Summary of me

Let me tell you about me. I am really rich, although I hide it and hate to brag, so please don't think I'm a spoiled rich brat. I already graduated from college several time, but go to high school anyway because my parents force me to thinking its good social skills. I don't. My entire life has been hell. I've been fun of all of it after all. I believe I have the right. Right now my parents have me in 10th grade, since i'm 15, I started in 10th at 14. I have a September birthday. Right now is Christmas break for me. I used to be really loud to hide my pain, but I think, finally, I should just shut up. It's no use anymore. I'm everyone white noise anyway. Anyway, here are some things. I'm '5"9, have blue eyes, black hair, that's quite long. I refuse to cut it. In a pony tail it goes a little past my hips. I like it that way. People have told me I have a perfect body. I don't believe them. I have a small waist, a size zero, with abs. I'm kind of a work out freak like that. I've always had big boobs, curse my mother for those, and my legs are most of my height, my mother calls me a giraffe. I'm what they call emo, and am extremely into the mad hatter. Also I like to watch rainy days, it's soothing to know that the sky cries for me when I can't. All my life I've been unable to produce tears and the doctors said it was something wrong with my tear ducts. They've never been able to fix it. Today It was raining, so of course I was in my room on my sill watching it. I placed my head on the cold glass. It was cold, but not cold enough to be snow. I had to go back. Back to hell tomorrow. You know, I think the real hell would be a lot better than this place, but hey that's school for you right? I ripped my eyes away from the window and slowly walked downstairs. My parents live in different houses since their divorced, and I have my own house so I'm all alone. I picked up the phone and dialed both their numbers. "Hey Raven!" "Hey Rave!" "Hey guys." My voice was quiet. "Do you mind if I stay home tomorrow? I don't feel well." "Nonsense! It's just nervousness!" "I'll have to agree with your father on that one." I sighed deeply. "Alright. Well I got to go start dinner. I love you guys." "By." "By." Well that was expected they never say 'I love you.' No one does. I slowly walked into the kitchen and opened the fridge. I love cooking, but today I wasn't in the mood, so I closed the door to the fridge and just took some chips. I made my way back to my room and sat on my sill again. I placed the chips beside me, but didn't touch them after that. I wasn't hungry. Eventually, because of my sadness, the soft sound of the sky crying and my tiredness, I was fast asleep.

Ah, school. So fun.

I then woke up the next morning to my alarm clock shouting at me. It was still raining. Good. I dragged myself up and walked over to the bathroom, starting the shower. As I stepped in the warm water reminded me of rain. It was so nice. The calm before the storm of hell known as school. Yeah I really hate this place ok. As soon as I was done I walked to my closet and picked out an outfit. Usual undergarments of course. Then there was black skinny jeans, a black tee, black boots and my mad hatter hat that I loved to death. After getting dressed, I put my hair in a pony tail and then put on my mad hatter hat. Since I technically graduated I never have homework or tests so I don't need a bag if your wondering. Nobody knows of course. Not like they pay attention anyway. I then walked downstairs, made coffee, grabbed an apple and left. I then got in my car, it was a simple 4 door. I don't remember it's name. I thought about disobeying my parents, but since I was half-way there said screw it. I slowly pulled in the parking lot and waited for a bit before getting out. I walked straight to my classroom, I had waited so that I wouldn't have to go to the damned lunch room where they make us wait until school starts. I didn't want to talk to anyone especially my fake friends. Whom before break I had heard them all talking together. "She's really annoying." "I know I hate her." "Raven is such a pest isn't she?" "Yeah I wish she'd die." And it went on like that for half and hour before I silently ran. The next period they acted like the nicest people in the world to me. Like nothing was wrong. Right as I sat down in my normal seat in the back with an empty seat beside me like always The bell rang and everyone came filing in. I had my head looking down at the desk as to not see their faces. "Attention everyone." I slowly looked up, a death stare in my eyes and if looks could kill they'd all be dead. The teacher went pale. I was never like this and now they were scared. They should be. She coughed once. "We have a new student. His name is Gabriel Angel." I began to hear the whispers. He was the richest of the rich known, but he was second behind me. Which I hated being rich. Everyone just wants you for your money.

