*Ronnie* (Via cover)


I just moved into town and going to a new school wasn't my thing. I'm very anti-social and I don't communicate much but it sucks being away from my friends. We threw a party the night before I left and my dad got pissed off at me because when he came home the next morning the house was a mess. He did punish me but I didn't take it serious. I started changing after my mothers death in a car accident two years ago. I still wish she was here with me to feel what I'm going through but I can't bring her back from the dead.


It was the next morning on a Monday and from my window I can see the Moving Truck came to drop our belongings to a new home. I read all the signs that was around it and I observed the things they were taking out of the truck. My dad was helping carry in the sofa. I watched him walked back in the house then I went back to lay on my bed. I had one foot down and my right foot on the bed with my arms behind my head. I heard my father coming towards my room so I closed my eyes shut. He opened the door and knocked as hard as he can.

Dad:"Ron...it's time for school get dressed" he came in and slam the door shut. I got up and took a shower and brushed my teeth as always. I looked into the mirror and just stared at myself...you know you do that when you look so good...ADMIT IT!. Well I quickly stomped my feet going downstairs entering the kitchen. It was empty so my father left out the gallon of milk, a bowl, a plastic spoon, and cereal box full of Apple Jacks. My favorite cereal of all time. I can't believe he knew that...cause only my mom would know that's my favorite breakfast...no wonder why she would say I'm gonna be a big boy when grow up. I can't blame her I'm 6'0 feet tall at 17 years young dang...that's tall right.


I got in my Audi and drove to school. As soon I got out the car all eyes were on me and girls starting biting their lips. "Awkward..." I mumbled to myself and entered the front entrance. I headed to the office and ask for a schedule. This girl stood out of all of them surrounded by her. She looked back at me and I looked back at her. She smiled at me and I winked and she turned away and started walking out the office. She had a nice body too. She had nice curves a pretty face...everything like those pretty cali girls. She was beautiful and her eyes got my attention. Those grey eyes man I couldn't stop staring at her.


Office Lady:"Excuse me?!" she tapped me
Me:"Oh sorry ummm.....I'm Ronnie and I was asking can I have a schedule I'm new here" I doubted
Office Lady:"Oh right your Max's son...Ronnie Sanders?!" she smiled at me then looked back the computer
Me:"Yea I'm guessing you know him?"
Office Lady:" Yes he came here yesterday....and your father is sure handsome" she flirted. Awkward for a lady to talk to me about how my good looking my father is. She handed me the schedule and winked at me.
Office Lady:"Oh and tell your father I said Hi!" She yelled
Me:"Mhum.." Like I was gonna let her replace my mom....thirsty bitch.


I walked into room 107 and I entered but the door closed very hard and everybody turned around and all eyes were on me. And the crazy thing is the same I girl who walked the office was in my class. She turned around and laughed at me. And I heard the girls saying "Damn" and all that next shit they say when they see a sexy boy around them. I looked at the schedule and looked at the teachers name on it.


Me:"Are you Ms. Patterson?" I said confused
Ms. Patterson:"Yes I am and your late....take a seat behind Jasmine" she pointed to the girl I saw in the main office. I took a seat behind her and she turned around and giggled while her friends were grilling me down. I slouched in my seat. I had my hands in my camo shorts and looked at her from the back from her hair to her back cause it was showing but classy way. I stayed in the class room for about 45 minutes and Second and Third period as well. Lunch time came and a group of boys came up to me while I was eating my wrap. I looked up at all four of them watching me eat. I was getting uncomfortable.


Me:"Can I help ya with something?" I said with my mouth stuffed. Everyone in the cafeteria looked at us and so did Jasmine.
Boys:"Yea your sitting in our table"
Me:"Oh yea did you pay for it?"
Boys:"No we didn't"
Me:"Then you don't own anything because last time I checked the school payed for this..now if you'll excuse me I'll finish enjoying my wrap"
Boys:"Dude are you dumb....GET UP!" he yelled. I got pissed and when someone yells at me I flip out. I got up and threw my lunch in the garbage. I looked at him face to face and he was about my height and he took a step back.
Me:"Fine you want your table you can have it since you didn't pay for it" I walked away in anger and the bell rang. I saw Jasmine walking behind as I left the cafeteria.


