"NonExistent"
I fall in love every time I see your face
You and your clumsy grace
At first I didn't like you
But now I don't think I can live without you
We smile and laugh together
But you love her
When I look at you, my stomach aches in an unfamiliar way
I think I love you, Its a feeling I cant erase
But you don't even see me
Its like I am an invisible person you can't see
I want to tell you every thing I feel
But thinking about you with her makes me ill
Its like I am nonexistent
I wish there was a you and me but there isn't
We are best friends
But I wish there was more to this
You make my stomach flutter
But your heart belongs to her
Thinking about you makes me smile
But you always thinking about her is vile
I wish you could hold me
But I am nonexistent, its me you can't see
She breaks your heart every chance she gets
She has you in her little nets
She has trapped you there
In that place with her
She ignores your cries
She wouldn't care if your heart dies
She has a games and she wants you yo play
But thats a price your willing to pay
I can't have you now
And I don't know how
To get you in my arms
Because its not just you she harms
She hurts me too
When she hurts you
For now I'd rather be friends then nothing at all
But if I am always nonexistent I think I might fall.
Texte: All rights reserved by Alayna Turney 2010
Tag der Veröffentlichung: 10.09.2010
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To My Love Who Will Never Know My Feelings