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i love this book im only on febuary 1st 2009 though

I wrote a diary a couple of years ago, it sounded alot like this. I know what u mean about how its good to write it.It use to get all my feelings out so i could forget about them, you know what i mean?? Thankyou for sharing this(:

I am still a young girl and I have suffered through depression for 4 years now, my parents have just now found out and are trying to help me but it is very difficult to let them in to help. I have always kept every thing to myself out of fear and just plain "stupidity" as many like to call it. I am now a bit more inspired to let my parents in to help me but I know that it will take a lot of work to do so. My parents got divorced when I was 6 months old and then my mom remarried when I was 2. My biological father got married last year in july I belive. I dont have much of a relationship with him but I have found out over a time span of 3 years that he only wounds me more and more every time I think about him and so now I have to end the almost non existant relationship that I have with him. It will be hard still but I have to for my self, not always something easy to do or see when depressed. Thank you for sharing your story with us, it is very nice to know that evan though it feels like it all the time I am infact not alone.

Dear Trixie Belle,
I just wanted to let you know that I, like you, have suffered through teen depression. I am still dealing with it, but I am glad that you have gotten through it. I was wondering if you would give me permission to print this out and give it to my friends that don't understand why I can't just "shake it off". It would be greatly appreciated. I will not do this without your permission.

Also, I wanted to let you know that this book is truly inspirational and there is a sad beauty in it. Thank you so much for sharing your diary with us. Pursue you dreams.

Love Always,
Aria Myst

Your story is breath taking, I saw myself in this book. :)

You're a brave girl to speak out.
I never suffered anything like this, but I greatly admire you for speaking publicly about such a misunderstood illness.

It took a lot of internal debate to finally get this diary up here, but if it helps just one person realise the feelings that they're feeling are both not true and not healthy, then it'd be worth it.
My depression alienated me from friends and family and, at the time, I didn't realise how far I was pushing people away. I want to spare people that.

Megamind -- You need to realise that, at the time that I wrote that, I was deeply depressed. No, I didn't believe in God. I thought, "Why should I?"
Now, I'm different.
Now I know that I have to have faith in something to help get me through.

heaven does exist if reasearch u can find that there WAS aman named jesus and he did make many miracles every person that tryed to prove that god dosnt exist ended up proving that he DOES exist also,god is not the one causing u problems its the devil if god makes problems 4 u its probably because ur doing somthing wrong or he wants 2 bring u closer 2 him. lots of pp if u ask if they r christian will tell u after they turned christian they felt peacful and joyful and happy but u know if ur a depressed person it says in the bible that depression takes time 2 heal and he understands. jesus loves u also he will be coming soon to take us all 2 heaven most ppl who dont want 2 die is the pain or they know if they are nt christian were they will b going and dont want 2 go there god is loving when u go 2 hell its because u chose the devil and the devil lives in hell there is no other choice its either GOD or the DEVIL if u still dnt belive in jesus after i told u all this just let me ask u this question;are u SURE of ur choice?? absolutley?? cause i sure hope u are jesus loves u and he always will he died on the cross 4 all are sins because he loved uss and all he ever asked in return was u 2 love him back

wow how sad i never had these thought or feelings im glad you came out of that mist

The story is about suggestion to not bow before the depressions.You have taken up the subject very nicely & this subject is very delicate to handle.The reason of suicide are not only depressions.These are attached with so many factors i.e.,not upto the expectations of parents,friends etc.
Any way congratulations for touching this subject,nicely written.
Thank you.