Jasmine:"Hey you...wait up?!" she screamed
Me:"What?" I said in a calm tone
Jasmine:" I'm Jasmine...you are?"
Me:"And now is the time you wanna talk to me?" I smirked
Jasmine:"Just being foolish you know it's a girl thing"
Me:"Yea I bet...." I started to walk away and she stopped me again
Jasmine:"Hey wait...what's your name?"
Me: I didn't answer her and I continued walking away and headed to gym class. I entered the boys locker room. I sat down to put on the outfit in my locker with my name on it.

Donte:"Oh wait aren't you that kid who almost got into a fight with Mike?"
Me:"Who's Mike?"
Donte:"The boy you got in an argument with"
Me:"That's Mike?"
Donte:"Yea nobody messes with him...cause he's actually like the big guy around here"
Shane:"Yea everyone was surprised you even steped up to him"
Ricky:"Yea we all are..."
Me:"What are you guys....the press confrence?"
Donte:"Hahaha naw were the cool kids around here"
Me:"COOL KIDS!??"
Donte:"Lets just say we know everybody...and were well known...were skate boaders"
Me:"You guys skate?"
Shane:"Yea were ALL-STAR skate boaders"
Ricky:"Yhup YPSB"
Me:"What does that mean?"
Donte:"YOUNG-PROFESSIONAL-SKATE BOADERS"
Me:"Lame"
Donte:"Have you seen us skate before...they call us Trill Bandits"
Me:"Cool should I give you a certificate?"
Shane:"Naw I want a cookie" Donte slapped him in the back of the head
Donte:"Do you skate?"
Me:"Used too"
Shane:"Why did you stop?"
Donte:"Yea what happened bro?"
Me:"Nothing I just stopped felt like moving on...anyway I got class" I walked out with my gym bag and sat down on the bleachers. Dang I didn't know this girl plays basketball. She came in the gym and started doing dunks against her teammates.
Donte:"Damn Jasmine is one fine girl I've ever seen"
Shane:"She's never gonna go out with you get it through your head" he tapped Donte on the head
Donte:"But she is so sexy...man I would tap that everyday" he bit his lip and watched her play around the court.
Me:"She's not all that"
RICKY,DONTE,SHANE:"WHAT ARE YOU MENTALLY CHALLENGED?!????!!!?"
Me:"I don't see what's so sexy about her"
Donte:"Dude she's like the finest girl in this school and oh god...your telling me you wouldn't fuck? Man you've got problems"
Me:"I just don't think she's beyond sexy...come on look at the girl she has a nice body but she can't beat a thick girl"
Shane:"He's gotta point" The gym teacher called everyone to stand up and start working out. I on the other was doing push-ups and sit-ups. Donte, Ricky, and Shane were trying to hard to impress Jasmine. She was looking at me and Donte was whistling to get her attention. I got up cause I was going thirsty but Jasmine was already at the water fountain. She was bending over in front of me but I was a couple inches away. Her last sip of water drip fell off her bottom lip and she wiped it off. She looked at me face to face and and I looked at her up and down and just stared at her ass and I ended up rubbing my chin. A fat girl behind me pushed me.


Fat Girl:"Earth to you...are you gonna drink some water?"
Me:"Nah you go...you need it the most" And I ran to the girls and started playing with them. Number 8 passed me the ball.

