Dear diary,
Sorry that I am just now writing again. It took me two weeks and four different shopping trips to find the perfect new diary to write in and plus Edward was no help at all. He's still acting like an asshole so I can't talk to him about anything anymore. He just keeps acting like he doesn't want me. I soooooooooo need to get Alice away from Jasper and go shopping so she can tell me what the hell is wrong with Edward or I am leaving him. I mean that quite literally even if it kills me.
Love Bella
Dear diary,
Alice won't look at me at all. Actually none of the Cullen's are looking at me anymore except for Rose, Emmett, and Jasper. They look at me with sadness all the time. I have got to try and get Rose alone or take her shopping instead of Alice. I am so mad at Edward and the family that I already packed three bags and put them in my car. I am moving out tonight and going back to Forks by myself. They can not stop me and Edward can beg me to stay all he wants but I won't
Love Bella
Dear diary,
I moved out but Rose, Emmett, and Jasper wouldn't let me leave by myself so they came with me. On the way to Forks they told me what had been going on. Edward was sleeping around with Alice behind my back and soon everyone but me knew what had happened. I stopped the car, got out, punched a tree and got back in the car. Jasper had switched to the driver's seat so I sat in the passenger's seat. He was smart I probably would have crashed the car I was so angry at what I had just heard. Twenty years had passed since I was changed so Charlie had already passed away leaving me the house. I gave Rose and Emmett Charlie's room and I gave Jasper my room. I took the couch in the living room despite their complaints that it was my house and I shouldn't have to sleep on the couch. But I didn't care because my room held too many memories for me so I laid on the couch that night.
Love Bella
Dear diary,
Jasper came down in the middle of the night and asked if I wanted to go hunting so I went with him. I got him to talk something that was supposedly impossible for anyone but Alice to do and we talked about his past. I also got him to laugh by running so fast I flew into a tree. Then he helped me to my feet and took me by surprise by pressing his lips to mine. But neither of us anticipated my reaction. Venom boiled in my lips and I threw him into a tree. He stared at me in shock. I heard a cracking sound and threw myself at him pushing him out of the way just as the tree fell on top of me. Emmett and Rose must of heard the crash because the tree was lifted off of me within five seconds of it falling. I thanked them and ran off after the scent of the deer and took down three before they caught up with me. Well that's all for today. See you later.
Love Bella
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