair shoot her hand up. "She can seat next to me Mr. Allday."
I look to the seat next her, by the wind in the way back.
"Very well." Mr. Allday said.

I then walk back to the class.
When I sat down the girl next to me said this. "Well hi! I'm Courtney and the girl from the window."
"Oh hey, I'm Pama and sorry I got you in trouble."
"It's okay I was bound to get in trouble anyways; I always do in some way. I think teachers just hate me for some unknown reason."
"Courtney, stop talking!" Mr. Allday yell.
Courtney grinned and whisper, "See what I mean."
"Aright everyone this is Pama Martin and Pama I'm Mr. Allday."
"Your the girl who made Ms. Clear cry “Someone yell.
That's when everyone broke out in whisper.
Great already have rumors going on about me.

"That's enough everyone! Be quit!" Mr. Allday yell.
Everyone got quiet.
"Pama if you have any question ask Courtney or anyone else in this class. And I'll work with you after school if you need any help."
"Thank you." I said.

"Alright, Roy, take off your sunglasses." Mr. Allday says to Roy.
Roy did as he was told and took them off. I still couldn't see his whole face because he sat up front and I sat in the back; therefore I only could see the back of his silver shaggy hair.

"Why does Roy dye his hair that color?" I ask Courtney.
"It's not dye; well that what he at least tells everyone" Courtney responded.
"Do you believe him" I ask.
"I don't never really thought about it." Courtney looks in Roy direction. "Yea I guess I do."
"Why?"
"I don't know myself." Courtney said shaking her head. "So you made your teacher cry?"
I shrugged. "Yea kind of, it wasn't my fault it's Roy"
"How so?"
"Because he laugh at her."
"Why was he laughing."
I shrugged again. "I don't know because he's a retarded rock."
Courtney snickers. "A what?"
"A retarded rock."I repeated.
Roy turned around in his seat and look at me. I almost gasp when I saw his face but then caught myself. Jerry was right; Roy is beautiful.

His eyes were a aqua blue; never seen on a human before, well at least I never seen on a human. His face looked like something out of a painting; painting of Greek gods. His eyes caught mine; it was almost as if he could see inside my soul. He smile and I notice had dimples, he then turns back around.
Let me restate that he's a beautiful retard rock.

"Wow, You're funny." Courtney said.
"How so?" I ask.
"I never heard of calling someone a retarded rock."
"Oh."

That was the end of our talk time. Mr. Allday started teaching and we all shut our mouths.


After biology was 1st lunch, thank god because I didn't eat breakfast today. Courtney ask if I wanted to join her and I said yes. This was great not eating lunch by myself on the first day.

When I got my lunch; I went to go find courtney 's table. She said it'll be the one in the way back corner on ther right. I did find the table;I saw courtney and everyone else had their head down writing something. I walk up to the table and clear my throat.
Courtney look up and smile.
"Hey Pama." Courtney move over a bit and patted the seat next to her. "Come sit down, let me introduce my friends."
I sat down and everyone was looking at me expect one of them.
"Hi" I said and smile shyly.
Everyone else said hey and smiles.
"Everyone this is Pama." Courtney said.
"Hey Pama" Everyone says.
"Okay, the boy with glasses is Eric, the one with the short is Kasey and the with his head down, being totally rude is Jerry." Courtney said.
"Jerry from class?" I ask.
Jerry then looks up at me and smiles. "Hey Pama."
"Hey, so it's nice to you guys. What were you guys writing before I came over here?" I ask.
"Oh a story." Kasey answer.
"Well not really a story." Eric said. "More like random sentences."
"Yea,we're just writing whats going through our head." Courtney said.
"Oh like a journal."I said; so thats what Jerry been writing in class today.
"Yea I guess." Kasey said.
"What for?" I ask.
"Our club." Courtney said.
"Club? What's the call?" I ask courntey.
"It's call the Blue Birds Club Aka the BBC." Courney answer. "Well it's not really a club, just something we made up to past the time since none us do anything useful after school."
"Yea and this journal thing is something we're writing." Kasey said.
"And when we're done going to put it in the Journal Writing contest at the library in town."Eric said.
"Conest, sounds cool, can I enter?" I ask.
"Sure anyone who wants to enter can enter. You want to join our club?"
I shrug. "Sure why not."
"Good meet us after school in the library." Kasey said.
"Okay." I said.

