Please Don't Leave Me

Please don't leave me
My handsome amour
Please don't leave me
On this dangerous shore

You are my love
You are my light
Please don't leave me
In this night

"Please don't leave me"
I beg and plead
Where does it get me
But to bleed?

Please don't leave me
I love you so
Please don't leave me
If only you could know

Please don't leave me
I've figured it out
Please don't leave me
Love is the route

Why You?

How can I live
With you standing there?
How can I live
Knowing you don't care?

I gave you my love
And I gave you my heart
You've got me in a mess
I don't even know where to start

I thought you'd be here always
But now I see I'm wrong
You broke my heart beyond repair
Yet for you my heart still longs

You're clouding up my mind
Making me lose my thoughts
My eyes are crying for you
And all I can see are dancing black dots

I would have given everything
Just to be with you
But now I see my time was wasted
And I'm asking myself, "Why you?"

How could you do this to me
After everything I gave?
I feel like half is missing
My grief anchored to me like a slave

Everything is wrong
Without you by my side
Everyday is filled with depression
I wish that I could hide

I want these despairing thoughts
To go away
But here the thoughts are staying
Until you brighten my whole day

You've left me lost and alone
I don't know what to do
Or even where to turn
And I'm asking myself, "Why you?"

Why you, of all people?
You used to be my best friend
You made me cry and laugh
Now who'll be there in the end?

I still stand here waiting...
Waiting for the day
When you decide to care again
And wipe my tears away

Roses

I wish I were with you
Right there by your side
But here I sit instead
With no place of which to hide

You were my everything
But now you're long gone
A whisper in the wind
And severed is our bond

Your back is forever turned
Due to the violence of my words
I regret every minute
My grief caging me like a bird

Sleep is no longer an option
For the memories that come to mind
The haunt my every thought
Those horribly bad times

My days are filled with pain
As my mind relives that night
I long to go back and fix it
To undo the wrong to right

My heart is feeling lonely
Without your other half
Roses fall to the ground
As I think of the ones you gave to make me laugh

Baby Boy

Baby boy, you drive me crazy
When I'm with you there's no time to be lazy

I cherish every second spent with you
I love you more every day, you haven't got a clue

I go insane when we are apart
I feel like something is missing in my heart

But when I stand by your side
I forget about all the tears I've cried

And when you stand close and hold me
I had no idea of such serenity

I wanna spend forever in your life
And maybe someday become your wife

Baby boy, I'm going insane
My heart skips a beat when I hear your name

I worry all the time that I will disappoint you someday
But then you take all my fears away

So, baby, I'm begging you to never let me go
I'll love you always, more than you'll know

Not the One

These days are long and cold
Without you by my side
Life is hard to get by
My face covered in tears, I hide

You used to be so nice
I thought you were the one
What did I do so wrong?
For you to say were done

How could you hurt me like that
When you knew I loved you so?
You hurt me very badly
So bad that now I know

Now I know you're not the one
The one meant to be
I should have seen it; Known it
But that is just like me

To overlook the smallest detail
That would ruin my whole world
Now my eyes are crying;
My sight now permanently blurred

You're All the Same

I don't know what to think
And I don't know where to start
Why would you hurt me like that
And break my beating heart?

I thought that you were different
That to me you'd never lie
But now we're done and over
And I'm crying my goodbye

The tears are never ending
I'm screaming out your name
I'm standing out here all alone
My voice pleading to the pouring rain

You were like a disease to me
Without any cure
Now I'm crying even more
Because I see you loving her

What could I have done so wrong
For you to turn your back?
I would've given everything
If you'd have told me what I lack

Wishing

Wishing someone will hear her cry...
Her cry of loneliness
Wishing someone would come to her
And fill her full of happiness

Wishing for a change one day
To put some meaning in her life
Wishing for a change of heart
For her to put down the knife

Wishing for the one
Who has broken her heart
Wishing for a glimpse of the future
To know where she should re-start

Falling Apart

Tears of pain are flowing down my face
Pretty soon, all will be erased

Who knows what the future holds?
All I know is that you have turned me cold

It looks like all is broken now
But things will work out somehow

You still remain in my heart
But for now I'm falling apart

Love Me Forever and Always

If I had to go one day without seeing your face
My heart would fall apart and out of place

My hands would be empty and cold
My arms would have nothing to hold

So please don't make me go through that pain
I don't think I'd be able to stay sane

So while we are together, just hold me tight
And maybe one day, everything will be right