New kid. how fun. Not. -.-

He would be popular in a snap. Just watch. He was attractive, but I wasn't going to admit that. Not even to myself. He had black hair like me, but his blue eyes were far lighter. He was taller too. Probably '6"0 or something. He was somewhat muscular, not a lot, just the right amount. Usually I would have acted interested, but today I just looked out the window at the rain, not caring. "Gabriel why don't you have a seat by Raven." I gave the teacher the death stare. That seat had always been open. She went pale again, so I just continued looking out the window. Damned people. "Alright." I heard him walk over and sit down. The teacher began class. "I'm Gabriel." "I heard." I said this without looking away from the window. "Your Raven right?" "That's what she said." I then put my ear buds in looking out the window. My 'friends' seemed surprised by my change. Usually I would be warm and friendly, now I was colder than the coldest place on earth. I heard him try to speak again, but then shut up and look at the door. Once the bell rang, I was out before anyone could catch me. Once I thought I was far enough away I slowed down and took my time. "Raven! Hey Raven!" I sighed. Great. "Is something wrong? Your not like your self." This was my group of traitor friends. I played the recording of what they said and walked away with their faces horrified. That was only some of it. I had more. I saw the Gabriel boy mortified by what he had heard. I smirked. "Welcome to the real world." I walked away from him too. I don't need friends. They only stab you in the back again and again. I had finally made it to my second class. "Class we have a new student." Fuck. He was in here to. Knowing my luck he has all my classes. "You can sit by Raven." You have got to be fucken kidding me. I sighed in annoyance and was about to put my ear buds in when. "You dropped this." It was my schedule."Looks like we have all the same classes!" I put my other ear bud in and continued to look out the window. When the bell rang again, I bolted. Eventually it was lunch and I grabbed mine and headed to the library. Thankfully that Gabriel kid was no where in sight. I ate my lunch in silence, and when done headed on my way to my next class. I ignored him like usual the rest of the day and when it was over raced to my car. Once I got in I sped home faster than a bullet. As I got home I went to my room and collapsed. "I hate people." And then I was asleep.

more torment are you trying to kill me?

A few days later (meaning Friday)(Finally. -.-)

The alarm buzzed and the same routine as all week, except today I had on a butler outfit that was all black. It had one of those long tails too, and of course my mad hatter hat to top it off with my pony tail. As I parked the car I sighed before getting out. I hated this place. Thank god it was Friday. As I walked to my first class I was glad no one was there. I put in my ear buds and watched out the window at all the people talking. Sadly it wasn't raining. It hadn't since Monday. Then it began to snow and ever one's faces lit up. I frowned. The bell rang and the class filled in. The day went like normal, except today I stayed after in the library. I wanted some peace. It was no different from home really. There was no one there. "Hey Raven." I didn't answer. "Raven!" "What?!" It was more like a growl than me saying it. He was slightly taken aback. He? Oh it was that Gabriel boy. "I wanted to know if we could be friends!" "I don't want your pity, nor do I need friends." He was sitting at my table now. "Why not and I'm not trying to pity you." "Because your mister popular and I'm the outcast. It doesn't work.That kind of thing is only in fairy tales and anime you know." "Why?" "Because that's just how it is." I took off my top hat and twirled it through my fingers before putting it back on. "Sorry boy, but I don't believe in this kind of thing anymore, nope I don't ta ta." With a wave of my hand I started out. "What happened to you?" I stopped and stiffened. "What do you mean?" "Everyone told me that before the break, before I came that your voice wasn't just loud, but the type of voice that you could pin point in a crowd and now you couldn't tell the difference and that you were so nice, so friendly, so kind and caring." " Times change and as for my voice that's how it should be. You've had your fun teasing me with this for your friends entertainment, so if you don't mind please leave me alone and I'll be on my way." My mad hatter top hat was now over my eyes making me look quite dark and evil as I walked out of the library doors and eventually out of the school without a single glance back. I didn't need friends. They only stab you in the back. The good stuff only happens in fairy tales and anime.