After that I talk to everyone at the table but Jerry; he went back to writing. Eric was really funny and kind of cute. Kasey, I could tell this girl lover to talk. Courtney, love to party and said I should go to clubs and parties; matter of fact there a party at Jessy and Milly Corners house this friday. So Courtney, Eric, Kasey and I are all going Jerry on the other hand had plans; Eric's driving.

When the bell rung we all walk to our classes; Eric and I were going the same way so we walk together a little whole longer. When we got to my class door, I smile and said bye to Eric.
"See ya later." I said about to walk into class.
Eric grab my arm. "I was wondering since your new and all how about I show around town."
I grin. "Why Eric are you asking out on a date?"
Eric blush. "Yea, so what do you say?"
"Well one thing for sure; you work fast and yea why not."
"Can I have your number and adress?"
"Yea my number is-" BBBBBBBBBBBBBRRRRRRIIIIIIINNNNNNNGGGGGGGGG!!! The bell rung cutting me off.
Eric turn to run down the hallway. "Tell me at the meeting!!"
"Okay!" I yell back.
I then went into my class; World history.
Guess who I saw sitting in the back row looking at me.
Your right, you guest it; Roy.
He was looking at me and frowning like upset about something.
I didn't really care what, I went to take my seat in the middle of the class.
The teacher, Mr. foldly walk in and started class, not even knowing I was a new student in his class.

chapter 3

Chapter 4

When class was world history was over, hurried to walk out of class. I couldn't wait for my next class because Eric was in it. He told me that during lunch, next class was English 2. Before I could get out the door; someone grab my arm and yank me back. I almost fell backward if someone didn't catch me; the same someone who yank me back.

"Sorry, I didd't mean to pull you that hard." Said a familiar vioce. Wait know this voice, ugh what do you want?!

"Ugh, Roy" I hiss and turn around. "What do you want?"
"Wow, someone unhappy to see me." Roy said with a smirk.
"Who wouldn't be." I snap.
"Okay, I understand you don't like me but I have to tell you something." Roy siad.
I put my hands on my hip. "What."
"The boy, you were with by the door."
"Eric?"
"yea him."
"What about him?"
"There's a rumor going around hes fast and he rape a girl."
I froze for a minute, repeating his words in my head.
Erics fast? and rape a girl. Eric super sweet and funny.That doesn't sound like him then again I only knew him for an hour and 30 minutes.

"I'll keep that and mine." I said turning away.
"Hes also a total jerk too." Roy call after me.

When I got to class Eric was already in the back seat of them room waiting for me. When I enter he call out my name and told me to seat next to him and I did.
"Hey" I smile.
"Hey." Eric said with a grin.
"I heard some stuff about you."
"Really like what?"
"That your a fast and a jerk." I didn't add rape a girl because that seem to unreal for Eric to do.
"What? No I'm not fast and not a jerk. Well to the people who don't like I am."
"Oh, well your not a jerk to me because I like you." I smile and touch Eric arm.
I felt like someone was looking at me and I look at the door. Roy was there staring hard at me; he look like he was in pain.
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After school I walk with Eric to the library. Before I could open the door, someone call my name.
I turn to look around and saw Roy looking at me. Something told me he wanted to speak with me.
I turn to Eric. "Hey I got to go to the bathroom.I'll be back."
"Okay, see you then." Eric said and open the door to the library, he walk in. When I couldn't see Eric anymore through the window of the libary door I walk over to Roy.

"What?" I ask him.
"Your still going with Eric?" Roy ask raising an eyebrow.
"Yea, I'm not going to trust a rumor." I said hand on hip. "Its none of your bussiness anyways."
"It is my bussiness."
I narrow my eyes, "Oh really, how so?"
"Because...." Roy then pause and looked around. LIke he was asking himself that same question.
"Well when you have a reason how, I'll still with Eric." I said turning. I wave at him, "See ya."

I then walk back to the librariy's door and open it, then walk in.I walk and walk to the way back of the library, where I found Courtney,Casey and Eric all sitting laughing about something.
I walk up to the table and sat next to Eric.
"Hey whats so funny?" I ask.
"Nothing just some stupid joke." Courtney said.
"Oh, wheres Jerry?" I ask.
"Jerr never

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