So, just sit back and let's close our eyes
Let's not worry or think of goodbyes

Why don't we let our fantasies take us away
At least for a while, let's have our way

So, baby please don't leave me alone
Don't make me live on my own

I can't stand the thought of leaving your side
I'm waiting for the day, that you make me your bride

So love me forever and always
Don't make me spend anymore lonely days

My Love

My love is never ending
It goes to the end of time
It'll never stop
Not even with this rhyme

My love is like all time
It goes on forever
It will completely cover you
Me and my friends together

My love is like a giant tree
Reaching out to sweep the ground
It's got branches that are countless
And love is all around

My love is like the ocean
You might get lost at sea
It will go on forever
All you'll see is me

My love is like a kite
Soaring through the air
Flying with the wind
Letting you know I care

My love is like a smile
Always warming up your heart
It'll be there when you need it
Never at the end, always at the start

My love is like chocolate
Comforting and sweet
It'll make you feel good
Make you cool when you over heat

My love is like a river
Always trailing through the states
For indifference is the opposite of love
It isn't hate

My love is always here
It'll be here forever
Never gonna leave until it finds it's match
And they wind up together

That's my love
And it will never end
For my love is yours
My very best friend

True Love's Last Kiss

Sitting here thing about my life
Remember the time I held that knife

Feels like it was forever ago
But really it was just a few days ago

Listening to the roaring winds of my memory
I remember my long lost serenity

I wouldn't change one thing
As I listen to my little brother sing

Well, not everything is perfect I must admit
Waiting for that one final hit

Music is pounding in my ears
And wondering what they all hear

Wishing I could go back
Wishing I could make up where I lack

I have no one now
But I'll work it out somehow

I've always been on my own
I have only once felt like I wasn't alone

Somehow I don't think I'll ever have those happy days
But I'll have it in other ways

Don't worry about these tears on my face
What little beauty I have left will soon be erased

Trying to figure out this crazy thing called life
Wondering if I'll ever be a wife

Who can sweep me off my feet
Who make my heart take it's last beat

Never gonna find the answers to this
Waiting for True Love's last kiss

Goodbye

All the time that's passing
Is opening up my eyes
Letting me see you're betrayal
And all your stupid lies
You told me that you loved me
But you lied about that too
The saddest part though
Was that I was in love with you

Now my eyes are open
And I'm no longer yours to claim
I belong to myself
I'll never be the same
Thanks for all the heartache
And the tears I never cried
Now it's time to say goodbye
To you and all your lies

You opened up every opportunity
For me to find my one
You think that I'm the one who's lost
But guess what? I'm the one who won
So go ahead and say what you want
You will never hurt me again
You aren't worth my time
And I'm tired of this end


Now my eyes are open
And I'm no longer yours to claim
I belong to myself
I'll never be the same
Thanks for all the heartache
And the tears I never cried
Now it's time to say goodbye
To you and all your lies

I'm tired of all your games
So now I'm leaving you
I hope you realize someday
That I was the one who remained true
I've got a smile on my face now
As I finally walk away
Time for me to move on
It's time for me to live my way

Now my eyes are open
And I'm no longer yours to claim
I belong to myself
I'll never be the same
Thanks for all the heartache
And the tears I never cried
Now it's time to say goodbye
To you and all your lies

Oh, oh, oh
Goodbye, goodbye....

Baby

Baby, I miss you
Please come back home
It's way too cold
And I'm here all alone

Baby, I'm sorry
For all of your pain
I didn't see this coming
It'll never be the same

Baby, I love you
Please open up your eyes
I have a few regrets
But nothing was a lie

Baby, I need you
Please just hold me tight
I take all the blame
Just let me make this right

Baby, I want you
You're the one for me
Just take my hand
For we were meant to be

Baby, I long for you
Each and every night
I think of all out memories
And hold them with all my might

Baby, I dream of you
Holding me so close
We are so far away
But ever so close

Baby, I pray for you
To be in my arms again
I'll never let you go
Not even in the end

Baby, I wish that you
Would look into my eyes and see
That I'll love you forever
I want just you and me

(I Hope)

Why does everyone tell lies?
I don't know hello from goodbye

I'm tired of this shit
Just let me take the freaking hit

Stop trying to protect me
Just let me be

Please I beg of you
Stop trying to act true

Everyone told me that I was being used
But I didn't want that to be the truth

Sure the sex was great
But the opposite of love isn't hate

I can't take this shit anymore
My tears are falling to the floor

Go ahead and act like you care
But you were never there

I don't know what to think
Everything changes with a blink

Please forgive me if I'm wrong
But I've loved you all along

And now I can't even talk to him
It's my fault... It's not them

I don't know what else to say
But I know this pain will never go away

Please forgive me for everything
But I need to figure out some things

I'm so confused and lost
But nothing comes without a cost

Nothing else to say
Things will be better someday

(I hope)

