My name Is Bethany. Bethany Farner but for the love of God call me Beth. I'm still just a beginner in writing but I love to do it even though I completely suck at it! I was born on September 15 1992 in bowling green Kentucky. But I live here in Chicago the windy city. My life is nothing intterresting believe me. I guess you could just say that I think the world is too confusing!

Well to Start Us off.

I awoke to my Alarm Clock going off. Uhgg School is the worse! Kinder garden-5th grade Loved School. 6th grade is when It went all down Hill. That's when I got my hair dyed first. I rembered that I only put a couple of Purple and Red Highlights. I had Light brown Hair at that time. It went just above my shoulders. I look nothing like that now! I got my hair cut to my chin. I had it arranged in Layers. Then I have 2 strands of hair on each side of my head that go to my belly button. I had those dyed red while the top layer of my hair was black. I kept my orginal hair color my light brown undernethe. Does that make sense?

I have really weird eyes. They change color but our mostly grey. If they do change color they change from grey to blue to grey to green to grey again. Complicated. Yes! I got up and got ready. I started my flat iron and ran a shower. My flat iron had smoke coming out of it but I ignored it. It usally does that anyways. I let my towel drop to the floor and went to my closet. I grabbed a black top (What other color would I really wear anyways) The one sleave would fall off to my shoulders so I wore a white tank top under it. I grabbed a pair of white skinny jeans that were completely ripped.

Not only were they ripped but had black slpatters on them. I grabbed I white rined stone belt and put it on over my shirt. I flatten my hair and aranging my layers the way I wanted them. I skipped breakfast and headed out the door to my bus stop which was just my Mailbox. The bus came around the corner and I hopped on. I sat in the back next to Jessie. He was listening to his Ipod. He didn't pay attention to me for he was used to it. Nor did I care anyways if he paid attention he's a total Jerk anyways. I tried to look at his Ipod to see what he was listening to but he shut it off to fast for me too see.

"Sup Beth?" He asked I rolled my eyes for everyone knew the answer. Nothing. Of course nothing my life is completely boring what can I say? I looked at my phone.During school some of the stupid jocks tripped the new guy. He wasn't completely attractive so you could say he was a nerd but I don't really care.

I slammed my locker door shut. I had Just had enough of Patrick and his jock friends. I've know Patrick since the second grade. When I was younger I had a crush on him but he turned into a complete wacko. I ran over to the laughing boys and Slapped Patrick and believe me it wasn't my first time I did that. He smiled. "You slap really hard. You must like me!" he said with a chuckle. His friends laughed too. I rolled my eyes and ran to the boy who was stumbling to get his stuff. I helped him with his books. "Thanks. I'm Roger by the way!" he said. I didn't reply for I did not want to have a conversation. I helped the boy to his feet and walked away. At lunch I ran to my girl friends.

They would all talk but I would just luagh nod and eat. I never talked with them and if they asked me a question it had to be a yes or no otherwise I wouldn't answer. I love my friends no doubt about it I just don't understand how they think. I looked over to the table in front of us and saw Jessie and his two minions Ryan and Erick. Oh no they're going to do it! I thought. They all faced me at they're tables. I looked away. God those boys just love to torture me. "BETH BETH BETH!!!" they all yelled. I glared at them evily but they looked away whistling like nothing happened.

I turned back around and they did it again. Basically that's how lunch was. They did not stop and I was about to shoot them and then me! After school I went to my Best friends house. His name was Max and I've known him since 3rd grade. He was Emo like me but he wasn't horriable....but a little strange but I didn't mind. He had brown eyes and Orange hair with black highlights. Ergg...He knew those were my favorite colors so he did it on purpose. At first it was purple black and green. Which I liked better. His parents weren't home not that they would be either.

Oh and for the last time I DO NOT LIKE HIM!! He is just more like a brothely figure to me. People think we've done all of this stuff but we haven't. I'll sleep over but not to do anything of what you're thinking rember I'm still a virgin! I walked in as normal and ran to his room. He was sleeping on his bed. Ear phones in. I could hear the music being blasted for the volume was all the way up. He probably just got home for an after school nap. I growled and smacked his forehead. "God Damn it Beth what!?!?!?!" He screamed. I giggled and got under the covers next to him.

