Flash back-

Abigal Luis?A tall but skinny blonde girl asked looking around to see who would answer.I raised my hand getting a few glances from around the room.Oh hi Abigal!Your next.She sed motioning for me to follow her into the empoly only room.I grabbed my black purse and followed her into a black and red small room.Have a seat here and the manager will be here soon.She sed with a kind smile.She left and i was left here alone.I was so nervous...This was my last option on my job list.All the other jobs i interviewed for,highered someone else instead.I sat quietly with my hands folded.A door opened and i tensed up but shortly remember my mom saying dont tense up relax.I relaxed.A rainbow haired girl sat down on the other side of the desk.She was looking at my application.She had gages and snake bites.Her eyes were a deep blue.Hello Abigal.She smiled.Hi.I breathed.You nervous?She asked.A little.I sed.She laughed.Oh dont worry im not going to bite you.She laughed.I giggled.Okay im Veronica the manager of Hot Topic.She sed holding out her hand.I shook it.So why do you want this job???She asked.I mean i dont mean to be rude or anything but your not exactly the type of girl to be working at a place like this.She sed looking at my clothes.Shes right...I wasnt the type to work here but i needed to get a job.I know but i need this job and i will do anything to get this job.I sed confidently.She smiled.Okay you good at counting money?She asked.I quickly nodded.She nodded.Do you have any problems with helping any types of people?She asked.I shook my head.She nodded.Okay thats it!Were done.She sed.I was shocked.That fast???Fast right?She asked.I nodded.Nice meeting you.I will give you a call to let you know if you got it or not.She sed.Thank you.I sed getting up.Oh no thank you.She sed.I walked out and erned some confused looks.They were probably wondering what a person like me was doing here.Everyone else was all pierced out.I was the only normal looking one.I had on a red blousey shirt and dark blue skinny jeans.My blonde hair was curled.I didnt look cut out for this job at all.I drove home.Did you get it?My mom asked holding my baby brother.Not yet.She sed she will call me when she knows.I sed taking my baby brother from her.Oh well i have a feeling your gunna get it.She sed.Hi Isac.I sed rubbing my nose on my little brothers.He smiled.I dont know mom....I breathed.Im not exactly the type of person to work at Hot Topic....I sed.Oh honey yes you are.It doesnt matter what you look like.She sed moving my hair out of my face.I smiled.And if you dont get it who cares.She sed.I do!!!I sed sternly.Honey your a teenager!!Be a teenager.Ill be okay.Ill get another job.She sed.No mom you need help and i want to do this for our family.I sed.She nodded.Long story short my mom lost her job and now we are broke.We are about to lose our house.I know my mom doesnt want me to go out and look for a job and take away my teenage years.She wants me to go out with my friends and have fun not stress over getting a job.I put my little brother down and went to my room to call my bestfriend Alex.Hey did you get it!?!?!She asked excitedly.Uh i dont know yet.She sed she would call me and let me know soon.I sed.Oh well i think your going to get it!She sed.How do you know that?I questioned.I just know!She sed.Who wouldnt higher you?She asked.Uh all the other jobs i interviewed for.I sed.Oh thats right....Im sorry Abby.She sed.Its fine lets just hope i get this job.I sed.Ill keep my fingers crossed.She sed.I laughed okay.Well i got to go.Dinners ready.I sed.Okay bye Ab.Love you.She sed.Bye alex.Love ya too.I sed before hanging up.I ate dinner and went to bed.I woke up to my alarm clock going off.I turned it off and did my hair and make up.I got dressed and grabbed the packback.Today was friday and the last day of school.I was looking forward to sleeping in all the time.That is if i dont get that job.I kissed my mom goobye and kissed Isac goodbye.I hugged Alex and my other friend Lida when i was at school.School was boring as usual.I dropped Lida off and went to my house with Alex.Did they call?I asked with my hopes up.My mom shook her head sadly.I nodded.Maybe they will call tommorow?Alex sed.I nodded.My mom nodded too.Alex grabbed Isac and kissed him and tickled him.Isac laughed.Lets go to the mall and shop.Alex sed.You can but i cant.I have no money.I sed.Dont worry about it.I got you.She sed.I smiled and hugged her.Bye mom were going out!I called.Okay.She