Take Me As I Am

Kiss me lightly
Hug me tightly

Hold me close
Never leave me alone

Hold my hand
Take me as I am

Tease me with care
Always be there

I Love You

I love you
Do you love me, too?
If you do not
I will be blue

I do not care
What you say
And no you can't
Send me away

Can't sleep at night
Cry all day
If only you were here
Just a moment to stay

Now I do
Care what you say
And if you wish
I will go away

I just wanted you to know
That I love you
And am only wishing
That you love me, too

Our Destiny

In my dreams you come
With words gentle and sweet
Our lips meet once, then twice
As we swelter in the heat

My heart is forever yours
As together our souls merge
Your eyes look into mine
As headfirst we surge

Our breaths are coming faster
As the realization hits us hard
We belong together as one
For this is our destiny's card

You

You drive me crazy
With your light brown eyes
All I see is love
And never any lies

I hope, wish and pray
That you are the one
Your smile warms me up
Way better than the sun

Your kiss is warm and sweet
Just like it should be
All I see is you
I hope all you see is me

A Confession

I have a confession to make:
The words you spoke cut deep into my heart
I know I can;t change your feelings
Now I don't know where to start

Though words of logic you speak
I can't change the way I feel
And I will respect your decision
But don't worry; I'll heal

I look forward to seeing you
Though I'm too scared to say why
You make my heart beat faster
And then I'm all shy

I should have known at first sight
That you were too good for me
Your heart is the purest I've seen
And you hold every girl's key

You've got a great personality
And good looks didn't forget to stop by
I know this all sounds cheesy
But I've spoke not a single lie

High School

We fight
We talk
We get mad
And we walk

Smile today
Cry tomorrow
Keep on living
Don't let into some sorrow

We make enemies
We make friends
We find some guys
Who won't be there in the end

Don't do homework
You're gonna fail
Do your homework
You've got good mail

You find a guy
But he turns his back
Girl, you're alive
Don't have an attack

A Huge Mistake

Shoulders slumped, head bowed
She hardly makes it through the day
Regretting every minute
Wishing she had of listened
Now she's lost something...
Something that can never be returned or found
She's hurt beyond repair now
Coldness seeps into her being
Her thoughts are heavy and clouded
Her life holds no meaning
She has no one to understand her...
No one to talk to...
Where could she begin?
Wait, there's a flicker of hope...
A thought of someone she can speak to
But there's a risk...
A risk of someone hating her...
A risk she'll have to take
Fear penetrates her mind...
Filling every pore of her body
Taking a deep breath
She makes her decision
She walks up to her mom
Taking another deep breath
She spills everything
She's crying now
Sobbing uncontrollably
Her mother holds her
Patient, knowing, caring, always there
There's no hatred in her mother's embrace;
She should have known better
What she did was wrong
But her mother understands
Her mother has been there, done that
She knows she must work hard now...
Work hard if she wants her mother's trust again
But her mother's still there...
Still there, and always will be
She made a huge mistake
But she'll pull through
She'll be okay again
Thanks to her mother...
And her mother only

You That I Seek

Hating the feelings
That grow ever so deep
Hiding the tears
Taking the leap

Loving the thrill
Taking the chance
Waiting my time
Risking a glance

Spirits are lifting
As you come near
A smile shows up
As I hide my fear

Depression lurks still
But not as bad
When you're around
There's no reason to be sad

Wiping the tears
That still wet my cheeks
Laughing inside
For it is you that I seek

Emptiness

Sadness overwhelmed my body
As I saw you standing there;
My best friend
It was then that I realized
This has no end

This emptiness that fills me
Day after day after day
This has no end
Has no sway

Has no way of filling
For nothing will fill this void
This emptiness is already filled
With emptiness itself
For now, I feel like I've been toyed

Him

All I've ever wanted is to see his face
Recognize him
Cherish the sight of him
To whisper his name softly in surprise
To be filled with fear and sadness and happiness beyond belief
I just want to know that he's still out there
Living is life to the fullest
Yet I still hope that a part of him misses me
As much as I miss him
I want this would in my heart to heal
But I want him to be happy
I want to feel relief again
Yet I don't want to forget his face
Or any moment I had spent with him
I want to be able to look at another guy again
But somehow I know it will never be the same

