C H A P T E R 1

I stumble down the stairs," Stella go get us some beers! " barked James.

"Yes, " I say going to the kitchen. I sigh this kitchen was so small going to the rachet fridgerator, I pull out four beers. I go to the living room putting on the table I cough it stuck like smoke and weed. I stiffened when I feel someone smack my ass. I turn around it was Dave I hated all four of them I never had so much hatred for anybody.

" Go clean the damn house! "Snarled James I nod he didn't care if they touched me,or beat me. Because he did it too. I go get the broom they were all out of it,already drunk,and high. I glare at the four of them James,Dave,Steve,and Dine. I hated them so much I did my best trying to clean.

"You dum bitch! "Steve screamed I looked at him. He dropped his cigarette and knew he was gonna blame it on me,grabbing me by the hair I whimper. As he slapped me hard,I fell on the ground grabbing my cheek. It was bleeding. Running to my room I fall on the ground I never layed on "my bed " because it was just a matress on the floor. With dried blood,and dirt : the place I got raped and beat. And where my mom died,where James killed her. I go to the window whising I had freedom looking at the bars  on it, it was raining. I look down at the long scars on my arms when I tried to escape my punishment was worse the n ever. And I never tried it again,hearing footsteps I fall to the ground. I never slept at night I was never safe from them. I pull my knee's to my stomache hating my outfit. They picked my outfit for the day slutty things that showed my curves,and breasts. The tanktop was to small and showed everything,and the skirt was so short it showed my buns.

" Get up! "Dave snapped at me, I get up quickly." James need you to go to town to get some things, " I look at him in shock. Were they lying, just to get me in trouble ? I rarely ever got out of here, Dave takes out his pocket knife. Its a 6 inches really sharp, he puts it on my neck,"but if your not back I'll. Come find you, " he whispered in my ear. I nod he was not playing around,he hands me a list with money. He grabs me forcefully.and pushes a kiss on me,I couldn't fight back unless I wanted a bigger punishment. I used to and I regret it like they said,his hands go in my shirt and I whimper. He growls and pushes me away," dum horr! "

The next day they give me the same lecture as they open the door." Be back in two hours,run off and your dead! "James threatens almost stabbing me. Pushing me out the door, I cut through the forest yea our house was boarded and old,and by itself.. .

Making my way I ignore the glares of the people as they see me "look there goes the Reed girl! "They snapped. I hear the guys making fun of me "haha the Reed baggy girl! " I look down at my clothes I felt a bit safe and almost wanted to cry. Baggy hoody,and baggy jeans,I go to the hard ware store grabbing some of the stuff they needed. Duc tape,rope? Wtf are they up to? I go back out I neede to hurry up I didn't have that much time. I look in time to see Kane Everdale come in his Lamborghini,his snobby bitchy girlfriend Kelly sneering at me. I know she was making fun of me luckliy know one could see my face,they were all jerks. But it didn't help that Kane was that hott. Running to what was supposed to be called home I make it in time. "Thats what I thought bitch! "Steve smirked pressing a kiss on my breast. I had it I kicked him in the nuts "get off of me! "I screamed. He falls to the ground and he glares at me. Getting lp he runs after me grabbing me by the hair,I struggle against him. He punches me in the face 3 times, pulling of my shirt "I hate you guys! "I say weakly before I knock out.


KANE pov

Life was good! I flop down on the big,soft oversized couch. Shane, and Nick, my two bestfriends, sat down too. We were all bursting with laughter of what we just did to my younger sister - Megan.

"Kane she is going to be piss! " Shane says, I roll my eyes. I was cold-hearted I had no mercy,didn't care. Nick just shrugs,and I turn on the big flat screen tv. My famliy was really rich,the Everdales everybody knew us.

" Hey,I heard the Reed girl was in town, " Nick says.

" I know I saw her too. "I say nobody knew her name,and nobody bothered to talk to her. Her jacked up famliy was what everybody knew,and what everybody made fun about.

" Hahah, when I saw her I thought she was a bum! "Nick cut in,I snicker he didn't have shame either. Another thing we didn't know is how her face was she was always wearing baggy clothes. We hear a door slam,and someone stomping down the hall,we turned it was Megan.

"You guys are dicks! You have no mercy,why did you send that picture to everybody at school! "She screamed at us. I roll my eyes trying not to laugh "the picture "was her in rollers in the shower. She glared at me and I ignored her sending a text message to Kelly

HEY BABE COME OVER? ;).

Why was Megan so weird? We were really rich and she was too sweet to everybody. Never asked for things helped charity,a Swweet virgin girl. Especially since our parents were never home, always on business. Megan getting tired of being ignored,grabbed a cushion and flung it at my head." Bitch! I'm talking to you! "She screeches. I look at Nick and shoot him a look,he nods and smirks at Megan.

"I thought you loved me,Megan? "He says. I snickered I knew she had a crush on him,she looked like she wanted to cry. The doorbell rings and one of the maids answer it,"for you Kane! "She calls out. I go to the door it was Kelly,I look her up and down I already knew what we were going to do in the bedroom. I take her arm,Megan gets one look she hates Kelly. Who's a slut,saying why couldn't I get a real girlfriend.

