CHAPTER 1

How love first started for me.

When love came to me it was horrible i found out that the guy i was with was just cheating on me and i didnt know.He was nice at first but then he became a cheater and he will always be one for the rest of his life. Then i had my second boyfriend and he was nice but he was dangerous he had, pocket knifes,guns,grenades. and other things that can be dangerous and he always wore the same clothes everyday and he only wore black he only liked black and no other colors. The date didnt even last 10 minutes and it was over. My third guy was really sweet and her took me out to places. Im still with this guy. I hope that we have the same things in common and I think we do. He is great im so glad that I found him. People think that I choose the wrong man but i didnt. My friends have boyfriends who do the wrong things and that have been in JAIL before. And they just dont notice.


CHAPTER 2
Monday

It was Monday Morning and there was nothing to do. I didnt really get any sleep at all. Sometimes in my dreams i bleed from nothing and it just hurts. Sometimes i just cant sleep because of this. When i walked out the door it was cold and i have no coat and im cold. I should really go back inside. I walked up the stairs and went back home. Everything was silent. I was at home by myself because my boyfriend was working he has two jobs. I wonder what I could do right now. There was nothing to do. So I just took a nap. While I took a nap my dream continued that I had pain and then I started to bleed for nothing at all. I wondered pain cant make you make or can it. This has never been in a dream of mine. I have never had pain any of these days and now I have it in my dreams so this might mean that I have to be careful and try not to hit anything or else the pain will start to hurt.

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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 29.12.2010

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