He growled. "You know we need to come up with a way for you not to slap me any more for when you come over!" he said with his eyes still closed. "Well maybe you shouldn't sleep evey time you have free time!" I told him. He mumbled something like God damn it. "You swear way to Much!" I said. "You know stating anything is not going to help! You know that I swear alot and for that I might as well just go to Hell right now!" he replied. I hated how he always said that he was going to Hell to be burned into only ashes. "You know maybe there is no such thing as Hell and if there is let god have his mercy!" I snapped.

He finally opened his eyes. He got up and that's when I relized he was shirtless. I didn't mind for I was used to it. He threw on a black button up top but kept it unbutton. I got up too. His eyes skanned me when he saw my clothes. He shook his head. I rolled my eyes. "You know I swear way too much and you roll you eyes way too much!" He told me. I wasn't going to lie I did do that alot. We did our homework and descided to order pizza and watch a movie. I didn't watch the movie. So I ran upstairs to his room. I grabbed his lap top and went on facebook.

No one was on and no messages or notifications. Darn! I quickly logged off and went to his photos. I smile everytime I see them. There was some of him and his pets. Me and his friends. I exited out of the photos and found something quite inttrresting. An online Diary web site. I guess you had your own password and username. He was already logged in and at the top it said "Hi there Max!" in black bold letters I quickly shut off his computer for I would not snoop around. Who knows what I'll find to tell you the truth. I fell alseep listening to The Ghost Of You by of course My Chemical Romance.

I was half asleep but half awake when I found myself being caried by someone down the stairs. I didn't know who but I was to tired to wake up. I felt myself be placed in a car. We drove around and with his free hand he knocked on a the door. Then I knew where I was when I heard the door open and a familiar voice. "Well thank you very much Max for bringing her home. If you wouldn't mind bringing her to her bed I pulled my back and..." Max cut my father off and walked to my room. He layed me on my bed.

My eyes opened a bit. I saw him smilling of a picture of me and him with my friends and his. A good group photo I have to say. He left the room shutting the door and turning off the lights. I figured he sat down in the living room to talk with my parents. I couldn't quite make out what they were saying and quickly fell asleep to there mumbling. I dreamed Of one of my photos. I rember the day where I got a photo of me taking a photo of three baby bunnies in a barbie pink Covertable. Oh My Lord those were the days.
The next day I didn't feel so good. I had a horriable headache and a bad stomachache. So I didn't go to school that day. My parents wouldn't be home till like six so my friends came over instead to keep me ocupied. They all came over. Tori, Victoria, Emmy, Josey, Hannah, Ebelin, Taylor, Jessie, and Max. I'm not completely friends with Jessie but he's funny and good friends with Emmy. He also comes over alot anyways so whatever.

They all came in my room and I pretended to be asleep. Josey grabbed a pillow on the floor and wacked my head. I swore at her. They all laughed. I sat up in my bed. "Tori be a doll and turn on my light it's too dark in here!" I said. She did what I asked her. They all sat on the floor while Karly sat next to me on my bed. We were all talking and they stopped to hear my stomache growl. "Someone's Hugry!" Jessie said. "Well no der! I haven't eaten anything all day and I feel like crap what do you want from me!!" I snapped but in a playful way.

"I'll get her something what do you want Beth?" Victoria asked me "Ooh Bagle and cream cheese!!" I screamed. That was like my favorite food. Yum! She came back in with a bagle and cream cheese. "Yes!" I shouted. "Guess who fell asleep at my house last night?" Max said. I blushed. I didn't mean to fall asleep but My Chemical romance was like a drug to me so sorry. They all pointed at me with their fingers. I blushed and looked down at my empty plate. They laughed lightly for they knew it was an accident.