She gives me one more glare then storms up the stairs." You'll pay for it, "she snarls,I roll my eyes I didn't care.

STELLAS POV

My whole back hurts,my head hurts so bad. I open my eyes wishing I was dead. Dry blood clung to my arms,and face. I struggled to get up,but realized that my wrists,and ankle's were tied up. Uh oh no! I was in the attic, I shiver it was really cold up here. I try to move around but its useless. Coughing,a rag was tied around my mouth.

"The princess is up! "Someone yelled. It was Dine, James comes running up the stairs,where the door should've been bolted shut. They hid me up here,and the their drugs, when the police came to check on them. James pulls his nine inch,it curved at the sharp end. I recognized that knife-tears burned my eyes, he killed my mom with that. He smirks in my face remebering the memory too. He loved taunting me about that night,I cry out I blamed myself for it.

"Remember your mom?"he says,playing with the knife.

I snarled at him "you killed her! "

He turns toward me pulling the rag off of my mouth,"you don't talk to your dad like that!"

I seethe in rage "you wish you were my real dad! "He growls at me,slapping me hard,I fall against the dusty,cold floor.

" She loved it when I made her moan,but she was often bad-so I had to give her punishment ".

I roll my eyes "you deserved it,"I mumble. James grabs the knife and puts it on my neck,it was really sharp,"course it was your fault it happened! " He laughs,and tears fall down. I could never forgive myself for her trying to help me,and keep me safe." Oh d don't. Worry baby daddy will help comfort you! "He puts his hands on my thighs sliding the further up.

I cough up blood and spit in his face,"I hate you! "I scream out. He gets mad wiping the blood from his face,he punches me and I try to fight back.

Though I was tied up "weak! "He snaps and kicks me one more time. They slam the door,hearing the bolts slide,sound proof room. I sob when would I ever get out of here?
I had the nightmare again,I hated it everything felt so real again. Like she was actually there,"mom! "I screeched

 Except I couldn't reach her,she had pulled James off of me. Bleeding,she fought against him. But I knew she was no match for him-he laughed evily.

"Stella look! Look what you made your mother do! "James said.I screamed in pain aloud as I saw her struggle,and tried to jump in

"Mom! "I yelled. As james repeatly punched her,then stabbed her. On my bed I watched her die, "I'm sorry baby, "she said,those were her last words.

I wake up screaming,and crying sweat going down my back. It was just a dream I sob into the floor trying hard not to breathe the musty floor. No sounds downstairs,and no windows up here. It was freezing cold,a punishment,I shiver. Not bothering to wipe my face,or the dried blood. I rock back and forth,till I hear a thud,bitter laughter downstairs. Hearing more laughter,as I could tell they were dragging something up the stairs." Aahh! " one of them screamed,"hollywood punched me! "I realized it was Steven the biggest out of all of them. And what was he talking about? I heard loud pop of bones crunching,I shudder at the sound. The bolts slide revealing, Steven,Dine,and Dave. They were all to busy to notice me staring,dragging a kicking punching body. He was so muscular,with a ripped shirt. And bloody,bruises dripping down his back and,face. I gasp as I get a good look at his face … It was Kane Everdale, and he was glaring straight at me.

KANE'S POV

Me and,Kelly decided to go to the movies. My arms still around her,just getting out my red Lamborghini. Our clothes were all rumpled, from just making out.

Everybody is staring at me "hey Kane! "Some of them said. I nod at the people I knew,I was really popular at Corrie acadamey. But it was summer time,and everybody was on break. It was getting dark,but not late to me. We enter the Movie theater,getting tickets for The Hunger Games. I pull Kelly through the crowd,as she spotted people she didn't like, she would push them. I couldn't help but do the same, anyways alot of people moved when they saw me. We get seats in the back,and start making out.

Moaning loudly,I had to go to the bathroom." Be right back,babe, " I say getting out of my seat. I head for the bathroom's which were suprisely empty,I felt like someone was in there watching me. I turn, when I hear footsteps. Bam! One of them punched me in the head,and I fight back.

"Dumbass! Don't you know who I am? "I yell. There was 3 big grown man,I punch one of them in the face. And groan out when his face connects with my stomache, knocking the air put of me. I feel something cold, like metal on my throat
"Shut the fuck up! "The biggest guy snapped. I looked down it was a gun,something was tied around my mouth, a rag. Another tied over my eyes blinding me,as they dragged me outside to I think a car.

"Did you get caught? "One of them snapped. They threw me in the car my face connected with the floor.

"No,drive!

""My dad is so gonna sue you bastards! "I manage to say they chuckle.

" Shutup! "

And I feel someone kick my side, it hurt like shit! "Were going be rich! "They all say. At that moment I cursed my parent's,if they weren't always away. And cared more about me,and Megan none of this would've happened! Oh fuck them,these guys were going to pay! We stop somewhere,

"get up! "They snap. I don't, and I feel a blow "get up! "They say once again. This time I do as they half drag me,bumping my head on steps. I hear a door snap open,cold bolts coming loose,as they throw me in. The blind fold,and rag come off. It was so dark in here,and the room smelled terrible! Trying to get up they shove me hard. Until I recognize one of the faces James Barr,the freaks,druggies. And I look around in the pitch black,seeing a figure,and there was his daughter I glare at her. Hating all of them,they were going to regret this.