Mother Moon

Oh, mother moon, only a crescent
Yet still lighting the right path in the sky
Dawn peeks over the horizon
And it's time for a sad goodbye

A little girl watches from her window
And a single tear rolls down her cheek
For the moon was her only companion
That forever she had seeked

Miles away, a horse calls out
To the moon that was also his friend
The moon reappears, shining and twinkling
To prove that she has no end

New Daughter

Grandparents take a granddaughter as one of their own
The internal was, which has already begun

Hating the way they've hurt their daughter
Yet not willing to take the new bond and slaughter

Turmoil builds inside of their hearts
Wanting to tell, yet not knowing where to start

Keeping everything locked up inside
Yet their tortured expression, they can't hide

Looking at their new daughter with love in their eyes
But she already knows all of the lies

Saying they're fine, when they're totally not
Hating the way they're already caught

Depression

The tears come at every corner
Flowing swiftly and with ease
Her heart is turning into stone
Like a lonely, winter breeze

Her family is getting worried
For the way she's shutting down
No more smiles, no more laughter
It's like her happiness is bound

I'm Hanging on by Just a Thread

I'm hanging on by just a thread
I don't know how long I'll last
Before I break
My whole life's at stake
I fell in love with you
I thought you were so true
But now I see I'm just a fool
I'm hanging on by just a thread

Isn't it funny how nobody knows
Or even cares
Until you're long gone?
A whisper in the wind
It seems like only memories are
Cherished and loved
I wish I were a memory
And that you were the only key
To loving me
And caring
For all of eternity


I'm hanging on by just a thread
I don't know how long I'll last
Before I break
My whole life's at stake
I fell in love with you
I thought you were so true
But now I see I'm just a fool
I'm hanging on by just a thread

Stress and anxiety are all that I know
It's all too much
For just a teenage girl
Nobody understands
Nobody cares
I've gotten to a point
That I find no meaning
At all to my entire being
I'm frightened and alone
Got no place to call home
Feeling as small as can be
I barely get a glance
Let alone a second chance

I'm hanging on by just a thread
I don't know how long I'll last
Before I break
My whole life's at stake
I fell in love with you
I thought you were so true
But now I see I'm just a fool
I'm hanging on by just a thread

I've got problems with my parents
Who don't even care
My feelings and thoughts
I can't even share
Depression sneaks up on me
Like an old, forgotten friend
I've got no choice
But to let it in
School's another issue
Got people holding grudges
I can't walk down the halls
Without getting ridiculed
Only got a few true friends
All the others have to pretend

I'm hanging on by just a thread
I don't know how long I'll last
Before I break
My whole life's at stake
I fell in love with you
I thought you were so true
But now I see I'm just a fool
I'm hanging on by just a thread

My thoughts are hard to think
My heart is feeling heavy
I get sick to my stomach
With a nice fever to go along
Almost everyday
My head is always hurting
I'm exhausted all the time
I've got no one to talk to
No one to lean on
Life holds no more meaning
Not a single little spark
I've got no end in sight
Other than a lonely life
I sit here like a loner
Cause torture fills my eyes
Nobody understands
Cause they don't want to know the reason why

I'm hanging on by just a thread
I don't know how long I'll last
Before I break
My whole life's at stake
I fell in love with you
I thought you were so true
But now I see I'm just a fool
I'm hanging on by just a thread

I'm crying all the time
When I don't even know why
I'm looking for explanations
But coming up empty handed
Running into dead ends
I'm walking aimlessly about
Not knowing where to go
I'm trying to go unnoticed
Trying to hang real low
I just want some understanding
And a little support, too

I'm hanging on by just a thread
I don't know how long I'll last
Before I break
My whole life's at stake
I fell in love with you
I thought you were so true
But now I see I'm just a fool
I'm hanging on by just a thread

I'm beginning to give up
Got nothing left to give
Everyone ignores me
And gives me dirty looks
Nobody cares what happens to me
I don't know where I want to be
I'm heading downhill
I haven't a clue where I'm gonna land
I'm treading on thin ice
I don't know if I'm even gonna make it
I have a heavy heart
But it's filled with so much love
I'm afraid
But not of loving
I'm afraid of not being loved
No one seems to understand this
They don't think of me as a person
But as a pest, an abomination
They don't understand
So they shouldn't be making judgments
Unless they have walked through my shoes

I'm hanging on by just a thread
I don't know how long I'll last
Before I break
My whole life's at stake
I fell in love with you
I thought you were so true
But now I see I'm just a fool
I'm hanging on by just a thread