The weekend. Bliss or so I thought. F*** my life. -.-

I was walking towards my mailbox Saturday morning when I heard it. "Hey Raven!" Fuck. This guy just doesn't give up. I pretended not to hear. He grabbed my arm and spun me around. "What?" Again it was a growl as I yanked my arm out of his grasp. "You live here?" "Yes, keep your mouth shut about it." He seemed confused. "You don't want people to know?" "No." "Okay, then I wont say anything." I began to walk away again when "Wait!". I sighed. "What now." I live down the street if you need anything." "I won't." "Do you live by yourself?" Now I was getting pissed. "Yes. Why do you care?" My voice was acid. "Well, I do to." "My parents are divorced and live in different houses and I have my own. Are you done?" "Oh that's my situation too!" "Great for you. By." I walked back into my house and slammed the door. Something slipped under the bottom of it. It was his cell and email. Like I cared. I was about to throw it out when I saw the message. 'One of your friends gave me your number so I thought we could text.' "Whatever." I put the paper on my desk in my room. My phone began to buzz. I sighed and picked it up. "Why do you keep pushing people away." Him. Why don't I amuse him, maybe he'll leave me alone." "Because they only hurt you or back stab you in the end. I don't need anyone anyway. Why do you keep trying?" "Because I want to be your friend." "Bullshit." "O.O Is not!" "Most certainly is and I told you. I don't need friends. That stuff only happens in fairy tales and anime." "You keep saying that, but do you believe it?" "Yes." After that he stopped. I sighed in relief. I got changed, fell back on my bed and was asleep.

*dream*
I was standing in the rain and was soaked head to toe. It felt nice. "You'll catch a cold." "So. What do you care?" "Your my friend after all." "I don't have any of those." "Nonsense." The person came closer and I saw they had no face. "No it's the truth."

*end of dream*

When I awoke it was around 6:00 am and for some reason I felt sad. Well then again the only time I don't feel sad is when I'm angry or just not feeling at all. I heard a soft "Tink,tink" and when I looked over there was pebbles bouncing off the glass. I sighed and walked over. It was that Gabriel boy again. I opened the window. "What?" "Morning." "Go away." "I'm hurt!" "Good." My eyes narrowed. "Come say hi to me!" "No." "Don't make me come up there!" "I'm on the 3rd floor how are you gonna do that genius? Go away." "Like this." He climbed the tree close to my window and swung in?" "Get out." "Not until you say 'Hi. Good morning.'" "Not happening. Out." "Your so mean to me!" "Yes I am, now out before I push you out." He sighed. "Fine." He then left. "Finally." I then closed the window and started blasting music while lying in bed. Maybe he will leave me alone. "But is that what you want?" A little voice in my head said this. "Of course it is!" "I don't think so." "Shut up!"

Is it over yet?