"It's not the first time she's fell alseep at a weird place!" Ebelin said. I knew that was right. I fell alseep in class 4 times. I fell asleep standing 2 times. I fell asleep jumping up and down on my trapoline! "Hey you guys all know that I love too sleep get over it!" I said. We probably all talked and laughed for hours. Max got a nex message. He didn't look to happy when he saw it though. "Hey umm Karly could you sit down on the floor real quick I have to show Beth something!" he said. Akward!

Karly moved and Max sat next to me to show me this weird new text message. I read it not aloud but I moved my lips like I was. It said "Hey babe are you coming over tonight?" asked a girl named Clara. I stared at Max who was smilling! He nelt in and whispered in my ear. "Do you know who this is?" he asked "No!" I whispered back. He laughed gently so people didn't become curious. Too late they were staring with dagers! "It's my new girlfriend!" he whispered back. I held back before bursting back in laughter.

Too Hard. So we both burtsed back into laughter! "I'm Happy for you Buddy I really am!" I said and we hugged. "Ok why don't we all go outside!" Hannah suggested they all liked that Idea and Max tried to pull my covers off but I grabbed them quickly. "Don't!" I shouted. They looked at me like I was crazy. "I'm not wearing pants so get out!" I said. "BETH!" they all shouted "Hey I'm sick I can wear what ever I want in my bed so get out!" I shouted. They growled and got out.

I changed into a new shirt and new pants and headed out into the living room. I went to my pantry and grabbed the peanut butter jar and a spoon. "oh no here's Beth and her peanut butter obseesion!" Emmy said. I shrugged I loved these favorite foods. Bagles and cream cheese, Peanut butter, and Mac n' Cheese. "Look who's talking Emmy you have an obseesion of Black Cats and Ketchup and Beth is the weird one!" Ebelin said. I laughed and so did Emmy. She knew that was true.

"Anyways it's Friday Night Why don't you sleep over at my house tonight?" Emmy asked. "Sure why not but is your brother going to be there?" I asked. She frowned "Yes and a couple of his friends are sleeping over too that's why I need you!" Emmy wined. Ergg... Her brother scares me he's 22 and he has anger issues. He's really rude and again Scary! "Fine but I'm not going to be in one of his tantrums!" I said.

Everybody Laughed at that. Everyone knew Emmy's older brother had problems. When me and Emmy were in the 5th grade we found some magazines of naked women in his room. Oh and not just 1 but 12!! Emmy was able to use them against him in anything. Since she stole one. One day her brother was going to tell on her for having a boyfriend cause her dad didn't know and she said and I qoute "Not a good Idea boy I have one of your magazines in my room that I'll be happy to show dad!" she said. Emmy's older brother was shocked that he found out and Dropped the Idea of telling dad.

Me and Emmy figured he made secret purchases at school when he first entered into high school. Well someone had to sell it to him. Everyone left except for Max. "So you went on my lap top last night!" Max said. I didn't look at him I just kept eating peanut butter. "Beth" He said. I kept my silence. "Beth!" he repeated. "I didn't see anything I swear!" I shouted. "I know I know just making sure! There's depressing crap in there that I don't want you to see!" he said. "Max Jhonson I swear to my beloved Lord..."

"No need to get dramactic about it okay just drop it OK?" he asked. I nodded. "Hey help me get my stuff ready for Emmy's!" I said and we went back to my room. "Ok did you pack my pepper spray?" I asked Max from the bathroom. I was straighting my hair. "Yes and I packed your emergency aid kit!" he shouted back. If I was going to Emmy's I need protection some how. My parents were justcoming in when we were just leaving. "Going to Emmy's love you bye!" I said as I gave my mom a hug and my dad a kiss on the cheek.

We were driving and we pulled into Emmy's drive way. I didn't realize it was already 7:00. He reached into his car door and grabbed something. "Here take this you know how Emmy's brother is and if his friends are over too who knows what could happen!" he said as he handed me a blow horn. I laughed and took it. I walked in to find Screaming boys in the living room. They were watching football. I sighed loudly so they realize I was here. Emmy's brother stared at me and so did his friends.