I'm so very lonely
But I hate to admit it
I feel like a huge mistake
And that I can't do anything right
I just don't know what to do
Or who to turn to
I wish that people would understand me
But they don't
And I don't know if they ever will
Writing is all that I have
But people don't bother to read it
Then you walked into my life
And shed me some life
I'm confused
And I don't understand
Why you would have chosen me
To share with
But now that you're gone
I understand so much more
Now that you're gone
I've been set free
You didn't want me
For me
Did you?
You just wanted what you wanted
But now that you're gone
I can finally relax
I can finally stop fighting
Everyone around me
I'm so very sorry for the way
I treated everyone I love
Because of you
I thought it was you who I wanted
Needed
But now I see that I was wrong
Now that you're gone
I can finally think
And smile
And laugh
And talk freely with the ones that I love
And all that I needed
Was you to be gone
Now that you're gone
I can actually be happy
You were the one
Who was keeping me from life
You stole my heart
So now I'm gonna steal it back
Because you don't deserve
What my heart holds in it
I thought you were the greatest thing in the world
But I was sadly mistaken

I'm hanging on by just a thread
I don't know how long I'll last
Before I break
My whole life's at stake
I fell in love with you
I thought you were so true
But now I see I'm just a fool
I'm hanging on by just a thread

I loved the way you looked at me
I loved the way you smiled
I loved the way you talked to me
Like I was the only thing that mattered
I loved the way you kissed me
And gently caressed my cheeks
I loved the way you made me feel
When we were together
I loved the way you knew me so well
And knew when I was lying
When you looked and me
And whispered softly, "Liar"
I loved the way you did
What you knew you weren't supposed to
I loved the way you
Walked down the halls
And came straight to me
I loved the way you paid attention to me
How you gave me your undivided attention
I loved the way you whispered my name
Like it was sacred to your lips
I loved how you never looked at another girl
I loved the way you smelled
I loved how you were mysterious
With a smile always tugging at your lips
I loved the way you rolled your eyes
And the way you always talked to me
I loved the way you included me in everything
Even when others disagreed
I loved it when you shared your secrets
And teased me with your smile
I loved the way you held me
Like you'd never let me go
I loved the way you held my hand
And listened to only me
I loved how you were always kind
And never had any worries
I loved the way you made me feel
When you looked deep into my eyes
I loved the way you never left me waiting
Or ever kept me hanging
I loved the way you saved me
From every tear I've cried
I loved the way you never let me down
I loved the way you made me happy
Even on my worst days
I loved the way you spoke to me
Like I was the only one you trusted
I loved the way you treated me
Like I was a princess
I loved the way you made me laugh
When I was about to cry
I loved the way
You never said goodbye
I loved the way you swept me into your arms
And kissed my lips in greeting
I loved the way you tricked me
Into falling into you
And how you promised me
With secret kisses
And words of the sweetest kind
You never said you'd wait for me
Or that you would always be there
But you said enough
To male me think you cared
Now you've screwed me over
And I see with clearer eyes
All you wanted was a girl
To stand by your side
And do what you knew we shouldn't
I just want to thank you
For opening up my eyes
Now I can see your betrayal
And all your stupid lies
Now that you're gone
I can enjoy life
I thought you really cared
But now I see you were really fake
Well, guess what?
I'm over you and your lies
You led me into your trap
With false words
And teasing eyes
I'm letting you go now
And I never wanna see you again
There will always be a place for you in my heart
But it won't be big
You did the unforgivable
But yet I still forgive you
I just wanted you to know that you hurt me
And that I'm over all your lies.

I was hanging on by just a thread
I didn't know how long I'd last
Before I broke
My whole life was at stake
I fell in love with you
I thought you were so true
But now I see I'm just a fool
I was hanging on by just a thread
But now I have my life back
And a real smile on my face

I Can't Take This Anymore

I can't take this anymore
Someone shut the front door

I'm beginning to lose my mind
I've got no one being kind

I really miss my friends
This horror never ends

My thoughts I can't control
I can't even find my soul

I just want to be stress-free
But anxiety is always with me

I'm feeling insecure
My life is a never-ending horror

My feelings are running wild
And I'm feeling like a new born child

I'm mad and hurt beyond belief
All I really want is a little relief

My heart is breaking inside
The tears are so hard to hide

I can't sleep at night
I don't know what's right

My parents don't even understand
I just want to hold a helping hand

I'm hiding behind a smile
My life is like a too long mile

I can't take it anymore
Someone shut the front door

If only you would care
I'd be so willing to share

The whole story of my life
This is as sharp as a knife

I don't know what to think
My life is missing an important link

I Don't Understand It

Why can't I get it right?
Why does everything go wrong?
I don't understand it
What is it that I long?