called back.We drove to the mall and went to forever 21 first.It was our favorite store.We bought some cute tanktops.Im hungry.Lets eat.She sed.I followed her.Then her phone started ringing.She gave it to me to hold on to it.I searched around in my purse for her phone as i walked.Then i felt something really hard hit me.I fell on my ass.Ouch...I whispered feeling embarrassed.What the hell!!!Watch where your going!!Alex yelled at a tall figure standing infront of me.Alex helped me up.Im really sorry.The voice sed.Are you okay?The voice asked.I looked up at the figures face.He had the most gourgeous blue eyes i had ever seen.He was wearing black skinny jeans with a black shirt that sed Motionless in white.He had black hair and a black beanie.His nose was pierce and he had snake bites and angel bites.I felt frozen.I dont know why but i found him attractive.I never found these types of guys cute.Ma'am?He asked.Shes fine!Just go!Alex sed motioning him to leave.I quickly nodded.Im fine.I sed.He rolled his eyes at Alex and nodded to me and left.God what a creep!Alex yelled.Are you okay hun?She asked.Yeah.I sed nodding.She nodded and pulled me along.When i got home i showed my mom what i got from the mall.So why so happy?She asked.No reason...Just happy.I sed.she stared at me.What?I smerked.You know what.Tell me.She sed.Well there was this boy.I sed.A boy!!My mom cheered.I laughed and tried to quiet her so she wouldnt wake Isac.What did he look like?How did you meet him?Was he nice?My mom questioned.Well he certainly wasnt a normal looking guy.I sed.He had black hair and blue eyes.He had his nose pierced,he had angel bites,and he had snake bites.I sed imaging him in my mind as i described him.Oh yeah your right...Hes not your type.She sed.Are you going to see him again?She asked.Probably not.I only talked to him for like a second.He bumbed into me.I sed.Awww thats cute.That he bumbed into to me?I asked.Yeah..That could be the story you guys tell your kids.She sed.Mom....I sed.She laughed.Okay goodnight.She sed.Night.I sed.I crawled into bed thinking about that guy from the mall.I drifted to sleep shortly after.I woke up to my mom jumping on my bed.What the hell?!?!I groaned.You got it!!!She chanted.I stared at her for a minute and then joined her.I was sooo happy that i got a job.I called Alex up and told her.She screamed of course.I start tomorrow.Im so excited.

I walked in at 8:00 am.Oh great your here!Veronica sed.I nodded.Okay heres your name tag.She sed handing me my name tag.I put it on.Okay first you need to know everyone that works here.She took me to the check out counter.Where the blonde girl was standing.The same blonde girl that lead me to the interviewing room.This is caity.She sed.Hey abby.She sed with a smile.Hi.I sed.Caity was a blonde but not a natural blonde.Her eyes were a light green.She had her nose pierced.Okay now this is Makaylyn.She sed bringing me to a girl with green and blue hair.Makaylyn nodded towards me.I nodded back.Her eyes were a pierceing green.Her ears were gaged and she had one snake bite.She had a couple tattoos on her arms.This is Blake.Hes gay.She sed.Blake gave me a hug.Hey hun.He sang.Hi.I laughed.Blake was really tall with black hair.His eyes were a light blue.He had gages and snake bites.Oh and last this is sage.She sed pointing to a tall guy with black hair.Sage come meet our new employe!Veronica called.He was putting boxes in the stock room.Hold on let me put this one box in here!He called back.After he was done he came out to meet me.He took off his red beanie and wipped his forhead.Then he looked up at me and a big smile spread across his face.I was shocked and happy to see him again.Hey.He sed.I blushed...Hi.I sed almost in a whisper.Okay now that you know everyone i would like you to make sure everything is organized in its place.She sed.I nodded.She unlocked the door and kids piled in.People these days are so lazy.They come in and just tare everything apart and dont put things back where they found them.I picked up two shirts that were on the ground and carried them to their spot.I still feel bad about yesterday.Someone sed behind me.I turned around only to bump into sages chest.We both laughed.Is this how we are going to meet everytime.He laughed.Maybe.I sed.So as i was saying im really sorry for bumping into you yesterday..He sed.Oh its fine.Im sorry for my friend.I sed.He laughed.God she really hates me uh?He asked.Uh just a little.I sed.Man i didnt even get with