THE PATH TO THE ENLIGHTENED

ILLUMINATI TRILOGY

Many thanks to everyone who supported me from the beginning of the writing till the end, especially my beloved Mom, family and friend.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

1. THE PATH TO THE ENLIGHTENED

2. THE NEW WORLD ORDER

3. THE FINAL BATTLE

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THE SECRET TO HAPPINESS IS TO LIVE IN THE PRESENT FOR THE PAST IS FULL OF REGRETS AND THE FUTURE FULL OF FEARS

~ROVEEK BOYRAMBOLI~

CHAPTER 1

CHAPTER 2

CHAPTER 3

CHAPTER 4

CHAPTER 5

CHAPTER 6

CHAPTER 7

CHAPTER 8

CHAPTER 9

CHAPTER 1

Watching the stars and the moon, he knelt down. He couldn't bear it anymore. He prayed and he prayed that he finds light after this darkness. He prayed for the sun to rise again and brighten his life, He prayed for a way out. Tears in his eyes, grief in his heart, he prayed to the Lord that all his pain and all his troubles be gone away. He prayed to be given a chance so that he could start everything anew. And he swore that if he is given this chance, he would do things differently.

But the Lord didn't hear his prayers, the prayers weren't being answered. Each day he found his problems growing. He started to lose hope, he started to lose faith. He is slowly dying, in his mind, in his heart.

He is Akira, a 20 years old young boy. Born in a poor family, his parents got divorced when he was still a small kid. He lived with his mom and his elder sister at his grandmother's place. Akira was a very bright boy, the most intelligent in everything he did but he left school quite early to join the world of work. He started working in a small showroom and changed works a lot of time during the years. At this time, evolution is at its peak and the world has become a materialistic one where all that matters is money, richness and luxury.

Everyone dream is to get a lots of money. It was Akira dreams too. But this dream was a tough one for almost everyone as the greatest part of wealth was only between classes of people - The high Class. The rich was very rich and the poor, extremely poor.

Poverty has become one of the main problems of almost everyone in the world. The growing rate of poverty has causes the rate of crimes to grow too. Theft, Murders, Deceit, Fraud, and Corruption can be heard in news everyday in some corner of the world.

Well Akira was never like the other kids or youngsters of his age, Maybe because his childhood has not been the same as many others. He spent most of his time reading, researching and accumulating knowledge on a wide variety of subjects. During his early twenties, he already had a lot of responsibilities. When all youngsters were enjoying their life and having fun, Akira was working hard to fulfill his responsibilities. He had the responsibility to buy himself a house as he didn't have one and he can't live at his grandmother's place forever. He had the responsibility to help his mother run the households. His surroundings expected a lot from him and he gave everything he could to meet up to the expectations.

His wish was to make all his loved ones happy and to spend the rest of his life with the girl he loved. But that wish was almost impossible to achieve. He had few girlfriends in the past but it didn't really work out. Unlike others, what he always seeks is a real, intense, truthful relationship. His biggest weakness was that he was a very sensible boy and what differentiate him from others is that he preferred to stick to the ancient traditions rather than following the new generation.

Akira suffered a lot because he had no one he could share his pain, No one to understand him. No one he could talk to about his problems, no one to hold him when he falls, and no one to wipe off his tears when he cried. He didn't even know if the girl he loved, Akasha, felt the same way for him. The closest person to him was his mom but he didn’t want her to be sad or to feel hurt so he always pretends he is happy. He had few friends too but he was quite a reserve person, not to go and tell his familial problems and his pain to others. So when with his friends, he did what he knows best, pretends that he is happy and enjoying life.

One day, after a fight with Akasha, he went to the beach. Gazing at the waves, he said,

"Oh love, why can't you see?

That you mean the world to me.

Instead of getting closer,

I find you more distant than ever.

Although it causes me so much pain,

For you I shall wait,

Forever and a day..."

Akira loved her truly and he could do anything for her. But Akasha would not tell him if she loves him or not. What hurt Akira the most that he didn't know what to do. He didn't know whether he is waiting in vain or if one day his love will be fruitful. He was uncertain of Akasha feelings for him.

That day, after the beach, he went home directly. He was devastated. He was so fed up of his life and his problems. And to add to all his worries, He couldn't be with Akasha. Tears filled his eyes but would not fall down his cheeks. He felt deceived by life. And he felt deceived by God, in whom he has always trust. He couldn't bear it anymore. He couldn't live or die.

He looks for his diary and a pen and lies on his bed. Closing his eyes, he thought for a while before starting to write.

"Today is the worst day of my life. I find myself in such a situation that I don't know what to do. I feel stuck. I can't draw backwards nor does move forward in life. Why all this pain and why this life? Why have we been sent to earth? I feel pity for myself and everyone else with a problem praying and praying to God, asking why life is so unfair to them when they have never causes any harm to anyone and always believed and prayed to God, So why them?

Yes why them and why me? I am not perfect and I know it. No one is. If I had a fair life, I would have concentrated on being a better human being and a faithful servant of God. I feel pity that all these persons a praying a name, God. A name they never had any proof of existence except notes and books which was written by human beings just like them.

I feel pity about all these persons who each day, they tell themselves that God will take away all their pain. About all these persons believing in Destiny, Believing that God already wrote everything and nothing can be changed. Believing that whatever happens to them is their destiny. I truly feel pity because these persons will spend their whole life believing that God will help them and that ahead of the darkness, there is light. And they will die still believing it but as usual, the so called God will do nothing.

Today I don't accept doing that. I have seen enough of what God can do or what he can't do. Today I question, and I seek answers. What is the purpose of our life? Why giving us a life when in real we never get to live it because all that we do is fighting for survival. If God existed and wrote the destiny of all, why God inflicted so much pain in our destiny, in our life? Why are human beings attributed with characteristics like jealousy, hatred, envies, Ego? If we are god creation then these characteristics have been attributed by God. Thus God is not that perfect creator. Like human beings he made mistakes, He erred. And if he is not perfect, why should I spend my whole life believing in him? No I am sorry but I just cannot do that. I will not bow to him. I will alter my destiny. My destiny lies only in my hand. No one can decide about my life apart from me. And I will make people realize that they are waiting in vain. Their problems are never ending because there is no such God that will come and ease their pain. It is all a lie.

I have decided,

I am going to change sides.

I prefer to follow the Devil.

Because with him,

At least I know that as long as I am alive,

I will not suffer."

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Verlag: BookRix GmbH & Co. KG

Texte: RoveekBoyramboli
Tag der Veröffentlichung: 22.08.2015
ISBN: 978-3-7396-1043-6

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