I thought everything was going great
But then it all rushed down
I don't understand it
Why can't my life be sound?

I just want to be content
And have my life be serene
But every time I turn around
I have someone being mean

I wish I were stress-free
But I can't do anything right
My thoughts haunt me
And keeps me up at night

My life is complicated
And I'm confused all the time
I wish my life was happy
And that everything were fine

Valentine's Day

Little hearts circle your name
To express my crush on you
Innocent feelings and innocent thoughts
Are filling me so true

There's just something about you
That makes my head spin round
You're funny and you're charming
And your voice is my favorite sound

It's Valentine's Day, baby
So notice my love in the air
Take a good look, baby
And let me know if you care

She Can't Get Enough

Girl of 16
With cuts on her arm
She never meant
To cause herself harm

One more slice
One more cut
She can't get enough
She feels like a slut

The pain takes away everything
Like worries amuck
The pain is all she has
Because her life sicks

She's in need of some help
And she knows it too well
But she can't find the words
As she watches it swell

She's afraid of people finding out
Of knowing her secret
She can't get enough
Please, just one more slit

The blade's been there
Like a good friend
Terrible, but good
It's there til the end

The pain isn't enough
She needs something else
But the missing part
Is her herself

I Need To Know You Care

Why can't we be friends?
I promise I'll be there till the end

Please give me one more chance to make it right
I need you in my life because you're my shining light

I really miss your friendship
I feel like I've been hit

I miss our whispered conversations
And our old relations

I'm sorry I let you down
I swear I need you around

I don't know what went wrong
But let me sing you my song

Please let us be friends again
I swear it won't be like then

I need you in my life I swear
I just need to know you care

You were once like a sister to me
And only you can set me free

Our broken friendship makes me cry
I swear to you this isn't a lie

It tore a hole in my heart
To watch you leave me in the dark

I don't know what to do or say
I just want you to be here to stay

I need you for a sisters hug
So I can annoy you like a bug

I want you to comfort me when I cry
I never want to hear you say goodbye

I want to share everything with you
Just like we used to

I miss our fun sleepovers
I wish we were as tight as a two-leafed clover

I wish we could talk just like best friends
I just want to know you're here til the end

I need you in my life I swear
I need to know that you really care

Our Broken Friendship

"Friends forever," you promised
But now we're drifting away
I need your comforting words now
Because I'm having a bad day

But you're not here to listen
I find myself in the dark
I wish you'd give me a hug
But instead you break my heart

I really need your friendship
So I can be set free
But I find myself locked up
Without your caring key

"Please come back!" you hear me say
You hear me beg and plead
But you walk away with a sneer on your face
As you leave me here to bleed

I Love the Way You...

I love the way you smile
And the way you look at me
But there's just one thing I wonder
What is it that you see?

I love the way you hold me close
And look deep into my eyes
I love the way you laugh
And the way you gently sigh

I love the way you make me feel
When we sit and talk together
I love the way you love me
And never say forever

I love the way you take some risks
And give me that sideways glance
I love the way you kiss my lips
And offer me my chance

I love the way you whisper my name
Like it's sacred to your lips
I love the way you walk
And the way you bump me with your hips

I love the way you talk
And the way you roll your eyes
I love you facial expression
As I catch you by surprise

I love the way you give me hope
By giving me some light
I love the way you say I'm wrong
But that we are always right

I love the way you share with me
Every secret and lie
I love the way you save me
From every tear I cry

I love the way you stroke my cheeks
And the way you stole my heart
I love the way you keep the past away
And give me a fresh new start

I love how you're a mystery
With every different piece
I love the way you treat me
Like we're Beauty and the Beast

I love the way you hold my hands
And whisper softly in my ear
I love everything about you
And the fact that you're always near

I love the way you make me laugh
When I'm about to cry
I even love your name
And how you never say goodbye

Maybe I'm stupid or naive
But I think you really care
Cause every time I've needed you
You were always there
I don't know what to do or say
But for now I know I'm scared

Your Touch

Every time you look at me
You make my heart beat fast
You bring a blush into my cheeks
And feelings that will forever last

When you hold me like you do
As no other man has tried
I pour into you my soul
And my feelings can no longer hide

Inside

You play with my feelings
You play with my heart
I don't know what to say
I don't know where to start

You bring back memories of him
That I'd rather keep away
But I think of you at night
And every minute of the day

You make me feel things
I've never felt before
You make my heart ache
As you open your own door

You make me feel self-conscious
And my heart beat like a drum
You make me feel happy
And a song of love I hum

My feelings and emotions
I try desperately to hide
For I am very fearful
Of you knowing what's inside

Why Can't You See?