her and she already hates me.He joked.I laughed.Im sorry but i really have to get back to work.I sed and started to walk away.He pulled me back by my wrist.Can we hang out sometime?He asked.Uh i would say sure but i really dont know.I sed.Well if you go out with me sometime you will know me.He sed.I dont know.I sed.Come on...Please im not a ceral killer or anything.He begged.Fine.I laughed.How about tonight?He questioned.Tonight.I sed.After work.He asked.Okay now your asking to much.I sed.He laughed.Please.....He whined.He was pretty cute when he whines.I rolled my eyes playfully and nodded.Yes!!He yelled.I giggled.We fucked around and played the whole time like we new each other for years.I talked to all of them.Finally work was over.Sage and i walked out side.Sage started walking down the parking lot.Sage where you going?I questioned.I have a car.I sed.He blushed and walked over.I let him drive.We went to an in n out burger and ate.Well I had a wonderful night.I sed.Me too.He sed.I dropped him off at his house and drove home.Abby where were you?!?You had me so worried!My mom cried.She gave me a tight hug.Im sorry i didnt contact you.I was out with Sage.And it was a once and a life time thing.I sed.Wait Sage?Whose Sage?She asked.Oh its the guy from the mall.I sed.The guy from the mall!!She chanted.Mom....I sed pointing to Isac who was sleeping on the couch.She nodded.You went on a date with him?She asked.No i diid not go on a date with him....I sed.I went out with him to just get to know each other.I whispered.My mom smiled.Thats the first step in a forming relationship.She sed.I shook my head.So how did you meet him this time.And how do you know its the same guy?She asked.My boss introduced me to all the co workers and he was one of them.Oh and i know hes the same guy because he came up to me and apologized again.I sed.She nodded.Well when do i get to meet this kid named Sage?She questioned.Mom i just met him.I sed trying to keep my voice down.Oh right...Well im tired nighty night.She sed.Night.I sed before going up stairs.I woke up to my alarm clock again.I got ready and left for work.Only me,blake,and Sage were working tooday.I was folding clothes while talking to blake at the front desk.So he just come up here and says hey your a faggot are these cute.My mouth dropped.That was exactly my expprestion.So i was like mmm i dont know ask the faggot thats holding them.Then his face turned all red and he dropped them on the floor.I was so mad i jumped over the counter_________And then i grabbed you before you could get him.Sage sed.Yeah he did.Witch i dont know why you stopped me.He was a pain in the ass to all of us.Blake sed handing a girl her bag.I laughed.I stopped you because you could of lost your job.Sage laughed.That is true boo..But it would have been worth it.He sed.Thanks for comeing.He sed to a brown haired girl.Blake thats why i love you.You say whats on your mine and stand up for your self.Sage sed.Your damn straight i do.I aint going to let some mutha fucka call me a faggot.Uh uh fuck that shit.He sed.Thats right blake.You dont let anybody talk shit about you for who you are.I sed.He turned around and hugged me.Then hugged Sage.Awwwh you guys gone make me cry.He laughed.We both laughed.Sage left to help a customer.Bye come back soon.Blake sed.Darling have you ever dyed your hair before?He asked.No why?I questioned.Because i think you would look good with black and red hair.He sed running his hands through my hair.Really?I asked.Yeah i think it would bring out your blue eyes.He sed.I dont know....I sed.Oh come on darling.One of these nights we should have a sleep over party and i will dye your hair for you.He sed.Really.I asked.Hun i do my own hair.He sed.His hair was cut so perfectly.It was like a skaters hair.Okay sure..What the hell.I sed.Thats the spirit.He sed.Blake how old are you?I asked.Im nineteen why?He asked.Your nineteen??!!?I yelled.Yeah only nineteen.He sed.I thought you would be more like 17 18.I sed.Haaaaaa!!!Oh wow i wish.Im old now.He sed.No your not.Your only a year older then me.I sed.Your eighteen?He asked.I nodded.God ive been wanting to know your age.Sage is eighteen too and single.He sed.I blushed.Uh i dont think_____Is it my break time yet?Sage asked.Oh yes it is.Blake sed.Cool.He sed then walked out of the store.Close one.Blake sed.I nodded.I grabbed the folded clothes and put them back on the racks.20 minutes later Sage came back and it was my turn for a break.My mom came to