Time seemed to fly and that damned boy kept trying. Again, I kept ignoring and pushing him away. Soon it was only a week before break. How the hell did that happen. Summer break I mean. That's really weird. Well over summer I wont have to see him. "The exact opposite!" "Shit." "You were talking out loud." "Whatever. I'll make sure all my doors and windows are locked." "No that's not what I meant, your and my parents are going on a trip together for business and they're bringing us along." "What?!" This time it wasn't a growl it was a snarl. "I don't care, I wont be going, so don't bug me." I had him by the collar, good thing school was over. "Don't you get it yet I DON'T NEED FRIENDS! NOW LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!" He seemed like he was going to cry. I let go and walked away. When I got home I got a call from my parents. "Yeah?" "We're going on a trip!" "Hear from Gabriel Angel and I'm not going." "Don't be like that!" "I am being like that. I don't like Him and I'm not going." "You're going and that's final!" "WHAT?!?!" "By Rave!" I was infuriated, so I went to the excersize room and pretty much destroyed the punching bag. I put up another one and did the same thing. I did this a couple of times before the doorbell rang. I went and opened the door. "Yes." I looked up and it was him. I tried to slam the door. "I heard your going." "Screw them!" "I'm sorry." I was slightly taken aback. "I didn't mean to upset you with all this." "Whatever. Leave me alone." I tried closing the door again, but he opened it, got in and closed in behind him. "Go away!" I got slammed against a wall. "GET OFF!!!!!!!" "NOT UNTIL YOU HEAR WHAT I HAVE TO SAY!!!" I was slightly surprised. He never raised his voice. I continued to struggle which made him hold tighter. "I really like you!" "WHAT!" Now I was fucken pissed. This joke had gone to far. "Ever since I first met you! I thought you were cool and funny and it really did hurt every time you were mean or ignored me! It hurt a lot!!!!!" And now I was utterly surprised. "No,no,no,no,no" I shook my head. "This only happens in fairy tails and anime!" "Why?!" I realized he was telling the truth and on the verge of tears. "Because that's how it is." I looked down at my feet. "I used to be like you, ya know." "You know nothing about me." "I used to be made fun of and laughed at, and I had no friends, but then I thought 'Fuck them' and I began to be like myself. I found a bunch of friends and here I am." "I don't need friends, and it doesn't matter anyway. No matter how many friends I have, I'm still alone." I finally broke free, and opened the door. "Please just leave me alone. What you talk about only happens in fairy tales and anime." And without a single argument left.

I hate people

I walked upstairs to my room and fell on my bed. "I hate people and I hate my life." After a while of just sulking, I fell asleep. It was around 11:00pm you know. I woke up to the sound of knocking. It was 3:00am. I swear if it was that damned boy, I'd kill him. I walked to the door and there were my parents. "We came early because we knew you wouldn't be packed." "What?" "Today's the trip." My stomach sank to the floor. "Oh. Fine. What do I need?" "Beach stuff." So I went upstairs and got ready, shower,teeth, clothes etc. When I got downstairs there was already a car. My parents took my bags, put them in the car and then got in themselves. Of course it had to be a limo. Fuck my life. I then got in too. He was there so I just put in ear buds and decided to look out the window. Eventually the soft bumping of the car, my music, and how early it was, I fell asleep. Yeah I know. I do that a lot. When I woke up, I was in a hotel bed and it was late afternoon. "Waaa?" "That nice Gabriel boy carried you." My mother said. I was half shocked, half pissed. But whatever. Life goes on right? I slowly got up. "Are you hungry?" "No." Actually I was in a lot of pain. "Do we have any pain meds?" "Yeah why? Are you hurt?" "No, I'm just in pain." "They're over there." I walked over and took a few. I realized I was still dressed so I said "Is it alright if I go for a walk?" "Sure go ahead." I then left hoping to find some peace. I walked downstairs slowly because of the pain in my knees. When I finally got outside I realized it was raining. "Ah, who cares." Therefore, I decided to sit on a bench, although sadly it was under the roof. " You're going to catch a cold." " So? What do you care?" I realized this reminded me a lot of the dream I had not too long ago." " Because I'm you're friend even if you won't admit it." " I don't have nor do I need friends." " You keep saying that and I'm believing you less and less each time." "Whatever." I heard him laugh and the bench slightly sag beside me. So I decided to look over and no surprise, it was Gabriel. "Why don't you just give up already?" "Because that's just not me." I sighed loudly. "Why do you keep trying to push me away?" " Because I don't want friends." "Still don't believe it." I let out a big sigh. "Whatever." He again chuckled. I then slowly got up, still in a lot of pain and began to walk away, him still following me. I sighed again. Can't he just leave me alone? "Nope I can't. You were speaking out loud again." " I have to stop doing that." "'Nah. I think it's cute. Haha! You're actually blushing! I didn't know it was possible!!!!!!" "Shut up." I then tried to walk away faster, but because of the pain he kept up like it was nothing. Damn him, this was going to be a looooooong summer."