I don't know what to say
I just need some time away

I feel like you don't care
And that you're not there

I just need some time
Why can't you see that I'm not fine?

Every time I want to talk
You tell me to get up and walk

Why can't you see
That this isn't me?

There's more than meets the eye
My whole life's a lie

Why can't you see the pain on my face?
I really don't belong in this place

Everyday is a day of pain
No matter what, it's always the same

I feel like I can't do anything right
The only peace I get is at night

Why can't you see what I'm going through?
Why can't you see when I need you?

I break down and cry where you can't see
Cause I don't want you to know the truth about me

I'm going through way too much
I really need a comforting touch

I'm really missing "HIM"
But the memories make my eyes swim

I'm having trouble with my act at school
I don't know how to play it cool

Sometimes I wish for a great escape
All I really want is someone to relate

Sometimes I have it really tough
And then I finally have enough

Why can't you see I'm losing it?
Sometimes I feel like I've been hit

This is all too much to take
Why can't you see I need a break?

I barely have any friends
No one's gonna be there in the end

My heart is shattering in my chest
Why can't you see my life's a test?

It's all to see how long I'll last
Before I break into a blast

Why can't you hear my screams?
Pieces are what's left of my dreams

I plead and beg to no avail
I feel like I'm in the depths of hell

Why can't you hear past my fake laugh
Sometimes I feel like I'm missing half

My eyes are no longer as bright a blue
Because no one hears my screaming flu

Why can't you see what I need?
Why does my heart have to bleed?

I'm to afraid to face my fears
Why isn't anybody near?

Tears are starting to flow with ease
And all I feel is a Winter breeze

Why can't you see that I'm not alright?
I've lost my guiding sight

My outlook on life has become lame
Because all I see is scarring pain

Only You

Your eyes hold many secrets
And your voice a teasing tone
I wish to tell you everything
But we have no time alone

I'm scared to death
For the feelings I feel for you
I'm not sure if I should hide them
For they seem so true

I love the way you talk
And I love the way you look
I love the way you look at me
And read me like a book

You make my heart beat faster
As you hold me like you do
My body starts to tremble
As I think of only you

Needing you

Bewildered and lost
Love with no cost

Wish I were with you
With feelings so true

Abandoned and alone
Got no place to call home

Without you by my side
My feelings must hide

Depression is an only friend
There is no way to see the end

Wish I were in your arms
Most memories bring harm

My Scream

Outside I seem alright
But inside's a raging war
My heart is hurting ever bad
And my mind's a living sore

You look at me and smile
And pretend to understand
But I see behind your mask
And your outstreched hand

You don't see me crying
Or feel my tortured pain
You say that you're different
But I know you're all the same

I wish someone would hear my scream
That I need help breaking through
But you don't seem to care enough
To focuse on anyone that's not you

I wish someone would understand
And come sit down by my side
To hold my hand and hug me
And say that I don't need to hide

But then again, I don't need you
I'll make it through alone
For I'm not very trusting
I hide out at my home

I'll just sit down and scream my wish
I'll scream it loud and clear
I'll scream for understanding
And for someone to stand near

Don't you hear the words I say?
The words I'm screaming out
My scream is being scattered
And being thrown about

I don't know why
I'm so hard to care for
I'm a person just like everyone else
But I'm the one thrown to the floor

Not Okay

I pretend to be okay
As I snap a smile on my face
But everything's so fake
I don't belong in this place

Why can't I find the words -
The words to set me free?
I can't keep this up forever
Why won't this torture let me be?

When will I find my voice -
The one to say what's wrong?
What is it that I'm missing?
Where is my life's song?

I can't find my breath
To say what I want
You smile at me
And with your help you taunt

Why can't my life be normal?
Why can't it be fair?
I guess I'll just stay here
Until I find someone who cares

You're On My Mind

Today at school I was occupied
With thoughts swirling here and there
I couldn't seem to concentrate
My eyes glazing over in an unfocused stare

You seem to be filling the thoughts of my mind
Filling every possible space
Your charming laughter fills my ears
My eyes can only focus on your smiling face

My memories of you are so very stubborn
Refusing to go away
My classes flash by in a blinding blur
And finally it's the end of the day

Why does every second feel like an hour?
And every minute feel like a year?
Why do I keep wishing for the impossible?
Why do I keep wishing you were here?