bring me some food to eat.After i ate my break was up.I worked for about two more hours and work was up.Do you need a ride home?I asked Sage.Sure.He sed.We walked to my car.I drove him home and then went to my home.Isac came running out only in his underwear.My mom was chasing him.I started laughing and leaned down to scoop him up.My mom walked up to us and bent over.Whats going on?I asked.Isac.....Undress....Bathtub...My mom sed out of breath.Isac you wont take a bath?I asked him.Not for her.He sed pionting at my mom.Yes he is a little brat sometimes.Hes only 3 and he already has a attitude.Will you take a bath if i give you it?I asked.He nodded.My mom sighed with her mouth open.I laughed.I took him to the bathroom.I sat him in it with some toys.I was playing with Isac when He stopped play and looked up.Then he pionted to the door way.I turned around to see Sage standing there smiling.Oh shit.Hi.I sed with soap all over my hands.Hey.He sed.Mom!!!I called.Yes dear?She sed already standing behind Sage.I pionted to Isac.She nodded.I started to get up put Isac grabbed my hand.No!!!!He yelled.I want you to give me a bath...He cried.Isac if you let mommy give you a bath i will buy you a whole bunch of skittles.I sed.He smiled really big.His pierceing green eyes sparkled.He nodded.I kissed his forehead and left with Sage.Guess i kinda came in on the wrong time.He sed.Yeah..how did you know where i lived?I asked curious.Oh i was walking down this rode and saw your car.So i decided to stop by and see if you lived here.Turns out you do.He sed.I laughed.By the way the lady that opened the door was very sweet and she already knew my name.He sed looking at me.What???I laughed.I always talk about my friends to her.I sed.He nodded.Oh and that lady is my mom.I sed.And Isac is your brother?He asked.I nodded.You guys are probably going to have some problems with him when he gets older.He laughed.Maybe but i will deal with it when it comes.I sed.So i was wondering if you would like to go out to eat.This isnt a date right?I asked.If you want it to be..He smerked.Then i dont want it to be.I sed.He nodded.We left to dennies.Then i saw Lida and Alex sitting at a table.I tried to hide from them.Mostly Alex...But they found me anyways.Dont try to hide from us Abby!Alex sed snatching the menu away from me.Awwwh are you two on a date.Lida asked.No.We both sed.Abby can i talk to you.Alex asked.I mouthed sorry to Sage and he nodded.I walked off with Alex.Is that who i think it is??!!She whisper yelled.I nodded.Abby!!!!She yelled.What its not like im dateing him.We are just friends and co workers.I sed.Oh so you work with him now.Lida sed raising her eyebrows up and down.I giggled a little bit.Dont laugh.That was not funny.Alex screamed.Lida smiled.The whole time Alex was talking shit to me Lida was makeing faces behind her.I was smiling the whole time.Uh we will talk about this tonight.We will be there.Alex sed walking off.I gave Lida a hug and went back to Sage.Sorry about my bitchy friend.I sed.He laughed.I dropped him off and went home.How was the date?Isac asked kinda rude.It wasnt a date and i had a good time.I sed.Yeah well it will be soon.He under his breath.Isac whats wrong?Who is this person who is talking right now.I asked.You know what im tired.Im going to bed.He sed.Isac?I sed.What!!!!!He yelled.Are you jealous?I asked.No!!!!He yelled.Come here.I sed.He shook his head.Come here buddy.I sed.He ran to me and hugged me tight.I took him to his room and layed down with him.Isac i would never forget you for a guy.I whispered.He nodded and we fell asleep.I woke up and called Alex.Hello.She sed.Hey what happened to you guys coming over last night.I sed.Oh Lida talked me out of it.She sed.Oh.I sed.Abby just please dont fall for him.She sed.Why is everyone thinking i like him.I yelled.Abby everyone can tell.She sed.Whatever....I sed under my breath.Just listen okay.She sed.Im listening.I sed.Guys like that hurt.She sed.Alex all guys hurt.That is true but this will kill.She sed.Dont say that...You dont even know him.I sed.Well i know you and your loving heart.She sed.Well i dont like him okay!!!Damn!!I sed.I can see your not going to listen.She sed.You know what Alex i have to go.Isacs crying.I sed and hung up.After that call i started advoiding all her calls.The only calls i would answer were Sages,Blakes,Veronicas,Lidas barely,Caitys,and Makaylyns.I didnt want to hear Alexs shit.I was tired of it.Now that there was no Alex in the picture Sage