I knew everyobdy in the room. Cameron, Jon, Steve, and Corey. Well and of course Emmy's older brother. I waved and went into Emmy's room. She laughed and I tackled her. "Why didn't you tell me cameron was here?!?!?" I shouted but not to loud for The boys too hear. She laughed harder. "Cause I know you wouldn't come if I told you!" she said. I growled. So we started beating each other up in a playful way. After we stopped we burst into laughter. "That was intterresting!" I said.

Just then Emmy's brother called for her. "You go please last time they threw popcorn at me! Do you know how hard it was to get that out of my hair?" She said. "Ok Ok but let me grabb something real quick!" I said and went to my bag. I grabbed my air horn becasue who knows what they could do. I became nervous and fixed my shirt and my hair. I was mad that Emmy didn't tell me Cameron was here. I had always had a mager crush on him. I hid the air horn in my pocket and went to living room. Michael Emmy's older brother stared at me. "We called Emmy you know!" He said rude and flat.

I growled "She's buisy what do you want?" I asked angrily. "Bring us some pop please!" he said giving up on the fact Emmy was going to wait on them like always. "Ice or no ice?" I said dumbly. "Surprise us!" Cameron said. I probably tunred three shades of red. I came back and threw everyone a can of pepsi. I laughed I knew they wanted glasses but Cameron did say surprise us and they were all pretty shocked. I smiled and went back. Michael was angry and disapointed for I was filled with joy. Teehee Teehee.

It was like three in the morning and Emmy was passed out while I was still up. I walked into the kitchen. I opened the fridge. Nothing. All of Michael's friends slept over. It was weird that Emmy and Michael had there own house just them together. Room mates really. I tunerd around and jumped back for someone was standing there in the pitch black darkness. "What the?!?!?" I asked. "Shh... It's just me!" the voice said. I realized it was Cameron's. I flipped on the lights. "What do you want?!?!?!" I screamed. "Well I heard someone walking into the kitchen so I checked it out geez!" he said. I sighed.

"Well it's three in the morning it's pitch black and I guess when you see a tall figure next to you you kinda freak!" I said. He smiled. I growled. His smiled faded when he saw me and he asked "What happened to you? What happened to the smily and giggly Beth that I knew back in the day! The one who didn't give a darn about what people think and the one who always had fun just being herself? Huh? What happened to her?" I frowned. "She changed!" I said looking to my feet. "I know she changed but why?!?!" He asked. I shook my head and went back to Emmy's room. He grabbed my wrist.

"Cameron please let go of me I need to go to bed!" I said. He let go of me and said "As you wish!". Ergg I hate boys! I hate people! Uhgg I hate myself! I woke up to Emmy's brother beating my head with a pillow! "Wake up!" he shouted. I kept my eyes close. He pulled off my blanket and I formed into a little ball. Then before I knew it all the boys came in. Emmy was no where in site. Oh no! They all grabbed me. Each one of them had a part of me. Michael grabbed my left leg while Jon did the other. Cameron and Steve grabbed my arms while Corey helped with my torsoe.

"Let go of me you bastards!" I mummbled. The all laughed. I think we were outside. I did not want to know what they were doing so I kept my eyes close. That was a good and a bad choice. They were swinging me. "One, Two, Three!" Jon said. They threw me. Before I knew it I hit the water. They threw me in the pool. Damn! I came up coughing. "You little son of a bitches!!" I screamed. They were all laughing histarically. Even Cameron. I was really pissed off now. I got out of the pool and started swearing at all of them. I growled. Then an eveil smile came across my face. I ran.

I ran in the house and locked the door. I ran to the back and locked that one too. I closed all windows and locked them. I ran to Michael's room and grabbed his paintball gun. Hee Hee Hee. They finally gave up and were all sitting in the front yard. I opened the window very slow and quiet. I mouthed One Two three, and shot Michael. He fell to the ground. Once all the boys turned and saw me I hit them all on automatic mode so all I hat to do was move the gun. They were covered in Black splatters. That was my color everytime we did play piantball with the boys. I finally came outside to see there shocked faces.