STELLA'S POV

I was freaking out big time! They kidnapped Kane Everdale! I coughed the musty air was horrible. I could barely see anything in the pitch, black room, but I know what I could see Kane's electric blue eyes. They bore into me as they sent daggers at me. Blood was dripping from his shirt and face everywhere. And I was almost scared when James slammed the bolts shut, as Kane struggled against them. For once they forgot about me. For once.

" You! " he snapped. "You and your father and stupid friends are going to regret this! "I glare back at him when he said James was my father.

"He's not my father, don't ever say that, " I was getting pissed. He stood up and I knew it pained him to do it.

He growled "does it matter! Your still as rachet and poor as him! "A big smirk was coming on his face. It was pissing me off, now this was one person I didn't have to respect.

" Leave me alone… I didn't have anything to do with this," my voice falters at the end. I shivered, bringing the fabric I had left on me closer to me.

" Shut the fuck up! "He growls moving to the big bolted door. He tries to kick it down," I hate you,your so worthless I should make you pay! "I saw the same anger he had, had just like James and that scared me. I pull my knee's to my stomache going to my pity corner,I grope the darkness for something. And I thought he was hott. And I was just lucky he didn't hit me. I cried to myself softly,I was never going to be safe.

KANE POV

I dreamed I was fighting with Megan. Seeing her blond hair again,seeing my Lamborghini, mansion,hot girlfriends. But I woke up to nothing, but that.

" GET UP," someone shoved there foot hard on my stomache. I bring my eyes to open, feeling the left one swollen. But all I still saw was darkness,I felt like I could barely feel my body. As the cold smelly air dripped in,I get up quickley I was going to escape. Harsh chuckling filled the room, as I was thrown back down.

My rib cage felt like it exploded "having fun Everdale? " They were taunting me,"Stella hurry your ass up now! " one of them yelled. A lamp was shown and you could see clearly now. The room itself was dusty,spider webs everywhere dried blood. The smell was horrorfying. Stell walked in and I could see her now,dressed like a hooker. Their was no happiness in her eyes,but in reality she was really pretty. I remeber my hatred I had no pity for her or anybody.

" Did you take the pill? "One of them asked harshly.

She nodded,"clean the poor rich kid up! " they move out the room again leaving something on the floor. Locking the door,

"what the fuck is this! "I cry out this was no food. I throw the plate full of mush, or whatever across the room. The plate made a loud banging noise as it smacked the ground. Stell jumped at the sound, to scared to get close by me. In the lamp light you could see she was very pale,bruises lined her body. As she neared me, she had a dirtied rag.

I moved away from her," stop moving! Does it look like I want to clean your cuts," she snapped. She leaned in,and I took the opportunity to spit in her face.

"Get away from me slut! Does it look like I take orders from someone like you? " She flung the rag at my head,and flicked me off.

" Ok rich boy," she said going to her corner.

 

"Ungrateful whore," I mumered.

MEGAN'S POV

Kane Everdale has been missing for three days. He went to the movies, with his girlfriend Kelly Marshall. And was said he went to the bathroom and never returned. We may think he is kidnapped,but everybody,especially the Everdales are worried. We have no more information. But we hope we can find,Kane. Ray Everdale has promised a 1,000 award for whoever finds his son.

I drop the stupid article on the floor. Kane was gone. My brother was gone. I felt really lonely now, without him the mansion was to quiet. Mom, and dad only stayed for a day,hearing that we couldn't find Kane again,they took off. I sigh, only he knew how I felt about them leaving us all the time, because he felt it too. And Kelly didn't give a shit about him, she was to busy fucking other guys. I check my phone for messages,none.

"Megan do you want cocoa?" Marlene ask,one of the maids. I knew they were trying to comfort me,but we all knew it should've been my parents doing it.

"Yes," I called out sinking into the couch. I was still a bit pissed at Kane for what he did. But I hope for the best. I made myself fall asleep,because everybody was going to be bugging me with questions tomorrow.

STELLA'S POV

I cry out,as James slapped me upside my head.

"Can't you do anything right! " he snarled kicking me with his foot. I slowly got off the floor my backside hurt and I clean up the "mess " I supposely did. I drop the dishes in the sink. What was the point of cleaning if everything still looked the same? A long time ago I thought somebody was going to come save me. Fat lie, that was never going to happen. Steven came into the kitchen and I leer away from him disgusted. Didn't they already give me alot of scars and bruises?

"Oh Stella whats wrong? What did Stevie do to you? " he said tauntily.

 

I was not in the mood, "shut the fuck up! You big fat perv." I screeched I hardly ever was scared of them.

"What did you say stupid girl? " he asked grabbing me by the hair. I twist away from him painfully and before he could get a punch in. Police sirens everywhere close by there house in the forest.