Jasmine:"Hey why didn't you pass it to me?" she rolled her eyes
Me:"You want the ball?"
Jasmine:"Nah you can have it.....your not gonna make it in anyway"
Me:"Ok...if you say so" I stood behind the 3 point line or what ever they call it. It's my first time playing basketball. I usually stay at home and just watch the NBA. For the first time I made it in and her jaw dropped.
Me:"Impressed?"
Jasmine:"Nope..." she took the ball from me a got back to playing. I walked back to the bleachers.
Donte:"Holy crap...she likes you"
Me:"I don't think so"
Shane:"Did you see the way she looked at you when you walked away"
Me:"Ummm...no cause I don't have eyes behind my head"
Donte:"She was smiling real hard"
Ricky:"Dude looks like we gotta give you tips ASAP"
Me:"Is that another meaning for skating now?" I smirked
Donte:"Nah..haha Ricky's saying we should give you advice we wouldn't want you to mess up anything...on your first date with Jasmine"
Me:"Hhahahaha....I'm not dating her..."
Donte:"That's what you think I bet you this time around she's gonna want to do something special" he winked at me
Ricky:"Oh yea We didn't get your name?"
Me:"Ron....Ronnie is my name"
Ricky:"I'm Ricky...that's Donte...and he's Shane"
Donte:"Yea were going to the park after school wanna come?"
Me:"Well I have nothing better to do so why not"
Ricky:"Ok we'll wait for you then see yah later" I threw up my peace sign and exited the gym as the bell rang.


School was over and I met up with the boys after school. They were standing in front of a car and the car door was open with their skate-boards in their hands.
Donte:"You coming?" he pointed to the car. I hopped in and we drove off. We reached to a skating park and their were a bunch of skate boarders all over the park. Some look emo.
Donte:"Welcome to LA National Skating Park"
Me:"Seriously" I smirked
Donte:"Yea....that's what we call it" he said with doubt
Ricky:"Were gonna skate or what?" and we started walking in and as always people were giving looks. I haven't skated in 2 years after my moms death so looks like I'm gonna have to get used to being hurt over again. I looked down at the ramp and took a deep breathe. I was thinking very hard and exhaled deeply.
Me:"Sorry guys I can't do this" I sighed
Ricky:"Oh come on Ron you can do this"
Me:"No I can't.....I lost it....my skills....everything"
Shane:"You didn't it's still in you and I can feel it"
Donte and Ricky:"Whoa bro you didn't have to say it like that O.o"
Shane:"Only you two" he shook his head.
Me:"Besides I don't have time for skate boarding anymore...just isn't my thing like it used to be" I just walked out the park. And the park wasn't that far away from the school. They all just shrugged their shoulders and let me leave. I couldn't stay in there it was already a nightmare.


I headed back to the school parking lot to get back mu car. I drove home and all I did was think about Jasmine(Jasmine Sanders...she's a model people look her up). My dad was watching TV wearing his boxers and his with t-shirt. I ignored him and started walking down the hall to my room
Dad:"Hey Ron come here" I puffed and walk back to him
Me:"Yes dad" I puffed
Dad:" Well I think this should be a father and son moment"
Me:"Yea...." I moved my eyes around awkwardly
Dad:"Well I wanted to tell you...I'm dating someone"
Me:"Really?" I sighed.
Dad:"I know you may be mad at me...but son I need love" he sighed back
Me:"And I need mom" I yelled
Dad:"What is the matter with you Ronnie...?!"
Me:"You...your dating other women and your forgetting my mom" I yelled at him. I had my hands in a fist ready to punch
Dad:" Well what do you want me to do go to her grave and ask her to come back alive....or bring a priest in here with a cross and bring back her soul" He shouted back
Me:"Yea whatever it takes to hear her voice again" I walked out on him and went back to my room. I punched the wall and slid down and had my knees connected to my chest and stared at the ceiling. My phone began to ring. I didn't want to pick it up so I just went and answered the call.
Me:"Hello?!" I yelled
Madison:"Hey Ron it's me Maddy...and why are you yelling?O.o"
Me:"Haha...sorry wasn't expecting a call you know"
Madison:" I bet.....remember our conversation at the party?"
Me:"Well remind me.."
Madison:"I already knew you was gonna forget so why not remind you.....well I told you that Kelly likes you and everything"
Me:"Uhuh...what about her?"
Madison:"Can you believe she's having baby"
Me:"WHAT IS IT MINE....?!!!!!!!!"
Madison:"Aye relax Papi Chulo....Let me finish...anyway your NOT the Father...technically she's been with the kid Ross"
Me:"Ross Brim...that gang banger?"
Madison:"Yea...well she's like so pisses at herself cause now she gotta raise a baby...and she just dropped out of high school"
Me:" Oh damn..."
Madison:"Maybe If she wasn't so desperate to fall in love with him it would never happen"
Me:"Yea your right"
Madison:" Darn...my mother wants to use the phone now I'll talk to you later Ron" She hung up. Madison is my girl best friend I've known since I was 5 and we've been close ever since. And I told her before I left for her to tell me everything that's going on in Cleveland(Ohio) so she agreed and of course she told me. But that's not what I'm worried about. And if this women is the lady who secretly told me she likes my father then I don't know what I'll do. I got myself into bed and I didn't want to worry about thing that happened.


