The Reasons Why I Am Asexual Now

The reasons why I am Asexual now.

1. I had to give up on my very first crush.


2. Through my “scary” aggressiveness in the past, boys/men have been scared of me.


3. It is IMPOSSIBLE, for me and my brother to feel any physical or emotional love for each other as siblings. (Poem on Bookrix and Booksie: Brother, why can’t you love me? Name: Black Nightshade)


4. Trying to be a little feminine, bad idea!!! I started getting flirts and “stuff” from guys ages 20-50.


5. The guy whom I dated for a long time and loved so much, died in a terrible accident. Going to Nebraska to meet his cousins. (There is a poem about him in my other account : Artemis Nightshade-Liam and it’s also on Bookrix Black Nightshade)


6. I only see boys/men as my brothers and fathers, nothing else.


7. I lack interest in sex and it’s impossible for me to feel any pleasure whenever someone “touches” me. Although I am very weak whenever someone touches the back of my neck but I don’t think that counts.


8. I am NEVER dating anyone ever again let alone marry (and have kids).


So there you go the reasons why I am asexual. Now don’t go off thinking/saying, “oh don’t worry, you’ll find love again.” Or, “wait till your older then see what happens” Or other things. I get that A LOT! Even though I am a proud Christian (but not afraid to ask/know about other people’s religion) I am also a proud asexual. I do have my crushes on boys/men but hey I’m a girl/woman, it’s a curse lol just kidding! I am just not up to dating, sex, or any of those sorts.

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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 10.01.2012

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