Stunned Steven let go of me " get her in the attic! And hide the beer,and drugs! " Steven yelled pointing at me. "Now! " I saw my opptunity for the door, but Dave quickly caught me. I screamed throwing punches as he dragged me upstairs.

"Shutup," he spat he clamped me hard in the mouth. And threw me in the attus floor where he slammed the wall over the door. Blood dripped from my mouth, I wanted freedom. Then I realize these were for Kane they must be looking for him.

"Whats-" he started but then his voice faltered.

 

I shake my head," there looking for you, " I managed to say before I pass out.

Ever felt the way you wish you could die ? because I wish I could. When I did wake up,I sadly notice that there were no cops. And still Kane.

Kane glared up at me, as I finally moved. "Fucken horr, whish I was never here! " He kicked and punched at the wall. Then turned to me and snickered "your so pale and ugly thats why they hide you up here." The words cut into me -he was doing the same thing everybody else did.

Guarding my eyes hiding the pain. "They keep you up here because your an effin man whore! "I spat. It was a smart aleck thing to say,but I was tired of everybody.

"Scuse me bitch? Or bum at least I can get a girl, " Kane got closer to me. And I could see evil, or nkno shame in his eyes. I stand up, even though I was no where near his height. I look down and snicker when I see he still had his priceless nikes on. I put my hands on my hips lifting my head up.

"What are you looking at? Bitch you wish you has shoes like this," Kane says glaring. He shoves me hard, and the impact sends me flying. I crash into the wall hearing a painful boom.

 

My arm was already bruised, I manage to stand up, due to my past. "Your no better then them, " and I slump on the ground.

KANE POV

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The door slam open. And I get up quickly for the door, Steven whose name I learn, grabbed my arm shoving me.

"Its time," he says snickering. He drags me down the steps,and I punch him. But that doesn't make him lose his grip,he juat shoves me harder. I feel like I'm goign to vomit as I take in the air. Beer bottles,glass trash,and other things we strewn all over the floor. Steven lets go and I run for the door,bolts all over it. Wicked laughter fills the room

"you cant escape! Go the doors open! " I run for the door and stop short when I felt a cold metal on my throat. A gun. They drag me to a chair tying me down,

James pulls out a camera. "Smile for your famliy! "James squeals.

"Shut the fuck up cunt! " I snarled. "Your just a hater, you cheapass rachet punk! "

 

Jame's laugh fill the room "you see Kane your just me like, though your a dumass Stell over there has never made it far without us hunting her down. " I look at Stella who is cleaning, and shuddererd. "Now were going to show your rich daddy how much money we want, " and thats when the punches came. They hurt, I could barely feel my bones as they cracked. And I howled in pain,I soon knock out.

I woke up back in the dark room. My whole body ached,and I could barely feel anything. My left eye felt swollen. And then I realize why I woke up was because someone was crying. It was Stella. She was sobbing really hard, I crawl to her she was still asleep. It look like she was having a nightmare because she was screaming no. Then I remeber what James said she didn't get far. My anger burned wasn't he her father? And why did he let him and everybody else beat on her and rape her. And why did I care? I pull Stella's body close to mine she was freezing. She later calmed down in my arms I fell asleep too.
- Halfway through the night she woke up screaming.

STELLA POV

I was dreaming of James killing my mom. I could feel myself still in the exact place. I sobbed hard, and loud there was no stopping these nightmares. I don't know what happened later, but they went away. I woke up later expecting to be cold, and heartless - like everyday. I wake up in strong, muscled arms, I woke up warm. Then I screamed who was touching me?

"Please let go of me, " I begged. "Don't touch me! " I screamed trying to get out the person's arms.

 

"Shh your dreaming," the person said tousling my hair. I screamed again then realized it was Kane. "Please let go, just don't hurt me, " I was kicking and punching. And freaking out what was he going to do to me?

He let go, "don't ever touch me! "I snarled.

His eyes turned hard "the only time I try to comfort you, the bitch acts all cold, " he spat pu out.

 

I ignore him, and shiver. "Just leave me alone! " my voice quivered. He had to be lying I didn't need this shit right now. Wasn't I already broken enough? Why couldn't anybody just leave me alone!

I collasped hard against the floor. Dave falling hard on top of me, "get off of me you ass, "

 

I kick him in the balls. He grunts and that gives me a slip, but not long enough for him to grab my leg and pull me down. I punched him hard, kicking him and he just thrashed my body.

 

"Calm down. Bitch! " Dave snapped. He popped me hard and I tasted blood, "this won't hurt a bit ." He grinned of course this was going to hurt. I scream as he pulls his pants down and enters me. He kept moaning and I struggled it was no use. I was weak. When he was done he throws me back in the attic. I fall hard on my knee's sobbing. My insides were bruised badly hand marks everywhere. I forget Kane was in the room, and feel like old times. I wish I had a mom. I wish all of them dead. I hated them. Wiping my mouth I cough up blood. I heard Kane snarl, I ignored him for like two days. No worries there he hated me, and wanted to do tue same thing verybody else did.

"Why do you let them do that to you? " Kane finally asked, his voiced strained. I wipe a tear, I don't say nothing and I could tell he was getting mad. "Your such a dumbass then." I turn around and turn all my hate to him.

