A Warm Kiss

My boyfriend has got to be one of the most amazing men I have ever known in my life time. I have not experienced a considerable amount of love from people in my life, but I know that I know how to love. To receive seems to be a challenge that I see so many people facing. Even though right now I have the most perfect love and tenderness from one man, I am still afraid it will walk away and be gone. How do we get to that point where we know for sure it will always be there? Do we reach that point? Or are we just foolish to think so.
I remember the first night I met my boyfriend and the way he made me feel and that first kiss that took my breath from me. He touched me more tenderly than I have ever been touched. I could feel everything radiating through my body and all I could think in those moments was that I wanted more. At the beginning it was hard to need and want so much from one person because it made me feel so selfish. I was also very afraid of all the new feelings and experiences. I remember feeling very reserved and trying to figure out what my body and I emotionally were going through. You watch the entire Hollywood glamor in movies of love and relationships and you so easily want it to be yours. I on the other hand didn’t believe in it at all. I never once in my life before I met my boyfriend felt the desire and love felt by a man for a woman. I never felt the need and desire shared between two people. I know very well now, how much I had been missing out on.
The honeymoon in the relationship has ended, but the love, fun and joy are still there. I love to play with him and mess around. I love to touch him and hold him close. I love when he holds me as I close my eyes and the scent of him fills me and his long arms wrap around me and pull me in closer. I love that he enjoys when I touch him. I love just the fact that I know he loves me.
Now that I have been with him for almost 9 months I can give many dialogs of experiences that fill me with so much love and devotion for this man. I feel comfortable and secure with him and I am starting to lose the fear of losing all I have. The more I am with him the more desire I have to give of myself and make life for him easier.
But…..one of the most exciting things is that I have so many special moments constantly turning around in my mind that I can go back and visually experience at any time. The most notable at this moment for me is his kisses. One morning when we woke up and stayed in bed for a bit talking and me giggling, he took me in his arms and pulled me close to him and just held me there. The kiss we shared after just highlighted the feelings already stirring and tingling my body. It was simple, it was warm, it was quick, but oh was it amazing and something you would never forget.

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Texte: Amber Monbleau
Tag der Veröffentlichung: 17.07.2012

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