BookRix

Hey Caylee, join our group Dads and Daughters so we can talk about the fun things we do with our dads!
Jasmin

You are such a good poet!!! Writing is LIFE, so forget about depression and do it for you and people like me that appreciate your thoughts and words. Please!!

HI

Lately I feel so alone
Don't even know why I have a phone
Nobody hits me up and I'm stuck
Never had someone that I could call my, own

It's lonely walking down this, road
Fake friends that I didn't have to, know
The same ones that fucked me over and whenever I need them
And I turn around they just turn ghost

I feel I'm at an all-time low
I am depressed and it hurts me to know
My ex is happy and I can't seem to cope
She's ignoring every text message I wrote

My anxiety is high, my medication is low
I am so stressed and I hate being home
I sit and overthink everything alone
I wish I had somebody to hold, damn

I'm sick and tired of putting up a front
Like I'm happy but really I'm in a slump
I try to stay strong, screaming "I don't give a fuck!"
But if anybody would give it then I'm, the one

I wanna' put down my walls and open up
I hide behind this rapper I've become
Addicted to being accepted is like a drug
No ones here I feel like I'm ready to plunge

I remember you said my music was wack
Teachers persuading me to try to give up my act
They said, the image and the drive is what I lack
Made me think maybe I could never be a part of rap
Well I ignored that, I said fuck it and snapped
Over twenty million plays where are my haters at
I didn't need a label to give me a chance
The day I sell out an arena, I'll feel like I'm the man

Buzzin' hard, but to find nothing
Never found someone who really loves me
People coming around now cause I'm getting money
A few plays later now they all see something

The same guy that is from the start
The same guy my ex left with a broken heart
The same guy who turned music into his art
The same seven-year-old who dreamed of being a star

I'm twenty two, and I won't let myself down
I stood up right after I fell down
It's hard to see heaven when you know you're hell bound
I never really opened up and that's until now
I hope that I never lose you
If I could choose one person I would choose you

I hope you understand my pain
Cause that's something that we all got to go through

I hate being down this road
Been down before
I feel like I need you more
I'm so alone
Once I was seven years old
My future's all I'd imagine

And now I'm here and I look back and I'm screaming "Damn it"
This a life I never planned it, no I never planned it

I'm done feeling worthless, imperfect
You hit me where it hurts
You put the blade right on my wrist
And slit until it spurts out blood, red, dead

That's just how I'm feeling
You tell me that you love me

But there you go leaving, why you so surprised?
You're a demon in disguise
These past two weeks all I been doing is crying
Tired of putting all my effort, but never receiving
You tell me I'm a piece of shit and that I really feel it

I'm not enough and I'm sorry
I really love you and I'm sorry
I struggle at showing and I'm sorry
You pretend to smile and I'm sorry

No, no, no
I'm done feeling worthless, imperfect
You hit me where it hurts
You put the blade on my wrist
And slit until it spurts out blood, red, dead

That's just how I'm feeling
You tell me that you love me

But there you go leaving, why you so surprised?
You're a demon in disguise
These past two weeks all I been doing is crying
Tired of putting all my effort, but never receiving
You tell me I'm a piece of shit and that I really feel it

I'm not enough and I'm sorry
I really love you and I'm sorry
I struggle at showing and I'm sorry
You pretend to smile and I'm sorry

No, no, no
No, no, no

Why live when life sucks? Hmm... Idfk.

Don't you just hate it when people bring up your past in argument?

Thank you for your friendship request.