"Does it look like I like it? I used to fight back worse, even tried to escape. Every day they done it so why are you bugging me about it! Its not like you care! I realized I had been screaming. Kane just looks at me, but so softly

 

I could barely hear it he said " maybe I care ." WHAT???


KANE POV

What did I just say? I hated myself then. Why was I so mad that they touched her, and why did I just say that? I look at Stella's face filled with shock. It was beautifully pale- even with bruises. Her eyes were a pretty hazel, and a curvy body. She was perfect. Then I remembered what family she came from. And how also she was a poor girl. And how her eyes always showed pain. But I couldn't love her never, we were to different. I smirk wanting her to think I was messing with her- taunting her. She looked away, and I felt bad. She made me feel this way I knew she was still crying in the dark. Especially hearing her sob, I slowly make my way to her. Making sur she
Ip was asleep this time, I held her. Tucking her close "leave me alone, " she mumured. "I can't, " I say. She snickered but I was being serouis. "I'm sorry, " I finally say and I fell asleep. What are you doing Kane? An image of Kelly popped in my head, and all my toher whores. I'm getting soft, I pull apart from Stella. She stiffened as I gently pulled my arms from her, I glare down at her. "I don't like you Stella were so different just get the hell away from me, " I snapped knowing what I had to do. "Oh don't worry, I know you were juast taunting me. And I can't wait till you get out of here! " she said. She stayed put on the floor, dried blood on her. I growl, and like always she whimpers. She was hopeless and pathetic. You don't want her I remind myself. But still I couldn't help the way my heart pounded around her.

I stare at Stella hating how James teared her apart. She cried horrible, talking about her mother which I didn't understand. She gagged on the rag, I turned away in disgust. Feeling like vomiting, what a sick perv. Stell screamed out in pain and I struggled to control myself. Stop it, she's not worth it. Dave punches me on the side, I glare at him. And almost punch back "your father hasn't answered yet. At this rate we will never get the fucken money," Dave growled. He kicks me, and I feel like my bones are broken. "I toldne I soothe you he would regret it, " I snicker. Even if it pains me to do so, "shut him up." Steven said. He grabbed Stella and threw her like a ball hard across the room. She flung into me and I stagger back her elbow had banged my head. "Lets get put of here, " Steven says. The minute there gone I soothe an unconsicous Stella. Her body felt fragile as it would break, I held her like a baby. And give her warmth.

STELLA POV

I wake up again in those strong,soft safe arms. Instantly everything came rushing into my head. I felt like I could barely move. "Why are you holding me? " I ask in a bitchy way. Kane sighs, "because I I can't help it." "You want sex anywhere don't you," I snap. "NO, so shutup! Its the way you make me feel." I look at Kane's eyes, but I couldn't tell if he was lying. I roll my eyes he can play with me because I guess I didn't care any more. "You think I'm lying. " His voice was gruff his temper running. Obivously he never had trouble getting a girl before. I snicker again, and he pulls me roughly toward him. Slamming my lips to his, he started giving me a soft, tender kiss. I fought back trying to move from his grip,placing his tongue on my lip. I wouldn't give him access, he growled. And pulled his down to my butt, I gasp. And he uses the opputunity I'm starting to melt in Kane's arms. He wraps my legs around his waist, and I enjoy the beautiful kiss. Not like the ones Dave, Steven, Dine, and James forced on me. I almost cried out there when I remember when they stoled my first kiss- and not just that. My virginity, my mom, my life, and my freedom. And today it felt like my real first kiss. Kane pulls way, he looks at me.
"Now tell me you didn't feel anything when I kissed you."

I am such a liar. I'm lying my ass off. I swallow the gulp thats in my throat "no," I finally say. I feel myself turn red cause I know I'm lying. I let my hair fall in my face, I remove my tangle legs from Kane's waist. But he's not letting go "your lying. Babe because I did feel something." I sigh what was the point if I did feel something? We were Ssoooo different, especially him seeing this. You can't he will never care for you. And you can never get attach because it hurts to lose them.

~FLASHBACK~

Me and Lacy went to the my mother's beautiful flowerbed. "Here, Stella." Lacy handed me a pretty rose. I smiled at my bestfriend and gave her one too. "Thanks Ms. Reed," Lacy called out to my mom who was on the porch. "Your welcome Lacy." She flashed us a smile. I wipe the sweat off my forehead it was really hot. "Do you think Francis will give us flowers?" Lacy whispered to me. We both had crushes on him, at thirteen year's old. "I doubt it Kellys all over him," I say getting annoyed about Kelly. Lacy nodded "and Kane too." The door bangs open, and my stepfather, James comes out. He's smoking a cigarette I pull my tanktop up. I don't know why but he gave me the creeps. James looks at me and Lacy, then snarls over to my mom. "I told that Stella is not aloud to have friends over," he barks at her. I look worringly to my mom, "oh James. We already live out here in the forest, why can't she have friends over? " she asked. "Because I said no. And thats not my kid to worry about, so tell that girl to scram! Now!" I look at Lacy and know she heard, " I guess I'll be leaving now, see you at school Stell." She got up, "bye Lacy." I call after her and she started walking back into town. The minute she was gone my mom yelled "why did you do that?" At James. He growled and grabbed her forcily "let go of her you bastard! " I scream. "Don't talk to lmyour father like that," he snapped. "Your not my father! " I scream. "Stella just don't say anything," mom pleaded her eyes full of worry. What was going on? "Get in the house Stella, " James said. "No," I stomp my feet. He lets go of my mom and comes toward me, "what did you say?!" Don't get scared," NO." Crack! Jame's fist connected with my face, he punched me repeatly. I couldn't fight back "get off of her," my mom pleaded. She tried to pull him off of me,I screamed blood spraying everywhere. He grabbed me and mom by the hair and threw us in the house. And thats the creepiness I saw in his eyes when he married my mom.