Why does my heart scream out
Every chance it gets?
My thoughts never wander far from you
Thinking how my heart's been hit

You're stealing my very existence
From my throbbing heart to my aching soul
There's nothing I can do about it
This is out of my control

I just hope I don't regret this
Regret giving you my heart
But if it's meant to be
I'll take this fresh new start

I Don't Know

You make me break into a smile
With a simple memory
Too bad you're not here to stay
For now and eternity

You walk away
Head held low
I almost cry
As I watch you go

My heart aches and throbs with longing
And it's quite clear who it's for
I sit back and start the long wait
For who knows when you'll walk back through that door?

One sweet kiss
Is all it takes
It just makes me wonder
Was is just a big mistake?

I don't want it to be
Don't get me wrong
But I'm still hurt from the last one
And his stupid love song

I don't know what will happen
If anything at all
I don't know who we'll meet
But for you my heart screams its call

Two sweet kisses is all we shared
But my lips still burn with fire
If only I knew what went on in that head
Who it is you truly desire

You once asked me what was on my mind
And I answered with a simple reply
"I don't know," is what I said
But it was, of course, a lie

"Kiss me, you thick-headed male!"
That is what went through my head
With this I think I will find a close
And lay down in an ice cold bed

It's the Way You Love Me

It's the way you love me
It's the way... It's the way
You love me
A love like no other
Without you
I'd be just another girl
A whisper long forgotten in the wind

I wouldn't know who I am
Without you here to tell me
Then there you are
Taking my hand
And guiding me through life
In the darkening, dead night
The only star in the sky
Hanging there just for me

It's the way you love me
A love like no other
Without you
I'd be just another girl
A whisper long forgotten in the wind

I'm So Very Sorry

I know I've treated you wrong
But I'm trying to make it right

I feel really bad
But I think I see the light

I feel it really close
And can sometimes glimpse the bright

Though it's never within reach
I still try with all my might

I know I've treated you wrong
But I'm trying to make it right

I'm so very sorry
For putting you in this fight

Me and Him

I tick. He tocks.
My heart beats. His is a clock

I'm set to sorrow. He's set to cry
I say hello. He says goodbye

My heart breaks. His does, too
My eyes cry. He's all blue

I feel sad. He feels sorrow
I hurt today. He waits for tomorrow

I fall down. He breaks apart
I'll love him forever. He's had me from the start

My heart cries out. His cries within
My blood says Yang. His screams Yin

My veins sing. His starts to shiver
I hold him close. His body begins to quiver

Why?

Why does it hurt so much,
For me to accept you're gone?
Why won't the tears stop,
Even when I'm not alone?

Why does the thought of you,
Put a knife straight through my heart?
Why do I fall to the ground,
And my composure fall apart?

Why was it you,
That had to go?
Why am I left here,
Fallen so low?

Why couldn't it have been me,
Inside that car?
Why is this not fair,
Leaving me wondering where you are?

Why was it you,
That had to die?
Why are we left here,
With nothing left but to cry?

Why does it hurt so much,
To have heard those crumbling words?
Why can't I move on?
I hear your voice with the birds.

I'm hurting inside.
Wishing I was the one who died.

Silent Goodbye

I fall apart when I look your way
If I approached what would you say?

You sit there and act like nothing is wrong
When we were together I found where I belong

How can you act like this doesn't affect you?
Every night I fall apart, you don't even have a clue

Day after day, we drift farther apart
And yet you've still got a place deep within my heart

As more and more days fly by
I come to realize that you were my guy

If I did something wrong, could you come to forgive me?
I try to act like I can breathe, so that everyone will let me be

I try to hide all the pain and sorrow within
I wonder how things could have been

When on accident, you catch my eye
Do you ever regret our silent goodbye?

Why am I so cursed in happiness and love?
Doesn't anyone hear my cry from above?

We joked and laughed and had a good time
I thought I had your heart, and you definitely had mine

With tears in my eyes, I watch you pass by
Hoping you'd see my pain or hear my desperate cry

Every morning, I put a smile on my face
But every night it falls out of place

Music helps to pass the time
Loving you should be a crime

Impressum

Tag der Veröffentlichung: 11.04.2012

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To all the people that have either broken my heart, or made it whole again.