The next morning I went to the office to make sure that the office lady's name who I don't know was here today. Although before I left my dad left a note saying he's out on a date and left me 50 on the table. She wasn't there, I wonder why. So I asked the other lady who sits and inch or two away from her.


Me:"Hi...ummm do you know where?...." I didn't know what else to say so I pointed to the desk.
Ms.Winkler was her name the one who works next to her.
Ms.Winkler:"Oh you mean Ms. Bonner? Well she's not in today she said she was on a date and didn't want to miss it"
Me:"Oh really...well thanks I wanted to ask her something" I lied I was just thinking but then again suspicious.
Ms.Winkler: "Oh sure you can write a note and leave it on her desk tomorrow"
Me:"Na..no thanks but um thanks" I walked out very awkwardly and closed the door very slowly. I saw Jasmine walking down the hallways coming to my left so I started walking fast to my right. DAMN! FAST RUNNER SHE ALREADY CATCHED UP.
Jasmine:" H-h-h-h-h-" she was breathing heavy from running fast.
Me:"Ayee slow down"
Jasmine:"Your friend is getting beat up" I gasped and started to run and she was running behind me. I ran out of breathe and no one was there.
Me:"There's no one here"
Jasmine:"I know"
Me:"You made me run for no reason...you got me scared to death"
Jasmine:"I know"
Me:"Why would you do that...I was ready to fight"
Jasmine:"I know"
Me:"Know you don't know"
Jasmine:"I know"
Me:"Would you stop saying that?"
Jasmine:"NO."
Jasmine:"Okay sorry. But I had a reason to lie"
Me:"Why?"
Jasmine:"Cause I knew it would make you talk to me....well let me talk to right now"
Me:"So you just use my friends to get to me?"
Jasmine:"Look..what I'm trying to say is when I really want to talk to you I never get a chance and sometimes you would ignore me and just walk away"
Me:"Cause that's how I am!?"
Jasmine:"Couldn't you just talk to me...actually hold a conversation"
Me:"We are right now...and this is a conversation I don't see your point"
Jasmine:"Yea just as I thought bad idea" she slowly walked away and her dirty blonde bouncy long straight her started to bounce it's way on and off her shoulders
Me:"Jasmine!" she turned around
Me:"If you wanna talk..all you had to do was ask"
Jasmine:"So how come you wouldn't tell me your name since you know mine"
Me:"I think my name is less important in this conversation don't you think?"
Jasmine:"Okay I'll do this the easy way then" she began walking away even more. I lightly ran after her and held her by her wrist. She turned around by my actions and I stared into her blue-ish grey-ish eyes and I saw my whole future. At that moment I wanted to kiss her. She looked into mine and damn it the bell rang.
Jasmine:"I have to go" she sighed. I wanted to look into her eyes even more and I wanted to talk to her but I want her to talk to me or...WHAT AM I SAYING!!!!! IM CONFUSED!