I laughed they looked like idiots. After an hour and the boys got cleaned up. We got into our bathing suits. "OK it's been two hours where the hell is Emmy? I can't be alone here with you guys!" I said. "She left to go to her boyfriends hous like at nine and since you didn't get up till two..." Corey said. I ran oustide. I was wearing my blank bikini top and a pair of black swim trunks. I got on the top of the latter and dove in. I flipped my hair back. They all threw off their shirts and they all jumped in together. BIG SPLASH! They all came up.

I shook my head and went under. I would swim under their legs and woop around them. I got out for a second and got a raf. I got on it and went back into the pool. I layed there in the sun. It burned my skin but I still layed there. "Let's play Marko Polo!" Steve said. They all nodded there heads. "Who's it?" Jon asked. Cameron smiled and went under. He came up under my raf and flipped me over. I came up and he said "Her!" I flicked him off. We Played Marko and Polo For like about twenty minutes. When we were done I went back on my raf. I just wanted to lay there.

Then I found someone getting on my raf. He layed there on top of me. It was Cameron. "Dude what the Hell get the Fuck Off of me!" I said. "Oh Shush and just enjoy it while you can!" he said. "Really dude I'm really uncomfortable and you really heavy!!" I shouted. What could I say they all had six packs from all of them playing football. He shook his head. I heard Emmy's car door shut out in the drive way. "EMMY HELP ME I'M BEING HELD AGAINST MY WILL!!!!!!!!!!!!" I screamed. She came running.

Cameron still didn't get off of me. She smiled. "Hey mike I have something for you why don't your friends go to my car and get it!" Emmy said. everyone scattered except for Cameron. "I guess I'll just leave you too lone then!" Emmy said with a smirk. She left. "Cameron. Get. Off. Of. Me." I said. He pressed our bodies harder and closer. I moaned. "Stop!" I said. He smiled. "Should we kiss?!?!" he asked. My eyes popped out of my head "NO!" I shouted. he laughed. I shook my head. "Fine I'll just lay here then!" he said and he rested his head on my chest.

A little too close to my boob. I sighed. "You leave me no choice." I kneed him in the stomach. He finally feel over and into the water. I sat up and laughed. He came out and pulled me in. Geez! It was freezing now. I han't been in the water for a long time I guess. I came up and gasp. "Jesus Christ it's cold!" I shouted. Cameron laughed. He pulled me back down. I came up and he picked me up. He backed me up against the wall of the pool. His hands slipped under my swim trunks and he went to my thighs. He grabbed my legs and rapped them around my waist.

"Goin Under!!" he said. He leaned back and fell into the water. He came up and walked around like that. He wouldn't let go of my thinghs. I was extremly uncomfortable. "Please let me down!" I said. He smiled and shook his head no. "God Damn it Cameron Let me down!" I screamed. He pushed me against the wall of the pool and held me in place. He moved his hands out of my trunks and around my back. I sighed. "Will you please just let me go and forget this ever happened!" I begged. He pulled me tighter.

"Stop that!" I said. He squished me tigher against him. I growled. "Why can't you just enjoy the momment!" he said. "Because it's weird! Your Emmy's older brothers friend! I'm just a senior and your twenty-two! Besides I'm Emo and you're a football player! We don't Mix!" I replied. "You know there was something I wanted to do last night that I couldn't!" he whispered in my ear. Oh no! I became so nervous and scared that my face turned blue. I heard a car door slamm. Someone walked into the backyard. It was Max. "Oh Thank My Lord!" I whispered. Max saw us and he smirked at me. "You buisy there Beth?" He asked with a chuckle.

I Growled at him and mouthed "Help Me!" He grinned and left me and Cameron alone. Bitch! I struggled to get out of Cameron's gripp and ran Inside. I went Emmy's room Where Max was. I shut the door. "You two are some of the biggest assholes in the world!" I said. They laughed.

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