took her place.Ive been hanging out with him for four weeks everyday now.I never got tired of him.Tonight i was going out with him for some ice cream.So have you talked to her?Sage asked.Nope...And i dont plan on it.I sed.Oh..He sed.I walked with him to his front door.So was that a date yet?He asked witha smerk.Mmmmm nope.I sed with a smile.Well when can i be more than your friend??He asked.Cause i want to be more then your friend.He sed.I shrugged feeling my body get hot.Okay well how about now?He whispered stepping closer to me.He gently pressed his lips to mine.I was stunned at first then i kissed back.I put my hand on his neck.Then the door swung open.A small little girl was standing there.She had black hair with blue eyes.Daddy???She whined.Daddy???I thought to my self.Sage is a dad???I thought.I looked at Sages face witch was bright red.His smile suddently turned into a glare.You werent supposed to see her.He sed low.Sage...I sed.I think you should go please.He sed while picking her up.He shut the door and left me there alone.I got in my car and drove home crying.I walked in sobbing and ran up to my room.My mom shortly came in after.Honey whats wrong?What happened?She asked holding me.Sage...Kissed me...I sobbed.Thats why your crying?She asked.Honey thats normal for him to kiss you.She sed.No thats not why im crying.I sobbed.Then what is it?She asked.When we were kissing on his front porch the door opened.It was a little girl that looked exactly like him.She called him daddy.And then he told me i wasnt supposed to see her and told me to leave.I sobbed.Wait Sage has a daughter?She questioned.Well apparently.I sed wipping tears off my face.Oh honey dont take it to heart..Hes just maybe ashammed that he had a kid at a young age and maybe he doesnt want you to think differently of him.My mom sed.I wouldnt though.I sed.I know you wouldnt but he doesnt.She sed.I hugged my mom and told her i needed some time.She nodded and left.I called Alex...Hello?She asked.Hey its abby...I sniffed.Oh Abby hi!!How come you haveing been answering my calls?She asked.Ive been busy with work.I sed.Then i began to cry.Abby???Are you crying?She asked.No...I sed.Yes you are im coming over.She sed and the line went dead.Ive never hurt this bad before in my life...Not even when my dad left us.....A couple minutes later Alex came in with some chocolate.I smiled.Hun whats wrong.You were right...I should have listened to you...I cryed.She pulled me into a hug.What did he do??!!She asked.Ill kill em!She sed.No..I sed with a laugh.Then tell me the story.She sed.Okay so we were out getting ice cream and then went to his house.We were standing on his front porch when he kissed me.I sed.He kissed you!!She yelled.Alex listen.I sed.Okay im sorry.She sed.As we were kissing the front door sung open and small little girl that looked just like him was standing there.She called him daddy.I sed.He has a kid?She sed with her mouth open.I nodded and continued.He then sed i wasnt supposed to see her and told me to leave.I sed with one tear rolling down my cheek.Oh honey he just didnt want you thinking of him differently.She sed.Really thats what my mom sed.I sed.If its coming from your mom then its the truth.She sed.I laughed yeah.Alex had to go home and i had to go to work.I walked in and didnt see Sage...I almost forgot he doesnt work today.He had a day off today.Me and blake were working today.After work me and Blake picked up Makaylyn,Caity,Alex,and Lida.We were haveing a sleep over at Blakes house.I was texting and calling Sage all day....No answer.Still no answer hun?Blake asked.Nope.I sed sadly.Im sorry Ab....Hey lets dye your hair.He sed.Yeah that would get your mind off off things.Alex sed painting Makaylyns nails.Okay.I sed.Blake took me into the bathroom.He cut and dyed my hair.Then he blow dried it.There you go.He sed.It was cute.I like it.I sed.I love it.He sed.I went out to show the other girls.It was red on the bottom and black on the top.You look beautiful!!!Caity sed.Lida walked in.We all looked at her.Where have you been?Blake asked with a smerk.I was just getting some fresh air.She sed.We all laughed.Right....He sed pointing to her lips that were smudged.She looked in the mirror and blushed.Its okay girl..We all know what you were doing out there.Blake laughed.We all laughed including her.So when can we meet mister right?I asked.Yeah.Makaylyn sed.Um soon.I feel hes the right guy.Like hes the one.She blushed.Awwww.We all sed.Yeah oooooo i