Donte:"Thought you was low?"
Me:"What are you trying to say?"
Donte:"Hhahaha...nothing so what's up with you and...?"
Me:"Oh well nothing she just walked pass by me and said hello"
Donte:"You can't lie for shit I swear" He started walking away and I followed him. We were heading to lunch so it was only me and Donte who had the same class schedule.
Me:"Hey...did I do something wrong"
Donte:"Nah...your just too slow to realize she likes you and you keep avoiding her man"
Me:" Huh?"
Donte:"She told me how much she likes you...but she wanted to tell you in a different way"
Me:"You've been talking to her?"
Donte:"Yea...I knew you couldn't last so why not just tell you from me"
Me:"Why couldn't just tell me"
Donte:" Nevermind...what I'm trying to say is later tomorrow night I'm throwing a party at my place and half of the whole school is invited...so are you coming" He handed me a note
Me:"I'll look forward to it"

He left as I walked the other way to class. I headed to gym and there was a girl on girl fight with one of the basketball players that was playing with me the other day. Forty-five minutes passed and since it was a half a day I just cut and left to meet up with Donte in the front of his car.

Me:" Like why do you always bring your car when I have a car?" I asked crossing my arms
Donte:"I really don't know...just get in so I can set this shit up" he pushed me in and we drove off.
Me:" So is Ricky and Shane coming?" I asked holding party props in my hands.
Donte:" Of course why not I mean they are our friends" He giggled. We reached his place and I dragged the bag full of party stuff to his front door leaving trails.
Donte;" Dude are you trying to posion our friends?" He grabbed the bag from me and carried it on his shoulders.
Me:" You mean your friends?" Later that night I helped him settle up the house and guests began to come in. Ricky was the DJ and Shane was the party annoucer. Basically the shit they do in clubs to hype things up. I looked down at my watch and it was 8 pm so I poured me some punch and a girl bumbed into me and it spilled over my favorite shirt. She grabbed some napkins as I just told her it was okay. I ran upstairs to the bathroom and washed it off. I forgot to tell my dad about spending the night with my friends so I just texted him and just day dreamed looking at the bathroom floor. I didn't feel like laying in a bathroom tub so I exited out the bathroom. Well If I had known Jasmine was here I would've have stayed in the bathroom. Just seeing your crush with another boy just made me feel used. Even though it's hard to explain my feelings to Jasmine I still try to find other ways to tell her I like her.....but just as I thought it was too late. And that's when I felt something girls feel. HATRED, GUILT, I FELT LIKE MY HEART JUST PUMPED IT'S WAY OUT MY SYSTEM.....THAT'S WHEN I LOST IT.....




Boyfriend huh? Good way to get over me Jas. Donte drunk ass bumped into me and had his arm over my neck talking all this jibber jabber.
Donte:"Ron...or is that your name....I forgot to tell you she's taken bro." he just walked off and laughed and tumbled his way up the stairs. I began to feel weird so I just drunk my sarrows away. Not with liquor or what ever your thinking off. With water yes...water. I didn't cry I just drunk water and sat there. Weird aren't I. You know what they say love makes you do dumb things...stratch that weird things.

Shane:"YEEEEAAAAAAAAAA! PARTAAAAYYYYYY!...." He screamed crowd surfing. Everyone screamed while I watched him just be happy. Shane removed himself from the crowd and jumped off taking a cup from the table.
Shane:"Trix, why aren't you up, and dumb like I am?"
Me:"Unlike some people I have a life?"
Shane:"Oooooo am I suppose to cry?" biting his thumb. Back then that was like the middle finger. I would know because I read William Shakespear's Rooooooooooooooomeeeoooo and Juuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuliet. Hey excuse my typo It's cause I said like spainian accent. Or whatever. LIKE MASK OF ZORO TYPE ACCENT. Okay enough explaining.

 (A/N: So sorry I haven't updated in a while. I had school to study for regents week and all that bull  but I will try to update anytime soon :) 

  I walked out the party feeling like a dumbass. This party was supoose to be the party when I can finally have a talk with Jasmine. I wanted to tell her how I feel and all but then she was messing with some other guy and left me clueless. Maybe she wanted to play me or...

 

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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 04.07.2012

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