The beginning of a summer that was too long.

As I mad my way back up to my room he continued to follow. "Don't you have anything better to do?" "Nah, not really." Thankfully some random girls began talking to him and I made my escape. As I entered back into my room, my mother asked how my walk was and all I said was "Don't ask." She just shrugged and answered an 'Ok.' Which was very smart. "Well, I have to go out for a bit. You'll be ok right?" "Of course." "Ok! By!" This is actually just what I needed. I made sure all entrances were locked and started a bath. The warm water felt amazing on my cold skin. Now, all I need to do is think, which is what I've wanted to do for a while. I turned on the music for some background noise and began my thinking. Why me? Out of every girl he could pester why me? I once thought like he does, that people were nice and kind, and I used to give them the benefit of the doubt. Then again there is only so many times a person heart can be ripped to shreds until there's nothing left. I was loyal, protected them, tried my best to be nice and not too annoying but all I got was a ton of knifes in the back. After what I've been through, I have no heart left. Not of my own choice. That one last shred I held onto I dropped on the frozen ground that day that I over heard them talking. 'Well maybe he can give you a new one.' The haunting voice in the back of my head said this. 'No fucken way. Why the hell would I trust him?!' 'Because believe it or not you still have a tiny piece of heart left, but it's covered by ice and steel, not opening up to anyone, but he's been prying at that ice and steel hasn't he?' 'Of course not!' I knew this voice was right, but I wouldn't admit it. Never. That steel and ice was under lock and key and no one would ever know where that key was. 'He does and you know it.' 'He does NOT!' 'He does, yet you are too stubborn to admit it. Why?' 'Because this stuff only happens in fairy tales and anime.' 'The sad thing is that you actually believe that.' 'That's because it's true.' 'Not always.' 'Oh Shut Up!' I couldn't stand the fact that the voice was right. I didn't want to believe it, and I sure as hell didn't want to get hurt. That was for sure. 'He doesn't seem like the type to do that.' 'You don't know that for sure.' 'No one knows anything truly "For sure".' Again the fucken voice was right. Damn it! 'Why don't you give him a chance? Is it because your a baby and afraid to get hurt.' Great now it's mocking me. 'I'm not afraid to get hurt!' 'Then do it!' This voice was fucken pissing me off, but it was right, damn it to hell. 'Fine! But first mistake and I won't ever even look at him again!' 'Good girl.' 'Whatever.'

New friendship? Not likely -.-

I then realized that the sun had set and the bath had gotten cold. So I finally got out, dried off and switched into pj's. I looked at my phone, and when I was about to put it down it began to buzz. I sighed. "Meet me at my room. 327 two down from you. I wanna talk." I sighed. "I'm in pj's." 'Remember what you said.' God damned mother fucken voice! "I don't care all of our parents are out." "Yeah like I'd want to be alone in a room with you when they get home -.-" "That's a good point...." 'ehem.' 'Oh fuck you voice!' "I'll get dressed meet you at the bench outside." "Great!" I rolled my eyes. I hate that fucken voice. It'll be the death of me. I then got dressed in one of my butler outfits with the black shoes and mad hatter top. I then began the walk down. Fuck my life. As I got there I had my now usual frown on and saw he was already there. I sighed. "What?" "Well at least we moved forward, you'll actually say 'What' instead of go away." He was smiling. I rolled my eyes. "Well let's go for a walk." "Whatever." "See we are getting better!" "Yeah ok. You need to stop smoking weed." He laughed. I gave him a glare. We were now at a park. "What did you want?" "I wanted to apologize about before." I lifted one eyebrow. "So you're going to leave me alone?" "Nah! I wanted to apologize about the girls. That happens a lot." "And I care why?" He frowned slightly. "You're not very nice to me." "You just got that? If that's all, I'm going back now." As I tuned he grabbed my arm. "Why can't we just be friends?" "Because it seems those THINGS always stab me in the back and like I always say that stuff only happens in fairy tales and anime." He didn't let go. "You never said why in anime as well." I smiled evilly. "And that is a secret just for me." I ripped my arm from his grasp and began running. As I mad it back to the hotel I didn't stop running until I reached my room and had locked the door. 'I thought you were going to try.' 'I did!' 'No that was running away.' I then got back into my pj's. 'Yeah. I'm a coward ok? I don't feel like getting hurt again. Get off my back.' 'If you keep going like this, you'll be alone forever.' I sank into my bed into a fetus position on my side and answered the voice sadly 'Yeah, I know.'