After that I never spoke to Lacy or anybody again.

~FLASHBACK OVER~

I sat there frozen remembering the memory. "Whats wrong Stella?" Kane pleaded. He was touching my face and I realized I was crying. I forgot all about then, that I couldn't love. I just wanted to be held in arms sobbing.


KANE'S POV

"Hey, Stell. Babe?" I lighty shook her awake. Her hazel eyes slowly opened, I was worried she would freak out on me. Like she sometimes did. "Mhhmm," was all she said. I smile, and slowly kiss her cheek. She flinched and I controlled myself from grunting. You have to understand what she's been through Kane. Go slow I calm myself down "I'm sorry Kane," Stella said her voice sounded apolegetic. "Its ok." I tousle her hair and she presses against me slightly shivering. "Kane? Why are you still wearing your nikes? " Stella asked. I shrugged "because it reminds me of Megan." Stella looked at me "who is Megan?" Her voice sounded like I knew it. "That's my sister. The one I like to pick on." I said I sigh. "But now I miss her."
"I thought you had no shame? What happened to your ego? "
I clench my jaw, "look I don't want to talk about it." "I'm sorry I just think its sweet that you miss her." Under her breath I heard her say "not like anybody misses me."
"What? " The door slips open ruining our moment, Jame's appears. He's caring a sharp curved knife, he roughly grabs Stella. And I control the urge to crack him. Ignoring me he drags her down the stairs hearing her whimper made me feel helpless. Especially since I couldn't do anything. Fuck you guys, I was going to get Stella out of here.

MEGAN'S POV

I shiver as the cops go searching the house. Maddie, one of the maids keeps her arms wrapped around me. I cry softly as she comforts me. The thought of ever seeing that video again- scared the shit out of me. When in the morning I went to get the mail, I spotted a fat box for RAY EVERDALE. The box was creepy and I couldn't help but notice that the package looked like a tape. I popped it into the old tv vcr. Which we didn't use because everything was so high technology. I almost choked at the image that was shown. Kane! Was what I cried out. Him getting beaten to death for ransom. Me screaming and sobbing is what blew my cover, Maddie came running in. "Whats wrong Megan?" She gasped at what she saw on the video too. She quickly ran to the vcr popping the tape out and grabbed me. "Its ok. Megan." She soothed me down. And quickly Janne called the police, I couldn't sleep. Scared seeing the masked face haunting me, realizing that could've been me. I don't know who Maddie called but next thing you know Nick and Shane were There. "Are you alright? " Nick asked. I couldn't tell if he was playing I was not in the mood. "Can you calm her down? I'm going to get hot chocolate and cookies. " Maddie asked Nick. He nodded, and grabbed me pulling me into a big bear hug. "I miss him," I sobbed. "I do too," Nick and Shane said.

I close my eyes I just hope he was okay.


KANE'S POV


Stella slammed into the floor blood dripping everywhere. I shake my head in disgust, hating what they did to her. Hearing them moaning and her crying in pain. I go for the door, "no, Kane. Please! I don't want them to hurt you," Stella said weakly. "I don't care I hate what they do to you. I'm gonna kill them all, " I say. I know I'm scaring Stella but I can't help it. She looked so fragile, I hold my bhead. "I'm sorry babe," I go over to her. Holding her softly wincing in pain. Her wounds were terrible, I kiss her lips softly. "I love you and I would do anything for you." I felt her smile, but then it quickly collasped. I wish she never had to go through this, I look at her scars. Everytime I tried to get her open up, she would get pissed. Stella's blood was quickly dripping into my shirt she winces when I delicatly put my hand on her hip. I look down her legs were so bruised, red, and black. And I couldn't imagine between her legs. "Kane just forget about it okay? "She says breathless. I don't nod I can't lie, because I won't stop. I kiss her split lip gently. "Your worth it babe." The door bursts open with James at the door. "Wtf is this?" He smirks between me and Stella, seeing our embrace. His face quickly turns to anger and before we could react James attacks me. "NO! Get off of him! Please don't hurt him," Stella begged. James ignores her and I tried to fight him. He punched me, and I punched back. Knocking the air out of me, the blows getting stronger. I finally feel myself starting to knock out. But I was more worried about Stella.