like your hair.She sed.Thanx.Blake did it.I sed.Oh blake you should work at a hair salon unstead of hot topic.She sed.Yeah thats what im aiming for.He sed.Blake poped in a movie.Alex and Caity were the first to fall asleep.Then Makaylyn and Lida shortly fell asleep after.Me and Blake werent tired so we decided to go out with hot chocolate and watch the sun rise.We sat on his swing set with a blanket and our hot chocolate.Hell come around.Blake sed.Who?I asked.Sage.He sed.I dont Blake....He doesnt answer any of my calls or text messages...I sed low.Hes just thinking hun.His daughter the one you saw is very special to him.He barely just told veronice about her like three weeks ago.Veronica and me are the only ones who have seen her before.Sure Makaylyn and caity know about her but they havent seen her before.Hes not sure yet about them.Blake sed.I nodded.That little girl is his world.He sed.What happened to her mother...I asked.Well her mother and Sage were in love.Well at least Sage was.They have been to gether for about a year and a half when her mother got pregnant.He was happy but she wasnt.Her parents found out and made her break up with him.He was heart broken.She told him she wanted an abortion.He sed no.They got into an agurment over it.Sage wanted to have that child.He thought abortion was wrong.So he went to the court house and got papers saying she couldnt get an abortion.He sed.And what happened after that?I asked.She was pissed.Oh how she was pissed.He laughed.I smiled.So she had to have the child.And if she didnt want it she had to give it to Sage and if she did want it they had to fight for her.He sed.So im guessing she gave her to him?I asked.Yup.She did.He sed.How do you know all this?I asked.Cause i was Sages best friend in high school.I was there for him.I saw him cry.I saw him get angry.I saw him happy when that baby was born.Ive seen it all.The way his eyes lite up when he held her the first time.He sed.It must of been horrible to go through that.I sed.Yeah it wasnt a pretty sight.He laughed.I smiled.Do you know her name?I asked.Sure i do.Her name is Addison.He sed.But we call her Addy.He sed.Thats a cute name.I sed.Yeah it is.He whispered.Later on that day i drove everyone home and went to my own home.How was your...My mom began before she saw my hair.What did you do to your hair.She asked with her eyes wide.Blake did it.Do you like it?I laughed.She rolled her eyes and nodded.Wheres Isac?I asked.Up stairs.She sed.I walked up stairs to his room.Isac?I called.Oh its you...What do you want...He sed not looking at me.What do you mean what do i want.I came to see you.I sed trying to hold him.Let go of me!!!He yelled.I jumped back.Isac whats wrong?I asked concerned.You!!!Thats whats wrong!!!You left me here with her!!!He yelled.You promised....You wouldnt replace me...He sed with hurt in his voice.Im sorry Isac.I will try better.Okay...I sed holding out my arms.He looked at me and hugged me.I hugged him back.Do you want to come with me to go get me check from work.I will buy you a toy.I sed.He nodded and grabbed his shoes.I swung by and picked up Alex to go with us.Stay in here i will be right back.I sed.Alex nodded.I walked in and heard shouting.Veronicas office door was shut.Who is that?I asked.Its Sage.Makaylyn sed.Me Makaylyn and caity were quiet so we can hear what was going on.Well she can stay her while you work.I will watch her.Veronica sed.No!!!Sage yelled.Look Sage you have to let her see people sometime!!!She yelled.What are you going to do when she starts school?!?!She asked.She doesnt need school!!Shes got me!!!He yelled.Sage please dont do this...Just bring her in.Its fine.She sed.I cant.He sed then walked out of her office.He passed by me without even looking at me.Makaylyn pushed me to go after him.So i did.Sage!!!I called after him.He ignored me.I caught up to him and turned him around.Abby not now.He sed.He started walking again and i pulled him back again.He just staired at me as his eyes got watery.Its okay.I whispered and pulled him into a hug.He hugged me back as tears came down his cheeks.Im sorry.I was going to let you meet her but it wasnt the right time.He sed.Its okay.I understand.I sed rubbing his back. After that day we were always together.When i say together i mean together.We were a couple.He let me see Addy all the time now.He got his job back and left Addy with my mom.So my mom watched Addy and Isac.It was a week before christmas.Yes its been a whole year that we've been