Wonderland club

I woke up the next morning and my parents were already gone with just a not left behind. 'Went out for the whole day with Gabe's parents, you two have fun!' I groaned and dragged myself to the shower. I wasn't going to hang out with the likes of him, I was going to go sight seeing.'Idiot' 'Oh shut the fuck up!' Once I had finished I got dressed. I put on black skinny jeans, a crown the empire t-shirt, black knee high converse and my mad hatter hat. "Off we go into wonderland!" I was actually somewhat cheerful. That was until I opened the door. Before he could open his mouth, I slammed the door in his face and locked it. "Hey! Common! We're supposed to spend the day together! Notice the word TOGETHER?!" "Fuck off." "Oh! We're back to that again?!" I sighed and as I grabbed my messenger bag,snuck out the window. As soon as I was walking away I heard a triumphant "Haha!" and then a "What the fuck?!" before I was out of sight. "Finally that bastard isn't nagging me anymore!" 'You like it.' 'No, I don't now shut your face!' I snapped this at the voice. As I walked I got strange looks, but I was used to them. They didn't bug me anymore. "Ummm, excuse me..." I looked over at my side and there was a girl about my age that looked emo too. "Yeah?" "Do you mind if I walk with you, some preppy dirt bags bags are bugging me and you looked like me so I thought you could help...." That was one thing I couldn't stand was preps and jocks and dirt bags like that picking on emos or goths or scence anything like that. "Yeah sure kid. Just stay close got it?" She nodded and we continued on our way. "Hey emo bitch! Is she part if your heard of freaks?!" I heard laughter and slowly turned. "No room, no room." *authors note, those of you that know Alice in wonderland probably know this line, if not it's from the tea party scene in many versions* "What did you say freak?!" "Off.With.Your. HEAD!" I roared the last part as I knocked them all down and whisked the girl away. "What was that about?" "I guess you could say I'm a bit obsessed with Alice in Wonderland, especially the Mad Hatter which." "Explains your hat." She finished for me. "Exactly. Sow what's your name kid?" "Rose. And yours?" "Raven." "So Raven. Why is a Raven like a writing desk?" "I haven't the faintest idea." "Hey Raven?" "Yeah Rose?" "Can I call you hatter and you call me Alice?" "I guess I have no problems with that." "Great!Oh, you should meet my friends." "Alright?" I was slightly wary. Had I just made a friend or.... I was snapped out of my thoughts as we reached a brick house and she knocked. "Why is a Raven like a writing desk?" "I haven't the faintest idea." "Welcome back Alice. Whose this?" The door opened to reveal a man that reminded me of the caterpillar. "Another Wonderland fan." "Really and she is..." "Hatter." I said. "Really? Good we've been waiting for a hatter fan." "This is the wonderland club." "Okay?" "Alice!!!!!" I saw several people rush at her and could put each one with a character. How strange. "Everyone, this is hatter." Everyone turned to me. "Well how'da do?" I took off my hat in a bow and as I came back up, I twirled my hat and placed it back on my head. "I'm rabbit." A boy with white hair,red eyes, and a pocket watch stepped forward. Then two twin boys stepped forward, brown hair and brown eyes. "I'm Tweedledee and he's Tweedledum." Then the rest of the characters introduced themselves. This was quite a strange bunch I must say. "Hatter here beat up all the jerks that have been bothering us!" "Well," I said smiling, "There was no room after all." They all smiled. For once, I started to feel like I belonged. Maybe this summer wouldn't be so bad after all. "Where are you staying?" This was Alice. I told her the name of the hotel. "Then I will be there tomorrow at noon to pick you up. Okay?" "Yeah. I'd like that." I smiled and walked out whistling a happy tune. Once I had got back home it was dark. I guess I spent all day there. I checked my bag and I still had everything, so that was good. When I got in my room, my parents were actually back. "Hey you guys, I'm going out with some friends tomorrow at noon kay?" "Sure!!!!!" They actually seemed happy. That night any and all dreams I had were actually good.