STELLA'S POV


I watch in fear as James starts beating the shit out of him. Kane. He turned toward me knocking my mouth with his fist as he drags me down to my old room. I fight back but see that I can't. My mouth feels terribly in pain and I am crying so hard. Throwing me on the mattress, James ripped my clothes off. Punching me so hard my body felt numb. I cry out in pain everytime. Until he grabs a rope," haven't I told you that you can never love!" He snarled at me. "Bitch! I fuck you and thats how its going to be because you haven't learned your lesson!" He tied my arms across the bed leaving them so bruised that they were black. Leaving my legs widr open, I felt exposed. "Please. Le me g-o," I stuttered. "SHUT THE FUCK UP BITCH! DID I TELL YOU TO TALK!" He bashed my head hard gasping at the pain. "Your fucking mine understand? Just like your mother! Now you better moan, and cry out!" He shoved inside of me over and over. I screamed in pain as he laughed wickedly. He thrusted so hard, I couldn't feel nothing past my legs. He punched me and slapped me over and over. "Who's your daddy," he grasp my breast so hard making them bleed. Then he stuffed it into my mouth, I gagged at it and he moaned in pleasure tugging on my head. I threaten to lose consense,"oh no sweetie don't go to sleep your not done! " he slapped me hard bringing me back to focus. He pushed my head to the door where Dave,Steven, and Dine stood. They all smiling watching me scream. I cry till i couldn't see, because Steven was not done with my punishment.

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I quickly pick up the beer bottle from the floor. Willing myself to breathe one of my ribcage bones felt broken. I wince as after this I would be strapped back to the bed. The scars on my back felt horrible and black, after Steven had almost killed me with the knife. "Come on, I'm getting horny hurry up," Steven snapped at me. Tears threaten to fall, I hadn't seen Kane in 3 days getting beat and raped. I just hoped Kane was alright I run to the mattress. Feeling disgusted with the dry blood and dirt. Thats your blood… and your mothers. I remeber a memory from a while back

~FLASHBACK~

"Hey mom why are you going to get married to that man?" I say playing with her long hair. "Because honey, I love him, and he will be the perfect daddy who cares for you."

"You sure, because he kind of scares me," I admitted.

"I'm promise Stella as long as I'm here no one will ever harm you."

"Ok, mommy." She gave me a kiss on the cheek. And then she made cookies for me.

~FLASHBACK OVER~

I cry at the memory she also said those words when James was about to kill her. I clench my fingers into my palm. I was going to escape, and they were all going to pay for what they done, if that was that last thing I did.

C H A P T E R 2

KANE POV'S

I finally saw her, my angel. For days I hadn't seen Stella getting beat. I felt terrible that I couldn't do anything and that I was here helpless. James threw her in he looked at me glaring "why aren't you glad to see her." I saw that evil twisted grin on his face. He had Stella by the neck who was gasping for air "don't worry I took care, of my sweethart for you." He forced a kiss to her dry lips and I finally see the rush of tears coming. I seethe in rage and pain, Jame's pulls out a thick, rope. Strapping Stella to the opposite wall across from me, he ties her arms, hands, and feet. He comes over to my side and I feel the urge to spit on him, I glare right back at him. He pulls out a knife "knife, hello. Dickhead what are you going to do?" He quickly ties me the same way pulling a rope around my neck that was connected to Stella's. "Now if you even think about this fucken room! This will choke the shit out of that horr," he pulls on the rope for effect, making Stella gasp in pain as her breathing becomes lighter. "Stop it! Leave her the fuck alone!" I finally snap. I keep my head steady as his fist connects with my mouth. A sharp, cold metal object slides on my neck "hahahha I wonder why a rich boy like you. Would give a fuck about a poor-ass slut like her. Especially if she is such a whiner." He laughs in my face, and my vision blurrs. I will myself to speak "because you don't know her the way I do!" Stella's sobs get louder as Jame's goes back to her studying me. "Hahaha, Stella babe. WTF! HAVE I TOLD YOU YOUR MINE. YOU CAN NEVER LOVE AND NOTHING WILL EVERY BE YOURS! " he ruffles her hair tugging at it harder. She screams in pain, I struggle not to move. "You know as a present I should let you toy around with each other." We stare in shock, but the moment was to good to be true. "Idiot fools! The minute you have a baby, its going to BE MINE! Just like you are, because obivously you haven't learned!" "Nnnno! Please don't! No I will do anything! " Stella begged. I stare in sheer horror, but nothing can make me last from her, because I loved her. "Then you better listen or your not going to be taking "the pills anymore ". He storms out flicking us off daring us.

The minute the door slammed Stella started sobbing even louder "I'm sorry Kane. You should never entered my life." I get pissed off at what she is saying "Stella babe your worth it. Don't ever say that," I say. I feel the urge to be near her, hold her, stop her tears, but I couldn't. "I can't! And it feels like its true I'm nothing without those pills I don't want to get pregnant. Especially with those monsters! And you know what why are you even with me!? I just poor-ass girl who get raped everyday!" She screamed her anger out. "STELLA! SHUTUP DON'T EVER SAY THAT YOU ARE WORTH IT! AND IF YOU WEREN'T I WOULDN'T CARE WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU, AND I WOULDN'T BE HERE!! So why can't you understand I love you! And I don't care about your past!" I begged, "I love you!"
She calmed down, wiping her tears from her eyes she looks at me

"Do you mean it? Are you sure?" She asks meekly. "Yes babe. If I could touch you I would be holding you- soothing you."
After a pause she finally manages a smile "well Kane. I think I love you." She blushes and it melts my heart.
"Well since I love you then I'm going to get us out of here, I promise."