together.Hot topic was closed for a week because none of us wanted to stay away from our families.I went to Sages house to pick him and Addy up.She was 3 now and me and Sage were 19 now.We went back to my house and dropped off Addy.My mom forgot to buy paper cups so we went to go buy some.Hey actually i have some at my house.Sage sed.I nodded and pulled into his drive way.We both got out and went inside.I watched him as he looked for the paper cups.He pulled them out.Here they are.He sed.I walked over to grab them from him but he took them away.Hey.I laughed.I want a kiss.He smerked.I smiled and kissed him.I grabbed the cups and put them on the counter and then looked back at him.I smerked.What?He smerked.I kissed him hard.He licked my bottom lip asking for an entrance.I let him.As our tonuges wrestled he picked me up and put me on the counter.I ran my fingers through his black hair.I unbottened his botten up flannel and took it off.He bite my neck as i dug my finger tips into his back.I bite my lip as he sucked on my neck.Now?He whispered.Now.I sed.You sure?He asked looking at me.Yeah.Im ready.I sed kissing his neck.He picked me up and brought me to his bed.He took off my shirt.Are you scared?He breathed.I shook my head.After all our clothes were off he pulled out a condom.Before i do this...Are you positive you want to do this?He asked.I nodded.He put the condom on went into me slowly.I bite my lip everytime it hurt.You want me to stop?He breathed.I shook my head afriad i would cry if i talked.He nodded and went deeper.I let out a sigh as he pulled out and back in.You okay?He asked.I nodded.It was sweet how he would ask if i was okay like every 2 minutes.After we were down he held me close.He kissed me hard.Are you sore?He asked.Alittle.I sed.He kissed my neck.Shit!!!We have to get those paper cups to my mom.I sed pushing him off.Oh right!He sed.We put our clothes back on and grabbed the paper cups.We drove back to my house.Heres the paper cups.I sed handing them to her.Cool i needed these like 4 hours ago.She sed with her eyebrows raised.Im sorry.I didnt realize we were gone for that long.I sed.Im going up to my room now bye.I sed.Abby?!?She called.I looked back.We are going to have a talk.She sed.I knew what she ment by that.She knew what we were doing.Moms always know.I nodded and grabbed Sages hand.I pulled him into my room.I closed my door and kissed him hard.Lets do it again.I whispered.Abby your moms here.He whisper yelled.I sighed...Okay lets go to my car.I laughed.Really?He laughed.I nodded.Fine.He sed before walking out of my room.No...I whisper yelled.He looked at me confused.I pointed to my window.He rolled his eyes and climbed out of it.As well as i did.We ran to my car holding hands.I drove to a dark alley.This is so getto.He laughed.I laughed as i unbottend his shirt.Wait Abby.He sed.I stopped and looked at him confused.I dont have a condom.He sed.I sighed.Well we can just rub with clothes on.He sed.I looked at him and pulled him on top of me.He bite my neck and rubbed against me.I moaned.We did that until i couldnt take it anymore.Fuck this.I sed unbuttoning his pants.Abby?He sed.What.....I whined.You really want to do this with no condom?He asked.I sighed.Im okay with the outcome if you are.He sed.I looked at him.You are?I asked.He nodded.I love you.And if we have a child so be it.He sed.I laughed.I love you too.And i want a child with you someday so why not have it now.I sed.He nodded.We took off all our clothes.Just to let you know its going to feel so much better with out a condom.He sed.I laughed.He got on top of me and went in.We started breathing hard.He kissed me hard.I moaned as he went deeper and faster.After we were down we got dressed and sat in the front seats.You know my moms going to kill you.I sed.Me!!!What about you?You were the one who made me do it.He sed.I laughed.I did not.You wanted to just as much as i did.I laughed.I did not.He smerked.Really so if i came over to you and kissed you and then kissed your neck you wouldnt want to have sex again.I sed with a smerk.He glance at me from the corner of his eye.No.He smerked.I scooted closer to him and kissed him.I then moved to his neck and found his soft spot.I bite it and he maoned.He got up and got on top of me.Come on lets do it one more time.He whined.I rest my case.I sed.He looked at what he was doing and gladed at me.Not funny.He sed.I was just proving a point.I laughed.We are going back to your house.He sed.Okay fine.I