Hatter in Wonderland

When I awoke that morning my parents were leaving. Is that all they do?! "We're.." "Going out." I finished. "Yup! See ya later!" And with that they were gone. I looked at the clock 11:00. Shit! I ran to the bathroom and took a shower, the sweet smell of oranges and vanilla filled the room. When I got out I blow dried my hair, and started getting dressed. 11:45. As I put my hat on my head, and grabbed my messenger bag, the clock struck 11:56. I walked out the door and he was standing right there. "I don't have time for you today." "What does that mean?!" "I don't have time." I ran down to the lobby, him chasing after me, continuously yelling wait. As I skidded across the floor, I then casually leaned against a pillar as she walked in. She jogged over."Hey. Wait long Hatter?" "Not at all Alice. Ready?" "Yup." She nodded her head and we started out talking. As he finally caught up in the lobby,we were gone. "So Hatter?" "Mmm?" "Who is that man chasing you?" Sure enough I looked out of the corner of my eye and there he was again. "A friend?" I looked at her. "Most definitely not." "Oh. Shall we run." "Oh, that would be quite fun." So we ran. I heard an exasperated yell as we took off. I smiled deviously. This was fun. We weaved through out the city till we finally got to the hideout. "Alice?" "Yes Hatter?" "I do believe we're late for tea." We laughed, out of breath from running. "Yes, I do believe so." I saw our strange group looking at us in a peculiar way, which I didn't really mind. I held out my arm to her, which she took and we entered the house. I bowed as I took off my hat with a twirl, said "Why hello to you all." and placed it back on as I stood up. We then continued to talk and laugh for hours. I finally felt accepted. Once it was dark, Alice walked me home and said goodbye. "Same time tomorrow?" "Why of course." I again took off my hat for her and went upstairs were I was pulled into a random room. "I finally get it!" Oh. Him. "Get what?! Leave me alone for god's sake!" "You're gay!" "WHAT?!" I was ready to rip his head off. "JUST BECAUSE I DON'T LIKE YOU DOESN'T MEAN I'M GAY YOU DUMB ASS!!!!!!!!! AND FOR YOUR INFORMATION I'M STRAIGHT!!!!!! SO GO TO HELL!!!!" I then stormed out furious that damned egotistical bastard thinks no one can resist him! I then took a deep breath and covered it up in case my parents were home. Nope. And with that I passed out. Mother fuckers. I hate the fucken world.