C H A P T E R 3

Ok, Stella your going to have to do it. My breathing quicken, as I was about to dp something that made my heart stop. I review the previous conversation me and Kane had, had that night. "Stella, if I promise to help us get out of here... I'm going to need your help," Kane said. I stiffen, "what do you mean?" He sighed "Stella, babe. I'm going to have to get a hold of a knife, and that gun. And your the one who can do it." I freeze realizing what he meant, get the knife.

Stay strong. My biggest challege would be James, though he had the key to everything. You need that gun... And Kane would take care of everything else. My heart pounds, when Dave gets close to me. His six -inch knife is sticking out his pocket, so tempting. "Hey babe ready for this." He rubs against me and those same emotions come out, pain took over me. Listen to Kane's voice, he pulls me to the bed. Tears blind my eyes "don't cry, bitch. It won't hurt." He slides into me and I scream, biting my lip. No passing out. For once I was awake for this and it hurt like shit! But it was worth it, I fake pass out. As he screams in pleasure, his breathing starts turning sofr. My eyes half close, him slowing snoring. Crushing me with his weight, I look at the door. And with the same fear I look down. And almost scream in sight thats your bruised body. Your naked, bleeding figure. I bite my lip begging not to cry. I slowly inch my hand down the matress where his ripped jeans were, my hand froze when he wrapped his arm around my breast. I quickly grab the sharp knife, stuffing it behind my matress making sure the knife was well hidden. I smile lightly even though, I'm dared scared if he found out I took his knife. I'm dead. "Fuck off!" I say, not caring if he woke up. Because the deed was done, as long as I didn't get caught.

"I did it," I whisper shout across the room. Kane looked at me with interest "are you sure you didn't get caught? Who did you take it from!" He asked. "Dave, and I'm sure. And I know he has extra pocket knifes." I say, gulping. Kane narrows his eyes "your lying to me Stell. I know your leaving out something." I shake my head even though its clear I'm lying. He can't know because guess what? It was my fault again it always was.

MEGAN'S POV

"Can you stop fucking calling me?

C H A P T E R 4

  The calls came and went and I was already fustrated. Uggh ! Where was Kane at ? A image of him going on a trip of him flicking everybody off. Noo he wouldn't , dare. But who knows he never had mercy and that was his bad karma.  The phone rang and I throw a pillow at it, it rang and rang. Its probably not Stephanie I think bitterly, our parents don't give a shit. I run my fingers over the expensive leather.

"Heyy Megan," a voice called out. It was Nick, lately he had been coming over.

"Hey," I say sofly. He comes up behind me and gives me a hug. I snuggle into his arms as he lays me back on the couch. I watch silently as he turns on the TV. His hand gets a bit to close to my hips and I slap it away.

"Mariella says you haven't been eating..." he says accusingly,"your going to lose your curves." i roll my eyes was everything to him about sex, and fucking? the irritation was back.

"You know what? I forgot I have something to do," I snap at him. I kick him off of me and he glares back.

"You know what, Megan I didn't have to come if I didn't want too. But its whatever I'll just go fuck your bestfriend Lenny." The door slammed with a bang and the tears fall, Nick wasn't going to say sorry for nothing, he didn't care fuck. I thought I was falling for him, the phone rang again.

"Hello! What the fuck do you want ?" I almost screamed into the phone.

"Hello, Megan. Maybe you shouldn't talk like that to me when I have your brother. I look forward to meeting you." The line went dead and the chilly voice of the man was gone. I stand dumbly, and silent, fierce tears went falling down my face. He had Kane.  He said he had Kane. Was it a prank, 'I look forward to meeting you' the room went hazy and before I knew it the world was drifting from me and I collasped to the floor with a thud.

 

******

I woke up in a bed that didn't feel familar. Maybe I'm in heaven I thought dumbly.

"Maybe, your high you dumbass." I open my eyes and peer into the face of, Nick. Dark circles were under his eyes, and he looked tired. Mustv'e been fucking. He glares at me, I notice his hand wrapped around my hand and when he opens his mouth to speak. I slap him hard, "I'AM not your girlfriend."

 

He snickers and leans down "You are now." Before I could be a smart ass his lips crash down.

Now I really think I was in heaven.

Sooo Im so sorry that I haven't updated in a while, I  hope you liked this little part Iam going to write more though. ;) next time I update its going to be in Kane's POV ^.^ ~ okaaayyy soo I know havent updated in a while sorry xDDD but please check out my new book :) http://www.bookrix.com/_ebook-aileen-guardado-mah-brother-from-another-mother-039/ && ' ill try to update faster <3 ezadopee

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