sed.He got off of me and we drove back to my house.My mom was waiting for us when we got there.Abby sit.She sed sternly.I let out a sigh and sat at the table with her.Im gunna got check on the kids.Sage sed.Oh no your not.Have a seat son.She smiled.He had a terrified look on his face then sat next to me.Okay I know you two are haveing sex.She announced.Mom...I whined.Dont mom me.Im not stupid.She sed.We both gulped.Im fine with you two doing that.Your nineteen.Id just wish you guys would have waited until you were married but oh well.Just dont do it when Addy is awake and dont do it in my house.She sed.Oh and use pretection.She added.We both looked at each other and nodded.Okay you can go now.She sed.We walked up to my room and went to bed.I woke up wrapped in Sages arms.I closed my eyes to go back to bed when i felt my stomach bubbling.I felt it comeing up my throut and i ran to the bathroom.Sage rubbed my back as i puked.I flushed the toilet.Are you okay?He asked.I need a pregnancy test.I whispered.His eyes got wide and he nodded.15 minutes later he came back with a pregnancy test.I took it and we waited for the results.He held my hand as we waited.There it was.I was pregnant.I started shaking.Abby look at me.He sed turning me to face him.Im dead.Im dead.Im dead.I mummbled.You are not dead okay.Look its fine.We will be fine.Okay..We know what would happen.He sed.I looked at him.Its going to be okay.He smiled.Then i suddently imagined our life with this new baby.A baby with Sage.Addy will be so happy to have a baby sister or brother.You know what...I want this baby.Abby?He asked.I want to have a girl.I sed with a smile.He laughed.Another girl??Why not a boy??He asked.I want a girl.I sed.He shook his head and laughed.I would name her Holly.I sed.And if its a boy?He asked.Travis.I sed.I like that.He sed.Sage how am i going to tell my mom?I asked.Uh.....That i dont know...He sed.Dont worry.We will tell her somehow.He sed pulling me into a hug.

It was christmas day and i was really stressed about this baby and how i was going to tell my mom.My mom called us all down to open our christmas presents.I was irritated by everything.Okay Whats wrong Abby?!?!Youve had a bad attitude all day!!My mom sed her voice raising.I dont have a bad attitude!!!I sed rudely.You better clean up your act.She sed.You know what mom i have a present for you!!I yelled.She looked at me witha glare.The reason why im being rude is because im pregnant!Merry fucking christmas!I yelled before going to my room.I heard someone yelling and then an apology.I sat by my window and looked up at the sky.Abby.She asked.I didnt turn around.Your pregnant?She asked with hurt in her voice.I turned around.I nodded.How did this happen?I dont understand...I told you to use pretection.She sed her voice softening.We did.I sed.So it broke?She asked.Yes.I lied.Well i will take you to the doctors to get an____I stopped her before she could say that word.Dont you dare say that word.I sed.She looked at with wide eyes.I want this child.I sed.Are you sure Abby?She asked.I nodded.She nodded and hugged me.Im sorry I yelled at you.I whispered.Its okay.I understand.She sed pulling away.Honey why didnt you tell me sooner.Its not good to be stressed while your pregnant.You can lose the baby.She sed.Im sorry.I guess i just didnt think.I sighed.We hugged again.I told everyone that i was pregnant after my mom took me to the doctors to make sure i was really pregnant.Everyone was excited including Isac.A 3 months into my pregnancy i moved in with Sage.He thought it would be better for me and the baby.He was so sweet to me.He called me beautiful every day even though i was getting fatter.He drove me places and got me what ever i wanted to eat.We didnt want to know the sex of the baby until it came.We wanted it to be a surprise.When it came time for our baby to come out it was a baby girl.I knew i was haveing a girl.We named her Holly.When she was born Addy was four when Holly was born.Addy was so happy when she got to meet Holly.Everyone came to see me except for Isac.Wheres Isac?I asked watching my mom hold Holly.Hes at your uncles house.She sed while she fell in love with Holly.Oh.I nodded.He probably wanted to hang out with my uncles kids.Thier names are Levi and Mitch.They were both boys.Levi was 7 and Mitch was 5 the same age as Isac.Today i would get to bring my baby home.Sage took us home.The first breath of a family.My family.

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