Near death experiences. how fun! >.>

I woke up around 3:00 AM hearing clinking. My parents left a note saying they were sleeping in different rooms and this one was all mine. Fine by me. I looked out and there was a scared looking Alice. I opened the window. "Alice?" "Help me!" I was already dressed, so I grabbed my hat and bag and slid down the drain thingy next to my window next to her. "What's wrong?" "They've...They've got gggggg unnss and the others and and and" She then burst into tears. I'm not good with crying, but I hugged her anywhere and eventually she stopped. She wiped her face. "You're really comfy to hug you know." "Really. That's interesting. Now say again." "There is this group that hates us and knows Rabbits parents are rich and.." "Have them held hostage with guns." She sniffled and nodded. This is the cool part. I got a samurai sword for my 10th birthday along with a 200 piece knife set that I carry around everywhere. I pulled it out. "I finally get to use this! Haha yes!" "You are quite mad Hatter." "I don't have my name for nothing. Come along." And with that we took off. As we approached the house I saw these idiotic men posted around the house. I knocked them out with the blunt end of my sword on Alice's request. The we got inside the house where I took out the remaining guards now there was just two. The ringleaders. I knocked them out and freed everyone while Alice called the police. "There we are, not so hard." As I said this, I saw one raise a gun and point it at Alice. I may be cold, but when I find a friend,I'm loyal to the end. I reacted without thinking. Bad idea. I ran in front of Alice just as he shot,right in time, and didn't feel pain at first. I knocked him out again and that's when I saw it. I saw the dark red spreading across my chest. "Well this isn't good." I then felt the pain and dropped to my knees my vision blurring. "You're an idiot! But a good one." I saw Alice's face in front of me smiling with tears pouring down her cheeks. Were they for me? Finally someone cried for me. "Don't cry." I barley chocked this out as blood came out of my mouth. "Well that's quite messy, sorry." "Don't be." At that point I realized I was on the floor and I saw the ambulance people come to get me. Alice walked with me. My vision started to go black. "Thank you Alice." I manged to chock this out with the blood. "For what? You were the one that saved my life!" Her face was nonstop overflowing with tears. "For crying for me." And with that my vision went black.

You cried for me?

I woke up to hear a beeping sound and seeing my hat, with Alice next to it. Why was Alice in my bed. My mouth was dry, like I had eaten 20 bags of cotton balls with nothing to drink. I then looked down. I wasn't at the hotel. I was at a hospital. Why? That's when it hit me. I remembered everything. Someone finally cried for me. I felt wanted. I felt loved. I then attempted to get up, but the machines protested with beeping. "Ah get off of me you mother fuckers." I then proceed to rip off all the monitors. "Hatter!" "Hmm." I looked over at Alice's overjoyed face.She was overjoyed at me? "You're ok!" "Have to be. Gotta protect Alice in wonderland now don't I." I smiled as she laughed, a single tear escaping. "Yeah. They had said you might go into a coma and ..." I whipped away the tear. "Well I'm not now am I." "No, you're not." She smiled. "There's that brilliant smile." I smiled back and she laughed. At this doctors burst through the door. I looked at them as I crossed my arms. Alice giggled. She knew what I was going to do. "Now." Another giggle. "Number 1. I would be dead if you got here at this time, 2. What the hell is wrong with you people?! A coma?! And you people call yourselves doctors. Pffs! and 3! Can I get some fucken water or something?!" Alice couldn't help it. She burst out laughing at the doctors astounded faces. I sighed. "Whatever. I'll get it myself." I then proceeded to get up, walk past them, get a cup of water, get back in bed, drink it and put it down. They were amazed. "Didn't your mother ever teach you it's rude to stare?! God!" Alice laughed again. Her laugh is beautiful. Then I heard yelling. "I can see her!" "It's strictly family sir!" "Then why is that Alice girl there?!" "She was in the ambulance! Sir don't make me ask you to leave!" With that the amazing idiot burst through the door. "You're ok!" "Get the hell away from me! Did I not mention I never want to see you again?! Go the fuck away!" "Sir she can't handle stress right now..." And with that a fight went on and they all went out finally the doctors did something right for a change. I sighed. "Hey." I looked over. "I'm still here." "Yeah, I'm glad Alice, because if you weren't I might die." I gave a small smile. "We can't have that, you have to protect me in wonderland!" "Why yes I do."

Home again. with a cane XD cool huh?

After that I was told I had only been asleep for a few hours and that thankfully the bullet missed my heart. Apparently I had healed quite quickly miraculously and was now free to go. So i did.

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Texte: Brandi B.
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Lektorat: Brandi B.
Tag der Veröffentlichung: 29.12.2012

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To all those who love me even when it seems impossible, oh and to the anime 'Say I love you' for the idea.